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- Anu - 11-11-2009 [html]
i suck @ life. ><
With the Dahlian landscape enclosed around her, Anu confidently walked beyond the marked border. She thought of Cwmfen, the pups and how they were but Coli was always lingering behind the distractions that she lay her eyes upon. Morning light dotted the field that opened, and though her purpose was defined and determined Anu caught the sight of a small fence and walked towards it. - Conor Soul - 11-12-2009 [html]
- Anu - 11-12-2009 [html]
-happysigh- this is better! ... you made that?? ... & I've been making *you* tables??? WHAT!?
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Her ears turned to meet the call, a voice lower then a female’s and yet still held the high tone of youth. She turned, meeting the boy that spoke to her. He was a fiery version of his father, though a lineage Anu knew not of. Yet, he reminded her of the fragile soul she sought. The words he spoke were not a threat, but a warning that she surly should heed. Though Anu was not afraid. She felt as if she had faced the monster this place harbored, a small healing cut below her eye was all the spoke of it, almost hidden by her sliver fur.
- Conor Soul - 11-13-2009 [html]
- Anu - 11-17-2009 [html]
ohh.... sorry for the wait!! <3
- Conor Soul - 11-19-2009 [html]
- Anu - 11-20-2009 [html]
love the libri...
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What made her so love stuck so suddenly? Anu couldn’t understand it. The feeling that bubbled beneath her skin was something in the past she hadn’t experienced. It was potent, and Anu felt like it radiated from every strand of fur that covered her form. It was the type of feeling that always stayed with her, and yet it could grow subtle and hide beneath the calm and quiet nature she was used to. Then, with no warning it rose in her chest and screaming at the top of her lungs or singing her praise to the beings beyond this world, or crying was the only relief for the pressure. It was all joyous, it was all in happiness. But Anu contained it, feeling foolish in her puppy love emotions and as the male spoke it was clear that there was a lack of understanding. Even though Anu felt like the answer was plastered across her forehead it was clear that the feelings that glowed from her features were not as obvious as they felt.
Anu had almost missed the relation, and backtracked to count the similarities that the two shared. It made her smile softly and reflect on the woman that she was seeking. They must share a sire, for as he spoke Anu saw that Haku was written in the lines of his face and more predominantly the color of coat. He held more fire, with a red, lighter and softer tone. But it was there. Anu felt for him and his horrid father. Would he seek rescue from the oppression as well? She thought. Crimson Dreams would gladly open their arms to him if it were his wish, though her bed would be full soon enough. Such thoughts! Anu cleared her brain, and responded with more innocence then her mind held. “Then you know how beautiful she is.” Why was he questioning her, when he already knew how wonderful the meek shy female was?
“Have you not had someone that you never wanted to be without?” He was young, and Anu felt that it was a stretch asking him such a question. It was brash and forthright but Anu would rather dance around the fact that she was drawing his sister away from the Dahlia pack and into her home. - Conor Soul - 11-25-2009 [html]
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His confusion was obvious, written on his face as plainly as her love sickness was written on her silver toned features. He couldn’t register what she meant, but Anu figured that he might not. It wasn’t the sort of combination that many were used to, especially for a younger wolf who had yet to experience all that life offered. Anu thought to apologize, for the mix of words and for the lack of blatant honesty that she was so prone to. But then he would blame her, for when his sister left to live in the Dreaming lands. At that moment she couldn’t have something else standing between she and the younger woman. There was already so much time lost and obstacles to cross.
Her start struck gaze flickered to a dim light, and she smiled softly at the male.
Anu was surprised when he said yes. And her smile grew slightly. He was in love? Or was it a Nanny that the young boy found so important? By the sound of his tone Anu could not miss the truth. She took a step closer, confirming her connection with the male. They weren’t so different now, were they? - Conor Soul - 12-02-2009 [html]
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He was starting to recognize the woman’s expression; the feelings so plainly displayed on her fair face. It was the same force that caused his heart to flutter every time Alexey was near. He felt oddly fragile now, knowing that they shared the same emotion for something. He believed he was starting to understand now. Beautiful soul the woman said. Conor knew he loved Alexey for who she was. Although he was not oblivious of her beautiful figure, that was not why he loved his guardian. He loved her for the beauty he found behind her dazzling amber eyes. Thinking about her caused a ripple of sadness and bliss to gently caress his cheek. He understood the Crimson Dreamer’s words now and smiled serenely. - Anu - 12-03-2009 [html]
Then he would no longer question her. Anu thought as he answered. If he would go to the ends for the one he loved, then how bizarre was it that she ventured here? Yes, it held the shadow of Haku over its interesting landscape but Anu had to face it in order to find the one creature that claimed her heart. It had not been easy to let it go and it had been harder gaining the trust of the fragile fey. But, she wanted to battle for the female. Anu needed to fight and needed to search and work for her love. How else would she know it was real?
At his question Anu looked at the lavender eyes he held. It was the first time she had been able to confess her feelings for the woman to another creature.
- Conor Soul - 12-04-2009 [html]
-- Eyes filled up with thought when the confirmation was given. He did not know if he should be surprised or not when he felt joy spring forth. He was happy for his older sister. Happy someone finally had been able to see who she truly was; someone beautiful and pure that deserved happiness. Conor loved Coli, but he knew she was miserable here. Ears folded back towards his skull when his expression became more serious. ”Then you must take her away from here. It’s not safe. If her father finds out he will do everything he can to make her life a living hell.” As if it wasn’t already. Conor’s grudge towards Haku ran especially deep when it came to his eldest daughter. He had ruined so much for her and it never seemed to be enough. Conor could not even imagine what Haku would do if he found out that Colibri had a love. He looked away from the serene woman, worrying about his blue eyed sister. The woman’s question hit him hard despite that it had been obvious that it had been on its way. The boy’s lavender gaze did not wander back to the woman as he sighed heavily. People would not understand. Not even Alexey would understand if he ever told her. There was no way he could show her how he felt. ”Someone I can never have.” his voice was so filled with sadness it was a small wonder his eyes were still dry. Oh, but how he ached for her, always. ”I just.. wish I could show her how much she means to me..” the boy mumbled, not really talking to the Crimson Dreamer when speaking those last words. Oh, how he wished there could be happy endings in real life as well. - Anu - 12-05-2009 [html]
Anu would never have guessed the words he spoke next. Blue eyes looked at his face with a lessened sense of joy. It was true, Anu knew that their father was a monster and would search for the Haki woman’s death until his own. But his words made it real, obvious. Haku already knew of her, the pain of her healed face spoke of it. Had she forgotten? It wasn’t safe. Though she felt secure in the presence of this young male, Anu flinched at the image of Coli beneath the scarred demon. Eyes fell, and she nodded slightly. “That’s why I’m here.” Anu spoke in all seriousness. She wished to forget that Colibri had been rapped and beaten, wished to erase that past for the woman. But it was impossible, and so she hoped to merely ease the pain, teach that love was still a possibility. Eyes returned, stronger then before and determined.
She smiled once more with his confession. It was a soft understanding grin and she wondered, “Why? Are they with another?” A mated wolf was off limits, but Anu understood that such boundaries blurred and contorted with pressure of emotion’s whim. With his next words Anu began to figure that she was not so much attached to someone else, but simply out of reach. She looked at the young male, thoughts of Coli never lost but lingering in the back of her mind. “There are plenty of ways to show someone you love them.” The Dreamer stated with a solid tone. - Conor Soul - 12-06-2009 [html]
-- He had put weight on her father instead of using our, but his parentage had already been revealed when he had confirmed his family tie to Colibri Haki. The woman, whose name he still did not know, said that this was the reason why she was here in Dahlia. The boy’s ears swivelled to rest faintly against the silky cinnamon fur on the top of his skull. It was for the best, but he felt sorrow at the revelation that his sister would go away. Crimson Dreams was not all that far away; he could still come visit his older sister. He wondered how her usually troubled face would look like when Haku Soul was far gone and unable to reach her. She would finally get the chance to bloom into the beautiful flower she was supposed to be. Conor almost wished he could come with the two women too, but that was impossible. Her question about Alexey status made him cringe. Thankfully not, but still so unreachable. ”Not exactly, it’s more like an unusual match that few would bless.” Least of all Alexey. He was certain that she would never be able to see him as anything else than her little Coco – the boy that she had watched grow up and loved like a son. They were not related, but it would be frowned upon. The young male wondered what the Lilium of Dahlia would have done had he found out. Her confident statement that sounded soon after made his ears perk up again with refreshed interest. ”How do you show someone you love them then?” he asked, eager to obtain ways beyond words to express the feelings he held. - Anu - 12-06-2009 [html]
hope this eases the boredom!
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Anu had wanted to keep him from knowing that she would take Coli away, but he asked her too and so the honesty and the truth did not come with as much guilt as she had expected. It was the best for the Earthen hued woman, and if they both hoped that she would be protected then it was best that Anu remove her from Dahlia. It was obvious from the past that the fragile soul that the Haki girl was could not leave on her accord. Anu had asked and come for her before. She did not wish to think about what would finally push her from the flower-pack lands if Anu did not pull her from them. If she had known his desire, Anu would have welcomed him as well into the security of the Dreaming lands.
The topic was sensitive for him, as it was speaking of Coli for Anu. The Dreamer grew soft in her posture, as if permeable of all that he wished to give. As always Anu was ready to take on the pain that the other experienced, hoping to hold some of the weight of his emotional burden. A brother, half or not, of Colibri was like a brother of Anu. The woman readily accepted him into her fold in mere moments. A nod,
His question was not mocked, for Anu understood that youth was filled with the unknown and with questions. - Conor Soul - 12-07-2009 [html]
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A few imprisoned butterflies caressed his inner walls as the woman spoke. Oh, how he wanted to believe her. He wanted to know this Dreamer, this pleasant and warm soul that did not seem to even consider turning against him when he had revealed that people would see him and Alexey as wrong if they ever – in his wildest and most imaginative – ended up together. No, he was alone with his burdened heart, but this did not necessarily mean that he would sit idle and do nothing. No, not as long as the seductive warmth of love radiated through him. He also felt slightly let down then, because she had said that if the two loved each other then that was all they would need. He would never be able to call Alexey his. She did not feel as he felt and she had even kicked him out of her bedroom as he had grown older because she was afraid people might start to talk. - Anu - 12-08-2009 [html]
short ><
All of the tainted, sinful, twisted ways some loved did not run through her mind. They didn’t even brush against the outer most part of her thoughts. Anu imagined an innocent bond, for she sensed this boy as such. Could she see that it was a caregiver, a mother figure that he loved so completely? No. It was her nature to imagine two youths at arms length, wishing and hoping to fall into the others embrace. A factor, painful and yet miniscule was all that kept them apart. It was wrong, for the judgment placed upon them would be unjust and ignorant. But then…
A frown came to her maw, and bright cerulean eyes were dashed with confusion. She did not know what he meant. And if he thought to force the nameless woman to see the love though his own eyes, the boy was far more confused then Anu. Instead of assuming the worst of the Dahlian, the Dreamer simply questioned.
Her smile returned, a shadow of it former self but enough to hopefully bring the male from his despair. - Conor Soul - 12-09-2009 [html]
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Just like her love, Conor’s love was not of the most common kind. Not in this sense anyway. Mature women would probably forever and always remain heavily desired by young, inexperienced males. What made Conor’s case special was that he had yet to fully take in his physical attraction to the beautiful latte woman. No, what drove the Soul male was emotional, irresistible, unconditional love. Desire was present – for when is it not, though his emotions was what made his heart flutter every time the golden eyed woman was near. Her voice questioned him again, but it was getting more difficult now, for he wished not to reveal enough to let his love gain a face with the Crimson Dreamer. Maybe this woman did not know her, but there were enough of relatives back in her pack lands. No, he simply could not risk this. Not until Alexey knew, at least. ”That’s reality. She is out of my league anyway,” he added rather unhappily. - Anu - 12-10-2009 [html]
Everything seemed so beyond her control, just out of her reach. There were times where she felt as if she was in a realm all her own. There was always the question of; what could she do. Anu asked it again and again. How to bring Colibri to her rightful home, to her place of safety. How to explain that Anu only wanted to show the woman love, to show her something she had never experienced. There was frustration, insecurity, and a dull pain that lingered around her heart. At a moment of weakness it gladly began to strangle her courage, smother her strength until she was nothing more then a shell. If she could just get there, maybe if she could just get to the moment where Coli said she would never go, say she was hers and would never belong to another. Maybe then her world would not crumble so easily at the smallest notion of unease. The chaos of her world would have meaning where it lacked order.
He would give in that easily? He would allow her to live on in ignorance while he suffered? Why? Couldn’t they all be happy. No matter their status? In the end they were all flesh and blood, nothing more. Anu looked away, her face soft even as her mind whirled with thoughts. What made this woman beyond him? What made him unworthy? Anu wondered. She was a wolf of so called power, the second to the Dreamer’s Commander. But love couldn’t see rank, it couldn’t tell who was beautiful and who wasn’t. It caught hold and would not let go, and this boy was in the thralls and Anu could see that he would not be let go. “I’m Anu.” She spoke, eyes on the ground as she thought. “Who are you?” She asked, her voice harder in tone but in no way angry. Blue orbs looked upwards to meet the lavender of the Dahlian’s. - Conor Soul - 12-16-2009 [html]
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There were many influences to determine love, and there were many combinations of love. Conor knew that Alexey only loved him as her son, and therefore it was impossible to reach out for more. He was greed, wanted to be greedy and draw more out from her, but if he went through with that then he would risk not only rejection, but also suffer the loss of her motherly love. Again; he was greedy. He needed her more than he had ever thought possible. The day was simply not the same if he had not been able to see her pretty face. The thing with love was that it could be as beautiful as it could be cruel. It could enchant one poor soul just to doom it to eternal misery because the love only went one way. His heart wanted to shatter right there and then, thinking about the large chance for rejection. |