10-23-2010, 06:47 AM
ooc: It's all right! Don't worry xD
Mia knew by the way his allure changed that she had touched a sensitive chord. It hadn't been deliberate at all and she could feel the cold tentacles of fear and guilt grabbing her from the inside, clenching on her heart and stomach. She shuffled her feet and looked straight at the ground. She wanted to whimper an apology, but something from her head advised her otherwise. Perhaps silence wasn't such a bad thing after all. He had told her not to worry, he tried to act naturally, but she wasn't that keen on sophomoric behaviour. She had to make a mental note not to disturb Conor with this kind of things from that moment on.
As in answer to his words, she simply nodded. Her expression, though, had changed considerably. She wasn't that much enthusiastic now, and even if she forced her mind away from what she had asked, it wanted her to find a sort of solution. Solution? It would only make things worse, won't it? There. It was decided. She would not let herself dwell in past words and past actions despite the fact that Conor was currently disturbed by her recklessness. If the past had such a great influence on the present and he would eventually turn out to be much too disturbed, she would apologize, she would have no further hesitations in bringing the subject up once more, only to apologize.
The question about food was met with the same apathy, though. It was unusual even for the pup herself to be so disinterested in food at a time like that. She hadn't eaten in a while and yet, there she stood, unable to bring herself to enjoy the idea of a future meal. It wasn't that much of a bad sign, though. She was starting to let go of her selfishness. "Yes, I do." She spoke, her voice tainted with a sort of forced seriousness. She smiled and her eyes glimmered in anticipation of finally getting 'there'. She had no idea what that meant, what 'there' had in store for her, but her liveliness was slowly returning to her. However, she was taken aback by the sudden change of scenery. Where were they going? She had never seen such weird places. "What are those?" She asked in awe, staring at the huge, concrete blocks of brick.
Mia knew by the way his allure changed that she had touched a sensitive chord. It hadn't been deliberate at all and she could feel the cold tentacles of fear and guilt grabbing her from the inside, clenching on her heart and stomach. She shuffled her feet and looked straight at the ground. She wanted to whimper an apology, but something from her head advised her otherwise. Perhaps silence wasn't such a bad thing after all. He had told her not to worry, he tried to act naturally, but she wasn't that keen on sophomoric behaviour. She had to make a mental note not to disturb Conor with this kind of things from that moment on.
As in answer to his words, she simply nodded. Her expression, though, had changed considerably. She wasn't that much enthusiastic now, and even if she forced her mind away from what she had asked, it wanted her to find a sort of solution. Solution? It would only make things worse, won't it? There. It was decided. She would not let herself dwell in past words and past actions despite the fact that Conor was currently disturbed by her recklessness. If the past had such a great influence on the present and he would eventually turn out to be much too disturbed, she would apologize, she would have no further hesitations in bringing the subject up once more, only to apologize.
The question about food was met with the same apathy, though. It was unusual even for the pup herself to be so disinterested in food at a time like that. She hadn't eaten in a while and yet, there she stood, unable to bring herself to enjoy the idea of a future meal. It wasn't that much of a bad sign, though. She was starting to let go of her selfishness. "Yes, I do." She spoke, her voice tainted with a sort of forced seriousness. She smiled and her eyes glimmered in anticipation of finally getting 'there'. She had no idea what that meant, what 'there' had in store for her, but her liveliness was slowly returning to her. However, she was taken aback by the sudden change of scenery. Where were they going? She had never seen such weird places. "What are those?" She asked in awe, staring at the huge, concrete blocks of brick.