Anann is being selfish =|
There was not a single fiber in the woman's body that wanted to accept the truth as it was. She did not want to admit that he was gone and that it was quite possible she might never see him again. It was like trying to bare the loss of a brother all over again. One hand clutched the bottle tightly while the other shielded tightly shut eyes. She struggled to control the flood of tears that threatened to come and choked on the sobs she refused to let out. Even though she thought herself alone she refused to let go. To accepted and grieve so she might move on. The growing lump in her throat ached and her head filled with the pressure she refused to let flow from her eyes.
For one reason or another, Anann had not heard the commotion that Haven had created or the sounds of his approach. It was a familiar smell that told her she was no longer alone, but it was no the smell of the knight that she had sensed. She bristled at the smell of blood, suddenly aware that she was no longer alone and very much in state she did not wish to be seen in. No matter who it might be. A deep, threatening growl rumbled in her chest. Go. Away! She growled, her hackles raised and made her quite the intimidating sight as she looked up, lips curled in a snarl as she glared at the intruder. All she wanted was to be left the hell alone.
Her face changed as she realized who stood in the door way. Her lips were first to fall, covering the yellow teeth she had bared and her ears too fell back against her skull as her hackles deflated. Hers softening and taking on an overly wet appearance as tears once again threatened to break over the dam. "H-Haven..," her own voice cracked. She stared at him dumbfounded for a moment as her brain struggled to catch up out of its wallow of self-misery. She looked away from him, feeling shamed for being found as she was. She swallowed hard, not knowing if she could trust her voice no to break down into sobs. God, how pathetic. "You should go.." She did not handle grief well and if got to the point of violent urges it would be best if no one else was around.
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