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Nayru · 01-02-2011, 05:03 PM

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Ghita words washed over her but the meaning was lost. Perhaps the woman was just more fearful than Nayru herself was, for the only pack she thought best to avoid was Inferni, and that truly was only because of the past tensions. Even younger she had never felt herself in danger when she had traveled to Aniwaya by herself, the many miles she had had to cross did not daunt her, nor had the reality of all the dangers that might have befallen her during that time. Perhaps it had been dangerous, stupid of her even, but she was still here, alive and well, and Nayru did not count her childhood adventures as a mistake. Aro too had been surprised when they had met, when she had told him about her traveling. He had never left Crimson Dreams before he had escorted her to Dahlia de Mai, and perhaps they just came from very different worlds. Bris was kind and nurturing, but never restrictive, never fearful as a biological mother might have been. Nayru had never known that kind of restriction, that kind of fear and she couldn't claim to know it now.

. “I am not a mother, I cannot understand.” She admitted this freely. Although normally more empathetic than most there were a few feelings she could not synthesis for herself. The bond between mother and child was one, and the love between two mates was another. Nayru's mind did not comprehend either, for she was loyal and respected all Dahlians equally, and loved only a few slightly above the rest. This was perhaps her shortcoming, and one she did not know if she would ever overcome. Romantic love still eluded her, and without that one did not become the mother of children. Yet she did not long for either, she was content to be alone. She only wished she could understand where Ghita's fear for Aro stemmed from.

Yet she let the conversation pass and was happy to talk of Dahlia de Mai and Crimson Dreams. Ghita mentioned showing her Crimson Dreams, if the girl wished, and Nayru smiled slightly. . “That would be very kind of you.” She did not mention that some of Crimson Dreams' land was already known to her, she had come here before for Aro and he had shown her some sights. However, she did not know all of it and if Ghita welcomed her into the pack, she would not refuse. It truly was a kind offer. Nayru bowed her head when Ghita spoke of her new litter, and Nayru was glad for her. Although she did not understand the love between mother and child she did know the joy of new puppies and the continuation of family. It was certainly a joy to Crimson Dreams to have new members among themselves, and certainly for the Marino family.

. “Congratulations are in order then. I hope all your family is well.” Puppies were often born weak and helpless, but surely with Ghita being such an attentive mother they had no problems developing healthy. And yet here was Ghita at the borders with Nayru, and her pups back home and suddenly Nayru felt very selfish. Holding out the book to Ghita, Nayru smiled once more, her words gentle and her voice smooth. . "Would you be so kind as to give Aro this? I don't wish to keep you from your family much longer than need be.” And perhaps Nayru should return to her own, for she felt that she probably wouldn't see Aro today and that was alright. Another day perhaps.

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