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Things had seemed to escalate out of proportion, everything he had done the other day, he’d meant it… right? He had been home all day the day before, thinking rolling things around his head. He knew fare well what he had done… he was not drunk, nor out of his mind, though unhappiness of losing someone, that had put it into motion, he thought. That was no excuse though, now was it, he chided himself. He found that staying in his home was not getting him anywhere. So he found himself heading to Thornbury where Orin was, and maybe they could talk, and settle things out. His was mind still a bunch of rambling jumble from the night before. He felt dirty. Horrifyingly dirty. He had wanted his first time to be with his mate, and Orin had not been it, and though they were friends well enough, however, he couldn’t see them together, he had for an instant, the instant that he lay with her, but something more seemed to happen, it was as though he’d been drawn to her, and now, how could he regret being with her? she was such a nice woman, she’d be all that could complete him, yet… she wasn’t her…
He was now in the streets of Thornbury, but he was not headed to her house, not to Orin’s at least. He found himself heading to Sky, they’d become quick and close friends and it seemed he wanted her words, though they were probably not the words of wisdom he needed, but words were what he needed nonetheless and she was his first though. He found that he wouldn’t even have to knock on her door she was already outside. He gave her a weak smile, though things seemed pretty bleak for him right now.
Hi Sky, got a minute?
He asked, the alpha… asking for someone to talk to about his horrible misdeed. It was horrible, he was the worst wolf ever, and he felt degrading, like he should revoke his own alpha state and give it to Skye and return to his wandering ways, at least then… he would not take advantage of women…
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