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As she saw her mother nose through the door she suddenly remembered that she was not able to change forms and fhe felt bad. How could she forget her own mother had been injured in the bear attack. She felt her heart wretch at that, though it seemed to be no big deal to her mother as she apologized for not having any excuse for not seeing her recently.
" Non preoccuparsi di esso la Mamma, siamo tutto occupa, anche sono... con Jasper che tiene l'infezione dall'estensione. "
She said, though it was little excuse for herself, as she could have just as easily got up on her free time to go visit her own mother. She had no excuse so the two were feeling on the same page.
" C'è così molto dire! Ho visto abbastanza un pezzetto e gli animali che ho aiutato. Ho risparmiato anche alcune vite di lupi. "
She explained her excitement about it had flared, but something… just looking into her mothers eyes sparked something… they had been just like those eyes… not as vibrant, not as loving, but they had showed her what she had thought was love… but now … Her usual smile, the fake mask, everything fell away in that instant. Her reason, her excuse for coming back was all a lie, and it shattered into a thousand pieces with one look at her mother… she knew that she could not hide anything from her, and it all made it worse when they were finally alone, in the quiet little room that Amata had picked out for herself…
" Oh non era tutto buono... No.. non tutto buono... era orribile alla fine, stupida ed orribile, e mai non voglio partire qui di nuovo."
Maybe it had been the mention of saving the lives of a few wolves that brought it all crashing back, her denial that anything ever happened had burst away, the wall she held up against him, against the one she had fallen so deeply for… her face was not full of tears, though her eyes were threatening them. She wished so badly that the past could be changed, was she hiding here? Where nothing but family was? Hid and blen d in with her aunts uncles cousins parents, is that why she really came back?
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