OOC here: Table & Coding © James; 535 words
And there was also Helios, Sele's littermate, that wasn't present either. It seemed the males in their family were the ones that weren't to be found. Sele hadn't seen Helios since she had left Taceli to find Roman. Not that she ever really did. There was a brief encounter, though it hadn't really been Roman as she had assumed the male to be, but then he was gone again. And she had left to try and find him again. She never did though. Instead she found a life that she could actually be happy in. At least she had been happy until it had all come crashing down. Even though she wasn't related to most in the cult by blood she had felt the closest to them then when she had been in a pack in the old Souls territories.
Actually Sele wasn't prone to fighting. She believed the good in everyone but herself. She was kind to everyone but herself. She blamed herself for everything that went wrong. Everything bad had to all be her fault. Because of that she needed to be punished and so she took the measures to punish herself. She had her own inner demons that she didn't let anyone know about. She had darkness contained inside that she only took out on herself. With everyone else she was sweet and kind and caring.
She smiled at what Ponti said. "You have stronger ties to Nani then I could ever have. But I think because we both have developed deep bonds with her it is only natural to feel like that. We are family and we both have been looking for family so to find family brings about that sense of completion." Or at least those were her rambling thoughts on the subject. She didn't find it so strange to feel that way. But then again Sele was just happy to meet the sister that Nani had told her about before.
"That is really good Ponti. I'm glad that you are happy." And she really was. While she felt that herself didn't deserve that she firmly believed that others did. She reached out a hand to try and gently squeeze her sister's. She was trying to offer a bit of comfort and encouragement. "The heart can't tell an age as much as it can't tell a gender. You love who you love." It was one of the things that she had picked up in the cult. Pleasure, like love, knew no bounds. And you were really lucky when you could find that and have it returned.
She frowned a bit as Ponti mentioned finding blood in her den. She had no idea how exactly to go about explaining that. But she was given an out when Juju was brought up. "Yeah, he is fine. It might have been from a rabbit he had." It was a really lame excuse and she knew it. She wasn't good at thinking on her feet and coming up with excuses at a moment's notice. And well, she didn't really like lying but it wasn't like she could admit to what she was doing because, plain and simple, she did not want to be stopped.
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