OOC here: Table & Coding © Silver; 310 words
It was a rare occasion but Selene was to actually be found in the caves. And out in the open at that. She had settled herself down in the kitchen area. She had a couple of rabbits with her. She had already skinned them and had cleaned them up and everything. She was spit cooking them over a fire, slowly turning the spit as she watched them cook. For some reason she wanted some cooked meat rather than raw for once. Perhaps it was just her missing the way things were in the cult yet again. And the time it took to cook the small prey gave her time to think and reflect.
Still it also meant that she was stuck out in public for a longer amount of time. Was it really worth it? Was it worth the hassles of cooking something and being forced into public view just to have a taste of home? After all Sele lived as a hermit pretty much. She didn't try to really involve herself with the pack. Of course that was because of her misconceptions. She didn't trust herself to get too close to others or else she might ruin their lives.
On occasions she thought of leaving but she had begged Nani to let her come along. She couldn't just leave Nani. The thought of being forced away and out on her own was frightening. While she was worried about getting too close to the pack she also couldn't stand the thought of leaving. It made it a difficult situation for her. It made her torn between what was the best course of action. After all she had to participate to some degree so that she could remain. But still she didn't want to get too involved either. She just didn't want to put anyone at risk or in harm's way.
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