04-17-2011, 01:34 AM
OC:wc:4+
Pain was something that he had felt for the last year, that pain was gone. Actually any and all pain was gone. It was very strange for the silver male to admit that he was not in pain, Noah was not sure if he was happy or sad about this matter, the pain that plagued him in his everyday life, was his only hint in the darkest of times that he was still alive and not in hell. The blue eye monster looked at his body, this was not how he wanted it to go down, and he wanted to be with Yuki, old grey. He wanted to look over at his beloved, with a smile seeing that she had slipped off into an eternal peaceful sleep, and then he would sigh, close his eyes and join her. He would be with her in the next life time if she was willing. Though it looked like that had all changed, he was dead…or he just was having a very strange dream…Dream…yes dream he was going to stick with this was a very strange dream. The silver male moved over to where Jace was sitting with his limp head cradling it. No she had suffered enough, thanks to his Father she had suffered to much more then what any one body should for this life time.
He sat down sighing he wanted to tell her that it was okay to hate him. After all he had failed to protect her from his father. That was his job on that plan, was to make sure that no one got hurt by Lucifer any more then what had already happened to his mother. Though he failed her to, he drugged her and hurt her just like he had every other female that he wanted to be close with. Noah wonders really if someone was able to teach him how to love, and be willing to take his hateful actions and words.
The howl was muted to him, his hearing had not been restored, but that wouldn’t bother him, the pain was gone and that had held him back day after day. Now he even had that leg back that he had lost in the snow slide, it was like any marks or flaws that was not meant to be was washed off his youthful frame. He just wanted to find that bright light that he was always assumed would be there and then Noah just wanted to pass though it, no one then would have to worry about him, or would have to worry about Lucifer hurting him...or so he had hoped on the last part.
Pain was something that he had felt for the last year, that pain was gone. Actually any and all pain was gone. It was very strange for the silver male to admit that he was not in pain, Noah was not sure if he was happy or sad about this matter, the pain that plagued him in his everyday life, was his only hint in the darkest of times that he was still alive and not in hell. The blue eye monster looked at his body, this was not how he wanted it to go down, and he wanted to be with Yuki, old grey. He wanted to look over at his beloved, with a smile seeing that she had slipped off into an eternal peaceful sleep, and then he would sigh, close his eyes and join her. He would be with her in the next life time if she was willing. Though it looked like that had all changed, he was dead…or he just was having a very strange dream…Dream…yes dream he was going to stick with this was a very strange dream. The silver male moved over to where Jace was sitting with his limp head cradling it. No she had suffered enough, thanks to his Father she had suffered to much more then what any one body should for this life time.
He sat down sighing he wanted to tell her that it was okay to hate him. After all he had failed to protect her from his father. That was his job on that plan, was to make sure that no one got hurt by Lucifer any more then what had already happened to his mother. Though he failed her to, he drugged her and hurt her just like he had every other female that he wanted to be close with. Noah wonders really if someone was able to teach him how to love, and be willing to take his hateful actions and words.
The howl was muted to him, his hearing had not been restored, but that wouldn’t bother him, the pain was gone and that had held him back day after day. Now he even had that leg back that he had lost in the snow slide, it was like any marks or flaws that was not meant to be was washed off his youthful frame. He just wanted to find that bright light that he was always assumed would be there and then Noah just wanted to pass though it, no one then would have to worry about him, or would have to worry about Lucifer hurting him...or so he had hoped on the last part.