Mizu listened to the woman. She sounded wise. If her spirit felt the same things she was feeling right now then.. What was the point of ending her life? It sounded strange to her. She thought that once you were dead you were gone and up in Heaven. Well.. That is if God forgave her for all the sins she had done. From Heaven she would be able to watch over the ones the loved. Even if they didn't love her right? Maybe she had been wrong about everything. She knew of reincarnation but didn't know that she would possibly come back as something that represented her spirit when she died. She just always thought that she would come back as a wolf again.b
Mizu didn't say anything. She really didn't know what to say. The woman disagreed with her thought. She said that something in the world would be upset by her death. This thought made her smile. Would something really be affected by her death? She would be missed? Her lungs seem to open and she could breath again. Still tears flowed from her eyes steadily but she had a small smile on her face. Something would care! She wanted to scream it out. As if to prove to her brother that she would be missed by something. Her brother.. Her lips curled into a small snarl. He had tried to kill her twice. Maybe he provoked her thoughts of killing herself? Maybe... just maybe all this was his fault.
Mizu looked at the hand that was now placed on her shoulder. She smiled. This woman seemed to care. She stood up and turned around. She wiped her face and as she looked at her fingers she saw that some of her dye had been worn away from her tears. She ignored it though and smiled at the woman. She said her instinct was fighting for her survival. No matter what she wanted to do her instinct was not going to let her do it. Mizu didn't know her and she didn't know what the female would do but she embraced her in a hug. She didn't speak but she let herself cry on the woman's shoulder. She pulled away, feeling embarrassed. "Something would really care?"
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