03-29-2008, 09:49 PM
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Going to post again so that they can talk a bit--hope that's okay <3
Dierdre grimmaced. She had been hoping that this wouldn't come up like it had. She didn't want to admit to what she had done. She wished that she could blame it on the alchohol, or on the fact that she'd wanted to get some experience so that she could please Pilot...but she couldn't. The night with Samael had come and gone like a dream...she wouldn't have believed that it had even happened if the memories weren't so sharp. If she wasn't having the flashbacks.
"No...he's wonderful. That's the problem." She wasn't sure how to say it. "He should have never gotten together with someone like me. I can't be trusted. I...I just don't know. I can't tell him. I think he wants the pups more than I do, and that makes it harder. He would make such a good father. But me? I can barely even keep my own life together." Dierdre spoke quietly, staring at the ground as she walked.
Dierdre grimmaced. She had been hoping that this wouldn't come up like it had. She didn't want to admit to what she had done. She wished that she could blame it on the alchohol, or on the fact that she'd wanted to get some experience so that she could please Pilot...but she couldn't. The night with Samael had come and gone like a dream...she wouldn't have believed that it had even happened if the memories weren't so sharp. If she wasn't having the flashbacks.
"No...he's wonderful. That's the problem." She wasn't sure how to say it. "He should have never gotten together with someone like me. I can't be trusted. I...I just don't know. I can't tell him. I think he wants the pups more than I do, and that makes it harder. He would make such a good father. But me? I can barely even keep my own life together." Dierdre spoke quietly, staring at the ground as she walked.