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WARNING This thread contains: strong language, drug usage, strong violence, or strong sexual content starting with the #1st post. Reader discretion is advised. (attempted suicide/depression) |
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Moonfyre<333 It's dusk in this thread, please 
She knew that he had been looking at other wolves...he'd winked at her. He was a fool if he thought that she wouldn't remember something like that. On days that Moonfyre was gone, she often thought about him and about who he was and the things that he did. He had explained some of his past to her, and yet she still felt as if she didn't know him some days. There were days when he seemed just as lost in thought as her...and she wondered what was on his mind.
Today she was alone, though, completely alone. She couldn't remember where he had said he was going..but now her mind was starting to get the better of her. He was off seeing someone else. He had winked at her, winked at her! He was betraying her. He was with someone else! Her thoughts wouldn't stop spinning in her head. Ember kneeled next to the river, her sword laying on the ground next to her, unsheathed.
She had so many thoughts going through her head. Why would he want to be spending time with that other wolf instead of her? Was there something wrong with her? She was really effed up, she knew..but maybe he knew it too. Maybe he somehow knew what she had done to her pups, and had chosen to go off with that Ralla wolf instead. Ember couldn't get the thoughts and images out of her head.
She picked up her sword, holding it between her knees in her kneeling position, and clasped her hands together. She put them at the top of the sharp blade, bringing them down slowly. The cuts ached, hurt, then burned and pounded as she slid her wrists down the edges. Her mind fell blank.
She knew that he had been looking at other wolves...he'd winked at her. He was a fool if he thought that she wouldn't remember something like that. On days that Moonfyre was gone, she often thought about him and about who he was and the things that he did. He had explained some of his past to her, and yet she still felt as if she didn't know him some days. There were days when he seemed just as lost in thought as her...and she wondered what was on his mind.
Today she was alone, though, completely alone. She couldn't remember where he had said he was going..but now her mind was starting to get the better of her. He was off seeing someone else. He had winked at her, winked at her! He was betraying her. He was with someone else! Her thoughts wouldn't stop spinning in her head. Ember kneeled next to the river, her sword laying on the ground next to her, unsheathed.
She had so many thoughts going through her head. Why would he want to be spending time with that other wolf instead of her? Was there something wrong with her? She was really effed up, she knew..but maybe he knew it too. Maybe he somehow knew what she had done to her pups, and had chosen to go off with that Ralla wolf instead. Ember couldn't get the thoughts and images out of her head.
She picked up her sword, holding it between her knees in her kneeling position, and clasped her hands together. She put them at the top of the sharp blade, bringing them down slowly. The cuts ached, hurt, then burned and pounded as she slid her wrists down the edges. Her mind fell blank.