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Coding by Sie.
Word Count:503
Back-Dated:Mar 14 2011, 01:30 PM
Kinda sucky as i'm recovering from a dead muse, so sorry if it doesn't make sense in places ¬.¬ And yah, he's gonna be a moody git when he wakes up, lol >.<
Walking down the familiar underground tunnels and taking in the scents that surround him day in, day out he felt at ease. Then, the scent that was wrecking havoc in his life hit him and his mind finally awoke to reality once again. What would he do today? Spend another day stalking her, making sure she’s okay? He was pretty sure that wasn’t healthy for him, but he feared that if he left her alone for a minute she would do something foolish, again... Really, he wanted to be glued to her side 24/7 but he didn’t deserve to be the one to stand beside her. He had failed her already; because of his negligence she had almost died and it was all his fault.
Guilt flooded through him. Deep down, he knew he should just shrug off the useless emotions he felt towards the white female. But love was a reckless emotion and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t help but love her and fear for her. Even if his one-sided love for her was destroying his life…
Despite his compulsive need to watch over Selene, he found himself leaving the caves and heading out above ground. No matter how strongly he felt the need to stay near her, he had to hunt. For if danger came and he was too weak from hunger to protect her, he would be useless.
Later that day, the dark Dasa had been successful in his hunting; his stomach now full with rabbit. Strangely though, after spending so much time outside he felt as if he should wonder around abit more, instead of running back to his caves and stalking. Now that he was outside and away from Selene, he found his head clearing and he was thinking more rationally.
Slowly he had made his way over to Dawn’s breath; one of the few near-by territories to Anathema he liked to visit when he wanted to be alone. Once there he made a quick and skilfully executed decent until he found himself upon a quiet, isolated, rocky ledge. The rising rocks above the ledge created a shadow, making the ledge a good and safe place to rest; for his dark coat camouflaged well with the shadowed stone that surrounded him. After a few moments of fidgeting, he finally found a comfy spot to lay on and so he did.
It took him awhile to finally relax; his thoughts were a jumbled mess. Eventually though, he ironed them out and had them neatly stacked and organized in his mental office. He’d reached a conclusion; he couldn’t keep following Selene around with his one-sided love. When he got back, he’d tell her how he felt and if she didn’t feel the same way, then he would move on and get on with his life.
That was the plan at least…
Now that he had that issue sorted, he would catch some shut eye and with that his eyes closed and he fell into a light sleep.
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