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Mizu looked down at her recently found necklace. A smile spread across her face. The yin-yang sign dangled freely. It was large enough so she could shift with it still on, but tight enough that it wouldn't come off if she bent over. She played with it between her fingers. The tears came once again. This necklace seemed to be the key to her past. With it she could see every single memory that she held from her past. It was like a movie was playing infront of her eyes, even if she didn't want it to. She was yet to have a bad memory, only good ones. This was why she was crying. She needed to numb her feelings.. She reached into her bag that held her alcohol. As she grasped her fingers around it it seemed to shock her. She shouldn't do it... But as she reached the now uncapped bottle to her lips she couldn't help herself.
The liquid hit her gut like a ten pound stone being dropped on her fragile fingers. Tears flooded her eyes and she ripped the bottle away from her lips. She threw it to the side and crumbled over. She couldn't do this.. She had no reason to be crying. Mizu was hunched on the ground, her shoulders shaked furiously. Her breath came in short ragged gasps. She sat up quickly and tore open her bad. She got all the alcohol and drugs out. She stood up with everything in her arms and ran as fast as she could to a place with soft dirt. She threw the things to the side and dug up the dirt. She dug down at least three feet and kicked everything in. As she covered the hole with the freshly dug up dirt a feeling of satisfaction washed over her. Her cheeks were damp and her pristine white coat was covered in dirt. She walked over to a tree and slid down slowly, crying more. "Why can't I get over this?" Anger roared through her. What she was doing was stupid. She had a good life now, a home. She had to stop. But something wouldn't let her. She sent out a howl. Someone help me get through this! Would someone come? Or would she be left here to cry?
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