06-02-2011, 10:01 PM
Shiloh was brought back to the present by Ayasha's whisper that she loved her and her kiss to her forehead. She still shook and pulled her to her. "I miss her so much Ayasha. I loved her so much and I failed her. I failed them all." she cried against Ayasha. She hadn't told the girl about her nightmares, about her not eating. "I haven't been sleeping well Ayasha. I keep seeing her face, I keep watching her burn. I cant eat I cant sleep and my heart hurts so much. You are the only reason I am alive right now. Your the only person that calms me. I want to let them go. I..." she broke down and cried again wishing there was a better way to let go.
She pulled away from Ayasha and tried to stand. "I don't want to scare you. I don't want to lose you. I don't want to hurt you." she said trying to get away from the pup as flashes of Anya invaded her mind. "I'm so sorry Ayasha."
She pulled away from Ayasha and tried to stand. "I don't want to scare you. I don't want to lose you. I don't want to hurt you." she said trying to get away from the pup as flashes of Anya invaded her mind. "I'm so sorry Ayasha."