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Even now she was not oblivious whenever someone had their eyes on her; but it was just recently that it started to bother her. Sex was truly ruined for her now and she was done with her whorish ways once and for all; since she no longer needed that skill in order to survive. She felt the sun starting to dry her fur a little and she had to admit that it made her feel a little bit better. It still bothered her that he just watched her while she washed herself but then again this was a public place open to the entire pack. No matter how much water she splashed on her fur she could not rid herself of the scent of Lucifer and she was aware that everyone else that got close to her would be able to smell it. It would linger on her fur for a while and it would just be a constant reminder of how he had desecrated her body over and over again. She had been so focused on her own thoughts that she had hardly heard what Songan had said to her. All she did was nod a little bit in response; it would be very clear that her thoughts were somewhere else other than her at the moment.
She was glad that she had gotten that right, though she had no way of knowing that this was in fact an elder brother instead of a younger one. That begged the question of how old he was; but that would have been very rude of her to just flat out ask. “He is a good man, very caring” she added since it certainly was true. Dawali had been very nice to her despite how much of a stone wall she had acted around him. She shrugged a little since she had no other way to convey how she was feeling right now. When she was not looking at him he just did his thing while she debated if she wanted to go or not and leave him the lake all to himself. Then she was finally reduced to tears again before she knew it; given how emotionally distressed she was it was not much of a surprise. Barely hearing as he stood up and waded into the water and then she was standing in behind her. All of his questions were lost to her as she just kept crying, tears rolling down her eyes. She just felt that she needed to do this; all her feelings had been bottled up in the past month that they would have consumed her sooner than later.
Then she slowly turned around and looked at him, unsure of what she would say to him. Even while on his knees they were nearly eye level with each other. She sniffed a little bit and looked at him with her red puffy eyes; clearly she was not okay. “It was nothing you have said Songan, honest” she said in a tone that was barely above a whisper. Then she stepped closer and just wrapped her arms around his neck, burying her face in his furry shoulder and kept on crying. She quite literally needed a shoulder to cry on and he was the only one right now. The truth was buried deep in her chest and she would find no relief until someone knew. “I was… raped.. a month ago” was all she could say now. That had opened the flood gate for all sorts of questions and soon the whole pack was going to know.
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Date: June 5th 2011Setting: Amaterasu is just bathing off in the salt lake, dealing with her issues. Time: 2:17 pm Character Form: Optime |
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Even now she was not oblivious whenever someone had their eyes on her; but it was just recently that it started to bother her. Sex was truly ruined for her now and she was done with her whorish ways once and for all; since she no longer needed that skill in order to survive. She felt the sun starting to dry her fur a little and she had to admit that it made her feel a little bit better. It still bothered her that he just watched her while she washed herself but then again this was a public place open to the entire pack. No matter how much water she splashed on her fur she could not rid herself of the scent of Lucifer and she was aware that everyone else that got close to her would be able to smell it. It would linger on her fur for a while and it would just be a constant reminder of how he had desecrated her body over and over again. She had been so focused on her own thoughts that she had hardly heard what Songan had said to her. All she did was nod a little bit in response; it would be very clear that her thoughts were somewhere else other than her at the moment.
She was glad that she had gotten that right, though she had no way of knowing that this was in fact an elder brother instead of a younger one. That begged the question of how old he was; but that would have been very rude of her to just flat out ask. “He is a good man, very caring” she added since it certainly was true. Dawali had been very nice to her despite how much of a stone wall she had acted around him. She shrugged a little since she had no other way to convey how she was feeling right now. When she was not looking at him he just did his thing while she debated if she wanted to go or not and leave him the lake all to himself. Then she was finally reduced to tears again before she knew it; given how emotionally distressed she was it was not much of a surprise. Barely hearing as he stood up and waded into the water and then she was standing in behind her. All of his questions were lost to her as she just kept crying, tears rolling down her eyes. She just felt that she needed to do this; all her feelings had been bottled up in the past month that they would have consumed her sooner than later.
Then she slowly turned around and looked at him, unsure of what she would say to him. Even while on his knees they were nearly eye level with each other. She sniffed a little bit and looked at him with her red puffy eyes; clearly she was not okay. “It was nothing you have said Songan, honest” she said in a tone that was barely above a whisper. Then she stepped closer and just wrapped her arms around his neck, burying her face in his furry shoulder and kept on crying. She quite literally needed a shoulder to cry on and he was the only one right now. The truth was buried deep in her chest and she would find no relief until someone knew. “I was… raped.. a month ago” was all she could say now. That had opened the flood gate for all sorts of questions and soon the whole pack was going to know.
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