05-11-2008, 09:26 AM
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 Asphyxia sat there, were form and tears wanted to spring to life, running down her face. Without him she was nothing, she couldn't keep doing this. She needed Naloxone rather if she really wanted to or not. He helped her with her addictions, he was her sanity and he was gone, she had no idea where he was. Now, she was wallowing in her own self pity, not knowing where to go but sit by the borders and hoping that one day he'd arrive. The night was late and everything was dark. Even with Asphyxia's awesome eye sight, it was a little hazy, a little foggy, making it harder to see around all that well. Squinted eyes roamed the area, in search for someone to come out and see her. However, there was nothing, there was no sounds around her except for the once in a while sprinkles that happened from the sky. Tonight, for once in a total while, she was fully sober, nothing was intoxicating her body. That made Asy unsure, on edge and it made her tremble as she was trying to hold her tears in, with no such luck. At least the rain covered them, made it better for her to silently cry her heart out. For once in her life, she felt like something was totally missing, that nothing was the same anymore. Asphyxia wanted a change, she didn't know what though. She always destroyed others lives, destructed everything else like her family did a lot, that was never going to change. But she wanted change, and lately her drug addiction was getting worse, she needed support, she needed her family. Faolin, Hybrid, Toxic, all of them... especially Naloxone. Hurt eyes swept the grounds once more, nothing was there but she swore she heard a couple foot steps. She got up, only on two legs and walked around a bit, staying close to the borders, making sure that maybe, if Naloxone did come home, she'd see him and get him to stay with her, to come home. |