10-12-2011, 04:52 AM
Character Name: Siku
Character Age: 23 Months
Character Gender: Female
Preferred Specialized Rank: Kai E, Doyu
OOC Name: Crystalee
Other Characters Played: (List primary first, please.) n/a
OOC Second Form of Contact: frozensolid420@hotmail.com
Siku felt it in her bones that she would one day return to Ichika. She did not consciously tell herself this when she stole away into the night months earlier, though, and now there was a sense of dread. The golden eyed woman had betrayed her family and pack. Hidden away in what used to be Dahlia, spending her days searching for books and anything in writing had become a solitary escape for the now high spirited she wolf. Siku clutched a small journal and a book to her heart now as she strode toward her destination; walking on two feet rather than four to carry her books. It was a long travel, though not as long as her first journey to Nayru and her pack. Going back to Dahlia without notifying anyone at all would mean punishment, or some form of negative reaction upon her return. However long she left for, Siku could not bear to stay away and knew this.
Shame and over whelming urgency caused Siku's heart to race rapidly as she walked closer and closer to the edge of her former home. It was dark outside, and her journey would soon end as she began to recognize little parts of Ichika she had taken the time to memorize before leaving. There was a battle going on in her mind, there had been for a long time now. Siku had little energy, little life in her after 'the big move'. She tried to fit in and become accustomed with the culture, but it was a shock that scared her away. As she walked through the grass and spotted the rocks and flowers, though, it was with an affectionate nostalgia. It was a hard move to the mountains, but this was where her heart belonged. Images of Saul and Wretch flashed in her mind, and the she-wolf bit her lip as she paused in her movements to simply stare. Golden eyes scanned over the details she could make out in the darkness, and her heart pounded steadily as she stepped forward a little more slowly now. Saul's name nearly rested on her lips, the desire to call for him so strong she nearly ran straight for where she knew him to be.
Siku was no stranger, but she was a loner again. A trespasser if she stepped in. A soft sigh escaped her lips as the golden eyed woman looked up at the sky. Having abandoned the man she loved, she was still very nervous about facing any of her former pack mates again. What was to happen now? It was a trip that left plenty of opportunity to think. She thought about Saul, Wretch and Nayru. How they reacted. How they would react now. The petite white wolf had the time to brace for what was to come, and so she accepted with uneasy faith that it had to be now rather than later or even never. It had been long enough since she left. Nearly three months exactly, but she didn't count. She couldn't face the guilt of keeping track. With shaking hands, Siku set her books down on her lap as she seated herself feet away from the lovely flowers that bordered the pack lands. It looked silly to her, but the woman was reluctant to change into her lupus form with her books to carry and her thin black dress to drag around. She folded her legs beneath herself, held her breath for a long moment and then finally crooned the first loud howl she had called for a long long time. The young woman held back tears and waited anxiously for any response. What was to be expected? Anything! It stressed her core as she strained her ears for sound and tried not to panic. 'Come to me, I know it's late and I shouldn't be here but I need you! Saul.. anyone.. Goddess..' She thought to herself as she gripped her books and prepared to face someone.
Character Age: 23 Months
Character Gender: Female
Preferred Specialized Rank: Kai E, Doyu
OOC Name: Crystalee
Other Characters Played: (List primary first, please.) n/a
OOC Second Form of Contact: frozensolid420@hotmail.com
Siku felt it in her bones that she would one day return to Ichika. She did not consciously tell herself this when she stole away into the night months earlier, though, and now there was a sense of dread. The golden eyed woman had betrayed her family and pack. Hidden away in what used to be Dahlia, spending her days searching for books and anything in writing had become a solitary escape for the now high spirited she wolf. Siku clutched a small journal and a book to her heart now as she strode toward her destination; walking on two feet rather than four to carry her books. It was a long travel, though not as long as her first journey to Nayru and her pack. Going back to Dahlia without notifying anyone at all would mean punishment, or some form of negative reaction upon her return. However long she left for, Siku could not bear to stay away and knew this.
Shame and over whelming urgency caused Siku's heart to race rapidly as she walked closer and closer to the edge of her former home. It was dark outside, and her journey would soon end as she began to recognize little parts of Ichika she had taken the time to memorize before leaving. There was a battle going on in her mind, there had been for a long time now. Siku had little energy, little life in her after 'the big move'. She tried to fit in and become accustomed with the culture, but it was a shock that scared her away. As she walked through the grass and spotted the rocks and flowers, though, it was with an affectionate nostalgia. It was a hard move to the mountains, but this was where her heart belonged. Images of Saul and Wretch flashed in her mind, and the she-wolf bit her lip as she paused in her movements to simply stare. Golden eyes scanned over the details she could make out in the darkness, and her heart pounded steadily as she stepped forward a little more slowly now. Saul's name nearly rested on her lips, the desire to call for him so strong she nearly ran straight for where she knew him to be.
Siku was no stranger, but she was a loner again. A trespasser if she stepped in. A soft sigh escaped her lips as the golden eyed woman looked up at the sky. Having abandoned the man she loved, she was still very nervous about facing any of her former pack mates again. What was to happen now? It was a trip that left plenty of opportunity to think. She thought about Saul, Wretch and Nayru. How they reacted. How they would react now. The petite white wolf had the time to brace for what was to come, and so she accepted with uneasy faith that it had to be now rather than later or even never. It had been long enough since she left. Nearly three months exactly, but she didn't count. She couldn't face the guilt of keeping track. With shaking hands, Siku set her books down on her lap as she seated herself feet away from the lovely flowers that bordered the pack lands. It looked silly to her, but the woman was reluctant to change into her lupus form with her books to carry and her thin black dress to drag around. She folded her legs beneath herself, held her breath for a long moment and then finally crooned the first loud howl she had called for a long long time. The young woman held back tears and waited anxiously for any response. What was to be expected? Anything! It stressed her core as she strained her ears for sound and tried not to panic. 'Come to me, I know it's late and I shouldn't be here but I need you! Saul.. anyone.. Goddess..' She thought to herself as she gripped her books and prepared to face someone.