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It's kinda the way I'm feelin'
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Naniko looked into the crystal-clear lake, staring at her reflection. She didnt' know who she was looking at any more. She was supposed to be the calm, rational one in she and Conri's relationship, the one who didn't really show how they felt or why they felt a certain way. The one who was always there no matter what. But this time she hadn't been. She'd been stupid and reckless...and it had cost them whatever little happiness they had summed up over the last few difficult months.
It wasn't like sweet Naniko to run away from her problems; usually she faced them head-on. It wasn't like her to act afraid of anything, or to cry for days and days. People moved on, parents died...and she had never cried over them. But those tiny little pups...they hadn't even gotten a chance at life. She couldnt compare them to Physe or to Roman and Kaelyn and say "Yes, they're dead...but they had a full, wonderful life". She had taken it away from them. And no matter what anyone told her, she still felt that way.
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