10-04-2012, 07:56 PM
Shadow had waited and the moment he heard his boys words he started." I know that like me you want to get to business so here it is." Shadow turned around and looked to his son and spoke with a calm yet hurt face and he looked him right in the eyes and he spilled his guts." Shade.....son...I did mean to some back and what I am about to say...it must stay between us...I have told your mother why I left why i said nothing but there is a reason she only knew me as Shadowfang and not my true name of Shadow Sier. That reason was thanks to my father..." Shadow moved forward and stood on level ground with his son and not to far away so that it wouldn't take long for the son to reach his father if he indeed want to attack him. " Shade...I never knew your mother was pregnant with you...I never even knew he had mated....She got me drunk...Your mom was hard to keep up with when she wanted to have fun and let loose..." He chuckled a little and then went back to what he was saying" My father also Shadow Sier...Was far more evil a man than I could ever really know, he did more than kill people but he made examples of them and used there bodies as living or dying warnings to those would would come after him to back off. When I was born I had a sister...girls in my family are plenty and males are rare...any male born was not givin a choice, they would be trained by there father to be a evil, cold, hearless killer, a living breathing weapon....My father tried to do this to me luckly my mother, your grandma...she died after teaching me about love an honor...my loved nothing and had her around for only offspring, any girl was killed and the males trained, that apparantly is how it always was until I was born. My father died and left me alone with no mother or father but he had made many, many enemys...So many in fact that his training was useful. I was hunted since a pup until I became of age and even after I met Thana for the first time. Even then I was hunted by the worst of men and I never looked for love and avoided all females because they would not be safe with me....that of course changed when I met your mother. She was sio beautiful and stunning and skilled, you ask her today she would say i have never beat her but I have but more than that she beat me...and beat me good..she made me love. She opened my eyes and I forgot I was hunted until that night. I was left a black feather that was in my pack where I kept my knives and I didn't hear the man and neither did your mother or Isa. The night after that I knew i didn't have much time and the assassins that were after me had a code they followed. They would only go after me but if I didn't leave the company I kept within 24 hours of the time I was given the feather than they would die as well. So I ran...I knew your mother would follow me and try and help but it was my fathers curse...my curse to bare and I wanted her and her sister safe so that is why I left...Because I was hunted and then as I killed the last remaining assassins of that group which took lots of time...Your mother had already had you and I could not find her so I came to souls....I was so surprised when I found her that day in the mountains...I had always loved her but I thought I would never find her again so I had let myself fall for another....I thought I was in love but it was a lie....I only ever trully loved your mom and when your mom found I was pretty sure she was going to kill me and I would have excepted it, I deserved it....Shade...When I found out that I had a son I hated myself because I wanted to be there for you...I want to raise you and train you and teach you anything and everything, hunt with you...hold you...be your father...I know this is all a lot to take in and if you will still hate me or if you are angry then take it out on me....I will understand....my son..." Shadow was crying now and he wished with all his soul that he had been there for Shade and he hated that any of this had to happen, he could have had the perfect life with Thana and his son if only they had gotten together that day in the mountains or if he never had left....He was a fool and he was so sorry..." I'm so sorry.....