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He was all ready and anxious to see her, to see his dear sister and make her safe. That was his job wasn't it, as her big brother. He was her guardian, the sun that guarded the moon. But.. it was not to be. What he saw stopped him in his tracks, she didn't turn to him for comfort as the storm raged ever more but to Hotaru and in that moment he realised that she had replaced them, replaced them all, her mother and father and siblings, and put the Maven in their place. For a moment a surge of hatred for the blind woman filled him. The boy's overly long canines ached to lash out and tear into flesh, to make her pay, she had torn their family apart by taking Dalgina away, just because she couldn't take care of her own children properly and they had died didn't mean she could steal away his sister.
Drawing himself up tall, the Denahlii man gave both of them a cold look, she wanted to go to the Maven then let her. She wasn't a sister to him anymore, she couldn't be. She had removed him from her heart, it hurt to acknowledge this. She wasn't his sister anymore, she was a stranger. This was his last angry thought as the coldness came down again and he willingly embraced it, welcoming back the emotionless that let him not feel at all. The rope that he had been going to suggest they use to keep together fell from his fingers, he didn't care. They could all drown.
He turned his back on them, on all of them and marched forwards, back out into the storm that echoed his insides. He felt fully the effects of his torn heart once he was alone and the rain sunk deep into his fur. One sister may well be dead because of him, and another had torn herself away and renounced the family. Very well then, if she could not love all of them, then she could not love any of them. Where would he go tonight, out in the rain he would stay and not seek shelter of the pack. He didn't want to see his mother and her new children, more siblings to hurt him and maim his already crippled soul.
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