09-20-2008, 06:25 PM
She knew now that she was indeed paying for the price of her little adventure in the city. She'd thought that she was well beyond the reaches of the heat but it proved that the stress from all the emotional chaos had changed up the internal clock that had almost been like the lunar cycle. The silver and gold woman sat on the old pier staring out across the ocean. She knew well enough who the father was, or atleast what he was, who he was, that they'd never really got to. The lady closed her eyes and chuckled, for a leader and a mother she wasn't the best at making wise decisions it seemed when it came to her own life.
She could give and give to those she cared most about and leave herself with nothing, seeing the light in their eyes and the happiness that they thrived on was always worth it in the end. She wondered now just what her family would think when they found out, when the litter was born. The one she worried about most was DaVinci, yet this had been her choice and she would face the world alone if she had to. She doubted she would, but if it came down to it she could be strong atleast this one time.
Tossing pebbles into the sea she smiled sadly, atleast once she could do the right thing and stand up for the choice she'd made and the consequences that were also such a blessing. She raised her head from her knees and watched the sun as it began to rise above the horizon. Today was just the start to another day and she'd continue like normal..
She could give and give to those she cared most about and leave herself with nothing, seeing the light in their eyes and the happiness that they thrived on was always worth it in the end. She wondered now just what her family would think when they found out, when the litter was born. The one she worried about most was DaVinci, yet this had been her choice and she would face the world alone if she had to. She doubted she would, but if it came down to it she could be strong atleast this one time.
Tossing pebbles into the sea she smiled sadly, atleast once she could do the right thing and stand up for the choice she'd made and the consequences that were also such a blessing. She raised her head from her knees and watched the sun as it began to rise above the horizon. Today was just the start to another day and she'd continue like normal..