Anu let her heart reached out, as it always would, to the other in hopes of helping her find that realization.
The things that filled her life, the family situations, were something that Anu could relate to. To a point. They seemed to far fetch, so beyond anything that Anu had experienced that she could have laughed at them and in her drunken state it was just below impossible to do so. Instead she stared at her, eyes wondering why she hadn’t found an exit yet. Yes. Anu answered the first question that came to her ears, knowing the answer immediately. At least they loved her in some ways, even if it wasn’t always. You seem tired already.. Her next words were swallowed when Coli fought to believe her statement.
Instantly confused, Anu took in what she said next and let it sink completely into her wine soaked brain. Why did everyone want a male? The question rode upon the red alcohol that laced her bloodstream, but passed quickly as she focused and returned her thoughts to her pertinent questions. Your not dirty, Coli. You just need to realize how gorgeous you really are, love yourself before expecting anyone else to. You can have anything you want… If only Anu believed her own words. Maybe it would have been more honest if she had said, anything you deserved.
As she looked at the chocolate girl, her bright eyes filling with tears Anu didn’t understand she remembered her question. Wait. Who is Haku? |