His name was softly spoken, and he felt his body shiver unpleasantly, carrying the guilt of something he was not certain what was. His body bathed in fever, he knew that, but there was another kind of misery that resided in him, filled him with dreadful regret and the taste of bile in the back of his throat. There were images he could recognize, but the soul currently present in the demonic Lilium’s body could not put all the pieces together flawlessly. Something terrible had happened, but both the scenery and the individual with him had changed, and truth be told he did not know where he was. The knowledge was there, but he did not know how to make use for it. He knew there were two boys downstairs that belonged to him by blood, but he could not grasp how this could be. Just like a child’s, Haku’s thoughts drifted from those images and facts that he could not understand.
She had come back to him. Her hand was cool upon his paw, and he gave a startled yelp in surprise. He had not expected ever to be touched again. He was a mean boy that needed to be punished. It was not his fault though, but he could not successfully explain why that was. The gentle voice told him to look at her, and the chocolate wolf did as he was told. He slowly removed his heavy paws from his face and let his baby blue gaze find her light honey orbs. There was always a dark shadow lurking in the depths of the male’s blue gaze, but together with the loss of control of the Lilium’s body, the shadow as well as the monster was absent for once. What the caregiver of Dahlia was looking at was what Haku once had been, what he could have become if not the corruption had gotten hold of him and turned him into something horrible.
He wasn’t okay. ”No,” the chocolate male whined pathetically, wanting nothing more to curl up against her and be protected from all the dangers that threatened him. ”It’s always so dark, I can’t see. I can't breathe” The man’s eyes drifted away from hers and rolled in towards his skull. He shouldn’t be here. He was certain there would be horrible consequences.