At some point, Geneva had regained the rest of her shattered confidence. The process of healing her heart had begun in Crimson Dreams, months before she had come to Phoenix Valley. She had arrived in these lands without the concept of hope. She hadn't thought that she would hope again. She had come here to lick her wounds, to heal, and to survive. But the life she had now was richer and more meaningful than that.
The process had begun when she had discovered a strangely deep conception to Anu. The vision of her blue eyes still traveled through the Savant's mind, and while she was haunted by their beauty, she was no longer haunted by the sadness that had once accompanied that vision. She had discovered that her heart, though shattered, had been in working condition, and she had moved on from there. And now she was able to love again, completely and without shame.
Geneva felt now that she deserved whole and complete happiness. She was now whole again, and wanted to pursue her passions to their greatest extent. She had been willing to fight for Jefferson, but it seemed that he did not want to fight on this point. He had realized that there was something about him worth loving, that he was worth loving. "You are worth it, you know."