10-01-2009, 09:41 PM
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she will, though she'll be worried about her sissy <3 500+ She didn't want Ehno to abandon his children. She could never want that. But she did not want him to be with her. To be with the woman had caused them so much trouble and was still doing so. It went beyond the drugs and what had happened to Cambria (though that was a very large part of it), it went back to what had happened between her and Kansas. Not only had she drunkenly slept with her brother, but she had cheated on her mate. While that was no excuse for what Conri had done to her, Savina knew that event had probably started the decay of his sanity. Then when her supposed best friend and adopted brother fell in love with one another, she had not been happy. She had not wanted Savina with Kansas. That had been made abundantly clear to the sable fey. That had cut her deep and made her paranoid. Nothing would ever make her trust the woman again. She had cheated on Conri, if Ehno left Crimson Dreams for her what would stop her from doing the same to him? She did not deserve someone as good as her brother. The woman couldn't even fathom getting angry at her sister right now. What had happened was in the past, and Ghita had had plenty of reasons to want to run away. She might not have agreed with them completely, and wished that her sister had stayed in one place so she could help her, but that did not mean she was not empathetic. Ghita had lost her children before they had even had the chance to live, and that was a loss that Savina couldn't fathom. She could guess, but she could not know how deep such pain went. The situation with their brother was an entirely different matter. It was the betrayal and the thought of losing him to the wolf who had hurt her so deeply that suffocated her now. None of it was on her sister's shoulders. All she wanted to do now was to cling to her sibling and pray that she would not be made to lose them both. At the confirmation she looked at the sand, so many different questions running through her head. She sighed deeply. "C'è non dovere la felicità essere trovata questi giorni che sembra..." Why was the world so dark right now? She wanted to be overjoyed at the news of becoming an aunt, but every time she heard it now it felt so bittersweet. Worry and concern lanced through her. What if what had happened before would happen again? She hoped the world wouldn't be so cruel to her sister. Right now there was a more pressing question though. "Chi è il padre?" She had not long been back and as far as she knew she hadn't left the lands much. Who could it be? If they meant to abandon her she would rip them to shreds. Even if they didn't the man, whoever he was, was in for a serious tongue-lashing. |