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You're not a miserable failure. <3 But you are Sie. Unless. . . You're a brain-stealing pirate alien. :o 500+ words.
#####Lolita wished she could see her death as the gift that Kaena seemed to consider it, but it was too difficult to try to view it in that light. It was far too lonely for someone who so desperately craved the attention of others. It had never been important to her before her death, but not only had the incident had an affect on her habits and state of mind, it had also aletered the way she felt about company. It was the reason she sought so many replacements for Pippa in her life, but no one had ever been good enough to fill that void, whether they were male or female, dog or wolf, old or young. Contemplating this, Lolita decided that she could not imagine the silver woman feeling the same dreaful loneliness that she felt. There was something special about her, a magnificent air of importance and strength. It mattered not if those terms were ones Kaena would use to describe herself, because the young woman had already decided that they were fitting. It seemed to her that the Inferni woman deserved immortality more, as she would surely be able to appreciate it to the fullest.
#####The information did not upset her, though Lolita's immediate thought was that her awful brother deserved to be there, as he would fit in well. Perhaps even her uncle, for what he had done to her mother, but she found it difficult to hold a grudge against someone she had not seen in so long. It was easy for her to hate her brother, for he had killed her, but her uncle, though she was still angry about everything, had technically been a victim of circumstance. A misguided victim, and one she would not mind giving a piece of her mind (and maybe teeth, should her old anger be resurrected), if she ever saw him again. "Is that Cmwfen? She's the only one I've met in Dahlia so far, or here, even. You're the second." She knew that the black and blue female was a high ranking member of the pack, but she could not remember if she had discussed her rank at all. It was possible she was even the leader of the pack, though surely Lolita would remember that, of all things.
#####If only it were that simple, she wished, but she was also a bit hopeful at the older, very likely more experienced woman's words. It had not even crossed her mind that she might be so lucky as to be graced with her lovely sister's presence once more. "You think so?" she questioned, trying to keep any shimmer of hope from her tone. It was beginning to seem like an unlikely thing, given the circumstances, but she wished she could have stopped thinking the moment the happiness had begun to slip. "She's the reason my stupid brother killed me." The words were muttered vehemently, anger towards her brother, and perhaps even the woman of her fantasies. If she had not been with Pippa those times, and if she had not fallen for her so hard, she would still be alive now. "Have you ever been in love? What's it like to be in a normal kind of love, not the kind that isn't. . . Viewed nicely?"
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