remember the gun and the damage it's done.

[Kaena Lykoi]

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http://sleepyglow.net/rp/kae/kae_razor.jpg); background-position: bottom center; background-repeat:no-repeat;"> EMO KAE IS FUN LOL.     The coyote woman was hardly even thinking; her thoughts were simply replaying the night's events over and over in her head again, dissecting each moment and reliving it a hundred times over in the span of a second. Little else filled her head, and it was as if the coyote woman was stuck on looping repeat, maybe for an hour, maybe forever—as strong as Kaena tried to be, the hybrid woman was a fragile creature beneath all of her bravado, her sanity and any lingering semblance of it easily shattered by a fatal moment.     So it was with a blank, dull eye, lacking recognition in the least, that Kaena turned to the old wolf, one of the very few within her age group, one of the very few who remembered the old lands and how it had been there. Her presence had registered, the coyote saw her, looked at her for a moment, listening to her own name, and simply went back to scrubbing, both methodically and frenetically running her sandy hands over her arms, her shoulders, her legs—anywhere her hands could reach, they touched. The scent was still there, maddening and driving her to greater frenzy. Even the sound of her familiar title could not draw her away from this important work.     There was a particularly strong patch of him on her arms, where his hands had grabbed her to hold her at first, and her wickedly sharp claw grazed the area gingerly at first, watching the first bright drops of red well up from her lower arm. The coppery spice of blood filled the air, masking the wolf's scent for the moment, and the hybrid again slashed, this time her claws running deeper into the fleshy part of her upper arm. It was not a suicide attempt or really an attempt to self-harm, for Kaena was smart enough to know to slash the wrists, and in which direction to do it—there was the least chance of survival this way. This was something else entirely, some mechanical notion that had overtaken the hybrid to remove Haku from her physical person by any means necessary.

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