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ooc goodnesssss


So sorry this took so long! >< I fail at life.
Set at Lenape River
Wc: 401

"Etiam sit amet lacus sem, vitae dignissim massa."



It had been a while since Ghita had set forth around Crimson Dreams' vast territory. Due to her leg injury, she had largely stuck close the manor, forming close bonds with the members that way, and especially Anu, but today was different. She could feel the stirring in her bones, the need to get up and move, unhindered by a walking stick. The heat had been creeping in through the manor as well, no doubt stirring herds of prey to take to the meadows to graze, but the to-be-courser had to take a step back from her Co-Rank aspirations, and instead opt to hone her drawing skill.


But the need to move never left the nomad, and that's how she found herself hobbling with her walking stick (she was independent, she was stubborn, but not stupid; her body was talking to her, screaming for relief, and so her wooden support clonked beside her), having left early in the morning and set out for the more treacherous of the territories - Lenape River. The destination was set in stone, carved into her mind, more as a challenge for her recently broken body and endurance of the soul.


She'd missed stretching her body to the limit, the pain and bliss that came with her extended endurance as her muscles stretched and sang to the earth. She'd missed moving, plain and simple, and being out and about on her own two legs as best she could. The fae had grown lazy with hanging around the house, and so it had taken her until almost dusk to reach the wooden canopy of the river. Precariously balancing her walking stick on the way to the bank, it was there that the timber-coloured Italian fae watched the river, balancing back with her arms to support herself.


Deep in a reverie of aimless thought, her mind wandered along a path of pointless meandering, stopping at her mate, her pups, and her nieces and nephews - both the first and second litter. Kansas and Savina were heaven blessed, that much was certain - and the whole pack was too, especially with Anu's new litter. None had perished recently, and that was a blessing for the tightly-knit pack. Her thoughts started out choppy, leaping from topic to topic, but settled down soon enough as Ghita lent her mind to the river, almost drifting off to sleep under the cover of dusk.

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You don't fail! I'm sorry for the wait as well. 300+


The river reached before him, a sparkling silver ribbon across the plain. When he looked closely enough, let his vision focus on nothing but the stream of clear water, he could see a myriad of colors like tiny jewels shining in the sun. Evening was fast approaching, and in its waning golden light the river was at its best for the day. After an afternoon patrol of the borders, Kansas was hot and getting drowsy. He sought Lenape River for its shade and for the cooling breeze that played off the water. He had come here before to ease his mind, remembering that experience fondly enough to repeat it.


He lay his muzzle over one paw, the other dangling over the pebbled shore into the crisp water. In that moment, his heart ached for Savina. It seemed wrong to enjoy the beauty of the river without her. She should be resting right beside him, listening to the rushing water. Sometimes he wondered if he loved her too much. It didn't seem normal to be missing her so deeply when they'd only parted late that morning. He was looking forward to nothing more than returning home to kiss her. When he had finished considering that he was overly in love with his wife, Kansas laughed audibly. He loved being in love with Savina. It was the greatest truth in his life.


He couldn't bear relaxation any longer. It was time to go home. Kansas yawned lazily, licking his chops as his snowy muzzle closed. He lifted himself to his feet with ease, limbs dirtied by sparse traces of sand. Looking across the narrow length of river, the shape of a feminine werewolf leaning against a cane was clearly defined in the sharpness of evening sun. Kansas could not figure out who the woman was, but it would not due to depart before he found out. True, he wished to sneak away and make the short trek home immediately so he could see his wife and pups. But he had obtained a higher rank than ever before, he was obligated to be respectful.


Crossing the river was not difficult for him. He leaped from rock to rock with sure and practiced paws. As he reached the opposite bank, Kansas studied the figure again. Ghita was easy to recognize now that he could see her face clearly. He barked softly to the agouti woman. Ghita. His tail wagged steadily. He had not socialized with his sister-in-law much — in fact, he barely knew her at all.

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Nono! No problem. ^^


Wc: 324

"Etiam sit amet lacus sem, vitae dignissim massa."



Instinctively, her ears quickly flicked with awareness as soon as she heard the crackling of twigs across the bank of the river. Turning her turquoise eyes to the mysterious noise, her hand quickly grabbed for her walking stick, both her defense and what would support her out of the river. Parting her jaws to investigate the scent of the stranger, it took only a heartbeat for her posture to relax slightly, noting her own pack's scent on the wind. All the same, this stranger's scent reminded her of her nieces and nephews, along with Savina, to an extent. However, it wasn't until Kansas' frame came into view that she let her walking stick drop back onto the earth, and her body relaxed. Although she didn't know the male directly, she trusted her sister's choice in men, and had heard good things about the male.


Gaze meeting his as the ivory male's voice echoed through the river, Ghita summoned a smile as she rose, using the wood as support to greet him. "Kansas. What brings you here today?" Not that she resented her brother-in-law's company, far from it, but Ghita's surprise came from the fact that the river was mostly an isolated place, one that she'd wished to remain alone in. But she hadn't known her sister's mate at all, and now felt it was her job to remedy that - especially with the newest additions to the pack. At first, the pair seemed anything but identical - Kansas stood at nearly eight feet, and Ghita barely six. Kansas' fur was ivory, and hers a timber ensemble of browns, greys and silvers, but there were some similarities. Their eyes were similar hues of turquoise, and they both wore earrings - albeit different kinds and in different places. While they stood facing each other, Ghita's own tail wagged in response, but slower - more cautiously. "Would you like to join me for a moment or two?"


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I intended for kansas to be in wolf form, but no biggie! Now he is magically in Optime form! Yay! 300+


He took note of their similarities, particularly their shared eye color. The last time the man had looked into the mirror, he'd been startled to see that his eyes had brightened, gaining shades of deeper blues and greens to form the soft turquoise that they shined now, like the color of the sky. He knew that his eyes were the same hue as Ghita's, yet the idea was strange. His orbs were formerly a washed-out blue, rather than the vibrant shade of the agouti woman's that they were now.


Yeah, sure, he responded, smiling and moving to stand beside her. He knew little about the Master Sergeant, but what he did know had come from Savina's lips. He remembered the sable woman's anger towards Jazper for getting Ghita pregnant, her concern for her sister's well being during that pregnancy, and finally her relief when Aro and Sophia were born safely. Obviously, his mate cared deeply for her sister. He could spare a few moments of his evening for her. She was definitely worth his time. I love the river, he explained simply in response to her first question, with a small shrug. He had hoped for fish, but the sun was too bright for them to venture from the shadows. How are your pups? I guess they're not pups, anymore, he added as an awkward afterthought, snickering. How quickly time seemed to slip away from him. He remembered meeting Aro and Sophia when they were tiny infants, but the memory was so clear that it could have been borne of yesterday.

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OH gosh! I'm so sorry! If you want to keep him in Lupus, that's fine - I'll edit the post!


Wc: 430

"Etiam sit amet lacus sem, vitae dignissim massa."



It was nice to be able to simply sit and relax by the river, she had to admit. Of course, she'd been doing a lot of lounging around ever since her injury, but here, she was back in control of her rest. And the river was beautiful, leaping and tumbling over itself in a relay to reach the end of the riverbank, sparkling in the sunlight and consistent no matter what happened in life.


Ghita could easily see the resemblance of the male to all six of his pups. Although the colouring could be vastly different - a phenomenon Ghita was all too familiar with given Sophia's colouring, Kansas was present in eye colour, facial structure, and other tiny ways that some would be unaware of passing on. They were family now - From the three Marino siblings to their subsequent 'mates', and it seemed ridiculous that a year had gone by without Ghita having had a nice talk with her brother in law. So that was the logic behind the fae's actions - the reason why she willingly stepped out of her reverie.



Nodding at his statement, Ghita let out a small sigh - although it's origins were unknown. Perhaps it could've been born of contentment, or resentment - it was a mystery nonetheless. "Me too - it reminds me of the ocean we all crossed to get here." Although the siblings had left for Canada at different times, they had all ended up at the same place, crossing the same waters and, by some miracle, surviving the trip. "You probably already know from Savina, but we're named for the ocean. Marino - it means "of the sea"."


She offered him a light chuckle in return - both parents exchanging the wisdom they hadn't expected to come across. "They've grown up physically, that's for sure, but some days I can't imagine that they're any more than a few months old." Ghita's first litter meant the world - and more - to her, especially after the worry the pregnancy put her through. She wasn't an overprotective parent to be sure - that was Jazper's job - but she still worried about her offspring as any mother should.


"And your newest litter? How are they doing?" She new from encountering Artemis herself that Kansas & Savina's pups were beginning to move around on their own, however, she still held concern for their well-being. Crimson Dreams was a safe haven for most, but it seemed to be the natural skill of puppies to find the worst dangers no matter where they were.


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No no no, it's fine, dear! And I likes your writing skills, by the way. ♥ 300+


He linked her soft sigh to admiration of the river, the ocean. Water was such a blessing, giving life to all the living things that often took it for granted. Kansas loved sitting so quietly beside the constant, flowing energy of the water, appreciating its beauty with simple satisfaction. Perhaps Ghita was doing the same at this very moment. Though he was aware of everything she mentioned about her trip across the ocean and about her namesake, he listened carefully nonetheless. "Marino" is a... a beautiful name, he said in approval. He already considered Savina his jewel from the sea.


Kansas nodded knowingly when she spoke of her children, another small smile growing upon his angular features. He had noticed the same thing in his own puppies — how quickly their bodies grew while they remained so ignorant in their minds. Or perhaps she meant that her children's rapid maturation surprised her. Without knowing her meaning, he could do little more than nod and smile, though he felt stupid for his lack of response.


He needn't have worried , for her question brought him to a different, happier place in his mind. This time his smile warmed as he considered his newest litter. They're great, he spoke with a wag of his silken tail. I'm lucky to have them. Needless to say, the anxious young wolf worried about his children all the time, constantly conscious of the dangers that surrounded them. Yet even his eldest litter lived, and for this he felt extremely blessed.


With a contented sigh of his own, Kansas voiced the question that had been nagging at him since they first encountered. ...What happened to your leg? Her injury concerned him (she was a pack mate, after all), though he was happy to see her bright-eyed and smiling all the same. Perhaps she wasn't in too much pain.



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Aw, thanks so much! I like yours too! <3


Wc: 483

"Etiam sit amet lacus sem, vitae dignissim massa."



Ghita hadn't known that Kansas was already privy to their family history, but it wouldn't surprise her, even if it wasn't her first instinct. She knew Savina was quite close to her mate, and family in general, and she couldn't think of a happier couple than her sister and Kansas. After all, they had just been blessed with another litter. If that didn't scream 'happy couple' than Ghita couldn't imagine what else could. But that didn't mean that her & Jazper weren't happy - Ghita just simply didn't see that possibility in the future.


"Thank you," she said humbly, unsure of how to take the praise. After all, it was simply her last name - she hadn't had any say in it. "what about Sadira? I'm not sure I know it's origin." In fact, she didn't know much about Kansas at all - she wasn't sure she could pick one detail of his history to mind. For a brief moment, she considered asking him, but the words died on her tongue with the revelation that it could seem rude. With anyone else - most people she knew, she would've plowed forward heedlessly - but this was Savina's mate, someone she wanted to make a good impression with, for her sister's sake. The Marino family didn't need any more conflict within their own family tree.


Her own tail had begun to splinter the air as the long, furred limb moved from side to side, not quite in harmony with the ivory male's. Talking of her children - one of the greatest blessings in her life - never ceased to bring a smile to the mother's face, and wasn't surprised to see Kansas react the same way.


A sharp intake of air sliced the conversation into two - drawing up Ghita's defenses quickly. She struggled to keep a positive, happy outlook on the scenario, but her ears acted of their own accord, flicking dangerously and betraying her discomfort. Her leg was something she hated to talk about, although she'd sustain the injury ten times worse for her niece in a heartbeat. But it had become something that people saw first when they looked at her - something not easily hidden. Making a visible attempt to overcome this discomfort in the name of friendship, she breathed in the calming air of the river, and held it in her lungs, soaking in the energy, before releasing it.


"When Old Red collapsed, I ran in to rescue Cambria, but was trapped under the rubble myself. Jazper pulled me out, but I've been told that I sustained a bad break of my knee, and it's still painful. Although I do not regret going after my niece for an instant." The last words were important to pronounce, especially to Cambria's father - she needed to let them hear her say that, as much as she needed Cambria and Savina to.


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300+


Kansas was proud about only one thing — and that was his relationship with Savina. As a child and adolescent, he dreamed of finding a connection with someone such as what he had with his sable princess, but never had he expected his dream to come true. Love was the stuff of the tales he read in his precious books, so he had thought until he met Her. He wondered what he had done to deserve the love he shared with Savina, but he rarely questioned it anymore. Instead, he was thankful. Often he whispered his thanks at night to whatever had pushed them onto paths that met, and asked that they walk through life together forever.


He did not know if the sort of love he and Savina had for each other was common, and he pondered this all the time as he looked upon other couples. He knew nothing about Ghita's relationship with Jazper, but he hoped that they loved each other. Jazper was a good man, and Ghita a good woman. They deserved happiness with one another and with their beautiful children.


A rush of memory nearly took Kansas' breath away as Ghita voiced her curiosity. His mother's face flashed in his mind, the soft green of her eyes like the depths of a lonely, melancholy forest. The boy shook his head to rid his mind's eye of her face, and spoke his disappointing answer. I'm not sure, either. I would like to know. Perhaps he would never. The immediate family of his childhood had fallen apart, his mother and brother dead, his father and twin missing. The only sibling who remained as he did was Ember, but she was too busy for him to bother with petty questions.


His pale ears fell back slightly. A change had come over the agouti woman, as if the subject of her leg was one she did not like to discuss. I'm sorry, he interjected softly, his expression and tone alike exceedingly apologetic. He remembered the incident as clearly as if it had occurred yesterday. He'd never felt the same dread as when his daughter was nearly lost in the collapsed barn. Yes... I remember. I've never thanked you... for... for trying to save her, he had to say. His eyes had darkened, the feeling of inadequacy creeping upon him. He should have rescued his daughter. Ghita's leg would have been saved if only he had arrived sooner. If only he had the gumption to throw himself into the barn without question.






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^_^ Bonding time, ftw.


Wc: 500

"Etiam sit amet lacus sem, vitae dignissim massa."



Ghita wasn't entirely sure how Kansas and Savina's relationship had come about, but it ended up like one of those fairy-tale mate ships. They always seemed happy together, happy to be each other's support, and full of undying admiration and appreciation. All in all, it wasn't too different from Ghita's relationship with her own mate, Jazper. He'd been amazingly patient throughout all of Ghita's many vices and issues, and they had come out all the stronger for it. Although, she was fairly certain that their relationship hadn't come about in the same way.


Kansas seemed almost too cautious to try and risk the relationship he wanted with Savina over a drunken night. On the other hand, Ghita was just as culpable as Jazper was for their unexpected litter - both of them had sipped the liquid that threw them into the hazy consciousness without regret, and in the end, good things had come for it. So maybe, perhaps, Anu wasn't too far off in her faith that everything would work out. Some things ended for the better, anyways.


Unaware of Kansas' true reaction to her question, she remained on the outside, not privy to his memories. When he tossed his head, she thought of it as a response, not an attempt to clear his mind. It seemed to be the more logical choice, if not the correct one. She didn't know the creamy male's history in the slightest - she knew next to nothing about him, really. But he was Savina's mate, and so he was worthy of her trust and respect, at the least. "Perhaps it wouldn't be too hard to find out. Do you have any siblings?" She asked him, unaware she was covering already-trodden ground.


"No, it's not your fault. Age brought Old Red down, not anyone in particular." It had just been bad luck that the two faes had been in there at the time, but lucky that there were pack members around and about to come to their rescue. Her response to Kansas' statement was added quickly after he finished uttering the two words, even though the conversation had taken a dismal turn. This wasn't what she wanted to talk about at all, with anyone - let alone her sister's mate she was really getting to know for the first time. The frustration was evident in her posture and face, although she worked to visibly ease this, all too aware of the way this conversation was going.


Ghita nodded quickly, biting her lip before adding her own response. "I went after her, but I didn't save her. My brother, Ehno did - you have him to thank, not me. But I don't regret going after her. She's a special girl, your daughter, and I love her very much." Everything just came tumbling out of Ghita's mouth, the things she'd meant to say to Cambria and Savina, and the whole world, even, just so they'd know. Ghita hated her injury, but not how it was caused.


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I effed up on my last post. Kansas knew that Ehno saved Cambria, so I changed it slightly. It can still make sense with your post, I just wanted to call this to your attention. So sorry! 300+


Kansas wished that his mind would stay on one track, but it always seemed to go everywhere at once whenever he spoke with someone he did not know well. He couldn't calm the storm of his thoughts, the nervousness, the questions of how the other percieved him. It was ironic that he was so scattered before a woman he wanted very much to impress.


He waited for the last of her words, which brought to his attention the lack of clarity in his thanks. I know. I've thanked him, but... it was... kind, of you to try. I appreciate it, he spoke softly. His turquoise eyes trailed to the ground, fixing upon a group of smooth river pebbles as if the boy had suddenly become quite interested in them. Here he was once again, being awkward, likely putting her off. Would she later question why Savina had chosen such a doozy of a mate? He was confident in Savina's love for him, but he wanted her family to understand him as well.


A question had been asked of him, and he would not overlook it. It was necessary for him to untangle himself from selfish worries -- he had floundered too long in this encounter with Ghita. He forced a smile that feigned confidence and glanced lightly towards his sister in law. Perhaps it was not too late to salvage her impression of him, even if he did so through small talk. I have three siblings, er, littermates. My brother Icarus died in a wildfire, but my sisters are still alive, as far as I know... Ember leads AniWaya. Firefly... wandered off... he sniffed laughter and shrugged. He did not mean to appear uncaring about his twin -- rather, he still loved her, and found her signature, wayward nature endearing. I want to ask her about our surname when she returns. I'm sure she would know.


Kansas paused, still trying to maintain his smile. So... do you like it here? he wanted to know, truly interested, to reciprocate what he saw as her generous interest in him.








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Oh, alright! No big deal! ^^


Wc: 541

"Etiam sit amet lacus sem, vitae dignissim massa."



It seemed to be the only topic that grown-up could talk about around her - Ghita's accident, her damaged leg, the pain that came with it, etc. She didn't think any less of Kansas for it - she still respected him immensely and thought highly of him, but she wondered if adults were missing some form of maturity puppies had. For around the younger of Crimson Dreams' members, her leg was never raised - it was something normal and natural, almost. Nothing to draw attention to.


Happy to hear that thanks had been given where it was due, she gave a solemn nod to her brother-in-law, before speaking up again. "I wish I had been able to help more, though." Her meeting with Kansas wasn't going as planned - at all. She had been hoping to impress her brother-in-law, to make Kansas think as highly of her as he seemed to for the rest of her family. But for now, all that Ghita was showing to her sister's mate was an emotional, sullen fae who couldn't get over her injury.


Without intending to, both wolves had tried to make this meeting the best they could - and both had taken a wrong turn, and were now suffering for it. If Ghita could only be given a way to salvage the meeting, she'd take it - but the opportunity would have to present itself.


For now, though, the conversation was only going one direction - downhill. At the mention of Kansas' family, it only took a few moments for her to realize that this wasn't something he willingly brought up all the time, due to it's more tragic tone. Sympathizing with Kansas' dead brother, she nodded, meaning to speak up. "I'm sorry. That must be... hard for you." Her mother had died some time ago, and she could relate to dead family in that sense, but when Ghita had been wandering with the nomads, after being abandoned by Carlos and plagued by her miscarriage, she felt as if she were truly alone. However, all was not lost, and Ghita's reaction quickly turned to pleasant surprise. "Your sister is in charge of Aniwaya?" This was powerful blood that ran in their children's veins - relations to two powerful leaders of two packs.


Unsure of what to say next, the fae nodded once more, certain that whatever Kansas could or couldn't figure out, he'd be better off for it. Smiling softly at his next statement, the fae let out a hushed chuckle, leaning back on her forearms and extending her gaze back to another time - back to when she'd first arrived. She remained silent in thought for a moment, catching in the silence the sigh of a faraway song that sang tales of a fae, new to the land.


"Do I like it here? Yeah, I do. I have a family here, and packmates that are closer to me than the nomads ever were. There's enough prey for everyone, and we rarely have to worry about dangerous neighbors." Trailing off, she bit her tongue, cutting off her next statement that was less that chipper about her new home. But being tied down to one place wouldn't be my favorite part of the deal.


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Thanks for beings so nice abouts mines foolishness! <333 RAMBLY KILLI RAMBLES ON. 300+


He felt sorry for the downward spiral of the vibes between them, just as sorry as she was. Bringing up her leg had been a harmless attempt of concern, and yet it had burned her, and he would not soon forget the smoldering pain he had seen in her lovely face at its mention. He sensed her discomfort, and if there was nothing else, at least they shared this feeling. This seemed quite ironic to him, given how desperately he wanted to impress her, and vice versa.


Nonetheless, he was touched by her consolance. He did not often think of Icarus, but his passing came back to Kansas with a wave of sudden shock. Oddly, the death of his only full blooded brother had never pained him -- all he could recall about it was this shock, being able to say that had a dead brother. He wondered if it was heartless of him to feel no pain. He'd been such a shy, loner of a child, opening himself up only to Firefly. Icarus was a faint memory, his perishing regarded like that of an acquaintance more than a closely bonded relative. He's... uh, in a better world than ours, I guess. Kansas spoke tentatively, softly. Now she had a glimpse into his beliefs, and he hoped she liked what she saw.


The pale man noticed her lean into a more comfortable position and emulated her, finding more ease as he leaned back on his elbows. He sighed a soothing breath of air, his smile now genuine and contented. Things were looking up. Perhaps, because he had already told himself they would. He nodded when she questioned Ember's position, but really could think of nothing else to add. He didn't know much about his sable sister; how awful, and how predictable, for him.


His gaze swept over her face as she described her view of Crimson Dreams, hoping to see more of her answer etched upon her expression. Sure enough, he thought he saw hesitance, though she spoke highly of the place. It was as if the things she mentioned were too commonplace for her. To Kansas, a quiet home, plenty of food, books, beloved family, and time to sit on his ass and think were all he had ever wanted. Here, he had each and every one of those things. Obviously, he would cherish his life as a Dreamer. However, he understood that Ghita probably did not want, or need, the same things. Chuckling good-naturedly, he swished his dark hair out of his eyes with a flick of his head. It's still nothing like Italy, I bet. It was another invitation for her to share, as he looked over at her with curious oceanic eyes.








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No problem at all! It's my pleasure! *hugs* And sorry this post sucks... muse dried up. ><


Wc: 372

"Etiam sit amet lacus sem, vitae dignissim massa."



With those simple words, Ghita learned more about Kansas than she'd had before their conversation had begun. Religion itself was a complicated thing for Ghita, and her family. She didn't know what Ehno's beliefs were, and hadn't cared too much to ask, but she knew that Savina held a belief in various nature spirits that were said to keep the world as it was. Ghita herself had never really spent enough time to bother with the whole spiritual side of things - she was a huntress, a fae of action, and, if she had to pick a side, held little faith in anything the senses couldn't register.



But Kansas believed in an afterlife, which was something Ghita hadn't deeply considered before. There was no reason to believe in one... but also no reason not to. Puzzled by her own introverted ramblings, she placed that thought close to her heart, under the surface, to explore later on, when she was alone and her thoughts could be freely explored.


Grinning as the tension lifted, she gave a slight nod, showing that she had heard the ivory male's invitation, and took it as such. Where to start? Her life in Italy had been jangled so much, a mixture of happiness and woe... but still, she couldn't help calling it her true home. "Italy is beautiful - a different beauty than here. The pack we lived in was much more traditional, so I didn't know how to shift until Jazper taught me. But here, the pack boundaries are a lot more strict, whereas over there, the rules were more so."



In her speech, she had revealed her main vice about Crimson Dreams - her wanderlust. Among her family, it was no secret, but she had been suppressing this part of herself for the sake of her family, and could almost just pretend that she was completely content, if she tried hard enough. "Still, I have to say I like being here more - although Italy will always be dear to me." Briefly, she wondered if Kansas had always been in Canada, and felt like voicing this question, simply for curiosity's sake and to fill the rapidly emptying air. "How long have you been in Crimson Dreams?"


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Can we wrap up soon? Big Grin 300+



Savina had helped Kansas find faith that suited him, but there was little complexity in it so far. It had taken him quite some time, extending months into his union with the Commander, to discover his beliefs. Before then, he had been a brooding adolescent full of anger and resentment, with faith the least of his concerns, and desires. He had made his discovery just before the pieces of his soul threatened to burst apart, but now he had a strong base that kept him together through the peaks and valleys of this strange and damned world.


He listened intently to Ghita's recollection of Italy, recognizing some of it from what Savina had told him before. Their Italian world and its traditional ways had fascinated him since the first time his mate had spoken of it. He was envious of their experience as wolves who lived simply as wolves without the human influences that those of Cananda, including him, had fallen prisoner to.


She surprised him with her conclusion. Because of his assumption that Ghita was not completely satisfied with Crimson Dreams, Kansas did not expect her to say that she favored it over her home. It made him smile happily. I'm... glad that you like it here, he told her, feeling that it was worth saying.


The agouti woman's question to him was easy. I was here when it begun as Twilight Vale. Then the pack's boundaries changed a little, and it became Crimson Dreams... he spoke, eyes widening slightly as if his own words surprised him. It was hard to believe that he was among the first members of the pack, as if that really mattered.





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Sorry this took so long! D:


Wc: 549

"Etiam sit amet lacus sem, vitae dignissim massa."



Whereas the young, adolescent Kansas had struggled with his lack of religion, Ghita was simply fine without it. When things had gotten rough for her, she didn't turn towards an abstract form of comfort in an almighty source, one that could potentially cause all sorts of miracles to fix her life. No, Ghita turned to something she knew would work, to make her own way in the world. And at her worst, the drugs had entered, but had also swiftly exited.


And that was more or less who Ghita was. She didn't leave her life to the hands - or paws - of others. She didn't leave circumstance to fate, if she could help it - she made her own way, her own choices. Fiercely independent until the end, that was Ghita. Perhaps if the fae really thought about it, she might believe in another being, supreme to them all, who could be pulling the strings from miles away. But at this point in time, she had no desire for any enlightenment of that kind - and likely wouldn't want some for some time. She had her mate, her pups, her family... nothing else mattered.


And, for better or for worse, Kansas was part of that family. However, he came without the obligatory affection that blood relatives have - Kansas didn't need to like Ghita at all, there were no conditions, no bargains or petitions. Except for one ebony fae who meant the world to the ivory male - Savina, Ghita's sister. The Marino family had been through enough drama as of late, what with Naniko's actions and Ehno's responses - the family simply couldn't be pulled through civil war any longer.


Smiling at her sister's mate, Ghita nodded, the silver in her lips and ears flashing in the sunlight. "I am too - it's even better to have your family back after all this time." The timber fae was sure that Kansas had been informed, via Savina, of the family's history, where all three siblings had separated, and all had eventually made it back to Crimson Dreams. It could be seen as nothing short of miraculous, but for Ghita, it was an astounding coincidence - nothing more.


Listening to Kansas speak about Crimson Dreams' early days, the fae was fascinated to learn that Crimson Dreams hadn't always been a pack here. To Ghita, it was one of the recurring themes in her life, this pack, and to realize that the stable foundation wasn't as old as she'd thought it was... well, that was a little startling. "I didn't realize Crimson Dreams was so young." She said, looking into the forest almost as if she could see the history of this land unfolding before her very eyes.


Of course, what she was really looking at was the sun behind the trees, which had begun it's descent behind the horizon, tossing shadows that took on a life of their own, growing, grabbing, ensnaring the world in a little more darkness every minute. After a few moments, she spoke up, her mind almost somewhere else entirely once more. "I hadn't realized it's so late... we've been talking for quite some time, then." Ending her statement in a laugh, she turned to her companion, almost to seek his opinion on the matter.



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There was no denying the traditional obligation that close relatives had to enjoy one another. This was what drove Kansas' uncertainty around Ghita, the fear that he would break the unspoken code by portraying himself in a way that was unfavorable to her. He, on the other hand, didn't feel any pressure to enjoy her company, because he sincerely liked her. Their discussions had been meaningful despite his self conscious nature, creating an evening that he would fondly remember. Tonight, Kansas had become aware that he liked Ghita for who she was, not for their mutual connection to Savina.


So it seemed that Kansas come to love Savina's family, caring for them as he did his own siblings. Ehno and Ghita had become friends, not just in-laws. In the midst of the drama playing out among the Marinos and other unmentionable individuals, he felt fortunate to have friendships with the brother and sister. Never had a sour word passed between him and either of Savina's siblings.


A smile played across his features, as the cherub was happy for the woman. It must feel strange and wonderful to have arrived in the very lands her siblings called home, to have come together so coincidentally. Or could it even be coincidence? Kansas chose not to pursue a philosophical mental wandering; it was not the time or place.


I know, I can't believe it either, he conceded softly, eyes following hers to the horizon as he pondered the very few years of Crimson Dreams existence; few that seemed many. Time had passed quickly, concentrated with countless happenings that still baffled him. With so many pivotal events, he, and his beloved home, seemed much older than reality claimed.


The sun was sinking almost visibly, darkening the trees in its foreground. The world around them had darkened at exponential speed. He was glad to hear the note of surprise in Ghita's voice when she had last spoken. Perhaps she had enjoyed talking with him as much as he had with her. Yeah, I'm going to head back. D'you want to come with, or...? He did not care either way, happy to walk to the Manor with her or leave her in peace. Either way, he needed to return — he had puppies to cuddle.




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Thanks for a great thread! <3


Wc: 352

"Etiam sit amet lacus sem, vitae dignissim massa."



Even before Ghita had claimed Jazper as her mate (or accepted him, if you really wanted to get into details), she knew that her ebony mate had remained in the pack for a long time, although details eluded her. Certainly longer than she had, and perhaps almost as long as Savina and Kansas themselves. Had Savina and Kansas been mates when Savina founded Crimson Dreams? Had Jazper been there at the time? Those questions swirled around the agouti fae's mind as she listened to Kansas' tale, a faint smile painting her ebony lips.


She had grown to like Kansas in the short time they'd talked. He didn't have the same adventurous spirit that some of his children had, or so it seemed, but he catered to the more mature side of Ghita, the one that enjoyed simply sitting and enjoying the outdoors on a fine day. As well, there was that slight amount of pressure she placed upon herself to like the bookish male, simply because their relationship was crucial to Savina's happiness, a woman that both of them cherished.


Even as she became terrified at the thought, Ghita was making more and more roots in Crimson Dreams, drawing her relationships into deeper roots that could strangle and restrain her to the very land she stood on. But did she want to leave? Did it have to seem that way, that she was being held against her will? Didn't Ghita want to reside with her children and mate, and bring happiness to her family?

There's no easy answer.


Her thoughts darkened like the sky as Kansas mentioned the long trek back to the Manor. To the physically healthy Kansas, a brisk walk at dusk could seem pleasurable, something to enjoy and look forward to. But Ghita's injury, despite her desires, created long journeys out of short ones, even in her more able Lupus and Secui forms. Slowly rising to her paws, her hand scrabbled quickly for her walking stick, standing up in a practiced motion that, although slow, was filled with grace. "Sure - Jazper and the kids are probably waiting for me."



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