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only one person please ^^ 300+

The day was crisp and cool, and Tsukiko wrapped her kimono tightly around her to keep herself warm. It was fall, but winter would not be coming far behind; she could smell it in the air. The Japanese girl wondered if it snowed here. As she walked out of Wolfville she tried to imagine the lands around her covered in the light pale powder. Even though she was not entirely built to withstand cold well, she had always loved snow. She remembered playing in it as a child while her parents watched, smiles on their faces. The images of those memories flashed through her mind and her hand grasped onto her kimono tighter. Tsukiko missed her parents so much. Not even the time and all this distance helped to ease the ache much. What would they think of what she had decided to do? Even though she knew that they would not have approved of how her uncle had conducted things in regards to her, she couldn't help but wonder if they would frown on her choice. Had there been another path though? If there were, she could not see it. The Shimazu daughter was not experienced enough in the world to know everything though. But Setsuna, she had agreed to this plan. The feline would not have allowed her to go down a bad path. She would never let her go astray.


A sigh was released into the air, nearly invisible vapors leaving her delicate muzzle. This was the first she had really explored the rest of Dahlia de Mai any, especially without some sort of escort. Layla had shown her things when she had brought her here, and she had explored Wolfville with Setsuna, but she was alone now. Her friend had been napping and she hadn't wished to disturb her. Plus, the noble female needed some time to herself. Usually she didn't seek out solitude, having tasted enough of it ever since her parent's death. It was nice to be alone for a little while in the autumn air though. Alone with her thoughts. Sapphire eyes looked out over the land. It looked like some sort of farms had been here once, but things were terribly overgrown. There had been many farms on the Shimazu lands, and even in their dilapidated state this area reminded her ever so slightly as home. What had they grown here, she wondered? Did the wolves here ever try to utilize the land? Tsukiko walked deeper into the area, trying to decipher the answers to her questions.

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Ah, sorry it took me so long to get to this. It’s been sitting a while and needs some attention, yeah? 482



Nayru sheathed her dagger, strapping it to her ankle with the ruby and garnet anklet that she was now never without. There had been a time when she moved about on four legs always, primitive like her ancestors before the virus had swept through their genetics. She had been swift and nimble on four legs, a spry fairy child dashing about Dahlia. Now she moved like a wraith, a tall and soundless shadow. Her monotone body was broken only by crimson eyes and the jewelry that adorned her lower leg. Optime form was no longer reserved for certain situations. Nayru moved about on two legs daily, her ghostlike presence appearing before the others only at intervals now when she found time away from her own home. It had only been a few months, but enough changes had taken place in the girl that it seemed a lifetime ago.



Yet still there were things that never changed. Dahlia de Mai was one. The girl was dedicated, no matter what and she could not foresee that changing. Ever. The white lady who came and went in her dreams, and infrequently in her waking life, persisted. And the quest for knowledge was never over. It was these three things that drove her always, and in a way it was these three things that caused her to bump into the strangely clothed female just outside of Wolfville. Nayru had been practicing tirelessly with her dagger, now a deadly weapon even in her inexperienced hands. Although the girl intentionally had had no desire to use the dagger for its true purpose, daily she felt the benefits it could have for Dahlia de Mai. Saluce had given her the tools and knowledge and endlessly she worked with them, and even though she had not seen true battle Nayru felt she would have a fighting chance if the time came. And it was not over. She would continue to improve, she would have to for Dahlia de Mai, and she would have kept at it all day if not for the white lady.


The white face with icy eyes kept appearing before her until the young girl could stand it no longer. Putting away her weapon she had taken to wandering, and her wandering had brought her before the strange women, their paths crossing only by chance. She smelled of Dahlia and Nayru could only assume that she belonged here, but a name did not spring to mind. That there were new faces and Nayru had missed their arrival did not upset her. Sacrifices had to be made in order to complete her training, and the only thing to do now was make up for lost time. ”Hello there. I’m Nayru." The girl bowed her head deeply to the kimono wearing creature and waited for a response from the woman who couldn’t have been in Dahlia for too long.

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Yay! Thanks for taking this Kris Big Grin! 300+

Somehow, looking out at these neglected farm lands caused some kind of flip to switch within the Japanese woman's mind. Within her mind she trimmed all of the overgrown plants, repaired the unused buildings and could imagine people out working in the fields. While these lands would not be suitable for rice, it was rice paddies that she envisioned before her. Tsukiko was no farmer, but she was a leader, and given the people to do the work she could make good use of these lands, at the very least more use than they were right now. As quickly as it had come the vision faded. This was not Japan. Her clan held no lands. Her name meant nothing here. Conor was Dahlia de Mai's leader, not her. He may have given her a home here, but she was suddenly struck with the crippling knowledge that she was nothing here. Just another subordinate. She was no princess anymore, but a pauper. A nobody. Her shoulders sank along with her spirits. How was she supposed to retain and build up her ability to be a leader when she had come to a place where she was inconsequential? Perhaps this had been a terrible mistake.


Her self deprecating musings were cut short by the appearance of another female and her eyes became more alert again. Tsukiko looked at the other femme, younger than her, though not by too terribly much. As with all the other wolves she had met here, she wore no clothes. At first this detail had been overlooked, but now that she was becoming ever so slightly more adapted to this place it seemed to jump out at her as some gross social offense. How could everyone here just walk around with nothing to conceal their bodies? It seemed the height of immodesty to the Shimazu, but this was not Japan, and there was so little that was the same here in the new world. The monotoned female with the crimson eyes introduced herself and bowed her head, and Tsukiko returned the gesture. "Hello Nayru-san, I am Tsukiko Shimazu," she said politely. Something about this girl seemed slightly different than anyone else she had met here so far, but she could not place a finger on exactly what that was.

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300. Yup! Smile


Nayru-san? There was no flicker of emotion to indicate the amusement the bestowed title brought to the young girl’s heart, instead she only smiled warmly as the lady returned her bow and introduced herself. Her voice held tones that dripped of distant landscapes, far from the deciduous forests of North America, but Nayru couldn’t image what that place looked like. It was not strange for travelers to end up here, but the patch work girl couldn’t remember hearing anyone so exotic before. Others adorned themselves, Nayru herself was never without her anklet and dagger, but no one wore so fine and detailed cloth such as what Tsukiko wrapped about herself. That Nayru could tell the fair lady was from far away was nothing, if only she had the knowledge to know where she came from. Yet that Nayru did not know did not deter her.


“It is a pleasure to make your acquaintance Tsukiko Shimazu. You smell of Dahlia, and yet I know you can’t have lived here long. How do you enjoy our home?" Our home, because it was just as much the newer woman’s as it was Nayru’s. Perhaps more so it belonged to the others than to the fairy girl. Others might own a small part of Dahlia de Mai, and to Nayru, Dahlia de Mai owned her. Very little she did was for her own pleasure, for the only satisfaction the girl really attained came from the knowledge that her actions served the members of the pack and Dahlia de Mai as a whole. The best way to serve was to know, and when Nayru spoke it was with the most reserve and respect one could manage, no one could ever say she was prying or intrusive. “Did you travel from very far before landing here?"




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^^ 300+

Tsukiko knew that no one around here would understand the meaning of the Japanese honorifics that were commonplace to her. She had thought about trying to stop using them, but they were simple habit to her. It had been difficult enough to come to grips with the fact that given names and not surnames were the ones that people in this hemisphere used to introduce and refer to themselves. Even if it pointed her out as more of an outsider and the canines here did not understand the meaning, she would not give up that part of where she was from. The Shimazu daughter had given up so much of her culture already that she was unwilling to part with the small few things that she could still hold. Plus no one here seemed bothered by her way of addressing them, even if they did not understand it.


Nayru's diction was superb, and Tsukiko thought she had discovered at least part of what it was that set this girl apart from the others that she had met: she acted and spoke with more polite reserve. Nayru seemed more like someone that she could easily meet in Japan (aside from her lack of clothing) than anyone else that she had met since coming here. Her culture was not a particularly emotive or open one, while this one seemed much more the opposite. So while some may have not felt as welcomed by the two toned female, Tsukiko actually felt much more comfortable speaking to her. "It is a pleasure to meet you as well, Nayru-san," she said, a soft smile of her own forming on her lips. "It is nice here. Very different than what I am accustomed to, but it is not unpleasant." Her own personal home was small instead of large, and the way packs were structured here was drastically different than the provinces of Japan were. Still, Tsukiko could find no outright faults to complain of. "Yes, I did. Over an ocean and around this continent." There were not many places that were quite so far from her home as this land.

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Sorry for the wait Erin! Am back now. Haha. 311.


Not unpleasant. Nayru smiled sincerely at these words, for although they were not dripping praise she could tell that the woman was genuine. It must be a very hard thing to leave one’s home and travel a far way. Nayru knew, for although she too was not born of Dahlian blood, she had traveled very little in her life. All landscapes that she had seen looked more or less like the landscapes the cow colored female saw now. All customs that Nayru encountered were very much like customs she experienced now. There was little readjustment needed upon her arrival to Dahlia de Mai, and she had been so young that it seemed to Nayru Dahlia de Mai was all there ever was. Vaguely she wondered if she would ever leave these lands, but deciding she wouldn’t Nayru allowed the whimsical thought to pass, unattended to for more than a few moments.


That Tsukiko was so different from the travelers that normally made their way through more questions than usual bubbled to the surface of Nayru’s consciousness. What had made the woman leave her home and come here? What had she seen between there and here? And why here? Why the greater land of Souls rather than anywhere else? And more importantly, why Dahlia de Mai over any of the neighboring packs? But the girl had far more tact as an adult to barrage the woman with questions. As a child she might have politely but quickly flung forth the inquires and stared expectantly as she waited for answers to rain upon her, but now, now she spoke slowly, her words soft and unhurried. “What is so different from your homeland? Tell me about where you come from, I am most interested." And she was, very interested at that, although aside from her words were which honest she showed it very little.




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My turn to apologize! Sorry DX

Nayru's expressions were subtle, as well as her mannerisms. Much like herself, in that regard. Tsukiko had to admit that she was quite intrigued with the younger female coloring. She did not think she had ever seen someone who was marked in such a way. Layla had been similar, but her patterns were more clean cut and expected. Nayru looked as if someone had thrown splotches of ink upon her ivory coat. Thinking that reminded her of some of the stories and legends she had been told as a child. Inexplicably, being around this woman made her feel as if she were not quite so horribly far from home.


Surely there were countless questions that the ink-marked fey could think to ask her, and yet the question she did ask was restrained and polite. Tsukiko did not hesitate to answer the kind query at all. "Well, for one instance, all this land would likely be put to agricultural use," she said, her blue eyes sweeping over the field. "It is not nearly so populated here. I had never seen so much open and unused land before I came here. In Japan where there are not farms, there are houses and larger buildings. Marketplaces and noble estates. Even the land not for any practical use is well groomed and decorated." One of her favorite places on her parents' estate had been the gardens with the koi ponds and stone-lined paths. "People are more open and relaxed here. Perhaps some in Japan are that way, but I belong to a noble family and we were not that way." Everything was strict. There were appearances to put forward and social rules to follow in exactitude.

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Nayru let the other woman's words wash over her, but the mental images that popped up were all of Dahlia de Mai. Agricultural lands? Nayru thought only of the expansive vineyards and orchards, and other small farms that had been left to the wild in Berwick and outside of it. Houses and marketplaces, she only thought of Wolfville with its abundance of dysfunctional shops and empty homes. Erasing those images from her mind as best as she could she tried to picture Tsukiko's home land and found that only the landscape of Northern Canada came to her. Nayru had never experienced another climate and had only experienced the pack life that seemed so common in these parts. Was it really so different an ocean away?



Nayru was not surprised to hear that the woman came from nobility, although Nayru had only information she had gained from books about such concepts. Her actions spoke of refinement and in an almost embarrassed way Nayru wonder if Tsukiko found the inhabitants of Dahlia to be unsophisticated. The girl let the feeling pass, she was not ashamed of herself and certainly not of the pack, but would she feel differently if she had grown up in different culture? Did canines maintain such a hierarchy in other parts of the world that worth and value traveled through one's blood lines? Perhaps they even did that here, in a crude way, but an alpha's child had just as much of a chance as climbing ranks as did an omega's. Was it not so in Japan?



“What makes one family noble and another not?" So innocent and sincere, the girl just truly didn't understand.

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If she had known of Nayru's inability to picture what she described, she could not have blamed the female for it. Before she had left her home she doubted that it would have been easy to picture anything so drastically different from what she had always known. Sometimes she had overheard the samurai speak of great battles on farther corners of the large island and often she would picture those battles taking place around the estate. Those thoughts had scared her as a girl, but the Shimazu lands thankfully knew only peace with minor disturbances, nearly all of which were kept from her young ears. Her father had wanted to prepare her for the life of a leader, but he kept some of the more unpleasant truths away from his young daughter. Eventually he would have told her, but he had never had the chance.


Tsukiko would be lying if she said she did not find this place uncivilized. Compared to Japan it was horrible unsophisticated. Thankfully the Shimazu woman had the good grace and manners to never make these views explicitly known. No matter the shortcomings that she found, Conor and Dahlia de Mai as a whole had given her a place to stay in her exile and she could be nothing but thankful for that. Tsukiko may have lead the sheltered life of a noble up to this point, but she was not so naive as to think that she could survive on her own. She simply did not have the skills to "rough it". This was no shortcoming in her mind, it was simply knowledge that was not necessary for her hold.


Nayru's question did not startle her. As far as she could tell, lineage was not taken very seriously here. In Japan you introduced yourself with your family name first, and then your given name. Here it was the opposite. "You are either born into a noble family or you are not." It really was just that simple. "Most of the noble families have held power for generations. As far as anyone alive can remember, it has always been as it is." Tsukiko knew the story of her own family's rise to power, but it was not something to be shared.

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Born into your status? Such a hierarchy seemed strange, and unfair. Nayru had a sinking feeling then, as if a grave injustice was being committed against her kin. Yet aside from Tsukiko Nayru knew no one who had been exposed to such a class system. And Tsukiko did not seem bothered by it. Did she then think their ways were wrong? Or was it simply different ways for different places, no right or wrong answer. Nayru didn't know enough to decide and the questions popped up in her mind, one after another, but she bit them back, knowing that it was impolite and improper to barrage the woman with so many inquires at once. The fair lady from the east had no qualms it seemed about educating Nayru, but Nayru did not wish to push her luck or overstep social boundaries.


“What advantages does a noble family have over a family that is not noble?" That perhaps was one of the most important questions to ask. Was it the difference between being a leader of a pack or clan and being a member, or was there more? Conor truly did not put on airs or seem to find himself to be better than any of the other Dahlians, he simply did a job that required respect from the others and granted him authority. Yet his place was not permanent, unless he earned such permanence and his children would not inherit the throne simply because of their blood. They would either be worthy or they wouldn't, but it would depend on so many other factors other than lineage.


Yet whether the nobility of one would really affect another seemed to depend if they lived in close quarters, and from Tsukiko's words it seemed that perhaps in Japan they did not live so concentrated together. She had mentioned noble estates, did they noble live in one place and the less noble live in another? They did not intermingle like in packs or clans? Did they even live in packs and clans? “Tsukiko, how are packs organized in Japan?" That wolves would live outside of packs seemed unthinkable, but her questions was hesitant for part of her expected confirmation that they did not, or if they did it certainly wasn't anything like Dahlia de Mai, which is all Nayru knew.


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Tsukiko could not say that she was particularly offended by the way the social hierarchy was arranged in these lands. It was odd to her true, but she did not see it as wrong either. Perhaps it was because no matter what, she knew she would be at the bottom of the social ladder here. As soon as her feet had left Japanese soil any power and influence she had had was left behind on those shores. During the weeks of her voyage across the ocean she had mentally and emotionally steeled herself for the fact that no one would know the Shimazu family where she was going and that she would have no advantages. In these vast, unpopulated lands, she was just another wolf. Different from the others, but no more important.


What advantages did the nobles have over the commoners? Well, they were vast, but at the same time her father had made sure that she did not look down on the common people. It was not okay for her, as a noble, to partake in many of the things that they did, but that they were not bad or worthless people. Everyone filled the place that they were meant to fill and there was no shame in that. "The noble families are the ones that lead. We oversee the lands and keep the peace. The common people do all the menial tasks and labor, such as farming and crafting and building." It was a bit of an oversimplification, but it was true. Plus there was the ability to climb higher socially if one were to prove their worth to the noble families. The only thing a commoner could not do was become an actual noble.


The next question from the monotoned female was easier to answer. "We do not really have packs in Japan." This way of organizing a group was as foreign to the moonlit woman as the soil she stood upon. "Japan is divided into provinces, very large pieces of land. Each noble family is in control of a province and the citizens that live within their jurisdiction." Provinces were much larger than packs. Here, it would in theory be easy to know each individual that you shared membership with. In Japan, it would be nearly impossible to know each individual soul who lived in the province.

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The answers Tsukiko gave Nayru only further confused the girl, but she had accepted that trying to understand life in Japan would be confusing. The social order seemed all backwards, and yet Nayru was not unable to draw comparisons to the system they maintained here. There were those who lead, and those who followed. In Japan it seemed those who lead were destined to do so, or at least given the opportunity based solely on their birth. Here anyone could potentially lead, even those who had fallen from grace could once more rise up, if they had the skills and wit to do so. Those that lead packs perhaps had some control over the lives of those that lived in the packs, but it seemed that the nobles had a more complete control over the commoners Tsukiko spoke of. How complete of a control Nayru did not wish to ask, partly because she wished not to know and wonder but also because it seemed irrelevant to her.


She had freedom, if she wished. Conor could not keep anyone in Dahlia de Mai who did not wish to be there themselves. Those who left could join another pack, no questions asked, or live off of the neutral lands if they were able to fend for themselves. Nayru knew that at this point in her life she could fend for herself. She also knew she did not wish to do so. Dahlia de Mai was her home, and even though she was not bound to the land by traditions or laws or whatever kept commoners under control of nobles, there was nothing that would tear Nayru from the pack lands she had come to love. It was her own free will that tied her to these lands, and that perhaps was the most important difference Nayru had discovered from Tsukiko. No one else had control over her, she was not a citizen of anything or to anyone, she was only herself and this pleased her greatly.


“That all sounds so very strange. It is hard for me to imagine all you speak of." She smiled, and bowed her head once more as a silent thank you to Tsukiko for humoring her for so long, as the girl asked question after question. One could not speak forever and Nayru had no intention of making Tsukiko do so, and certainly not of Japan. “Hopefully getting use to our ways here has not been so difficult for you? Have you found a home, perhaps in Wolfville?" Most all of the others lived in or near to Wolfville. Berwick was another common spot for them to den, but Nayru lived out on the eastern edge. Still, she liked to know where to go looking if she had to find someone.





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