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Word Count :: 375 Dampwoods, close to Ferni. :O

The sable-shaded coyote had not departed from the vicinity of Halcyon Mountain since the meeting two nights ago. She had not dared to stalk back towards Inferni smelling of wolves. Of course, she could not have known of her mother's friendship with Naniko, and she could not have known that news of the pale wolf's return would have made her mother quite happy. So it was natural that the shadowy female would remain mostly with the encampment of wolves. She was unusually quiet, and she remained reserved despite the other canines' attempts to speak to her. The premise of this place was interesting -- to say the least -- and Eris was dying to escape Inferni, but she did not know if this was it. She had more than herself to think about, anymore.


It was not to say a sudden mothering instinct had fell upon her, barely pregnant, and she suddenly loved whatever grew in her stomach, but she was vaguely aware of the responsibilities and immensity of this undertaking. She did not love Larkspur or yearn for his presence -- she was relatively certain they were his, anyway -- but she wished for someone to instruct her and guide her. Eris had realized this person could very easily be her mother, but something quite close to hate burned in the sable-shaded woman's throat when she thought of the scarred old woman. Some deeper part of the chartreuse-eyed woman did love her mother and maybe always would, but it was small and insignificant. Though there was clear distaste for the woman and what she stood for, there was no thirst for vengeance on Eris's tongue.


For the first time in a few days, she wandered back down the mountain, eventually entering the familiar stretch of woods between Inferni and the Valley pack. Her thoughts were still on her mother, and the coyote hybrid did not know whether she wanted to sulk back behind the ivory skulls or separate herself forever. She had been so certain she would leave, and now, with the opportunity, she was actually thinking about going back. A grimace crossed the sable woman's face, and she leaned against a tree, finding herself tired by even the short walk she had taken.

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Being around Larkspur was a blessing. Few things seemed to brighten her day as much as her beloved boy. He had done well by himself, set out with the plans she had laid carefully for him. The D'Angelo's had to continue and there was no one for the elder to breed with, and besides, Larkspur was of a far more likely age to make strong children. His words of Eris's pregnancy had brought her great joy - especially the fact she was a Lykoi. Misery was contentedly oblivious that Eris's veins pumped the same blood that Poe, Samhain, and little Rune had. Sometimes she regretted breaking that boy's neck, he could not help his appearance. There were times when she had looked in Poe's eyes - identical to her own - and she knew she carried the ghost of her lost brother. It was a pity madness ran so deeply in her veins.

Misery's eyes were bad. Throughout her life she had dancing black spots that swarmed her vision and so the shape in the distance was blurry at best. Misery did not cross the woods quietly - she was found of hitting any and everything that got in her arthritic way, the walking stave made a good tool for destroying all that annoyed her. She could smell coyote in the distance - but she was not afraid. The skinny white female knew well enough to know they would not necessarily come after her - she was no prize, nor would she even make a half decent meal.

For a brief moment, it was like seeing Poe again. Slight and feminine, with those yellow-green eyes. She didn't have the white markings her most adored daughter had, but it made her heart skip a painful beat. She's dead and you know it. The voice of sweet madness whispered, Damian, her Damian, always with her, whispering his dark omens. This female was not her pretty little Poe, but it struck Misery very clearly - before age had turned her white, this female was damned near identical to her. She was identical to a stronger, healthier younger Misery. But Misery was often thin and sharp and this lady was quite the beauty. "You look miserable." Plain words slipping out in her soft voice. The white lady studied the dark female, leaning her slight weight on the carved walking stave that she used to get around.



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Word Count :: 398 hi so, I have not gotten a whole carpload of sleep, and this post may suffer for that, I sorry :o

Some logical part of Eris was deathly afraid that this venture would explode, as had everything else in her life thus far. She had been ridiculously content, enabled to laziness and haughtiness, and utterly happy a year ago. Eterne had been good to her, but as the rumors began to grow too loud for even her to ignore, things turned sour, and that life was over and done with. The speed with which it had ended honestly shocked the chartreuse-eyed woman; she did not recall the months of interim. The time between being torn from her comfortable throne and set loose in the desert was blank, a hole in her memory. Eris did not know or realize this, of course.


She had never lived with wolves before, outside of coyote society. What if this was intensely different? As far as she knew, this pack was one of strangers. They would settle on this far end of the mountain. Eris would have preferred something more distant -- the far end of the peninsula would have suited her just fine. This was uncomfortably close to her former home, but she would not voice her opinion. Everyone else seemed to like the area just fine, and besides -- Inferni wasn't the type of clan to provoke another pack, as far as Eris had gathered. Gabriel was the only one among that whole bunch with a sane head on his shoulders, and he was the law there.


The sounds of movement had not escaped her notice, but as they drew closer, they forced her attention, and the yellow-green eyes of the woman absently scanned the forest. Anything making such noise wasn't a threat -- clearly, this canine wished for their approach to be heard. Eris did not consider that someone might be so unafraid as to make no effort in keeping silent -- the possibility had not occurred to her. A bone-white figure emerged from the treeline, clutching a thick stick that propped her up after she spoke. One of Eris's sable-shaded ears flicked upward at the voice, and a look of mild surprise emerged on her face. “Don't I feel it,” the woman responded. “You probably don't want to go this way. Inferni and all,” she said, deciding immediately the stranger was worth at least a warning -- so much as noticing her unhappiness was as good as sympathy to Eris.

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sie posts are always made of win. Smile

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Despite being frail and incredibly small physically, the white lady was blissfully unafraid of the world around her. One did not survive the things she had without coming to one of two conclusions - either being blessed, or cursed - and Misery as of her later years, had decided she was blessed. Born in darkness, to He Who Walks Behind the Rows, the dark god Tak, she had been born to evil. But age had turned her, twisted her, and she stood a gleaming ghost, basking in the redemptive light of Ankh. But her heart would always belong to the dark one. Her family thought her holy and redeemed - but she was blacker than ever, deep down. But Misery had simply decided after surviving numerous pyres mostly unscathed - one of which she had willingly thrown herself on to save the silver necklace around her throat - she was invulnerable to death. One day Tak would crawl from the dark skies and he would tear her to pieces - but otherwise, Misery was simply certain she could not die.

The pretty lady before her eyes is adorned. Scar marks in an intricate spiral, earrings in her perked ears, Misery found them all lovely. Her own tattoo - a branded scar in the mark of a triskele, stood out in sharp shades of malachite against her white fur. The only jewelry she wore was a slightly rounded inverted cross - grabbing things from burning bodies tended to warp, shockingly. Her left hand still had the burn-scar in the shape of the cross. Sometimes she stared at it for hours in a kind of dark trance. Go play with the coyotes, Misery. Maybe you can come see me soon. Beloved Damian, taunting her into death defying feats. Maybe it was her own suicidal desires - he stood beyond the veil and she so missed him - but she was certain she could walk into the heart of the territory and be fine. Most coyotes weren't fond of tearing old ladies to shred...at least she thought so. Besides, Kaena, the beautiful Queen of the coyotes was a friend. "Ah, probably be best not to make the coyotes mad. They don't like the wolves." Idle chatter really, what coyote would like a wolf? "The name's Misery D'Angelo." A faint, yellow-toothed grin offered as she studied the pretty lady. "So just what on this godforsaking world has you so down?" Simple, genuine curiosity. It had been a long time since she had walked the lands - it would do best to make friends.

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Word Count :: 392 Not sure if you wanted me to distract Mis with the Eternity crap, so I left it out for now. :O I can edit it in there if you want, though -- lemme know.


Eris had come to the realization-slash-conclusion that she had never experienced true happiness in her lifetime, nor true kindness. Whatever she had been given in Eterne it was by virtue of Astaroth's lies, and once those lies had faded and exposed the truth, there was nothing for her there anymore. The sable-shaded woman wondered why, at times, she had been allowed to walk away from such a place. They enslaved and they killed, sacrificing the living for their godless rituals. There was certainly no truth they held -- blinded old hypocrites, the lot of them. This was not to say Eris had been disillusioned from religion entirely; on the contrary, her own, personal beliefs were held more closely and protected more viciously than they ever had been before. Stripping her faith of all unnecessary adornments, the baubles and ornate decor forced by the Eternians, well -- this measure had only served to strengthen it.


“No, they don't. Not too fond of coyotes who look like wolves, either,” the woman responded, lifting one shoulder and dropping it immediately in a half-heartedly angry shrug. Inferni had never rejected her -- Gabriel had shown her kindness, anyway. She had been allowed a home, almost to her own surprise. Though she had walked three thousand miles or more, the entire time, the chartreuse-eyed woman had suspected she would be turned away at the borders. Even if her mother had been dead, Eris had expected the rest of the clan to hate her. It was far from the truth, really, but having failed to craft any close friendships, with the unbearable trauma she had to deal with -- it was just a bit much for the shadow-colored woman.


“Eris,” she said, failing to provide a surname. Though she did not wish to be a Lykoi anymore, she did not yet feel like an Eternity. “You related to Larkspur?” she asked, too curious. The pallid woman before her did not look much like the supposed father of her children, but then again, what Eris actually knew about Larkspur, his family, and so forth was pathetically little. At the question, there was a faint and quite bitter smile, the flesh along her muzzle wrinkling in displeasure. “The world and everything in it,” the woman responded, rolling her shoulders once more in a helpless shrug. Too much, the gesture said.





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Misery knew what it was like to be ostracized for one's looks. Being born blacker than sin had led to a life of abuse and neglect. Then one day she had been found in the arms of a child of Rah'khir - a lovely female by the name of Asorin - and the pyre had burned for her. But sweet Ankh, her often-loved and hated twin had set her free. Misery had ran as far as her weak legs could take her, but it had been enough. Away from father-uncle and mother-aunt. She let out a quiet snort at Eris's words, shaking her pale head. "S'foolishness, all that is. Half of the Lykoi's have wolf blood in them, and from what I remember, they make up a mighty chunk of Inferni." Hating what was inside you was plain and simple foolishness in her opinion.

Eris, she announced herself. A happy grin crossed her face and she beamed at the pretty lady. This was the creature who would be bringing new D'Angelo's into the world, she was pleased. "I am indeed. He's my nephew, more like a son though, really. He's a good boy." This was playing out nicely. Larkspur had picked someone who seemed to have a bit of intelligence in them - which would play out nicely for their children. He was simply, as much through birth as through how he had been treated - years of neglect had turned him nearly feral. There was a simple, almost savage kind of intellect in Eris's eyes. "He told me about you. You'll be having his babes." There was a quiet note of pride in her voice - Larkspur was a better boy than any she had ever had. "Aye, the world's a cranky old bitch." The words were spoken in a sour tone, Misery knew the old bitch that life was well. For forty-seven days she had known real joy - then Damian had fallen and life had seemed darker ever since. "Are you Lykoi or somethin' else?" It was fair enough to assume she was one of them - the Inferni Misery had known was mostly that family.

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“Oh, yes. Still, too bad for you, should you come out looking too much like a wolf,” the woman said. She still believed her mother's problem with her was her father's wolfishness; she failed to take into account that Gabriel was the very same percentage wolf as she herself carried. Knowing what she did about her father now was not the salve she had hoped for -- on the contrary, it did nothing but confuse her further. Such was a name she had never heard before, but readily, she had secretly adopted his name. She did not want her mother's anymore, and that was the important thing.


Had she known Larkspur at all, she should have known this one's name -- maybe he had screamed it on that full moon night, but they had both been too far gone, surfing waves of hallucinogens. She could not clearly recall anything but green eyes from that night, and maybe it was better that way. For their meetings, the sable-shaded woman had never truly sat down and spoke with Larkspur. She knew nothing of his family, of his legacy, of the blood her children would carry. “Yeah. I don't know him too well,” she confessed, ears twisting backward in something like mild shame at this.


There was nothing close to conservative values in Eris, and so she did not find it so disturbing to make children with someone she did not love -- after all, her mother certainly never loved her father. Still, confronted with the closest family Larkspur had, she could not help but feel a distinctive rise of this feeling in her chest. “Sorry,” she muttered, her fingers moving to the dead or dying grass beside her, twirling it absently in her fingers.


At the question, she hesitated and looked toward the woman. “Something else. Started off as a Lykoi, but they never wanted me. I go by Eternity now, I guess,” she admitted, having no idea of the magnitude of such a name, nor any of the legacy behind it.




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I want you. The words Salvaged spoke before he grabbed her. It was not the first time she had been violated, father-uncle Sukan had seen to that. It was supposed to have been a new land, a new chance. But the same old dirty things happened. But this time, there had been a hero. To everyone else, Damian had been villain. To Misery he had been Alpha, Omega, God, Savior, Lover. When she had told him of Salvaged's atrocity, he had been outraged. He had broken off their own affair because Salvaged had committed crimes against Chimera. For his sin, she had gained Poe, Samhain...and Rune. Rune, tiny and the mirror of his father - she had snapped his neck. Ahren had seen her that die, and their fates had become tied. But Salvaged had stolen the safety of the lands from her. Damian had helped to restore her, but the fear remained. Her teeth set on edge and she held a grim, violent expression for a moment before it faded into a tight, dark glare into the distance.

"Eternity? You must belong to Salvaged." She lets out a quiet snort and turns her eerily bright gaze unto Eris. Eris who reminds her so much of Poe it aches. Misery can rage at this child for the blood in her veins, but something stops her. Misery knows of cursed blood and of the sins of the father passing down. He was a monster. Her Crimson King, so hateful of his Pale, beautiful Prince. "He did some very bad things." Simple, honest. He raped me, he raped so many. He was a monster. But Eris does not need details - it is not her fault. "My dead mate, Damian, was involved with Salvaged before he did something very bad to me." Misery knows she talks too much but this strange girl who is now tied to her family - this girl who reminds her of precious, dead Poe - will have to shoulder the burden of her words. "You have other half siblings but I don't know 'em. Through me, you had Poe, Samhain, and Rune. Poe's dead, Samhain too...I think. Rune died as a puppy." Murderer. Those too-bright eyes take in Eris's face with exquisite concentration. "He had a sickness, Salvaged did. But we all have our sins and our sickness. He was mostly monster to me, but Damian said there was good too. He even had a pretty decent girl named Fatin who loved him. So I guess he wasn't all bad." The words trail off and Misery leans more heavily then ever on her cane. The words leave her feeling hollow and a little dizzy, she hasn't thought of Salvaged in a long time.





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She had heard the stories -- her mother had provided a stunningly visual, detailed picture of part of the man's life. It was what Eris wanted, and the sable-shaded canine had trusted that the woman was telling the truth. There was no longer any reason to lie -- the children had been the trump card, the idea that Eris was to raise Lykoi children too enticing for her mother to refuse. The chartreuse woman had realized Kaena had been too excited to even question their percentage and whether they'd even be able to remain within Inferni -- Eris thought not. Not with herself so little coyote and Larkspur none at all.


Her yellow-green eyes still looked toward the other canine with rapt interest as her father's name was stated with plain knowledge, the attention on Eris's sable face apparent enough as a positive answer. She listened and remained quiet as the woman spoke more, mentioning a name the sable coyote did not recognize. Still, there were parts of the story she recognized -- half-siblings, and even this woman, herself. The sable coyote realized they were tied in some familial way, deeper than the connection she shared -- or would share -- with Larkspur.


“There was supposed to be some meaning in him, but I haven't found it yet,” she said, flatly. “I am just a product of his death, and my mother feared him through me, or feared me just because of him. Either way,” the hybrid said, shaking her head here. “Thank you for telling me about him. I'm sorry he did those things to you. Doesn't seem like you deserved it.” There was rare sympathy in the woman -- maybe her father was a monster. Eris would never have the chance to know, and she was glad for anyone who would willingly impart knowledge to her. It had taken her mother many months to come to just that simple act.

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