Like Father, Like Son
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Dated Jan 3 if that's okay? Day after he meets his half sister XD SSWM: 475



Pripyat hadn't come home last night. After meeting Miriette morte dre Soul the boy had wandered alone, all over Phoenix Valley, seeking solace in a place that did not exist. Throughout the night he found himself climbing the large tower, exploring the night club and wandering everywhere except the ranch. Anytime he moved from one location or another he circled wide around the ranch, knowing that if not asleep within than his father would be awake, reading by the fire or just staring into the flames. The large paws that he had finally grown into had taken him through the quarry before he meandered south to stare across the water too cold for crossing at Trinity Islands, and eventually his travels found him at Raven Beacon.


Here he finally stopped, slipping inside and up the stairs to stare out of the lighthouse, as he had when he was younger, when he had lived there. The lighthouse had been his first home, and would always feel different than anywhere else, and the memories rushed through him as he walked up and down the floors of the living quarters below, chasing away the images of his father, Addison, Miriette and whatever other siblings, adopted siblings or half siblings might be wandering about, unknown to him. His mother's face beamed at him from every corner, and her voice floated in with the sound of the waves crashing outside. Here no one exists but she and him, and it was here he finally found rest.


Daylight had been well established when Pripyat's eyes slid open. Confused with sleep Pripyat couldn't remember why he was waking up in Raven Beacon and not the ranch, where he had awake every single morning since the day Mother and him had moved in. As he rose the events of the night before came back to him, his half sister and all the anxiety she had created in him. His inability to shift. And his desire to be anywhere but where Jefferson was. Jefferson wasn't here, this was his. His and Mother's and he was satisfied when he realized this. No one had come looking for him, no one had bothered him. He truly could find peace in the lighthouse.


Exiting the lighthouse the boy made a beeline for the ranch house, and it wasn't long before he was bursting through the front doors. Inside was silent and Pripyat first looked at the chair by the fireplace. Jefferson was not there. He then went to look in the room the man slept, but he was absent there too. Which was odd, as normally his father could always be found at home, unless he had pack business to attend to. And Pripyat couldn’t think of a reason why the man would be out. Taking a deep breath he called out, "Dad?" and waited, ear perked.



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No problem! Thanks for starting, and sorry for delays!

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Pripyat had not returned in the last evening as he normally had. There was no reason Jefferson would not notice this; the brute had a single eye with which he saw far more than just Valley and members with. The brute was in no way omniscient, omnipresent. He knew of his members' tendencies, their ways of life, the places they could be found. At night, Pripyat's was in the ranch house with his parents. However, he was growing older, and was considerably more mild and less of a pain than Addison when the one-eyed idiot had raised her, thus Jefferson could only assume he was still safe. Though worried, the cyclops kept to himself, reassured Geneva, and left their son to his activities.


When the boy had not turned up by morning, the cyclops had left just to scout out the territory, if not just in case. Pripyat's scent lingered in the air; he had been out and about not long ago, and in following it Jefferson climbed back up the porch steps to the ranch, wondering how and when the boy had snuck in. Geneva was not home, and upon entering, the brute heard his son calling for him.


"Just coming in," Jefferson replied, gently shutting the front door behind him and pulling the scarf from his neck. It didn't provide much warmth, but the scarred man liked it nonetheless. He shuffled into the room with the hearth, where the fire had not yet been lit for the day, and found his boy there. The Patriarch wore no intimidation in his features, no anger in his typical scowl nor disappointment in his green eye. If anything, he was... simply indifferent. "You didn't come home last night," Jefferson said coolly, moving to light the fire. "What were you up to?"

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No problem <3 SSWM: 441



The gruffer voice of the father came in answer to the more youthful of the son. Pripyat was surprised to hear Jefferson just entering the house, and with a small tinge of guilt realized that Geneva or Jefferson might have realized he was missing early this morning and gone out to look for him. Well he was here now and he let the realization die away, determined now to dwell on anything he couldn’t change, and he turned to find his father entering the room he occupied. Brilliant aqua eyes searched the one lonely green iris of his father’s face but found no reprimand coming. Instead the man went about his business, and Pripyat watched as Jefferson performed a task that could only be done in optime. If he could, he wondered, would he ever light the fire? Or would that always be his father’s job? It seemed so silly and unimportant, who lit the fire in the morning, but Pripyat wondered if he would have the nerve to do anything that he had grown up knowing mostly his father to do.


"I slept at the lighthouse." His words were dry and unsure. Mother would ask why, or simply wait for Pripyat to explain. Geneva had always been privy to the boy’s feelings and thoughts and even if they did not talk as often as they once had, she could ask and he would answer and they both knew that. It had not always been so with Jefferson. So much between the two of them was unspoken. Pripyat knew he could never lie to his father, and the idea of disappointing the man depressed him, but if Jefferson was to prod too deeply into Pripyat’s words, the boy wasn’t sure he could come up with sufficient answers. He hoped that he could tell Jefferson the reason, without explaining it. He hoped they shared enough of the same mind frame and emotions that he didn’t have to explain any further than he did. "I met Miriette last night."


The bright eyes still searched his father’s face, looking for any flicker of emotion that he could latch onto. He looked for anything that he father might reveal that he could have and know and experience without asking for it. Without being told. He wanted to just know, and then he wanted it to be over with. Wanted to move on. Want to distract his father to something else. Something productive. "Dad, how old were you when you first shifted?" Again his voice, unsure, hoping that Jefferson would slide easily into this conversation and forget that his son had not come home last night.





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There was always a sensitivity in the boy's tone, perhaps one Jefferson would never mimic nor even attempt; Pripyat was his mother's child, and rightly so. The boy had spent more time with Geneva than he had with Jefferson at first, and though it had been months since the olive-eyed Savant and the cyclops had made up and she and their song moved back into the ranch, it still seemed as if there was a lingering distance between Pripyat and he. Jefferson knew himself to be a terrible father, or at least thought himself to be. He lacked the compassion a typical parent might have, though that was not to say he was devoid of it. Jefferson was not the type to much show his affection, preferring to keep his emotions bottled up inside much like everything else. On the outside, he appeared as nothing more than a fluid, slightly disjointed parent, but his devotion for his family was unyielding like the air in his lungs, the stare of his eye.


Geneva was sensitive, however, and such had been forwarded onto Pripyat. He'd been shy from the beginning, much taking after his mother than father; Jefferson had begun to wonder if he had any impression at all on the boy, but as always, his thoughts and opinions never left the supposed sanctity of the scarred man's tumultuous mind. At his response, Jefferson simply nodded, emerald eye glowing with the light of the slowly augmenting fire, now that it had caught. Had Pripyat stayed anywhere else, the brute might have been surprised. A majority of the boy's life had been spent in the lighthouse, and thus the Patriarch could not argue with the logic that perhaps his son had a warranted calling back to a place he'd once considered so safe.


However, Pripyat mumbled on, and listed a name that perked the brute's tattered ears instantaneously. He froze, eye hardening in sharpness with an unmoving gaze from the flame, his body stiffened, his fur stood on end. A moment passed and his muscles relaxed; the Patriarch breathed, pushing himself to stand once more. "Did you now," he replied coolly, though a slight furrow in his brow exposed more than intended. His words, however, were not worth restraining. "She's your half-sister," he sighed, scratching at an ear with his good hand, hoping he'd never have to go into detail with his son as to how exactly that trio of half-siblings had came to be. He paused again, his features softening, eye briefly scouring the boy up and down. "She didn't hurt you, did she? I don't know what she's up to, being here." And perhaps he had said too much.


Considering that, the brute breathed some relief when the topic shifted, though to a question Jefferson could not quite readily answer. He sighed, smiling slightly. "I don't know, Prip. I don't remember anything from when I was young, remember?" Had he even told Pripyat that?

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SSWM: 507



Much to Pripyat's relief Jefferson did not utter a word about Pripyat's choice of sleeping accommodations. He merely nodded and Pripyat was glad that the subject had so easily been laid to rest. Geneva might have been more concerned, but she too would have understood the boy's decision. At least she would have understood his decision about where to sleep, even if she hadn't understood why he had to sleep there rather than at the ranch house. It seemed as if the conversation would go as Pripyat hoped—easy and painless. At least the boy believed that until the name of his sister caused a reaction in Jefferson he had not quite expected.


The silver boy had expected some sort of reaction, but the concern Miriette's name invoked in Jefferson had not been any of the emotions Pripyat had imagined from his father. So attentive to his father the quick witted and sensitive boy did not miss the hardened gaze, the tight muscles and even the worry concentrated in the man's brow. Feeding off these subtle changes anxiety grew in the pit of Pripyat's stomach, waiting for the questions that were sure to follow. What did Pripyat think of her? Did he know about any other siblings? Did he want to know where they came from? None were questions Pripyat wanted to answer. Yet when the man softened and spoke again Pripyat's anxiety was replaced with confusion.


"N-no. She didn't." His ears fell back against his head, his eyes looked questioningly at Jefferson. Yet the boy did not say anything then and was grateful when the gruff gimp answered his question. His father couldn’t remember anything? Pripyat thought back and decided that yes, he had known that, had been told at one time or another. He had known that but he had never known why Jefferson's memory was incomplete. It had just been another ambiguous fact of his father that he had come to accept when he had come to live with him. There had been many mysteries about Jefferson that Pripyat just took for what they were, hadn’t questioned them because it was how his father was and had always been, for all Pripyat knew. "Oh, right. I forgot. Sorry" He sighed, finding that this answer was no help.


The boy opened his mouth to explain his inquiry. He wanted to tell Jefferson that his son was now seven months exactly and he hadn’t shifted yet, despite numerous attempts. Tell him that he felt a failure and he wanted to be able to help out at the barn with the animals and light fires and do all the things that Jefferson and the others could do but he was still a child and unable to help in any adult manner and couldn't his father, who fixed so many things, fix this? Yet when Pripyat did speak something he hadn’t wished to say came out; a thought that ate at him whenever he caught his father's eyes just then. "Why would she want to hurt me, dad?"

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And what would have happened if Miriette had harmed his son in any way? He paused, just briefly, to ponder how he might have reacted; would the brute have launched into a full-out attack? Would he have banned Pripyat from leaving the ranch house, or exiled Miriette from the packlands once more? Or would he have simply assumed a passive role, as he did now, maintaining coolness and ambiguity? "Good," he replied, and that was that.


He crossed the room and settled into the rocking chair, the wood creaking beneath his tall, burly form. For a moment he simply rocked, eye in the blaze, thoughts in the clouds. He did not make the motion to explain why he had lost his memory nor why it had never returned, nor what he had sparsely collected of the identity of Maluki and the life he lived before and after the onset of insanity. Surely he was a unique individual, Jefferson, bursting at the seams with stories and epics of both he the tragic hero and Maluki the thoughtless villain, and yet they remained bottled in his mind, sealed and never to be released. Some of the things he had learned would travel with him to the grave, whenever Death finally came calling.


"She is angry," he said, rocking quietly, his expression a picture of emotionlessness. "I hurt she and her brothers in the past on accident. I'm not sure they'll ever forgive me." The chair paused a moment, and the grip of his scarred fingers on the chair's arm tightened. "They may think it easier to attack you or your mother than me for vengeance... but that's not going to happen as long as I'm still standing."


And the chair began to rock again, creaking, creaking.

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Prip apparently like to avoid uncomfortable topics.



Pripyat’s ears perked at the man’s words, his head tilted in slight confusion, his heart soon taking on the rhythm of the creaking rocking chair. Mirette had brothers, which meant he too had brothers he didn’t know. The knowledge was enough to drive him up a wall, but he suppressed the emotions, mirroring his father’s expressionless face. His father had hurt him, and this was confusing, upsetting and unexpected. The world seemed to spin beneath Pripyat’s four feet, but when he looked down to check it seemed everything was still stationary. Yet his heart hammered and the dizzy feeling still swelled within him. The next words comforted him, as much as they could, but they could not negate his bewilderment.


Jefferson wouldn’t let anything happen to Mother or himself. Of course he wouldn’t. The boy, for as little as he really knew about his father’s past or inner most feelings, believed whole heartedly in the man’s love for his family. His current family. Geneva and himself. The patriarch wouldn’t let anything happen to Pripyat or Mother, the boy knew this, and yet if that could be true how then could Jefferson have hurt his other children? Wouldn’t the love that bonded him to Prip and Geneva also in some way or another keep him from committing such acts against his other children? But it hadn’t and that was terrifying and perplexing and Pripyat was speechless. He didn’t want to know anymore, and instead of excusing himself, he simply opted for the easier route and once more abruptly changed the topic, his voice static as if the past conversation hadn’t happened at all. "Dad, I can’t shift."







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His ears twitched, perking up to attention. Had he just heard that? Weren't they just speaking of Miriette and whatever her intentions were? The creaking of the rocker paused once more as the father considered his son's words; was it that he did not know how to shift, or that he was simply unable? Was there such a thing? Wasn't it biologically inherited through genetics — and both Pripyat's parents were shifters, thus he should be no different.


But, the fur at his neck stiffened. The cyclops thought back to the fall, to the accident that had stolen away his other children and Pripyat's siblings; was there a possibility that although Pripyat had survived the miscarriage of his brothers and sisters, it had still physically impacted him one way or another? Jefferson knew nothing of genetics or the impacts of damage during pregnancy. He could have asked Geneva, but likely she would not know either.


Slowly, green eye turned over his shoulder, concern lurking within. "Can't?" The brute pushed himself to his feet, lifting from the rocker and turning to face the grey-furred boy. "What do you mean? What's happened?"

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annnnd exit.



The concern that Jefferson showed suddenly made Pripyat regret his words. In a strange way he almost preferred the stoic stare of the man than the animated creature he was now. So often he or Geneva could say one thing or another, and though Pripyat knew it all registered with Jefferson the man made as few comments as possible. Perhaps he only spoke as much as was necessary, he had never known his father for idle talk. And almost Pripyat had expected Jefferson to shrug off his confession, shoo away his worry and tell the boy to give it more time. He would shift in time, surely. And yet now his father had risen to his feet and Pripyat's inconsistent heart beat was faster than ever.


"Ah, nothing happened." Was there something that could happen to make it impossible for him to shift? If Geneva and Jefferson could, shouldn't he be able to? At this age? "I, ah..." "I tried and I couldn't" was simple enough to say. To tell Jefferson that as often as the boy tried, and he tried often enough, he had yet to shift. And yet it was easier still to say "I gotta go Dad. S-see ya." And rush from the room before Jefferson had any time to protest or ask any other questions.







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