The Pain of the Innocent
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OOC: You can date this thread to whatever is convenient for you :3


Character Name: Nameless
Character Birthdate (including year): November 3rd 2010
Whether s/he is a regular wolf or a Luperci: luperci
Species: 50% coyote, 50% jackal/dog mix
Gender: male
Currently played characters: Jace Wolfe
How you found 'Souls: I already live here >3>

The chocolate colored coy-dog stumbled as he made his way through the tussocks of grass. The small bundle of fur he held tightly between his jaws whimpered and shivered. Cain stopped and put the pup down; the pup stared back up at him with huge pale blue eyes that echoed the pain he had suffered. Cain pulled his gaze away and looked around wildly, his ears swiveling constantly, his nose testing the air. He had to be gone before anyone came to investigate if he wanted this pup to survive here. Nudging the pup with his nose, he loped onwards, the pup plodding along after him, Cain on the alert for anyone who would notice them.

Finally he came upon what he had been searching for; in the distance he could see the mounted skulls of Inferni, before him stretched the lands of the coyotes. Cain looked down at the pup before quickly looking away again, the scars that covered his nephews’ body brought up a terrible guilt within him, he should have come sooner. The pup moved closer to him, the strange pale almost glowing blue eyes stared fearfully at the lands that lay before them. His russet red and orange tinged body shivering, the fur looked like fire when the sun bounced off of it, one of the poor pups ears was almost completely missing and the other one was torn and shredded, the pup looked like a veteran warrior from a fighting pack, not the innocent young life it was supposed to be.

Cain sighed, mentally beating himself up. He nuzzled her pup that he had stolen from his evil, unloving, hateful sister, unknowing how anyone could inflict such torture upon their progeny. He hoped the coyotes here would take him in, adopt him because Kain was in no fit shape to look after a pup. Thin and emaciated he could only just look after himself. Even if the pack didn’t take him in, he hoped they would have mercy enough to kill the pup swiftly and painlessly.

“Daddy?” the inquisitive and hopeful voice broke his heart, the pup looked at him with its head tilted in confusion and Cain shook his head at the falsity the pup believed. Gaining his thoughts he turned to the pup, knowing that this would be both hard and guilt birthing,

“You have to wait here. You cannot come with me anymore.” He closed his eyes as the pups expression changed from confused to distress.

“But daddy?-“ Cain growled suddenly and savagely at the pup who fell over backwards, whimpering in fear.

“I am NOT your father” Unable to look at his terrified nephew anymore, without another word Cain turned and bolted away, abandoning his 4 month old nephew to the mercy of the Inferni coyotes.
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Word Count :: 320 Big Grin


There had been relative quiet on the borders as of late, though the newcomers had begun to trickle in once again. They always seemed to come in waves; for long months, none would approach the skull-rimmed edges of the coyote territory, and then suddenly, three or four would show up within the span of a few days. The silver-shaded coyote had, as always, kept close watch on their borders. It was difficult in the winter, no doubt, but the Centurion refused to slack at her duties. She was not so old that she was incapable of performing them anymore -- it was simply a matter of keeping her struggles and difficulties secretive. The arthritis was nothing new; the stiffness in her joints had only seemed to increase with the passing of the winter months. Thankfully, the greens provided by her granddaughters and son were enough to keep her up and moving. The old hybrid did not think this was seen as a sign of weakness or pain, but she of course had no way to tell.


The coyote's nose twitched, and she tilted her russet muzzle back to the breeze, inhaling the sharp coldness of the air. Her remaining eye scanned the edges of their territory relentlessly, seeking the source of these strange scents. She started off at a slow walk, tracking after these unfamiliar scents. Though her pace was hardly blistering, there was a certain urgency to her step -- one of these scents was young, and as always, concern for the youth lingered in her. As the hybrid approached the young canine, she noticed the other scent-carrier was nowhere to be seen. Twisting her head this way and that with undue caution, the woman halted a good distance from the youth, her yellow-golden eye narrowed. “Are you alone, little one?” she asked, natural suspicion aroused at the thought of a carefully set trap, using a pup as bait.

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WC: 321


He shivered and whimpered as he watched his daddy? not daddy? run off into the distance. He huddled against one of the tussocks of grass, he didn't know why daddy was going and why he had to stay here. A feeling he remembered from when he lived with his Moma came back to him, the time when his last sibling no longer played and he had not-breath anymore. Loneliness. He remembered as each of his siblings had not-breathed from the holes in them that made the red liquid flow, and he had been alone with his Moma, he didn't know why Moma bit and scratched or why she pushed him and snarled cruel things. He lowered his head and drew a tentative paw over the stump that remained of his left ear, wincing as it stung fiercely.

Pain. He was used to pain. It had been the one constant in his life so far. His wide blue eyes looked around himself. Something screeched and he jumped, curling in upon himself and whimpering more. The ear that he still possessed, although it was a sad looking torn thing, swiveled around searching for the source of the noise. The bushes rustled and he Flattened himself to the ground as a female as large as could be came into his sight. She was all different colors, mostly a greyey color. She was covered in scars, like his moma has been and like he was himself now. His ear pricked as she came closer and asked him a question. The question brought back his alone feelings and tears came to his eyes, rolling down his cheeks; his quiet, upset voice answering the pretty female's askings,

"Mah daddy, he gone. He run away. He leave Unwanted here. Daddy no love Unwanted no more? His huge blue eyes looked up at her. Sadness and pain that ran soul deep staring out at the ashen colored hybrid.
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From the distance, the silver-shaded Centurion could not see the scars, but she could see the damage -- the ripped and torn ear, much like her own. An almost involuntary step forward propelled her toward the youth, despite her reservations and suspicions. There was quiet around him, and the silver-shaded coyote could smell the other scent now, heading off in a different direction -- alone. This was no trap. Suspicions satisfied, the scarred woman walked forward slowly, her yellow-golden eye focused on the frightened little thing. At the present moment, the clan had no youthful blood -- the last had been Itachi, and Kaena could not recall when children had been born into their clan last before him.


As she approached, the young child spoke of a father -- presumably, the cowardly scent that retreated away from their borders. A spark of hot anger rose in the hybrid woman's throat, and she leaned down to nudge the whimpering youth with the tip of her muzzle, attempting to comfort him. “It's okay. Your daddy brought you to me,” she said, leaning back to sit on her haunches quite near to the youth. She would not force herself on him, but she existed for his comfort, should he seek it out. “Unwanted? Is that your name?” the coyote asked. There was no question within her that this youth was Inferni's now; she would not leave him to the harshness of the neutral territories and the wolves.

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WC: 378

He watched with his head tilted to the side as the smoky female came closer almost unconsciously, tears still rolling down his face. His life was so confused and mixed up and this female was being nice to him, not like his Moma who got angry when he came near. His young mind boggled that not all females equaled pain, he still believed what he saw at face value, the idea that this female could be acting nice and then hurt him didn't cross his mind, as far as he was concerned this female was good and that was that.

He giggled quietly when she nudged him with her nose, remembering the way he used to play with his brothers and sister, he looked up as the ashy hybrid sat down in front of him. Daddy brought him to her? He pondered this for a few seconds and then remembered what Cain had shouted at him before leaving,

"Daddy take Unwanted from Moma and bring him here. Moma bite and scratch and push. Moma growl at Unwanted, she no want him close, Moma take Unwanted's ear and bite other one." He turned his head to the side to show off his missing ear, inadvertently showing the claw marks that stretched down his side and the bite marks on his legs. He moved a little bit closer to the aged woman, wanting to explain in a way she would be able to understand,

Moma, she...she look at Unwanted like...like this.." The small coybrid's features suddenly changed into a mask of complete and utter hatred; his fur bristled, his ear pulled back and his muzzle wrinkled up exposing teeth that were still white, his eyes filled with fire as they looked at the female promising death. He growled, the sound coming from deep within his chest, filled with malice, dripping with contempt and all things evil. The pup's expression smothed back into his normal inquisitive look and he shifted closer to the woman. He was close enough now that he was leaning against her leg, looking up into her golden eye.

"Daddy take Unwanted away cause Moma looks at him like that, But Daddy tell unwanted that he not Daddy, and that he canno take care of Unwanted"
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Word Count :: 349 Big Grin


The old woman surveyed the youth quietly, her remaining eye taking stock of the damage inflicted on his young body. She was no stranger to damages and injuries, no stranger to injuries inficted by those who were meant to be closest to her. The thick and knotted scars above each of her eyes had existed nearly as long as she had -- Delphine had put them there, forever reminding the scarred woman just who she belonged to, just where she came from. The hybrid listened to the youth carefully, an apparent frown appearing on her scar-knotted face as the youth showed just how his mother had looked at him. She knew that look, and she could recall it with near-perfect clarity. Her mother's features had long faded from memory -- the old Centurion could no longer recall just what Delphine looked like -- but that look, that look had never left her.


“Momma's gone now, you don't have to worry about her anymore,” the coyote said softly, leaning down to rest her nose on the puppy's shoulder. “Do you want to stay here in Inferni, with me? I will take care of you,” she offered, believing the child would make the right choice -- no one wanted to be alone, after all, and certainly Unwanted realized that adults took care of him. The old coyote would not force anything upon him, but neither would she let him leave Inferni -- if anything, she would take him to one of the packs, and hope that they would find it in their hearts to care for the hybrid puppy.


She did not know why his father had abandoned him, and so she remained silent as to the potential reasons for his abandonment. She did not care, anyway -- those that would leave their children did not deserve to have them. She had done the same with Kerberos and Maeryn when she realized she could not take care of them, and she could not hold it against the nameless father of this child for making the best decision possible for his offspring.

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zomg fail WC: i dont even wanna look

He looked up at the hybrid woman with awe and wonder in his eyes, she would keep him here to stay? His tail wagged hesitantly, hardly able to believe he would have somewhere that didn't mean pain,

"I 'tay wit' yuu" He nuzzled against her leg, grabbing onto a bit of fur and chewed it thoughtfully. Her scars did not scare him, nor that she only had one eye. In his mind he likened it to himself only having one ear now,

"Momma call Unwanted, me no like it, me don't want it no mores."

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Sieedit, for the curious: Post counts already fixed ^^ Jace has gone off to bed and this thread will probably be archived by the time she wakes up, so I'mma leave the post here :O

editjace: ^ because i is stoooopids :3
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He looked up at the woman, she seemed to be deep within her thoughts. He tilted his head, unsure of how to deal with a pensive expression upon another's face. His arsenal of facial expressions that led to pain did not include the one the pretty woman wore. A small squeak made his ear prick up and his head turn, the furry foods were back! Another quick look back at the she-coybrid confirmed she was still in her own world. Another squeak was closer to him, he could hear small rustlings now. Suddenly he jumped forwards and grabbed the mouse in his teeth, crushing the small mammal and shaking his head. The squeaks stopped and he brought it back and dropped it at the females feet,

"Unwanted catch this for yous" His tail wagged back and forth as he waiting for her reaction.
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Word Count → 430

In truth, the silvery woman would not have allowed the youth to simply wander away from Inferni; she would have picked him up and carried him to her own cave regardless of his protests. Still, there was something to be said for at least giving the illusion that there was a choice in the matter -- the poor pup had obviously had a rough time of it, and the coy-wolf wished to make things as easy as possible for the youth. If she could at least create the illusion that he had made a good choice for himself, it might do him some good. The hybrid smiled through her own scars at his excitement, nodding her head. “Good. I've raised many children. I'll take good care of you,” she promised, meaning it through and through.


“Oh, of course not,” the coyote said, wrinkling her nose at the child's biological mother's choice of name. “Unwanted is not a very good name, it does not fit you.” She said this as gently as possible so as not to upset the poor youth; she did not mean to say his name was bad. Even if he did not like it or want it anymore, it had done its purpose for a short time. “Well, my name is Kaena Lykoi. You can have my last name so people will know you are mine,” the hybrid said awkwardly. She knew what adoption was, but she had never done such a thing herself. Faolin, though having the Mogotsi surname, shared blood with Hybrid and was not actually related to Segodi, Tedros, or Nyika, any of the Mogotsis she remembered. Vieira had not shared blood with her or any other Lykoi. She wanted others to know this child was hers, however. She would raise him carefully and she would raise him right, and he would turn out whole and good and even-minded, not like Itachi.


The youth sprang forward with a suddenness that surprised the hybrid, and retrieved a mouse from the grass. “You should eat it. You need to eat,” she instructed him. It would have made a good snack, but the coyote woman was not so selfish as to put her own stomach before his. “Do you like the name Makhesthai?” she asked, wondering if it would suit him. She did not know where this word came from -- it was one of the old ones, the ones in a language she did not speak. Perhaps it was the very same dead language from which Inferni's ranks were carved; the coyote woman could not say.

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OMG that was so much more work that i thought it was gunna be D: third times the charm

Ooc: WC: 267 or something XD

Question! Would his mother attacking him daily equal enough trauma for him to shift early? o.O ok now on with the rp Big Grin sorry for the wait

His eyes lit up when the ashen femme mentioned other children,

"Other brothers and sisters? Unwanted play with them? Unwanted miss his brothers and sister" His ear drooped a little, "Moma bite them too much, they not strong like unwanted, they not-breathe." He explained to her in his own understanding of life and death. He was developmentally retarded in some ways, his lack of vocabulary and proper grammar for a pup his age but his understanding of things to do with life and death were perfectly formed.

He wrinkled his muzzle along with her at his name, showing his needle sharp teeth, his moma had gave him that name, it was linked in his mind with all things bad and painful. He tried to produce her name in his puppyish voice,

" Kanina..Kaiinnnaaa, Kniaaaa....Kaena." He smiles when he finally says it right. "I be Lykoi?" He tilts his head to the side. He did as she said and devoured the mouse himself; bones and all. The poor child was so starved that even the tiny mouse filled his stomach to almost bursting,

"You be my new moma?" He looked up at her again, the conclusions being made by his brain all pointed to that one outcome even if it was indirectly associated.

Again he attempted to pronounce a name she spoke to him, "Maaaakk...hesth..ai? Makhesthai." He spoke the syllables slowly and deliberately wanting to get this one right the first time. It was a special name, he could feel it as it passed his lips and he smiled,

"Makhesthai like name very a lot."
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The hybrid woman smiled as the caramel-shaded youth excitedly spoke of her other children. “Most of them are much older than you. But some of my grandchildren might play with you? China, Sage, and Clover are all very nice,” she said, speaking softly to the youth. She frowned at his statements, leaning forward to nuzzle him with her scarred muzzle. “My mama did the same thing,” she whispered to him. “I had three sisters, and I don't have anyone but my children and their children anymore,” the coyote said, alluding to the fact that everyone she had ever known as a child was dead -- mother, father, sisters, half-brother, step-mother. Anyone else who she might have known was long-dead of old age or worse, she suspected -- few had the longevity to live as long as she and Kesho seemed to. “That just means we're stronger than our siblings,” the hybrid said, confirming to the youth what he already suspected.


The coyote leaned back and away from him, smiling at his attempts to pronounce her name. “You got it,” she said, punctuating the sentence with a smile.. “Yes, you'll be a Lykoi. There are many of us,” the coyote said. She did not know this youth, but she knew that he was hers -- even without her blood, she would raise him and he would be a testament to her good intentions, unlike Itachi. Makhesthai would be her darling, and she would guard him from whatever vileness had seeped into Itachi. Had she known the truth of his bloodline, it would have made sense. “Maki for short?” she suggested. Longer names deserved nicknames, and Maki was just adorable.

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WC: 302 3 points

His ear fell again as she said that her children were all growed up like she was but then his tailed wagged as she mentioned grandchildren. He didn't know what grandchildren were but he guessed that they were smaller then children and he yipped in excitement, nuzzling the elder woman back although the action was strange to him. His jaw dropped open as she admitted that her Moma had bitten her sisters until they had not-breathed too. This time his muzzle wrinkled all the way up and his hackles rose, a small growl coming up as anger filled up his small body,

"I bite! Makhesthai bite for you! Makhesthai bite bad moma! No hurt Kaena's sisters!" And his jaw snapped shut on some invisible foe, he shook his head as though killing a mouse. He had a deep rooted fear and hatred of his own mother, but it did not exist for any others, the thought that someone had hurt Kaena like his mother had hurt him made his rage towards his own mother grow, the connections in a childish mind unknown even to the child who's mind it was.

His emotions had grown now and it wouldn't be squashed easily and he stood and paced back and forth, the nickname she gave him was liked and he nodded, Maki be strong for reason, Maki fight for Lykoi like Maki could not for brothers and sister" His inability to save his brothers and sister would haunt him always but he could pay respects to thier memory and legacy, a small savage smile curled his lips and again he bared his teeth at invisible enemies, although in reality to anyone older it would just look adorable instead of threatening but the intention was there.

"Makhesthai protect Inferni when Maki is growed." He nodded his head proudly.
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Archivey? :O

The hybrid woman laughed softly, a deep and raspy thing that matched her scarred face. There was no harshness to the laugh, however, and only warmth touched her russet-splashed muzzle as she smiled at the younger canine, her golden-yellow eye gleaming with pride and happiness at the youth's protective instinct. “She's been dead a long time. She can't hurt me anymore,” the coyote said confidently. Delphine had haunted her dreams as long as Kaena could remember, but the silver-shaded woman had long grown past the stage where she feared real retribution for what occurred in dreams.


“You will,” the hybrid said confidently, standing slowly. “I'll teach you everything I know, and my strengths will be yours,” she added, promising this and fully intending to keep to that promise. Makhesthai would be her proving ground -- she would know that Itachi was not her fault, and she would prove to herself and everyone else that he had been the problem, he had been the one who was tainted from the start. The scarred hybrid did not think she could have saved him, no matter what she had done. He was lost from the very beginning.


“Come on. I'll show you where I live, and you can stay with me.” Her cave had been strangely empty as of late, lacking the added presence she had become accustomed to with Itachi's presence.

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