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WARNING This thread contains: graphic violence starting with the 7th post. Reader discretion is advised.



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After speaking to his children individually, going over the basics of the story of their holy ones, the voice of the can tah had begun speaking. Larkspur had done as he had always been told to and listened. He had asked Eris for some of her magic herbs, and explained he had to speak to the ini. She had given him a small supply and he had taken the horse west. Even in the snow, he found his way to that pool he now considered sacred. While his horse grazed and lingered in the area that had once been their own, he had retreated into the darkness that was familiar. Eris’ magic took him further, deep into the deep pink path of the ini, to the eye of Tak and the source of the voices he knew to be holy.

He breathed in cold air and listened. After hours in silence, his orange eyes opened wide and he was pulled back out of that terrible place. His pupils were so dilated that the world remained bright despite the evening shade, and the journey back to Anathema was made without much trouble. Once there he had gathered the children from their various places around the pack caves and brought them into their family one. A fire was lit, and he began to speak in his deep, heavily accented voice. “I spoke t’our Gods today. Y’know that the three of you were made in their image, but t’night I’ll tell you the story of how the Khalif—where I’m from—came to be.” The children looked thrilled by this prospect and had become still and silent. It unnerved him sometimes how still they could become, considering they were twitchy, fidgety puppies. Eris, in the firelight, was a dark shade with glowing eyes. None of the children had her eyes.

“A long time ago, three Gods came down tah th’ mountain of th’ Khalif. Th’ first came in th’ day, a wolf of pure white with eyes th’ color of the sun. The people who saw her called her Ankh. That family was named Brandt, n’they were her favored—they always had white pelts. She was th’ Goddess of Light, an’ would bless the worthy with her color.” He paused, looking at his pale daughter pointedly. She had been chosen to save him. He would never forget such a thing.

“Then, at th’ time ‘tween day n’night, Ankh’s sister, Rah’khir came. She was silver n’brown, color of th’ earth. But then there was silence, for th’ moon rose high. The full moon was red and orange, and from it, He came.” His voice dropped low, knowing the power of the dark one. He too knew the colors that marked his chosen—black and red and orange. He saw them on himself and in his children.

“Tak, the dark god, was as black as night. His eyes were th’ color of th’ moon, but th’ moon changes, my children. Some nights it is silver, and others it is dark and red. His eyes never look th’ same way twice, but they are always terrible. He rules over all the wicked, all the dark ones. Even Ankh and Rah’khir could not stand before him during the night. But th’ sun began t’rise, and as it did, Rah’khir turned against th’ dark one. She chased him even as his body ate th’ earth b’neath him. He ate time an’ th’ stars, but then th’sun rose. Ankh chased him and destroyed him.” He paused for a breath, watching the faces of his children. He enjoyed being able to read them so easily, but also saw the story had not been lost on them.

“Each day, th’ gods repeat this battle. Dawn an’ twilight are the time of Rah’khir, day th’ time of Ankh, and night th’ time of Tak. Each god has power, but Tak’s is the one y’must fear. He is a terrible god,” Larkspur warned, his voice turning harsh. “T’know him is t’know evil. I was born inta his service, an’ I have seen his eye—I have seen the ini, where he lives. It is the place of nightmares, an’ of terrible things. Y’are not to seek it without me t’guide you, or Tak will destroy ya.” A warning, one the dark wolf did not take lightly. Finished with his story, the orange-eyed wolf sat back and turned his face to Eris. She too had expressed a desire to tell them of her faith, and he would certainly not object to that.

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edit: Herp a derp, was I supposed to reply here? O_O 300+


A child’s heart hummed lightly beneath warm coal, wallowing in the silent thrill of anticipation. It had not taken the boy long to understand the purpose that brought all three litter siblings together with their parents. It was the father that rose to take the lead of the scene, and eyes of moss had risen to the large figure in soundless awe as he had started his tale. It was a difficult thing to imprison his excitement, but amounts of it leaked out into a night kissed tail and sent it bouncing up and down against the stone floor. The Khalif. The boy felt words form on his tongue, and gently bit down on it in response; for none should disturb the story teller.

It was a different story, though some had already been revealed by his father earlier, and only once did Pandemic’s dusty green gaze stray from his father’s impressive form. When his father spoke of the Goddess of Light, his orange gaze had moved with intention, and the black child’s eyes had moved with it all the way to his pale sister. The child’s mind would continue to loop this that he believed he had learned about his sibling, but focus had to shift, for his father had not finished his tale yet. The Goddess, Rah’khir, could remind of his other sister, and he believed he understood everything better then, open excitement pouring out into his face, for only two had been mentioned. But then his father’s voice changed, falling low and deep, bringing puppy ears flat against black skull.

The thick collar of fur embracing chest and neck rose; sparkling with the vivid sensation of a deeper fear. A stiffness settled within him and lasted as his father completed his tale. It was now realization struck, and his father's previous words were suddenly dark and dangerous. Would anything ever be the same after this? Mineral green glare fell down to the child’s own, puffed-up chest, black in colour, and he knew he absolutely did not like this story. Pan’s gaze narrowed into thin slits of a faint, glittering sea, and he turned from his speaking parent and stormed over to the silent one in pursuit of safety he knew to be found in his mother’s warmth.


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In contrast, the ever-spunky Wretch was delighted to hear her role in the story. She was Ankh! She was one of the heroes in the story. In most stories there was a bad guy who did bad things and a good one who did good things...and she was glad to hear that the one who she represented was on the right side. Her brother had been born unlucky, she realized, as he stood up to go toward their mother.


"Why joo not name us after them?" If there was one for each of them, then why hadn't their parents named them the names from the story? She had been quiet and still during the story, but as her father's gaze fell upon her her entire rear end began to wag back and forth.

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Word Count → 688 :: DERPY POST IS DERPY, also first paragraph can be skiiiiiippedddd

One might have thought that the sable-shaded woman's beliefs would clash with Larkspur's, or vice versa. The systems of belief were different enough -- in Eterne, such polytheism would have been an anomaly among the mostly monotheistic belief systems found within the city's sprawl. Even those who did not profess belief in the Atototzli were generally monotheistic. No such clash occurred within the chartreuse-eyed woman, however -- she had lost whatever fervor she once had for the Eternian beliefs. She could not remove it from herself completely, of course -- it formed such a keystone of her identity, to cut it out would have meant entirely rebuilding herself. Eris was neither motivated nor strong enough to complete this task, and so she had simply forgotten the parts of the Atototzli beliefs that had become dated and worn to her, keeping those that suited her. This was an adaptive system, of course, and so she could allow for these other gods -- her own Momoztli seemed a figment anymore anyway. He was either a fictitious element or another incarnation of one of these more powerful gods -- these ones that did not lurk in wait for their perfect bride.


The woman listened with the same curiosity as her children to Larkspur's tale, drawing the same easy symbolism without the pointed glances. The hybrid woman did not know that she wanted her children taking after gods, though she supposed this was something that could not be helped. The color of their pelts meant something to Larkspur and his kin, and Eris could believe that. Regardless of whether or not she believed it, she would respect it -- nothing could be said that would detract from his tale. This was easy enough, anyway -- the only night and day symbolism that existed within Eterne regarded the Momoztli and the Mamexi -- neither were beliefs she partook of anymore, easily discarded. As Larkspur finished speaking, Pandemic abruptly stood and headed for her side, appearing disturbed by the tale. The sable-shaded woman would not admonish the boy's father for this, but she wrapped her arm around Pan all the same, tucking him up and close to her body. Her free hand moved to scratch behind his ears and comfort him.


Wretch's question was met with a gentle smile, and the hybrid woman offered her own answer. “Where I lived, it wasn't considered right to give the name of a god away.” This was said quietly, and her yellow-green eyes shifted to Larkspur upon delivering the answer, her shoulders twitching in a minute shrug, attempting to communicate her lack of conviction regarding the idea. He would be free to correct her if he chose, of course. She did not fear correction much as she spoke again. “I don't have pretty stories like your daddy does,” the hybrid said. She had never memorized the Quauhtli and what few passages she could remember were not appropriate anyway. “When you're older, I'll know if any of you can do what I do. Blood and bones and organs, they speak to me. Tell me things -- the past, the future sometimes. If you can't understand the language naturally, you won't be able to learn,” the half-breed said. “But other things can speak to you, too -- rocks, shells, plants, all kinds of things. I won't be able to understand what they're saying, but I can help you understand.” It was a chance; they might lack these gifts entirely, but even then, there were things to help them.


“If you can't understand anything, though, there are still things you can do to hear the undercurrents of the world. We'll teach you about that when you're older, though,” the woman said. They were far too young to be exposed to mushrooms or anything stronger; their small bodies could not handle such things yet, and Eris would not be one to introduce it to them, though she had undoubtedly dosed them prior to realizing she was pregnant. She had yet to realize this, however, and she might never -- the exact timeline of pregnancy was not entirely clear to the woman.

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Can Nani be "saved"? XD Lol.


She was lucky to have chanced by the den; Naniko had been visiting Ravesque and Agony in their medium family den when she'd heard voices, and when she had left the female had stopped for a moment to listen. After a few moments she felt odd just standing there and listening in on the family's conversation, so she made her way toward their den entrance.


"Hello" She said softly to announce her presence. She came in when Eris was finishing her part of the story, though she had stood there long enough to hear the male speak as well. "Do you mind if I join you?" As a D'Angelo, she was very interested in the religion that they were teaching the children. She had been raised without it, but perhaps there was hope for her yet.

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While his son’s obvious disturbance was seen, Larkspur’s attention was pulled to his pale daughter. Not far behind her the timber-shaded girl frowned, as if she too found the story upsetting. Their mother answered her, to which the dark wolf nodded. Names carried power—no child should bear the weight of such a thing. Larkspur, especially, could not give them such a thing. He was not a holy man like his aunt-mother.

The green eyed she-wolf went on, explaining what powers she knew, what powers they might have. One of Larkspur’s ears twitched as the voice of the can tah whispered. He knew that one day they might be chosen for such an object, but the little gods, much like the big ones, did not come without a price. A noise from outside was followed by the arrival of their leader. Despite her bad blood, he begrudgingly followed her because this was the only place for his family to live. And unlike Conor, her co-leader had proven to be decisive and strong. That at least gave him some hope.

A white paw gestured to a clear area, inviting her to sit. Salvia’s orange eyes followed the newcomer sharply, without a trace of fear. She was a bold girl, one without the childish fears he had expected to see in the trio. “Th’ names of gods ain’t meant t’be taken lightly,” he warned. “When y’speak ‘em y’give ‘em power.” He had heard stories of Tak assuming mortal form and slaughtering kin with the wolf he controlled. It was a frightening idea to him. “If, like yer momma said, you have gifts we’ll find that out when yer older. I can’t see like she does, but I was touched by a god—and I was sent here t’bring them back.” He looked pointedly at Naniko. She was not educated in her families faith, but he had full intentions of making them understand everything.


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Word Count :: 322 Herrrp, quiet eris. ._.

Eterne was in the past, but for all purposes, Eris had been raised there. Her mother had not indoctrinated her with much of anything; beliefs and religious faith seemed rare within that family. She would not so easily shake the things she had learned in Eterne, especially not those which she still believed fervently. Though they had shunned her and thrown her out, the sable-shaded woman would not forsake everything. There were still those who likely still lived in the area that she might have considered friends, but the hybrid woman thought she would never see them again. It had taken her long enough to make it this far.


The hybrid woman curled Pandemic closer to herself, holding onto him tightly. It was strange with these children -- the hybrid woman had not known what to do with them at all at first, and yet the responsibility of having them was undeniably on her shoulders. There was a pressure within her to learn and expand, and though Larkspur provided amply for their small family, the coal-hued woman did not wish to seem so useless. She wanted to be able to teach their children, too, and she quietly vowed to better herself.


The shuffling and noise at the door drew the hybrid's attention, and she looked to see the pale form of Naniko in their doorway. Eris herself smiled warmly toward the pallid woman, holding her in higher esteem than Larkspur did, of course. It was Naniko who had first offered her a place here, and though Larkspur had been the final thing to convince her to depart, the coyote woman fondly recalled the initial offer of the pallid leader. Her attention was drawn back to Larkspur as he spoke again, and she nodded in agreement with his statements. She did not know what else exactly to contribute to the conversation -- the realm of gods and goddesses was Larkspur's, not her own.

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Word Count → 577 :: marking mature naow :o

The pain had burned through most of the night, and with morning came terrible, burning fever like fire. Harlowe was maybe sick before he was stabbed, maybe not -- in any case, a raging infection had taken hold in his body, and the rather sensitive area from which it originated only served to further propagate the illness throughout his body. In his sorry and sickly state the boy (for surely, he was no longer a man) could do nothing but whimper for his mother. She would not come -- she never did. He was a fool for having ever beckoned for her in the first place.


Something in him drove him out of the dank and mostly empty cave where he made his home. His steps were staggered, his hind legs dragging behind him. The boy had attempted to shift to his four-legged form, but found the transformation excruciating enough to make him pass out several times, unable to complete it. The boy did not know whether or not anyone had attended to him; he had simply held himself together until the blood had ceased flowing. It was still caked to his stomach and thighs, his hands and all of his legs, his tail, though it was no longer fresh. Instead, it was rusted and browning crimson, still patchy wet in places where the boy still leaked blood.


Even madness could not fade her scent from his nose. It was all he could pay attention to anymore -- everything else was just mindless, senseless noise -- he did not have to listen to it. She was the only thing that mattered, and he could smell her. He staggered slowly through the main caves, his dulled jade eyes half-lidded, a permanent grimace of pain on his chocolate-stained face. Whether others saw him or cared, Harlowe did not know or care. She was here. He wandered into the family cave area, not recognizing it, though another smell did enter his consciousness. Larkspur.


The faint sound of voices entered his ears, and he recognized that growl as belonging to the man. New madness erupted within the boy as he rounded a corner and saw his mother, Larkspur, and children. Children -- he did not know these children, and his jade eyes swung wildly from them to Naniko. She did not have time for him, but she had time for these things, whoever they were -- a terrible wail rose from his throat and he lurched toward them, toward her. “Mama,” he whined. “I paid for her, I paid for Rio, and you still won't love me,” he said, hands gesturing to the mangled mess that was his former crotch.


“You picked these things and not me,” he said, sudden rage flooding him for the small puppies. He did not even know their names, and yet here his mother was, doting on them when she could not be bothered to see her own son. He had bled for her, even -- he had endured his punishment, meted out by the orange-shaded stranger. The boy staggered toward the puppies, something like rage plastered to his face -- there was no sane thought left within the boy anymore. He had done everything he could think of to attain her attention, and yet here she was, doling it to these children. He would rid the world of them, he would rid the world of everyone else and then maybe she would fucking notice him.

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Much could be said for the power of imitation. Through it, Larkspur had learned how to ride and work his horse, how to use human tools and however ungracefully use his hands to make things. He repeated lore he had been taught, repeated faith he had never questioned, and had adapted to a normal life within a pack. Misery had reinforced this behavior, pushing him to find those who could show him the things he needed to learn. By no means bookish, Larkspur learned through imitation. No part of him would ever be suited to the more humanized, far more clever wolves that were his peers.

Larkspur, you see, was only a step above a primal beast.

He was stupidly clever, in this way, but not to the point he understood manipulation or lying. Never once had he tried to feign through something, only doing what he had believed was right. Teaching children to kill was an instinct. Challenging a weak alpha was an instinct. So too was defending what was his by blood.

The smell of illness, hot and terrible, curled his whiskers. Larkspur’s ears fell back as his lips pulled away from his gums. He was moving even before Harlowe appeared. His orange eyes, fever-bright, did not full comprehend the boy and his injuries. Instinct warned him of the sickness and told him to fear it. A second and more powerful voice was screaming from the can tah, speaking in the terrible voice of the unformed, echoing what his would-be nephew was babbling. The boy was here to hurt his family. The boy was a threat. The boy needed to be destroyed.

Bellowing, the black wolf charged. He was mid-shift when he struck the frail wolf, his bipedal form falling to the far more appropriate Secui. Hands reached for thin shoulders, but they turned to paws long before he forced Harlowe to the ground. Larkspur’s back curled almost cat-like, a bristling muscle filled mass of black fur. Sacred scars burned against his forearms as the can tah continued to shriek, now in Misery’s voice.

KILL HIM KILLHIMDOITNOWNOWNOWNOWNOW--

All cognitive thought fell away to this demand. Larkspur would have died for Misery, and he did not think to question her disembodied voice now. In his mind, she was a god. Nothing could change that fact. The Secui form had turned him into what he perhaps always would be; a beast that had not yet grown intelligent enough to consider its own destiny. Larkspur had been born into a cursed world, and now that salvation was at hand, he would not disobey the rules that others had put in place for him. These children were his salvation, and no one, not even the son of his alpha, would dare threaten the only thing he valued in the world.

He was screaming in a feral way, roaring with primordial fury that only nature could bring forth. Teeth yellowed from age parted and sought the throat.



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Word Count :: 413 Heeeeeeeeerp. I should not have posted as Eris the first time, HERPAHERP. :| Powerplayed Nani a bit; James, PM if not okay.

Alsooo, I was slow enough that dictionary.com changed the WoTD on me during this post, so there are two. XD Only the latter is counted, though. Tongue

Pandemic's warm presence against her body only served to strengthen the coal-hued woman's resolve. These were children made strong by Larkspur's blood, by whatever legacy she carried along with her from the long-dead man who she might have called father. Filtered through herself and Larkspur, the coyote taint was lessened. It might have been too late for her, born into Inferni and half coyote in her head (even if her blood was only a quarter), but it was not too late for these children. They could still be saved, and they would, if it cost her everything. The hybrid did not have to ask if Larkspur felt the same; the feeling resonated from him rather plainly. Whether or not they loved one another or even cared for another was absolutely irrelevant -- the children were all-encompassing, vital in ways she did not even understand.


There was a sound at the door, and the woman turned, startled into recoiling at the bloody and terrible sight in the doorway. He had been made epicene, any evidence of male-ness cut and bled from his body, left in its place a mangled stump of flesh. She did not recognize this canine by sight, though smell might have told her he was a member of the pack -- if the scent of old blood had not been quite so copper-sharp on the air. Her chartreuse eyes stared down at the stranger, instinctively gathering Pan closer to her, drawing her body closer to Salvia and Wretch and before them as the pallid, blood-stained wolf lurched toward them. Her own growl started up but was drowned by a much more frightening sound emanating from Larkspur as he leapt forward in his half-formed body, knocking the other canine to the ground. Her green-gold eyes watched with fascination, all terror evaporated from her. Larkspur would not allow harm to come to their children.


There was a strange fervor within the woman as her chartreuse gaze stared at the pair, one chocolate-cream face frozen with pain and horror, the other with a terrible and boiling rage. White teeth like daggers reached for the thin and frail neck, whatever blood left in the body pulsing there beneath the surface. Though the sable-shaded hybrid could think of no words to say, noise erupted from her all the same, some deep and animalistic growling that she could not suppress. She moved in front of her children, legs splayed wide and stance protective, and watched the massacre.

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Fever burned in his mind and worsened the madness, but he wanted his mother's approval no less. He simply did not understand how to seek it, merely expected it, needed it -- the lack of it had driven the pallid wolf mad, and there was no alternative course of action in his mind. His mother was distracted by these children, distracted by Scorpius, distracted by the pack itself, and Harlowe would destroy all of it to have her again. Though he knew Larkspur was there, the boy did not react to him, nor the other dark female. The children were the most direct and clear source of hatred for the newly epicene wolf, and the weakest of the bunch. He would attack them first, and though maybe some logical part of his mind recognized the futility of his actions, he was too far gone to listen to that tiny, distant voice.


There was a weight against him, and his body went hurtling to the ground, more weight pressing into his shoulders and pain wracking his body from the sudden impact, thudding outward from between his legs. He cried out, the noise drowned in the sudden clamor from all around him. There were teeth in his face and a face he might have recognized -- dark and shaded with coal, peppered with places of white. There was no struggle left within Harlowe, no strength left to give for it and no desire for it -- he could not succeed and he would rather die than live without mother's approval and love. She would not desire a failure for a son in any case, and what had he proven other than a failure? Larkspur knew this -- Larkspur had been the one to prove it in the first place.


There was only a small, barely perceptible breeze of hot breath past his face, and fire tore through his throat and neck, the flesh tearing easily between teeth made to crush bone. Blood poured from the wound, spreading out brilliant and red against his chest and out over the stone floor. His body thrashed and twitched involuntarily, his meager weight heaving against the other canine futilely. Harlowe did not want to escape -- he wanted this, but his body, as always, betrayed him. Not even culled of its worst parts could he keep it under his control -- it ran wild with fever, it fought and heaved despite his every wish for death now. A strangled, bubbling noise poured from the wound with his last breath, and finally, the body that had refused and betrayed him at every turn, finally, that body went limp, quietly and quickly shutting down. His jade-colored eyes rolled toward his mother, staring and wide open.

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It was not out of love that Larkspur protected these children. He did so out of blind devotion to a higher power, a stronger instinct. Love did not exist in his world; his devotion to Misery was the closest thing to love he understood. The boy he now sought to destroy was nothing. Once he had considered his potential, given him chances to prove he was not from the same stock as his weak-blooded mother. Within weeks, he had seen the truth. Nothing in the boy was made to serve—he only lived for selfish reasons, barely scraping by on scraps scavenged from others meals. Larkspur had stopped providing for him as soon as he had realized the boy was nothing but a lost cause.

His teeth sunk into tender flesh, but he did not release this and shook his head furiously, snapping the neck long before the boy breathed his last. Only when the man-child went limp did he finally break their bond. Blood darkened his muzzle, stained his teeth. Larkspur breathed in bursts of air, his powerful body oddly still. Misery’s voice whispered to him from the can tah praising the deed, praising the terrible thing he did in order to save a bloodline that had long since become weak.

His eyes dimmed, turned inward. Both paws left the broken body below him, turning to face the women and children. He stared at the three pups, seeing the same mixture of fear and wonder that he had come to expect from them. Eris stood before them, too ready to engage in conflict to save the brood. It was Naniko his eyes fell to last, and there they lingered, brightening as if he had come out of a trance.



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Thank you for PPing her for me <33 Close soon.


Things went from being peaceful and nice to something darker and more twisted in an instant. She had been enjoying watching the pups learn from their parents, watching Larkspur and Eris working on their pack duties at the same time. They were good pack members, and she was glad to have them and their small family in Anathema.


Harlowe's arrival took her by surprise, and Larkspur's actions were quick. She had no time to react or say anything to Harlowe before he went toward the children. From his scent she could tell that there was something wrong with him; some illness had overtaken him. He made to attack the pups and she moved to defend them. Larkspur got to Harlowe before she could, though.


Everything happened so quickly that it seemed only a breath or two later that everything was over, the boy laying broken on the cave floor, blood covering Larkspur and pooling from the still-warm corpse. She'd had suspicions that Harlowe had been behind a few things, that he had been the one to push Scorpius into the fire...Naniko's breath came in gasps as the realization hit her that he was dead, however, and she sank down to her knees next to the lifeless boy.


"Larkspur..thank you. I..don't even. I believe now that he tried to kill Scorpius. The pup said that Harlowe had been with him when he had been pushed into the fire...but when I got there, Harlowe was nowhere to be found. He was crazy..." Yet as she spoke, emotion overtook her. She had regained her son when she had come back to the lands, only to lose him once more.


She had no idea what to do with his body. "I am sorry that your pups had to witness this." She said, her eyes never leaving the still form of her son. "I don't know what to do...with his body" It was her fault, somehow, that the boy had become corrupted. Why had she not taken care of this problem sooner?

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Even now, the wolf saw weakness. He lived as an animal and as such had very little compassion for the world. There would be no sorrow for the boy he had once sought to train, to turn into something great. Larkspur would not mourn him or his passing, and felt nothing as he stood before the mangled body he had destroyed. Naniko spoke without looking at him, and Larkspur could not help but release a low growl at her mention of his madness. Had she known this and allowed him to stay? There had never been a time that he thought the boy was capable of violence, but it seemed he was wrong.

Without a word he turned back to the corpse and grabbed it by the nape of the neck. Though taller and ungainly, the boy weighed practically nothing. His secui body dragged it out of the cave and towards the nearest exit. It surprised him when Eris came, telling him that Naniko had asked her to take care of the boy’s burial rights. Reluctant, the salt-and-pepper wolf had made certain they were a fair distance from the caves when he finally dropped the corpse into the snow. He cleaned himself off in the same powder before returning to the cave to take his children elsewhere while the scent of blood still hung in the air.



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