Love is like war

Aeron Ganesa · 04-15-2011, 11:41 AM

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ooc text. Set on 15th

Aeron Ganesa

The borders were always quite she enjoyed the peace and was happy. She had found her mind wandering to times that were like this back home. The only difference was that Aeron had to forge her way into ranks where in her pack she was given the rank.

She stopped and straightened one of the skulls that looked like it would fall off. "This is home." She found the idea of her staying here amazing. She wanted to find herself a way to settle down. She didn't however want to settle down with The man she laid with out of desperation.

there was that odd woman in the pack who helped her join. Hm maybe she would enjoy company. She thought the woman was beautiful. She only found the weird smelling stuff that she had. She was tired rubbing her eyes she began to walk along. Today she would find something to do.

Io Berlin · 04-15-2011, 03:30 PM

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I'm guessing this is set after they met at the borders? Big Grin 300+

Io's white paws pounded along the ground in subtle frustration. Shifting had not caused the things to die. Her Secui form at least gave her more comfort than her Optime one. The thick coat on her body gave her a much bulkier appearance then her slim two legged form, and although she was only allowed a fraction more power in this state, it made her feel as if she could fight off anything. Although angry at yet another failed attempt to ditch Revan's seed, she was pleased to be in her favourite form. How she wished she was able to cook in this form. Though another frown marred her face and she recognised the fact that she would not be able to shift in the future to allow hunting. She would simply have to find someone else to provide the prey.

Her walk to the borders was not an uncommon habit. It was something she did a few times a week, for the simple satisfaction of seeing the unworthy shy away, it was always welcomed with a subtle smile. Perhaps today had not been a good day to do such a thing however. She, in her mind, looked a state. Her silvery eyes had glazed over, looknig solid grey now as she trotted along, her mane was... well not tangled, but it had a ratty unbrushed look to it and even clothes did not make Io feel better, as if no-one was watching. Perhaps she was just being paranoid, she usually was, but then again it was her natural instinct to be warey. It had aided her greatly in the past and now it hindered her in her own pack lands. Her mind seemed to match her own body, useful, but always making trouble for itself.

As she reached the borders, a faintly familiar scent his her. Lifting her head up she saw the form of the woman who she had met while watching the borders before. Aero, Era, Erina, Areon, Areon! That was it! Aeron G-something, the hybrid mused as she trotted closer towards her packmate. Io re-allinged her posture so she stood up taller and prouder. 'Hey, Aeron' she said, neither shounting nor whispering, either way not vociferate. Hopefully her tone came off unbothered by her own thoughts, she did not want to burden her fellow clansmen with her troubles.

Aeron Ganesa · 04-15-2011, 03:47 PM

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ooc text. yes it is dear.

Aeron Ganesa

Aeron's mind rested on nothing now but the quite of this land. She hoped to find a home for herself one she thought more fit. She loved the quite gas station but wished it was more like a home. today was a wonderful day she had high hopes for her rabbit snares. It had been about a week since they caught anything she had moved them a day ago. She figured the animals were getting to smart.

The foot steps of the other were faintly heard she was not startled she had no fear. She had yet to turn when she heard the woman speak. "Io" she said before turning. She had recently met the mixed girl and it was at the borders then too. She turned smiling at the girl. "Its good to see you again." She had some food left scraps of deer and rabbit. If the woman was hungry but she would wait to ask.

Aeron had spent much time out here thinking she didn't need to spend all her time thinking. She was to strong to cry but to weak to not think about them. The gentle breeze blew by them as she took in a deep breath. "What brings you out this way love?" She asked watching the girl. She looked almost dog but there was yote blood in her Areon could tell. They had to be part yote to live here and the girl well she had to be too. She hadn't really thought about what she was going to do today. maybe this would give her something to do.

Io Berlin · 04-15-2011, 04:29 PM

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'You too' Io replied with a smile, 'Walking, thinking, patrolling,not much really'. She never was doing anything in particular, cooking being an exception. Cooking was the only thing she really put all her focus into. It was one of the only things that really gave her enjoyment. She found it theraputic and she was able to avoid any thoughts that would burden her. Her thoughts were solely on her knifes, her pots, her herbs, all her equipment.

Io closed her eyes and sighed, 'I've not bee feeling too well as of recently'. It was generic enough, allowing her to avoid saying what she didn't want to. She hadn't have to tell Revan, he had saw her freak out and soon realised what had happened. Perhaps people had already noticed, either way they'd find out soon enough. That was if she didn't manage to kill them yet.

The woman lay down slowly, sighing and shaking stray strans of her mane away from her face. She turned to her, 'How have you been yourself?' It would have been rude not to inquire as to her companion's state.

Aeron Ganesa · 04-15-2011, 04:49 PM

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ooc.. what form is she in I'm a little lost.

Aeron smiled she was glad that she was not the only one that found roaming to be enjoyable. She however was not happy to hear that the woman was not feeling well. She however was all to fine minus her changing mental state. One minute she was content another she was sad missing the love of her life.

I am well, have you had enough to eat?" She asked as she moved herself closer. She didn't seem under fed but maybe it was her wonderful figure that hid the lack of food well. "I've been thinking a lot about my mate and daughter." She said as she gave a faint smile.

They were dead but always with her. Today her necklace lay hidden under her top why was not an answer she could give. she shifted her hair adjusting her necklace. She smiled running her hand over her necklace placing it where it should be. "Oh you know if your hungry I have some meat with me." She said. She didn't want to be rude she was doing her best as a hunter to keep members of the clan fed.

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Io Berlin · 04-15-2011, 05:08 PM

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Herpaderp XD secui form

'Yes, I think so, I know whats up anyhow, at least I think so...' maybe she had said to much, Aeron was likely to ask what Io thought was wrong, and the collie woman wouldn't lie, it was just something that she simply never need unless in dire sircumstances. There was never a need to lie as far as she was concerned, but sometimes she had to force herself to do such a thing, it made her feel sick.

Io nodded softly, 'Dead?' she asked. She herself had lost eight pups or there abouts, she could never remember when she wanted to. To some it was a tender subject, but to Io it was just past. Even when it had been the present she had given little care to the subject. It had just been another thing that was destined to happen.

Io shook her head, 'No, keep it. There are people other than me that need it'. Her reply was sent along with a faint smile, she did not need food now, but this woman was hunter and that was something she could do with in the coming weeks. Sarajevo could get the meat for her, but he was old enough to be doing his own things now, she couldn't rely on him for long. Revan could get meat for her too, but again he was his own person.

Aeron Ganesa · 04-15-2011, 05:39 PM

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ooc..Thanks guess I don't pay enough attention

Aeron smiled as she looked at the woman. She by now had realized the slight changes in her body. She had not found hybrid but she would and she would kill him. She could not believe that the man had done that too her. She need not deal with the burdens of children that had been her mates job. "I understand."

She was happy that she was not the only one in the boat of pups. She had conceived nearly a month earlier. She hoped that after all this that she would be ok. "Yes they were murdered" She said. "I managed to take my mates teeth and the paw to our daughter. I keep this necklace with me at all times. She said.

Aeron smiled. "Alright if you ever need any let me know because I hunt." Aeron sat down next to the woman feeling like looking down at her was rude.

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Io Berlin · 04-16-2011, 02:58 PM

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'Yup' Io said with a faint smile. 'Revan's'. It had not been something she had happily accepted. Another smile grace her bicolored maw, this time it was a sympathetic smile. While Aeron seemed upset by her child's death, that was something Io could only emphathise with. 'I've lost... eight pups in my life, out of the nine I bore from three different litters'. She paused and sighed, 'This will be my fourth and I'm barely three.It's ridiculous!' She let out a soft chuckle, it was humourous to the hybrid girl, who suppose she should at least feel a little guilt when mentioning the lost children. She carried on her speech, 'Sarajevo is the only survivor so I don't hold out much hope for them' she said, gesturing to her own body. Her voice stayed deadpan throught her words, despite her smiles.

Io smiled, but her tone of voice changed. It was lighter and friendier than usual, 'And I cook, feel free to drop into my cave if you even want a cooked meal. It looks like I'm going to be spending a lot of time in there'. Shifting her position slightly, so she lay on her side rather than her raised stomach, she turned to Aeron again, 'We could strike up a business'. Io couldn't hunt well, while she could easily catch a rabbit or two anything larger proved a task for the hybrid.

Aeron Ganesa · 04-19-2011, 01:24 PM

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ooc..Thanks guess I don't pay enough attention

Aeron looked at her. She seemed to calm and ok with the fact that most of her pups had not survived. Aeron had found herself upset and angry about it. "She was all i really had I'm over it I guess. I need to find my place here and settle down." she said as she looked at the woman as she shifted positions.

Aeron was comfortable here at ease. "Hybrid is the one who did this to me. her eyes narrowed she would need to see that man and make him face this problem too. "I'm not into men I'm not happy with this situation but I will deal with it." She said.

"A business you say? What kind?" She asked interested by the idea. Maybe she could help the young girl maybe though she would not she was not as versed in child baring. She was there for her mate but she knew nothing and cared nothing for this part. She was there for the birth but also nearly fainted.

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Io Berlin · 04-19-2011, 02:55 PM

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Io frowned, 'I'd have no idea what to do if Sarajevo died, his siblings are in the past but I've grown accustomed to him being there', she paused with a burdened sigh, 'I would be a shock to the system to be without him'. All the words were true. Sarajevo was a brilliant boy, obidiant and thoughtful, it would pain Io to see him leave, but she felt that time was nearing.

'The Hydra?' It surprised her, she had only seen him briefly when the Aquila had gathered the pack, and he hadn't seemed like a family man. He seemed like a warrior, caring about the safety of the pack and the Aquila. 'Accident?' she asked with a raised eyebrow, the ones she carried were an accident also,but it didn't matter, both females were getting on with what had happened.

Her attention was turned to the woman's latter comment. 'You hunt, I cook, we keep the pack fed, simple as that' the hybrid said with a thoughtful expression on her face. 'Sarajevo makes cages and traps, I could persuade him to be in on the deal too, I can send him to get recipe books and ingrediants too'. Yes, Sarajevo was an amazing asset to the female, he was simply a boy of many skills.

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Aeron Ganesa · 04-20-2011, 02:38 PM

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ooc..Thanks guess I don't pay enough attention

Aeron smiled she was content and getting over the fact that her child was not with her. "I know how you feel.' She said with a smile. "I think when these come I will be better though i'm not quite sure I'm ,pready." She said.

Aeron could see the shock on her face. "Yes, we were hunting. I've been alone and well this." She said with a crooked smile. She was not thrilled and she wasn't sure about much. "I don't think he'll be the family man. Though thats fine with me. Men are for breeding only and I'm into women so I'll be ok on my own." she said. Ok maybe not so much but better then being around him all day.

aeron listened as the woman spoke about keeping the pack fed. "I trap mostly I only hunt when I have a group. So I can bring rabbit and anything else I can trap." She said listening about her son. he seemed like a smart boy maybe she could teach him. "Maybe I could teach him some things about trapping maybe he could also show me some tricks." She thought that this could be a good idea. Maybe the woman who wanted to kill and rip everyone apart was fading away.

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Io Berlin · 04-21-2011, 02:41 PM

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Io frowned softly, her expression becoming more caring and sympathetic than her normal stone expression. She could empahtise with the woman. 'I do not feel I am ready to do this again either, not yet. I have no time to raise a litter again. She paused, moving into a sitting position which she found more comfortable. 'I was lucky with Sarajevo, it was just him. He seemingly adapted his needs to my timetable even as a young child. He was much maturer than any child I had ever met, and as he was the first surviver I had no idea what to do'. She paused and closed her eyes, taking in a large amount of air. 'I am afraid to be honest. I have no idea how to handle children'. It was the first time she had ever been frank about how she felt, even Revan and Sarajevo had no idea how she truly felt. All her thoughts had been expressed in vague mumbo jumbo, each sentence avoided her thoughts. Io blushed slightly and looked down to her paws, 'I am sorry, I have been rambling'. It was an embarrasing moment, but once she had told the truth, her mouth didn't stop til all of her thoughts were unburdened.

Io smiled, now her mind was unburdened she was free to converse without daunting thoughts. 'As I thought, he seemed too involved with the pack to be a father. The small glimpse I saw of him when the Aquila summoned us'. It seemed almost fitting that the pair were hunting before the conception. 'Revan was tending to my wound' she added, with a guility smile and her rose colored nose pointed to her left foreleg. The gash was healing, there had been a cloth covering it but one day it tested Io's boundries too far and found itself in shreds around her cave. That had been one of her bad days. One of the days before she had just simply comes to terms with what had happened.

'Trapping, hunting, both akin' Io nodded. In her books trapping was hunting but she did not pursue her ideaology. 'I'm sure Sarajevo would be happy to aid us, especially if it gains him valuble information', the woman agreed. 'He is more than likely going to aid us with whatever we need anyhow, it chivalry seems to come to him naturally'. It wasn't a lie, the blue merle boy had manners. Io liked to think it was all her, but truth be told he had always been like that. A gentleman. He always said 'please' and 'thank you'. And when Io was at her most distressed, when she reverted back to her mother tongue, he comforted her in the same language. He seemed to read his mother's mind whenever she was cooking. Perhaps this was because he positioned himself close to her and read the book from some way away, so when she needed something he was on hand to go and fetch it. He really was a good boy.

Aeron Ganesa · 04-22-2011, 05:26 PM

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Aeron felt that she could become more connected to her pack mate who was in the same situation. Neither of the women were ready nor fit for parenthood. She thought to her self about things they could do. Maybe the two could help each other maybe she could give up her privacy and quite to be closer to the pack and the woman. "Maybe we could help each other out." She said as the woman finished. "Maybe there could be a way for the two of us to take care of the young together. I know nothing of child birth or raising nor do you really you say you have no time and with my traps i have plenty." She said. The idea was not perfect and she didn't know about the woman's mental issues.

Aeron agreed that hunting and trapping were the same thing. "I agree with you but try telling hybrid that. he thinks its a cheap trick and not hunting." She said rolling her eyes. There were things about the man that made her angry but then there were things that made her happy it was him who she slept with.

"I'm glad your son would help us." She said she could use this time to improve her cooking skills. Aeron had only cooked once and it made her mate sick. She hated the fact that cooking was so hard. "I can dry meats but thats really it. Cooking not my thing but I could help. I bet between the two of us we could keep the pack fed. Though rabbit, and other things like racoons will be the meat. Maybe your son and I can try to catch some birds?" She said. She had never tried to catch birds.

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Io Berlin · 04-23-2011, 10:26 AM

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Io listened intently, 'Yes, perhaps whe could'. The birth was something she could deal with, the actual raising, not so much. Sarajevo pretty much raised himself, and now he was moving away from his mother an inch more every day. He was in Halifax most nights now, sleeping whereever he found comfortable, he was more of a loner now, yet there were days when he stayed in his mother's cave. Sometimes she got angry, why had he chosen to become even more distant now, when Io needed him the most. Sometimes it distressed her so much she just broke down in tears.

Io smiled, 'Hunting with someone and then bedding them is a cheap trick'. She could say the same about Revan, but as she thought back she had to admit, she started it.

'Mhm, game meat will be fine. Sarajevo may be able to craft some bird traps, but I am unsure what kinds of traps he has ben creating recently'. It pained her than she did not pay much attention to her boy. She would miss him when he left. Because even if he stayed in Inferni, he would more than likely find his own place to stay.

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Aeron Ganesa · 04-24-2011, 01:13 PM

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eron smiled, “I don’t know where you live but there’s prolly a space nearby I could stay.“ She said. She felt some form of relief. “I don’t know a lot but I can try. Of course I’d try not to disturb you or anything.” She said. The last thing she wanted was to bother her to much. She would find a healer or a medic to help her and she would go from there.

“I’m sure by the time we’re through Inferni will never go hungry again.” She said. The trick would be to find books on birds she’d need to read up and figure out which ones would make good food and which would not. She was educated but not in all fields.

What would she do if she was stuck at home with pups. Though maybe that was what the tired warrior wanted maybe she wanted to be at home. Maybe she just wanted to keep the pack fed maybe she didn’t want to strive to live back in her rank of patrolling and sending scum away. Maybe all she had been raised on was wrong. Though the fact of men to her was not.

“Io, how far along are you?” she asked knowing that the question might make the girl uneasy. She was sure that she herself was close to two or three weeks. “I’m sure that with us being so close to one another I could nurse your pups while you were out and watch them.” She wondered if here watching over pups was considered an omega responsibility. Though she was also happy with the rank hunter and if she stayed at the rank that was fine to her. Taking care of pups could be what she did in-between. For once she just wanted to be happy.

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Io Berlin · 04-24-2011, 01:34 PM

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Io nodded, 'I live in the large, centre cave in the caverns'. It was roomy, she had a lot of things that she needed to keep with her, so it was only common sense to chose a large place to make her home. The woman shifted her position once more, 'You know, you are more than welcome to stay in my cave, it's big enough'. She wouldn't mind sharing, it would be no feat to tidy up a bit for a visitior, and if Io was not up for the cleaning, Sarajevo coul be blagged into doing it for her.

The woman nodded, giving a soft chuckle, 'I have no doubt that we will'. She would need to do her research, find other sources of food stuff. She knew where to get sea food and sunflower seeds and oils, but she would need more.

The question did indeed unsettle Io, frowning and backtracked. What day was it today? She was sure it was the fifteenth of April, yes it was. And she had slept with Revan on the... twenty fifth of March! So... three weeks, give of take. 'Three weeks I think'. She hadn't show much at this point the last times, though then she had been plumper and younger, her full adult body seemed to be delayed in it's presentation due to her early litters.

Io nodded, 'Yes, and vice versa'. She trusted Aeron, she was of Inferni, no? So there was no clause to doubt her.

Aeron Ganesa · 04-24-2011, 01:54 PM

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Aeron smiled wait did she hear the woman correct she could stay with her. Wouldn't that be odd for her? "You wouldn't mind that, Not worried about me hitting on you." she teased lightly. The warrior woman wasn't sure if she was ok with it. She hadn't really lived with anyone in a long time.

Aeron was still a little shocked that the woman was happy to have company though if they were going to help one another then they would be better off living together. She smiled at Io as she finished her statement. There really wasn't anything left to discuss about feeding Inferni.

Aeron was two weeks she hadn't really thought about it much but the two would have pups pretty much at the same time. "I'm about three as well I would think. she said as she looked away. She would go and hunt down the bastard she figured he most likly lived in the caves as well. She heard that most members lived there.,/p>

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Io Berlin · 04-24-2011, 02:15 PM

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Tie up soon?

'No, I wouldn't mind' she said with a grin, 'When I forge a relationship, gender is irrelevent. I base trust on how I feel about a person'. She had never been with a woman properly ever in her life, always men. And look where that got her!

'Cool' Io said calmly. It was easier to think that she was not alone in her situation. Or in time span either. She had had no help the first few times, it was a miracle that Io even survived, or Sarajevo for that matter, despite being the largest and strongest, he had not been all to well himself. 'It will be easier with help, it was a miracle I or Sarajevo survived his birth. I had no aid'. Her latter words were said softly and solemnly. She shook her head slightly and sigh, it was no good to dwell on the past.

The woman stood, 'If you want I could show you my home, get you used to it?' She thought it would be polite to let the woman settle in, and a visit to her large home was just what the doctor ordered. 'The perhaps I could show you the kind of trap Sarajevo has been making recently'. He would probably get annoyed at her for fiddling with his things, but the boy had manners and would only grit him teeth and fix things.

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Aeron Ganesa · 04-24-2011, 06:49 PM

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Aeron smiled as she stood up. Oh her body ached from sitting for so long. She smiled. "So have you ever had a relationship with a women?" She asked as she chuckled to her self a bit. She had to admit she hadn't thought that she could be so happy. her body was laced with sorrow that was dug into her body. "um, Not that I'm trying to get with you I mean raven he most likely wants you" She said with a sly grin

"I hope to god I can be of help. Maybe there will be a medic that could help us." She said as she looked around. She was getting tired and at some point would have to move her one bag of things. She had nothing She had only brought what she could carry.

"That would be lovely." she said She hadn't really thought about what it would be like living in the caves. She was still adjusting to the life here. She nodded. "That would be nice I bet he builds them better then I do. I haven't looked for new supplies. I'm using old stuff from when I left my home." She said.

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Io Berlin · 04-24-2011, 07:06 PM

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Can you tie up with your post? Sorry for the crappy and short post :|

'No, not as of yet' she admitted her voice neutral, it would be something new and it wasn't as if she wouldn't be up for trying it.

Io smiled and let out a loud giggle, 'Probably'. Though they had not spoken since the incident which led to her current position.

'There is the one who had been taking care of the Aquila, I can not think of his name. But then again I would not want to bother him'. No she would not even ask, the Medic, he was charged with patching up the Aquila. And which was more important Io and Aeron or the Aquila of Inferni? It was an easy desiscion.

'I do not know what he is up to these days' Io shurgged as she walked towards the direction of the caves. 'We should head out one of the days and go searching for stocks, I know a few places but I have yet to gather a suficient amount for cooking'. She had found sunflower seeds and oil, as well as some prime fishing spots and the few rabbits around the place.

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