Why Should I Care?
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And I have to be careful


OOC: Drifter Bay, morning, Optime form


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Ash was still nervous about arriving at a new pack. It was probably bad to be leaving the territory so soon after being accepted, but he consoled himself by staying nearby at least. Drifter Bay, not that he knew it was called that, was just across the pond from Dahlia de Mai. He figured he couldn't get in too much trouble for visiting. At least, he hoped. He didn't know how the rules worked yet. That probably would have been a good thing to figure out before leaving. Ashbrooke tried not to focus on it too much.



     He was enjoying the beach. His pants were rolled up high on his calves to avoid getting wet as he peered into the tidal pools in the rocks. The beach was scattered with rocky formations coming down from the cliffs. In some of these formations there were shallow pools of water, filled with seaweed, anemones, and all sorts of strange critters. Ash was immediately drawn to them, even putting up with the jagged barnacles digging into his paws as he stood and peered in.



     Everything was going well until he tried dipping his toes in the water. Why on god's earth he had done it, he didn't know. There were probably all sorts of terrible diseases one could get from sticking their toes in tidal pools. What did he know? As soon as his flesh hit the water, he felt something scuttle beneath him. He didn't know what horrible, nasty thing he had just touched, but it definitely moved. Ash let out a shriek and backpedaled to escape. Unfortunately the rocky surface was uneven and he ended up tripping on the rock.


But hey, maybe lying on his back on the cold sand wasn't so bad. Well, apart from looking like an idiot and being covered in sand.










You're a bubble in my hands


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Table & Coding © Vannah; 372 words


Bastion had been sticking around close to home, not drifting too far from the claimed area. At least not while he was alone. He had taken a trip to the city before but his puppy had been with him for the trip. He tended to stick close to his puppy when going on long trips. Of course they could each look after themselves but Janos seemed to feel better when Bastion was close by. Their relationship was an odd one, most certainly, but it worked for them. Bastion could use that mass that his own body didn't possess and well, Janos needed someone to give him guidance and direction even should he choose not to admit it. So all in all their type of relationship worked for them.

As had become habitual for him when leaving the confines of Salsola he made sure to cover his scent by bathing in floral fragrant laced water. He also had a pair of panties pulled on as well, it being the only piece of clothing that he wore. Of course that only gave him an even more feminine like appearance. His body was already slight and didn't have any pronounced muscle mass, not to mention that he keeps himself particularly well groomed. So he was quite used to being confused for a young girl, not yet at the age of maturity, upon first glance. Of course his scent always gave him away as being male. And well, he didn't ever really try to hide that though he did enjoy the confusion.

The male encroached upon the area in time enough to watch the other stumble an fall. The small little wolf raised his hands to cover his muzzle as he giggled. Of course he would find it amusing since it didn't happen to him and all. He hadn't been the one to make a fool of himself but yet someone else had. So just like a child would do he laughed at someone else's misfortune. "You look silly." The obvious was stated finally given after his fit had subsided. Bastion dropped his hands and moved to stand near the other male so that he could peer down at him with a grin upon his face.



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He hadn't even bothered to move at first. The more he thought about his situation, the grosser it got. He had seen crabs, flies, fleas, seagulls, and all sorts of things crawling around on the sand earlier. They were probably all crawling through his fur now. Minus the seagulls, they probably were not in his fur. And the germs, oh god the germs. Ash was grateful for the thin layer of cloth between most of his body and the ground, but began to fret as he thought about the stains it could produce. In reality, there wasn't much sand could do in the way of stains, but he was on the ground and that was enough to set his mind into a state of panic.


Thankfully there was a distraction. Ashbrooke sniffed idly at the air, picking up on something weird. It didn't smell like salt or rotting flesh, so it obviously did not belong on the beach. It was nice, whatever it was. Light and airy, with a hint of rose, perhaps. He silently prayed it was a giant bottle of levitating shampoo coming to save the day. His happy dream was cut short by a long series of outrageous giggles. His ears flipped up and he started to move, but instantly froze once the laughter turned to words. He looked silly? Oh god, someone had seen him. He cringed, wondering how he could escape. He wished he could just bury himself in the sand and hide. As dirty as it was, at least he wouldn't have to face this new stranger.


Ashbrooke's dark blue eyes traveled upwards to find the wolf who had mocked him. He was in Optime form. Good. He always felt awkward talking to others when they were on all fours. The second most noticeable attribute was the boy's clothing. Or lack thereof, as was the case here. He was wearing only a thin pair of panties, which struck Ash as odd. Not because the guy was wearing panties, but rather, because it instantly made Ash feel overdressed. He did not think for an instant that a boy marching around in panties could be considered weird. The white male pushed himself up into a sitting position, anxiously giving his head a shake to free his hair of any granules of sand that may have clung to him.


He then looked up at the boy again, this time finding it much easier now that the world was right-side-up. He was awfully slender, and his coat blended in nicely with the color of the beach. Mostly a dull greyish hue, but there were all sorts of soft browns and reds scattered throughout as well. At almost six feet, Ash often found himself feeling short compared to other Optimes, but this stranger was considerably shorter than him. He had nice slender hips, and smooth limbs unburdened with bulky muscles. Even his calves were shapely. That, combined with his giggling and clothing choice, would probably confuse most. But Ash recognized him immediately as male. He had struggled all his life with his own feminine body, and was able to recognize similar traits in this guy. Simply because he was taller, Ash felt he could revel in the strange delight of being slightly more masculine than someone else. How odd.


"You look pretty." Ash had not even planned on speaking. At first the words startled him, not even realizing they had come out of his own mouth. His eyes widened in horror and he quickly tried to fumble for more words to complete the sentence. "Silly too." There. "You look pretty silly too." No, no wait, that was bad too. He didn't want to go around insulting people he didn't even know. Oh god, this guy probably hated him already. He had messed everything up, hadn't he? First he was laying on the ground like an idiot, and now he was insulting people. Why did he even come here? Of course he was going to mess things up. It was better to just stay back in his own pack and try to stay out of everyone's way. "I mean, no. No, you don't look silly, I uh-" He fidgeted, unable to summon any other words to rescue him.

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Table & Coding © Vannah; 345 words


He was used to being confused for the opposite gender but that didn't particularly bother him. He didn't try to correct the mistakes but just allowed for others to figure it out on their own. After all it wasn't hard to figure out once the nose was employed. That was a dead giveaway that he wasn't a female but a male instead. But yes, Bastion had come to accept how deceptive his appearance could be. Actually it had become a sort of amusement to watch others try to figure out if their nose, or was it their eyes, that were lying to them. After all his voice didn't help matters either since it had that feminine trill to it rather than being deep and manly.

"I know." He was quick to accept the compliment, something he had heard from others before. He had even thought to allow the other to have a feel for himself. At least until the other had decided onto what he had previously said. This addition caused the young male to frown and become visibly upset. Both his head and ears drooped as he wrapped his arms about himself in something akin to a protective embrace. He could think of nothing that he had done in order to make him silly. He hadn't tripped and fallen to lie in the sand like the other had.

The previous assessment then became retracted just as quickly as it had been put forth. Clearly this guy couldn't make up his mind, now could he? "Not silly?" Voice sounded hopeful as Bastion chanced a glance back up at the other male. The boy took slow steps in which to approach the other male. He seemed to have quickly forgiven the other as he made to try and plop himself upon the other's lap. "Still pretty?" He questioned in his way of clipped speaking rather than the use of full and complete sentences. The small boy tilted his head in a manner that made it seem like he was desperately searching for the other male's approval.



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Goddamnit. Was he really this pathetic? Well, yeah, yeah he was. But he was sort of hoping he would be able to hide that from others for a little bit. He should have known better. He should have known that his very presence declared to the world in bright neon letters "loser". Ashbrooke seriously considered patting the sand around him with his hands in search of some pointy driftwood with which to stab himself with. How else could he possibly deal with what was happening? He had unwittingly complimented a guy.


And the guy liked it. Ash had thought the greyish boy was just joking, but then he actually seemed upset once the compliment was taken away. The stranger's frown caused Ash's own ears to flatten with worry and concern. Although he was now at the height of discomfort, he still did not want to punish the guy for it. It wasn't his fault, after all. Everything bad that happened to Ashbrooke was his own fault. He knew that.


At least his babbling had done some good. The male seemed to understand now that Ash had not been intending to insult him. He hoped the stranger also understood that he had not been trying to compliment him either. He had said a compliment, but he didn't know where it had come from. Perhaps he had been possessed momentarily. Whatever it was, it was completely unintentional. But then, he didn't want to make the guy feel so disappointed as he had a moment ago. Maybe it was better if he thought the compliment was real. The boy came closer, causing Ash to tense up. His next move was so unexpected, Ash wasn't sure how to react. How the fuck was someone supposed to react when a stranger sat in one's lap?


He figured he was probably a pioneer in this field. He could not imagine this scenario having happened at any other point in history. He was the first, and therefore, had no rulebook for how to act. His body was frozen in place, coincidentally making for a rather sturdy seat for the boy. His lips were parted, eyes wide and glued to the greyish form on his legs. His throat grew dry, and his heart threatened to lunge out of his chest and chase the kid off. Still pretty? If it weren't so socially inappropriate, Ash would be screaming by now. Was it this guy's mission to humiliate him to death? It was certainly possible.


He smiled and laughed nervously. "H-how would I know? I'm just another dude." Dude. The word slipped clumsily off of his tongue. He was a guy after all, but "dude" just didn't seem to work when describing himself. But what else could he say? Yes? No? His eyes sought after the boy's, looking for help. His gaze finally did land on the other's, but he found no solace there. The color reminded him of an old painting of a shipwreck he had seen in an abandoned mansion in Quebec. The sky had been a blur of dark colors, creating a twisting and twirling storm. He could practically see the torn sails in the boy's eyes. The energy in his eyes did not match the death and desolation of that old mansion. There was too much life here. Realizing he had been staring at them with as much curiosity as he had the painting itself, Ash looked down shamefully. Even if the other guy was sitting on his lap, he still felt uncomfortable being so familiar as to stare at him.

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Table & Coding © Vannah; 378 words


Bastion had no problem with just sitting on or clinging to any random bring that he should run across. As should be obvious at this point he didn't even need a name before he snuggled up to someone. The other had already been sitting and had decided to compliment him so Bastion's actions had been dictated by that. If the other thought he was pretty then why wouldn't he want to hold him? At least that is the way that it worked in Bastion's mind. If the other had complimented him then it meant that the other must have wanted to touch him as well. Well, the small boy was giving the other just what he thought that he wanted.

A hand reached out for the other male's hand. Bastion wasn't settled with just sitting on the other's lap. Oh no, most certainly not for he attempted to wrap the other canine's arms about his small body in an attempt to the other to hold him. For Bastion this seemed to be the most natural thing in the world. And well, Ash had allowed for him to take a seat int he first place rather than having shoved him away. So in a sense he was still just bringing this all upon himself. Not that the other was expected to have the foresight to know just what Bastion would end up doing.

And of course the answer that he got in response to his question was certainly not the one that he was looking for. "You said I pretty..." The words were spoken softly and trailed off as his head was lowered once again. But maybe... A thought crossed his mind. A quick glance was given up to the other male before Bastion was once again reaching for the other's hand. He made to try and guide the other male to touch his thigh. "Feel pretty?" His words edged on hopeful as he tried to do what he thought would end up having the compliment retrieved. The boy seemed desperate for some sort of admiration and praise. But why shouldn't he when he couldn't get such things from his parents. He had to resort to outside sources and other means in order to get any attention at all.


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OOC: Sorta powerplaying here, so PM me if you need anything changed. <3


His hand was suddenly taken in the smaller paw, and led around the boy's narrow waist. Ash had the strength to shove him off, but he didn't. He was still frightened of hurting the stranger's feelings, and quite frankly, curious to see what the hell the guy was doing. His arm was now wrapped around the stranger's warm body, and he instinctively pulled him in closer. Ash didn't know why he did it, it just seemed like the thing to do when you were holding someone. Or, whatever it was he was doing. Surely he wasn't holding the boy. That would seem odd. No, through rather unexpected circumstances, his arm happened to be around someone else's torso and he just so happened to squeeze that body tighter into his grasp. It was all normal. Or so he wanted it to be. He was desperate to please, and would put himself into awkward, perhaps even painful situations just to accomplish that.


His heart wrenched at the stranger's continued disappointment. He was inclined to shoo him away, to be disgusted at everything that was happening to him, but the guy's sincerely hurt look was keeping him from doing any of those things. How could he deny someone who needed his kind words? He was not a cruel person, he never had been. It led him to being extremely gullible, but Ashbrooke prided himself in the ability to empathize and sympathize. Still, he was too nervous to say anything to the other male's simplistic complaint. Suddenly his hand was once again in the greyish male's grasp, his paw now traveling quickly to his front. His hand ended up on the soft flesh of the boy's inner thigh. Ash sucked in a breath as he felt his warm body against the palm of his hand. His eyes were transfixed on the thigh, his fingers spreading to touch more of it at once. His hand slid down the thigh to the knee, and back up again, ruffling the fur. "Yes..very, very pretty," he murmured.


His left arm reached out toward the still-nameless guy's back, his palm towards his fur. He stroked his back, his fingers climbing up to his shoulder first before dropping down again. His fingers brushed against the edge of his panties by accident. Ash froze. Dear god, what the hell was he doing? He withdrew both his hands and placed them back on the sand to steady himself. He looked down at his chest, breathing hard. He felt horrible. What was he even doing? He felt dirty and disgusted with himself. He did not blame the guy on his lap for anything, he only blamed himself. It seemed like he was looking for more than just some kind words to make the boy feel better now. How dare he touch him if not for the stranger's benefit? Ash was finding some strange pleasure from "feeling the pretty", and it was concerning him.

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Table & Coding © Vannah; It is fine hun, it was small and fit with what was going on. Though I have to say this thread amuses me greatly though I feel so sorry for Ash; 703 words


Bastion certainly didn't mind being held close. In fact it had caused him to try and snuggle happily up against the other's body that he was being held so close to. The small boy could see nothing wrong with what was going on. It was too late for the taller male to say it was because he had confused Bastion for a girl. Oh no, he had called himself 'another dude' and that meant he realized that Bastion was a guy and not some pretty little girl. The other had already messed up the excuse that others had given when they regretted getting too close to him. But Bastion wasn't about to regret anything that was happening. How could he when he did such small things to encourage it?

First the other male had been staring into his eyes and now he seemed focused on his thigh but Bastion couldn't say that he minded. It wasn't something that he was unused to. He had so easily stolen away male attention from his sister by just being in the same area. So the way that he was being focused on was something that had happened before. And well, Bastion enjoyed the attention. His parents had deprived him of it when he was smaller and younger so now he took it in whatever form he could get it. So if this guy wanted to touch and feel him then Bastion would be inclined to allow for the other to explore his body for however long he should decide to do so.

The small boy perked up when he was called pretty once again. His tail had even given a happy little wag once the compliment had been retrieved again. That is just what he had been after the entire time. And well, being petted was just an extra little perk. At least until that touch had been removed because the thin fabric that was settled snugly beneath his tail had been found and touched upon. it hadn't bothered him so he didn't understand why it cause the other any sort of discomfort.

A small frown worked its way over Bastion's countenance. It caused the small boy to pause and consider just what to do. For a moment he figured he should get up and remove his panties. But no, he couldn't do that. They were in place only to serve to cover his marking. After all he would be unable to answer any questions about it should the other spot it. Instead he made to try and shift about on the other's lap. Or more like he made the attempt to straddle the other's lap with a knee placed in the sand on either side of the taller male's outer thighs. Bastion made to settle himself so that he was facing the other.

One he was settled again he tilted and dipped his head down in order to try and capture the other's gaze once more. "Is okay." The simple words were spoken with a smile in his voice to show that he wasn't upset in the slightest. "You touch." Of course he had reached for the other's hand once more to try and place it back on his body again. This time he directed the guy's touch to be placed against the front of his panties. And since the other was allowed to touch him then that meant he could freely touch the other too. Or so the logic worked out in his own mind. It didn't matter that he was the one forcing all of the touching. No, Ash's hand had been on his body so that was an invitation to feel Ash's body.

"I touch." Soft words were spoken as he leaned in a bit more in order to try and lick at Ash's lips while his hands were placed on the front of the larger, yet younger, male's pants. Fingers curled and kneaded, or at least they sought to do so, into the hidden flesh in such a way that made it appear that the small boy wasn't quite as innocent as he seemed. "You like?" Voice was still soft and quiet as he once again sought out the other's approval.


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OOC: I love that Bastion was almost willing to fling his panties off to show his "pretties" xD



This boy knew how to work Ash over, whether it was purposeful or not. Every little pout or frown tortured him. He was almost able to reach out and hold him again just to make him smile again, but it was not quite convincing enough. It felt wrong. He was typically submissive and shy, he never took advantage of others. But he felt that if this went on much longer, he would be taking more from the guy than he was asking for. Or, maybe he was asking for something more, but Ashbrooke assumed everyone to be as innocent as he, and figured that was not the case. The very fact that he had urges at all was revolting. He had thought he was better than that. He was not some filthy beast, he thought with his brain. The fact that he was touching another male did not frighten him so much. He had never really thought of sex before, so he had not had the time to develop any sexual preference, or guilt for abandoning it. It was the whole scenario itself, regardless of who was on his lap, that was so horrific.


The stranger shifted on his lap, and Ash shifted accordingly to protect the more sensitive areas from being touched. He bit his lip, almost enough to bleed, when he was given permission to touch. No, no, no, that was not what he was looking for. He wanted the boy to yell at him, to push him away for being so forward. He wanted to be smacked back into place, not encouraged. He looked to the stranger for help, even though he knew he would not get any. His hand was once again grasped, and placed between the boy's legs. He shuddered at the touch, feeling a rather odd sensation from his own hand being so very close to things he could not see. This was the worst yet, but his hand was glued to the spot. He was fascinated now. His heart was racing and his body grew warmer. The stranger leaned in and stroked Ash's lips with his tongue. He gave an involuntary purr of pleasure, feeling completely cold and alone once the other pulled away.


He felt the delicate touch of the stranger's hand on his lap, which then grew to the more forceful kneading. He lurched forward, not expecting the tingling feeling that resulted. His own hand, which was still placed between the other boy's legs, squeezed lightly by accident. He was now breathing as if he had just finished a marathon. "What do you want? he asked, exasperated. Just by the way the other guy talked, he sounded so childlike and innocent. But whatever it was he was doing..down there (he couldn't even bring himself to think the words), was definitely not innocent. Ash wanted it all to stop, so he could go crawl in a hole somewhere and try to forget any of this had happened. That's what his mind wanted, anyway. But his body was more than ready to go, and it was hard to use common decency at this point.


His hand moved upward, clutching the top of the boy's panties in his fist. They stretched downward, but not enough to reveal anything. Ash was still leaning forward, his head hovering above the nameless one's right shoulder. He needed an answer. He needed instructions. He was too confused and panicked to make decisions on his own. He needed help. He forfeited all rights to forging his own path, and looked to the boy on his lap for guidance. Whatever he said would go. He could only hope it was the right choice.

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Table & Coding © Vannah; Yep, almost... at least until he remembered what he was hiding. And sorry for the wait, have been having some stuff going on; 1003 words


The boy was quickly growing to be a master of conning others with his looks. But that was because Bastion knew himself so well. He wasn't without his own weaknesses. He knew them well. Actually they helped him to play up the helpless card and have others doing his bidding. So he could even get his weaknesses to work for him as well. He simply used what he had to get others to do whatever it was that he wanted. And while he hadn't been trying to do so with with Ash at first once he realized that he could he simply couldn't help but to continue to play it up. This other male was given him attention that he so desperately desired. That was the one thing that Bastion really wanted most of all. He wanted someone to pay attention to him and compliment him and respect him. All things that he didn't get from his own parents when he was younger.

He hardly cared for what the other could want or not. He was in control of the situation and he knew it. bastion realized all to well that he would get whatever it was that he desired. But it came down to him actually figuring out just what it was that he desired. So far he was getting what he wanted but did he want more? He was having fun with his game so far. The other was pretty much putty in his little hands. Not only could he make the other tell him just what he wanted to hear he seemed to even be controlling the other male's desires as well. He couldn't say that he wasn't experienced with that either. It was how he had broken a sibling of his. So he knew about lust too.

He gasped as the other's hand squeezed him. That was something he hadn't been expecting at all. Perhaps he wasn't as in control as he had thought that the he was. The male that he was sitting on had been able to surprise him. It wasn't a bad surprise, per say, but it was still a surprise nonetheless. He would just have to be on his guard more. Or maybe not... Now the other was practically begging to be told what to do. "You like?" The question ended up being repeated as the small boy made to lean in to try and nuzzle the other gently. Bastion wasn't against showing affection should it get him whatever it was that he wanted.

The little male was forced to glance down as his panties were grabbed. His mark couldn't be seen so that was a relief. He looked back up towards the other and simply stared as he tried to figure out what it was that he wanted to do. He could most likely get the other to lay back so that he could take him right about now. But did he want that for himself or just because he could do it? His indecisiveness was probably easily readable within his eyes since he wasn't trying to cover it up. But it wasn't like the other could read just what was on his mind. For all the other knew he could easily be confused by the situation as well. For all the other male knew Bastion's mind could be at war with his body as well.

"Play more?" The words were meekly asked when he finally decided to speak up again. For once he was leaving the choice of what was wanted in another's hands. But that was only because at this point Bastion could take it or leave it. He knew just what to do in order to control the other should they meet again. All it took was being pitiful and needing the other male's appreciation to have the other bending to his will. He only had to guilt the other into doing things.

And just in case the other didn't realize what he meant by the question he decided to take it a step further. He reached out to try and slip his hand into the other male's pants to touch furred flesh against furred flesh. But he wouldn't settle on just trying to lay his hand against the front of the other's lower body. Oh no, he would seek to wiggle his fingers to try and get them further down between the other's legs and seek out something entirely different from what was on the front. He wanted to try to tease the other by dragging a claw against the puckered opening should he be allowed to find it. And of course he leaned up to try to lick at the younger male's lips again since he had seemed to enjoy that when he had done so before.

What he was doing was wrong. There were rules against it. Still, he couldn't help but to press the limits. And well, he hadn't exactly committed a sin just yet. Honestly, he could probably even get away with it. Given his particular hobby and the job that he was handed he tended to have outsiders's scents on his body. He would have no issues lying about things. He could say that he was torturing someone. Actually, that wouldn't be too far from the truth. The only thing was that he wasn't after information but just doing it because he could. Still, he should probably try and get information out of the other. It would serve to give him an excuse for all that he did. The way that he had the other acting right now he could probably get him to tell him anything that he wanted. All he really would need was some morsels and tidbits about the pack the other was in. Just tasty little things to feed to the leadership to allow him to do whatever it was that he should desire to do. And of course Bastion wasn't the sort to like restrictions, at least not upon himself.

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