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Isolation was very much a part of Vesper’s life, and for much of her life it failed to bother her. She was born to a single mother, wandering lonely paths, rarely coming across strangers to talk to. Her sister and she had played in isolation from each other, other than those short periods where they curled close for warmth and safety during the harsher days.

And then her mother had died, and her father had taken Sparrow away, and Vesper had been isolated once more. She had traveled without kith or kin to keep her company. It wasn’t until she had joined up with the small band of wolves and met Juniper that she’d found a connection—a red string tying the girls’ hearts together. Ves had protected her and run with her, had tumbled in the long grass near the bank of a stream with her, but in the end, isolation had found her once again. A snap of her jaws, a pressure against a screaming throat: she had taken out a tyrant, and none would follow her, not even June.

Even now she was isolated, no matter how many friendly faces she’d come across in Nova Scotia. She was by herself because life sucked, and while for much of her life it failed to bother her—

Vesper was a little lonely.

It was difficult standing still in a world of rumors and factions and whatever dark creatures were lurking in ’Souls. The pack wolves were patrolling and gathering information, the loners flitting around trying to avoid conflict. She barely saw a face more than twice, and while normally she didn’t mind being on her own, today she was feeling down.

The small tawny wolf yawned then let her breath out in a heavy sigh, resting her chin on the arm of the couch she’d curled up on. It had been thrown out on the sidewalk sometime before the demise of mankind, reasonably sturdy despite being attacked by rodents over the years. Her large ears turned occasionally in a façade of alertness, but honestly, she wouldn’t notice someone getting murdered more than ten yards from where she’d curled up. Of course, she wouldn’t admit this to anyone, least of all herself.

The city was cool today; autumnal winds coasted leisurely across the cracked pavement, flattening the tufts of grass and whistling through cars and gaps between buildings. The heat of summer was no more than a memory, and it seemed like forever since she’d arrived in Nova Scotia. Still, there seemed to be little change in her life since then, and the static nature of the world only depressed her more.

When the wind blew at her face, she blinked rapidly then ducked her muzzle between her forelegs, blue eyes closing. She looked like a little fox huddled up against a blizzard rather than a scarred loner on a couch, but right now she didn’t care. She simply kept her head hunched and hoped for sleep to take her.

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Sorry It Took Me So Long, And There Is No Way Im Going To Be Able To Keep Up With Your Post Length! Im Good But Not That Good. Oh She's In Optime Form



It was cold, too cold for the likes of Silyva Sapphire and her tiny little marten Rina. With only a deer skin coat that she had made herself, which to be truthful was terribly done, they walked on trying to find a place to build a fire that couldn't be blown away be the harsh wind. Her eyes stung as the wind blew against her frozen body, trying to blink out her tears seemed impossible. She hated the cold, even on cool days with the wind barley blowing she could freeze to death. She missed the summer already.




She missed the summer days when it was just her and her parents. Her parents.. That as a subject that always hurt to think about. She loved them so much and now they were gone, she doubted that she would ever see them again.



No she would never see them again, her mother was dead. A hash sickness had claimed her body. Yes her body not her heart, even when she way dying she still played with Sillyva and loved and cared for her to the last breath she had taken. And her father, he poor heart broken father. How it killed him to see her like that, he had locked himself away when her mother started showing signs of sickness. And when she did finally pass away, he as nothing but an empty shell.



They were so in love, her mother used to say that they were soul mates and she would find hers one day. But she didn't know if she really wanted to find hers, she didn't ant to go thought the pain like her parents had hen one died. It seemed to much. And yet, she was tired of being lonely. Down right sick of it. Rina kept her company but it wasn't the same.



With a long sigh Silyva let the thought go and took a deep breath. In the breath she caught a wiff of something, something canine. She didn't know whither to be excited or worried. With a little more pet in her step she headed towards the smell. Would today be a day where she wouldn't be lonely?























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Oh, don't worry at all about matching post length! My posts, as you can see, just get longer or shorter depending on how much I ramble/how much material I have to respond to. x3



Vesper wished for sleep, but it did not come. Instead, her thoughts wandered over memories and worries. She envisioned past events and could feel cold anger build in the pit of her stomach, while she also wondered anxiously about the upcoming winter and her ability to survive in it. She had thought it would be simple; after all, she had been born in late October and had survived through the freezing weather even farther north than Nova Scotia.

However proud the loner was, though, she wasn’t stupid. And she knew that nothing in life was guaranteed.

Sighing, she lifted her head to rest her chin on the arm of the dilapidated couch. She looked out at the houses and weeds and trashcans, apathetic, before the scent of a canine reached her nostrils. She sniffed: a female luperci, nothing special that she could tell, other than another odd and musky odor bonded with that scent. It had to be a musteline of some sort, a member of the weasel family. Why these two scents would mingle so was beyond her.

Curiosity piqued at last, Vesper sat upright, tail flickering once across the cushion she was perched on. Her keen blue eyes finally darted to an upright, black figure some ways away. She was a little disappointed to see an optime-formed woman, as well as a little anxious, but hopefully this wolf would be more like Zalen than the collie mix she’d met.

Unsure of what to say, or if the luperci would even want to talk to her, the coywolf let out a yap to show that she was there.


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occgoodnessss

Silyva began to wonder what this canine would be like, from the scent she could tell that it was a female but was she small and petite or a large big boned creature. The more she thought about it the more excited she became. But then again she began to worry if this female might be a threat. With that Silyva reached around to hear bag and gave it a shake to wake her small sleeping pet. Rina only rumbled at her to let her know she was awake and unhappy about it. Silyva only whispered to her afraid that she was in hearing distance "Stay hidden little one, we're going to be having company soon. I will let you know if it is safe to come out."



Once she felt safe that Rina had understood her and that she was safe, and began walking again. But it wasn't long till her heard a yap a small distance away. Silyva swung her head in that direction and spotted the noise maker, who seemed to have seen her first because the female was looking straight at her. Silyva sent out a little yap of her own to let he know that she had heard her. From what she could tell, the female look peaceful if not lonely too. The smaller canine was sitting on an old couch that must have been thrown out when the humans were around. She was a pretty canine, though she didn't look full wolf. Perhaps mixed with a smaller dog or coyote she thought. Not being full wolf didn't bother her thought. But the best of all-



Silyva could tell the light cream colored female was more than likely friendly, and that's what she's been looking for!



As Silyva got closer she called out to the female in a friendly voice "Well hello there! It's a pleasure to meet you, i'm Silyva Sapphire." She couldn't think of what was making her so friendly today, usually she would never just holler her name out like that. Maybe there was something wrong with her she figured ut she knew the truth, she was just plain out happy to see another canine..



























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Sorry again for taking a while to get to this.


Vesper wasn’t quite worried about being attacked by the female she had scented. First of all, she was quite confident in her own abilities in a fight—as well as her abilities to escape if the situation became too much for her to handle. While her common sense often lapsed as her pride took over, she could intelligently assess a situation before she got angry. And she knew a couple of routes that could get her quickly out of Halifax, having explored the city a few inches at a time earlier in the day.

There was a small bark in return to hers, however, and the hybrid stood on the cushion and let her tail swing leisurely and low behind her. It looked promising that she’d have a decent conversation, as long as this female was intelligent. Even beauty—if this woman was beautiful up close—wouldn’t excuse someone for lacking brains.

The dark optime-formed wolf walked forward, and Vesper let her blue eyes scan the canine a little more closely. She was large and strong, showing that she’d at least worked in her life rather than lounging around prettily. Her dark fur was flecked with greys and silvers across her back, which was interesting, and golden bracelets wrapped around the curves of her wrists and thighs.

The coywolf let her tongue flit across her lips, not quite sure how she felt about the woman in that form, and pricked her ears when she spoke, introducing herself as Silyva Sapphire.

“I’m Vesper,” she replied, smirking slightly. It wasn’t a rude or very amused smirk, but rather a smile that couldn’t quite get there. She reserved smiles for only good friends or special situations, and most acquaintances didn’t cut it. Glancing up into the pretty liquid gold eyes, she wondered what else to say or do; she certainly didn’t feel like jumping off the couch to further draw attention to her small size. Besides, her leg was still somewhat weak from the bear attack.

“You smell like—well—did you meet a weasel recently?” Vesper sounded less than confident for once in her life, mostly because she didn’t want Silyva to take the question the wrong way. She could definitely smell something—maybe mink or marten?


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I hope was on tract about some wounds still healing, I looked on your profile and noticed the Healing Wounds as of October and thought I would include them in my post!


Vesper was this smaller wolf's name, and if could remember correctly it meant evening star or evening prayer in Latin. She thought it was a very pretty name and it seemed tho match the wolfess just fine, she looked like a Vesper Silyva thought. But as the female had spoken her name she noticed something, something different and quite odd. As hard as she try though, she just clouldn't put her claw on it. She seemed to be normal besides the multiple scars and scratches she had scattered on her body. Which brought something else to attention, some of those scratches seemed to be new or still in the process of healing.



Silyva wondered if they still hurt and began to try to think of something she had inside of her bag that would speed up the healing process or numb the pain if there was any..



Silyva was still pondering in her head about weather she had anything to help or not when Vesper's question came out of nowhere, which nearly made her bust out laughing. Holding back, Silyva only shook her head and replied "Actually, I have a little marten as a companion matter of fact." Reaching around to her bag, she pulled out the once sleeping, grumpy thing she called a companion. "This is Rina, she's my little marten and she's usually in a better mood" Silyva tried to explain as Rina squirmed in her grasp and nibbled at her fingers.



Letting go of the little monster, it ran back into her bag or safety and warmth. And In that moment with tiny drops of blood gathering at the small hole Rina had left in her hand she realized their differences, Vesper and her. Silyva was a Luperci and Vesper wasn't. This was a shock to Silyva, she had never met another wolf who had not been born a Luperic or had been turned into one. It wasn't a big deal to her only a shock that she hadn't realized right away.



Silyva felt wrong that she had walked up to this female in Optime form, if they were in different places she would feel weaker to be honest with herself. Without even thinking she blurted out "Oh I apologize!" Slid off her bag and shifted right in front of the wolf. She would have never done such thing another time seeing as how when a Luperci shifts they are unprotected and defenseless at that moment of change. When it was all over, she was embarrassed. Acting that way as childish and she new that. "That was uncalled for and I apologize again, I have never met a would who wasn't a Luperci....



















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Oh, actually many of those took place in a thread dated after this. She does have the injury to her leg, though, and it's probably safe to assume she has some random scrapes and all her pre-existing scars, of course. Smile


Vesper shifted her weight on the tattered couch cushion, and her weakened leg protested with a burning pain that crawled into her muscles. She winced, as much as she tried to hide it, but her expression became composed afterward. She didn’t want the dark optime female to know that she was injured; she had met few wolves who wouldn’t take advantage of that fact in some form. Still, it was hard to deny that she could use something to make sure there wasn’t an infection. She only had that one bite from the bear, and it hadn’t broken the bone, but keeping it clean was an issue sometimes.

Silyva laughed at her sheepish question, and the coywolf lowered her ears. She was glad that it hadn’t been taken the wrong way, at least, and she tilted her head curiously when the dark woman explained she had a marten as a companion. Like Tobias is Niro’s companion? the tawny hybrid wondered, remembering the hawk-man’s explanation of their partnership. She couldn’t see a marten doing much that a wolf couldn’t, though, but it would be nice to have someone to keep you company, canine or not. She frowned and leaned forward, sniffing, when the small animal was brought out of a bag. It nipped its owner rebelliously and slipped back into the warmth.

“How did you get her?” Vesper asked, wondering if she’d captured the animal. It wasn’t tame enough to be completely obedient, which was fine, but it did seem to like the comfort of the bag rather than trying to escape into the woods. “Does she help you hunt?” It was clear that the young woman didn’t know very much about companion animals, but she’d grown up seeing martens and hawks as competition and their young as possible meals. Then again, that white wolf Leigha had ridden a horse, a dumb prey animal if Ves had ever seen one.

Silvya blurted out a sudden apology, which made Ves prick her ears in disbelief. What was there to be sorry for? She blinked when the dark shape began to crumple, limbs shortening and body compacting, falling down onto four legs. It was a process still alien and painful-looking to the non-luperci, and she had to turn her eyes away.

The black female explained that she hadn’t met a non-luperci, and the coywolf snorted. “Doesn’t matter what form you’re in,” she muttered, but she had to admit she was more comfortable seeing the woman like this; it seemed more natural. She eased gently off the couch, landing as softly as she could and keeping her slightly injured leg from bearing her full weight. The rest of her body was rather tense, her eyes sizing the difference between them, but it was no longer as ridiculous as if the female had been in her secui or optime forms.

“Besides, if you’re born like that, you might as well take advantage of it,” Vesper added, shrugging. She knew that she would probably be on two legs right now if she’d been born with the genes, but her parents hadn’t been luperci to her knowledge. If they had, she probably would have been one, and they wouldn’t be having this conversation.

“Anyway, I’m not that different from you.” This firm statement was called into question by a brief glance back at her own small body, and she clarified, “Mentally, at least. I can survive and you can survive; we just do so in different ways.”


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WC: Sorry it took me so long and is so short, im trying to get my muse back


Silyva pondered Vespers question, she didn't really acquire Rina, just sorta stumbled upon her one afternoon. The memory brought a slight smile to Silyva's face, remembering the small creature's tail had been caught under a fallen bolder. Seeing her squirm around like a fish caught on the shore trying to wiggle away from the sands grasp. Rina had bitten her over and over as she tried to free her from under the heavy thing.




"I had found her trapped under a fallen rock and ever since then.. she's just followed me around clinging to my side." Turning to look around at the marten who happened to be peaking out of her bag at the moment listening to Silyva. "I am pretty sure that we are friends, I consider her family to me." She grinned at the creature and turned back to her company. "She can help me from time to time. If I need a distraction, she is the one I call. I have used her to distract deer as I snuck closer, and sometimes she'll catch her own small meal such as birds or their eggs." Silyva thought back to the last time she had asked Rina to hunt with her, the smaller creature was almost killed. Silyva hadn't asked her to hunt with her since. She didn't know what she would do without her last bit of family she had left.



After she had shifted, Vesper began talking and to Silyva she seemed a bit annoyed. Silyva let Vesper finish talking and decided to but her two cent in as some wolves would say. "To be honest, I do prefer this from better. Yes my parents were both Luperci but they never shifted much." She wasn't sure if she had ever seen them shift them at all.



Being a bit nervous Silyva began to shift her weight from side to side. "I know your not different than me, I just didn't want you to feel weird with me standing over you like that. I know I would feel a bit off." Trying to lighten up the mood, she didn't think it was going to work but she had to try her best.



















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Aw, that's not short. :3
Mine's even shorter than yours; I tried not to ramble. x3


Silyva smiled faintly at her question, explaining how she’d rescued the marten and the bond that they shared. When she described how she used Rina as a distraction while hunting, Vesper nodded in obvious approval, her tail swishing behind her on the seat cushion. That would be a perfect use for such a small critter—that and spying, but the dark female didn’t look like the type who’d get into things like that! She smirked at the thought.

“Nice to meet you, Rina,” the coyote hybrid said to the bag, teasing.

She fell silent and lowered her ears slightly after Silyva assured her that she preferred a four-legged form. Remembering Zalen, she nodded slightly in understanding then looked away when Silyva inferred that standing over her would’ve made her uncomfortable.

“Yeah, it bothers me sometimes,” Vesper admitted, looking at her paws for a moment. “I’m sorry for snapping at you; you were only trying to be considerate.” Such polite words were rarely given lightly, but she actually wanted this meeting to work as much as the other did. It had been too long since she’d had nice, lighthearted conversation with another canine.

“Have you been in Nova Scotia long?” she ventured to ask. “You don’t smell like you belong to a pack.”


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