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From the afternoon spent in conversation and onward, there was little more for the Nomad to do other than patrol the lands under the guise of necessity. Upon relieving a stunning revelation about herself, the woman couldn’t bring herself to socialize with the growing family for the time being, even with her mate sick and awaiting her return. For a moment of her choosing she wanted to keep to the snow covered lands and distract herself from what lay nestled warmly within the den.

Family was what this pack was to be about, and yet she found herself growing more detached to them. Though she cared for the all, and worked herself near exhaustion to keep them secure, she felt terribly out of place with no means to add to the emanation of familiar warmth. Her mind and body were still scarred by the absence of life meant to have been seeded within her. Even as the days slipped by into a week, she could not relinquish her disappointment in herself. Without that promised life, she no longer felt a part of that serenity that kept the den alive and pleasant. With each glimpse of the suckling pups, even the rambunctious smile of her newly placed charged, she felt the vice of jealously clench tighter around her heart and felt the composed façade gradually crack away under the pressure of pain. It was better not to call attention to it, fearful that it would strike up an uncomfortable debate among the inhabiting family.

Their constant care was assuring, but unneeded towards her. For even if she confided in them the troubles that plague her, her harbored jealously that threatened to split her in twine, what could any of them do about it? Even Saluce would not be able to do anything other than console her and claim that everything was alright as he had been. She could not believe his words or even the ones she uttered to herself when around them. She had found comfort only briefly when his loving words assured her that there was a grander purpose for them than to have a family now, but she was growing impatient to see exactly what it was. Was it to provide for everyone else? Would this purpose be to care for pups that were not their own; to watch them grow and prosper adorned with apprehensive smiles?

It was not enough. If this was what her ancestors had in store for her after her relentless devotion and praise of their names, then this repercussion of watching others lead the life she wanted was not enough. She could not even look to this as another trial delivered by her all seeing forebears. It was too late for that when already they had instilled in her the hopes for pups of her own, to lavish in the affections thought lost to her culture; to reclaim that possession of child to parent and nurture it in the ways instinct demanded of her rather than the learned behavior of her culture. She had wanted desperately to experience that love she had felt prematurely for Sarian wholeheartedly and come to make it a part of herself. She wanted to experience that blessing with her mate and cement the bonds of their love with the life they had created.

But it was not her experience to have; the bonds that tethered mother to child were not yet hers to grasp. And the woman was better off keeping from the den then allowing any of them see how bitter this truth had made her.

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The past day had been relaxing and enlightening, as far as the young Stormbringer was concerned. He'd arrived back to Ichika in the evening and he'd had a conversation with Nayru. They'd agreed that they should move out of the den that Saluce and X'yrin had settled in, but they would not be moving far. He'd finished his conversation with Nayru before exiting the den and running in to Jace. He shouldn't have been surprised that the female had found him and he felt glad that she had. It was good to see her looking well again, even if she'd lost the certain glow of pregnancy that she'd had when he'd left. It had been replaced by the slightly less appealing tiredness of a new mother, but Saul had assured her that they would soon be out on their own and they would need less watching. It was, afterall, what the pack was for. To watch ones back when otherwise occupied. He'd attended to Hermes after his conversation with Jace before attempting to return to Nayru and the children. He hadn't gotten very far when he'd heard the scream and had found Neela by the river.


He shuddered softly as he thought of that meeting. She was troubled, that was for sure. Saul would do everything he could to help her, but he had no idea how it would work. He was more of a physical healer and he hadn't learnt enough about mental conditions to really be of any help. Yesterday had started off with the recurrence of his routine and it had felt good to get back to a little bit of normalcy. He'd met one of Jace's pups- Dalgina. She was a cute one, who looked exactly the same as Temo, with no interference from her mother. He'd carved her a tree out of the block of wood he'd been playing around with and she seemed to enjoy the demonstration. Saul knew he couldnt wait for Temeraire to grow enough to get to this inquisitive pup stage and while Kahlo would have to wait a few weeks to join him into the outside world, Saul was certain his son would love it. The rest of the day had been spent scouting the borders and searching for a suitable place nearby to begin digging for his and Nayru's den. Neither of them felt up to moving back into Cerne Rise at the moment.


The young male had woken early this morning and he'd moved about the lands like a ghost. He'd run out towards Gampo Abbey this morning and he was pleased to see that the Abbey hadn't fallen to ruin. Ansui was still here, despite the abandonment by Alae a while before Saul left himself. Pripyat had joined the dog up in the Abbey and the young male was pleased to see the two enjoying each others company. He'd returned to the den and had mentioned to Nayru that he was going hunting. He hadn't realised that it was past noon before he moved out towards the forest, following a now familiar scent in. He'd spoken to X'yrin, but Saul felt he hadn't truly spoken to her, in a way that he knew next to nothing about her. He allowed his tail to swing softly back and forward as he pushed all four paws into a swift run. He spotted her not far in.


"X'yrin... Its good to see you." He called before coming to a stop a few feet away. Perhaps he could entice the Kozan into a hunt- it would be good for both of them.

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Her back was to the direction of the den whilst her mind wandered aimlessly ahead. There was no direction other than that that her paws took to carry her further away from the warm abode. Melodramatic as self-pitying came to be; yet another new emotion the woman had succumb to since her time away from the Nomads. But she found a strange peace in it just wandering, distracting the mind of unpleasant thoughts with whatever it could grasp. For now it would be the snow and the barren trees, the crisp scent of the ice and chilling wind until something more invigorating enticed her senses.

For now it would seem that company would be this new distraction. From the desolation of despair, the endless white and the rolling banks, she turned back from whence she came to see the form of her den neighbor and supposed familiar. The relationship between this boy and her mate extended well beyond the fraction of a time the lovers had spent together. There was a history yet to be explained and a forged bond she could not yet intertwine within, let alone touch. She could not share the same excitement as seeing her mate or familiar like Jace, but looked upon his distantly familiar face as yet another packwolf she knew little to nothing about. Their prior conversations had been fleeting, briefly utterances spoken in passing. This was perhaps the first time she was engaged with something akin to purpose in his voice.

Auburn locks slipped from her shoulders as she turned fully to look at him. The single lock of obsidian mane was delicately grasped between an opposable digit and index and was bothered fervently to dispel a sudden growing tension. What did he want with her, this unsuspecting cause to her reluctance to return home? None the less, she politely dipped her head in greeting though her glowing eyes lacked the familiar warmth they were known for. “A pleasure Saul,” she replied methodically. “What brings you out into the cold?”


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It hadn't taken the young male long to recognise the strain on the matriarchal female. Saluce had fallen ill and was bed bound for the time being, and X'yrin had picked up his duties as well as her own. He'd only been here matter of days and he could see that the female was running herself into the ground. It wasn't fair that she would have to do this and Saul felt incredibly guilty whenever he saw X'yrin. He was trying to find a place to dig a better den for him and Nayru, and their impromptu family, as well as trying to earn his rank back. He knew why Nayru hadn't just handed him the rank back when he'd come home- he needed to earn his place amoung the pack once more. It didn't bother him too much at the moment, but he knew his patience wasn't the best thing.


X'yrin turned, a lock of hair between her fingers and Saul allowed a soft smile to grace his lips. She was a beautiful female, a fact Saul could respect about her. She was also a very powerful presence. She dipped her head softly and Saul returned the gesture, a mutually silent greeting followed by a verbal acknowledgement. Her voice sounded tired to him, but it had been that way since he'd returned and first met her. "All mine" He murmured softly, returning her assurances that it was a pleasure to see him. She followed it with a question and Saul chuckled softly. "Actually, I followed your scent out here. I wanted to hunt and I wondered if you would like to join me?" He asked, hoping he didn't sound demanding of his superior. He couldn't tell whether X'yrin was just really tired, or whether she had a dislike for him.


"I didn't want Nayru hurting herself trying to hunt, so I came out here. I hope I wasn't intruding on anything?" He asked, green eyes concerned. She seemed rather pensieve and Saul wasn't entirely certain that he'd caught her on the way back to the den with nothing to do. He was tempted to shift up into his optime form so that they weren't so uneven, but he had no clothes with him and he didnt want to appear rude. So he remained on four paws, ears swivelling back and forward to pick up anything the Kozan said.

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The learned trait of patience was currently put to its test as she waited idle in the cold. Adrenaline from movement still surged through her form, causing her body to tremble subtly with the resurgence of energy with every heart beat. She needed to move again, do something other than stand for pleasant conversation, but she was not so rude as to wander off after only a few words. So she waited for her body to calm, for the cold beneath her paws to seep through the calloused pads and chill her limbs and freeze her veins forcing the adrenaline to slow then recede. She breathed in as her trembling ceased and was rendered still and attentive.

To learn she was followed by scent was little bother to her. Obviously if one was to inquire about another that was the only means to do so. Just as if she had wanted something from another of the pack, she would have followed their scent to inquire as well. Apparently the green-eyed father wanted something to do with her other than idle chat… unless that’s what this was. The woman sighed reluctantly, hoping that this wasn’t the case. She hadn’t the energy to humor a chat nor the will, but to comply with her accommodating persona she stood still and patient letting nothing other than complacence crossed her eyes.

An ear intuitively perked at his invitation as her brows mirrored the same intrigued ascension. Weren’t they fed enough from her earlier catches, she wanted to voice but kept herself silent. Or perhaps this was some bonding exercise just as she and Saluce had done when they first met… If anything she would learn how the boy was able to utilize his still growing frame. Upon first glance he looked too young to be a father, let alone a guardian to a Ryu and her charge. His body was not useless, but terribly unrefined, still in need to fill out proportionally that would only come with age. To the Nomad’s eyes, he resembled her sister very strongly, lacking the definition in muscle through training but had a natural girth that had yet to developed. She had been placed as a Mareck when she was born small and perhaps had the woman been there to witness this boy’s birth, she would have marked him as the same.

She looked down at the Mareck with a curious eye, letting the silence settle as she contemplated a response to his invitation. She did not know what he intended to get out of this hunting excursion… perhaps a meal and nothing more, but she did not bother to ask why. Her form gracefully crouched to all fours aligning herself for when the bone and sinew began to alter and shift. Situated to the larger of her four-legged forms, she extended her forelimbs out in a stretch to loosen the kinked muscles and reacquaint her body to its preferred hunting form. “There was nothing to interrupt,” she said at last, stretching out her formidable jaws with a wide, tongue curling yawn. “Where you choose to lead, I will follow.”



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While her outward appearance was one of polite interest, there was something off about her body language. He wouldn't ever begin to assume that he knew what another was thinking, nor was he in any way omniscient. But he got the certain feeling, a gut instinct that told him there was far more beneath the surface that she wasn't letting on. Perhaps it was the rather stiff quality to the way she held her shoulders that gave away her tension, or the slightly tightening of her eyes, but there was the distinct feeling of things left unsaid, or unnoticed between them. Saul tried to push it aside, to tell himself that he was reading into her posture far too much for his own good. No good would ever come from him over-thinking things, it was just an insecurity on his part. He wanted X'yrin to like him, to understand the bond he and Saluce shared, no matter how strained it was at the moment.


Still, there was nothing he could say to the things left unsaid. He was pleased to see that she was intrigued by his proposition. He wasn't sure whether she was pleased by this or not- she just seemed politely interested in what he said. He watched as she leant down, her bones shifting beneath her skin as she shifted into her Secui form. It was clearly her preferred form to hunt in. Her soft voice came again and he nodded softly. He was glad that he hadn't interrupted anything- he wouldn't have wanted to intrude on anything. She surprised him by allowed him to take the lead, despite her clear superiority.


"I was thinking some deer?" He asked, rolling his shoulders in anticipation. He hadn't hunted on four paws in a while and he was glad to get back to some more basic instincts. Glancing back to see that X'yrin was following him, Saul moved towards the trees that surrounded Wentworth Valley. He knew there was a healthy population of deer around here and he intended to find them. Allowing his senses to take over, Saul began stalking through the forest, green eyes wide and spotting everything in his path.

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It was as if the form was the beacon that called forth her companion from his hideaway. The nameless owl once concealed within the sparse cover of the trees and silently gliding down towards the broad back of his master. Obsidian talons dug into the thick of her back for stability with his wings still spanned to keep his balance. With no word to his summoning he knew his voice was not needed, but an acknowledging nibble to an attentive ear let the beast below him know he was ready to fulfill his duty.

But this was not her hunt indicated by the lack of retort to his pull on her ear. He cast no attention to the male until the auburn topped head turned toward him, heeding his suggestion with forward poised ears. The gleaming eyes of the owl were fixed upon the green-eyed male, studying him like a hare in his sights. His talons gently raked through the thick fur of his master to graze flesh in anticipation. “We’re following him?” he hooted softly, blinking slowly as he returned his gaze to the sullen amber of his handler. “We are,” she woofed quietly for his ears to receive already carrying them off after the ambitious boy.

What energy she managed to muster was well conserved in her strides. Rather than the proud, purposeful march of the hunter, she kept her steps soft and light, exerting little more than what was needed to maintain a trot to keep them going for a little while. No doubt the harem was made aware of the lands they grazed were a hunter’s delight and had moved further into the Wentworth for cover. But even that sanctuary of greens and space was idea for predators to rob them of their weakest link. Upon feeling the tightening on talons on her back, she lowered her ears to signal the bird to keep down, having felt his preparing to take off countless times before. Without a work, she instructed him to keep to her back and remain out of sight from the herd til he was needed. For the time being, he would be reserved as a gambit; a tool to weaken their prey when it was singled out. But for now, it was up to the hunters to first single out their target before charging in teeth and claw for the kill. “Be patient.”


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The whoosh of wings was his only warning as the large owl exited the trees behind him. He paused his run for a moment, glancing back to watch the owl land on X'yrin's shoulder. Large amber eyes caught sight of him and Saul stared back, trying to get the measure of the bird. He hadn't seen the owl around in the last day and a bit, but there was no doubt he belonged to the female. Saul thought back to the egg in Nayru's room, nestled among his things. Could it be an owl in there? He had no idea, and he wasn't about to stop and ask X'yrin about her familiar. He shifted back to the front, shaking his body once in a quick, decisive motion. It would not do to get distracted at this moment. Grey flecked tail swayed back and forth with no instruction from him- the excitement of the hunt was beginning to settle in his bones.


He wouldn't have guessed at the time span it had taken them to get through the forest. But a little while later, the sounds of many hoofed animals moving quickly through the trees bought the agouti male up short. Green eyes cut through the gloom of the forest, catching the slight gleam of ivory horns on a stag. They'd found to herd alright, heading back the way they'd just come. Glancing back to check the female was still with him, Saul adopted the typical stalking pose- body low to the ground, ears and tail tucked out of the way, slow movements that bought him forward and closer to the back of the herd. If there were any stragglers, it would be the back they should aim for. He didn't know if X'yrin had asked him to lead the hunt for any specific reason, and he wasn't sure whether she wanted him to pick their target. But his instincts had taken over, green eyes critical on each deer that passed him from his hiding place in a strip of bushes.


An older female caught his attention, clearly an old wound to her back leg that made her movements more disjointed than the others. While she wasn't clearly disabled by the past injury, her leg was stiff in comparison to the rest and Saul rolled his shoulders softly, a silent indication that he'd found a target. With one last glance towards X'yrin, Saul slunk from the bush and towards the back of the herd. They caught his scent immediately, but it would have been difficult to do this any other way. With a bellow from the stag, the does moved into formation in their frenzied run. Green eyes collided with gold and he directed X'yrin towards the doe already beginning to fall behind.


"Hamstrings?" He called out to the female, asking her to take the rear end of the female and disable her from her back legs. Saul would try and get up some speed to cut off her jugular to coordinate their attack. Stretching his limbs out further and faster, Saul shifted his speed up until he was running by the does shoulder. It would only be a matter of seconds until X'yrin caught up and Saul would launch himself at the deer, he just had to hold on to a bit of patience until then.

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Falling behind as support on a hunt was not a role the woman was used to, nor did she feel put off by it. The only time in which was played the role of support was with her mate, and even then their roles alternated to better accommodate the other’s attacks. Together, they worked well systematically, rotating efforts fluidly until it was time for the kill in which case her fangs always delivered the killing blow…unless she was feeling generous. The golden death-dealer did not know how she felt particularly at the moment, but recognized the call to arms once the male lead caught scent of their quarry.

In a soft rustle of wings, her avian predator took flight in an instant, his eyes centering on a lame doe trailing the rear of the harem. While the wolves crept, he soared overhead to survey the mindless beasts as they lumbered on unaware of the danger lurking near them. Yet when they became startled, the chase was on, and as the beasts hurried off to escape the danger closing, the nameless bird swept from his impressive height toward the struggling female.

As the tawny male strode beside her awaiting the fangs of the owl’s golden master to wound her, the speckled bird descended with outstretched talons to her face, and where his beak may have been useless, his curved knives were not. The beast let out a horrid bellow when frenzied claws tore through the soft gel of its eyes, rendering it blind and aimless. As her frantic strides became more erratic, the waiting she-wolf charged forward from her seclusion and into the thick of the scene. Her form was a body of reserved power expelled with each impressive grasp of the ground. Her fangs were unfurled and ready, seeking the vulnerable backside of the beast as she neared. She had heard the direction, but her strength was better used for a more wounding blow.

Weight and muscle plowed into the lame side of the deer with tooth and claw sinking into the flesh with her bound. Her ears were deaf to the female’s cry as they were filled with pounding blood and adrenaline. As it continued to buck and kick to free itself, she held fast to its backside only sliding gradually with each jerk of its erratic movements freeing more blood to stain the white ground. But her intentions were made true to slow the female down just long enough for the killing blow. All she need do was wait for that theft of precious life.



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It was times like these that Saul rarely took notice of those around him. He had learnt to trust his hunting partner to do what was necessary, to stick to the assigned roles and make sure that the kill did not slip from between their jaws. Therefore he didn't pay attention to what X'yrin was doing at that moment in time. She would either support him or she wouldnt and there was very little he could do about it. He just about caught the whoosh of wings as they took off into the afternoon sun. Creamy paws remained insistent on the ground, a thrumming against the earth to say that he was on the hunt. He glanced back for the moment and was pleased to see X'yrin closing on the hind quarters of the doe. It would be over soon and the two of them would be able to feast as they liked before returning the meal back to their pack mates.


The defeaning bellows was his que and as X'yrin launched her body forward to attach herself securely to the back end of the doe, Saul made his move. Putting on a good burst of speed, the male too a flying leap towards the panicking animal, jaws closing in the perfect position to cut off her air supply and suffocate her. His mouth filled with blood as he landed on the mark, their combined weight bringing the doe kicking to the floor. She thrashed and jerked, trying to throw both wolves off her in a valiant attempt. But she was losing blood and oxygen fast and Saul knew she was near the end when her eyes rolled back suddenly, her jerking form quieting to stillness. They'd worked well together and Saul was pleased he'd come out here to find X'yrin today. Unhooking his jaws from around the does neck, he glanced back towards the older female.


"Good job X'y." He murmered softly, before getting to his paws. He started to whisper softly to the doe, thanking her for the life she'd given, albeit unwillingly, to sustain the wolf pack. "We thank you for your sacrifice, doe of the forest, and bid you lay in rest now that you are gone. I offer up a portion of my kill to the forest, to show my gratitude for the life taken today." His murmured thanks was followed up by the soft sound of tearing flesh as he cut away a portion of the doe's neck. With a glance towards X'yrin, he bounded towards the nearest tree, standing delicately on his hind legs to wedge the hunk of deer flesh between a fork in the tree. It would go to the birds and other carnivores who lived here. He moved back towards X'y and the deer, licking his lips to try and rid them of the blood that had stained his white muzzle.

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The end of the beast’s life drew nigh as it struggled in vain against the combined efforts of their muscle and teeth. Beneath her sinking fangs, she could feel the contractions of her hind quarters as the doe kicked and thrashed to no avail to release the predators from her form. When death was the end that awaited her, she fought hard against it expelling what energy she could spare, effectively tiring herself out more as precious life faded from her.

And then stillness overcame the thrashing form and silence soon after. The golden body still clung to its hindquarters eventually dislodged but kept the weight of her front firmly laid across the fallen deer’s back almost possessively. But it was in fact a tactic to spare the hide from further damage of frenzied teeth. The meat rich with blood was perhaps more important than the outer skin, but to the Nomad it was just as a valuable if not more. Aside from the tears made by her claws the hide was relatively intact and therefore still had a use. Once the meat was sectioned and its innards were freed she would skin the beast and leave its bones and lesser meats for the scavengers.

But while those actions were for the future, her mind was brought to the present once more, observing her smaller counterpart as he ‘prayed’ over the life they had taken. The she-wolf tilted her head curiously, finding it odd that he would do such a thing. To her, so long as one didn’t kill more than one buck or take the life of too many females, they would not starve and the cycle of life for their quarry would continue. Was it necessary to think this deceased creature? To her the act itself as an oddity, but she had a greater respect for other cultures than her own to question the actions. Instead she quietly observed as he took a portion of meat and wedge it between the crevice of a tree to feed the scavengers that could reach. Had she not uttered a firm bark to retrieve her companion, the owl would have undoubtedly gone to the meat and had it for himself.

Instead the great bird veered from the tree and returned to his master’s shoulder with a rough peck to her head. He gave an ill tempered hoot directly into her ear, scolding the wolf for robbing him of an easy meal. “Behave,” she chided, rounding her shoulder to adjust his sharp, wet talons. She would feed him his reward for a well done job once Saul had his fill. The practice by herself and Saluce was well preserved when it came to the hunt. Whomever made the killing blow had their fill before the other was called to join. It was a strange ritual for the more civilized of their infected brethren, but for them it was an instinctual practice beginning when the two first hunted together and continued to even now. But this present arrangement lacked the leniency allotted by the two lovers, allowing them to feed at the same time despite who made the kill. It was not her teeth that delivered the killing blow, but Saul’s and thus he was permitted to eat first regardless of their difference in rank.

Patiently, she remained reclined on the hindquarters of the carcass, watching the boy expectantly with an agitated owl upon her shoulder.


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While it felt natural for the young man to thank the doe for her life and the kill they'd just made, Saul knew that it wasn't a habit he'd been born with. He'd learnt to respect and thank his kills in this way from Alae, a past member who had retreated so far into herself that Saul hadn't at first noticed when she and her owl had left. It saddened him, but there was nothing he could do about it. The iron tang of blood in his mouth was satisfying as he moved back towards the kill and X'yrin, who had taken a protective stance over the rear end of the deer, most of the front half of her body protecting the dead animal. He just caught her own bird wheeling back towards her and Saul suppressed a smile. He'd wanted a bird for a while now and he was just a little jealous of the X'yrin and the owl that now perched on her shoulder.


She backed off then, sitting back on her haunches and looking towards him expectantly. It was rare that Saul completely let go of the civilised demeanour that he'd grown up with, but it usually happened whilst hunting. Without a second thought, the young male snaked forward, gripping the edges of the tear in the neck and tugging. The steaming meat came free with a wet swoosh before the young male began to pull chunks of it away. He had a feeling that X'yrin wouldn't eat until he was done, so he attempted to hurry his eating. When he'd begun to feel just a little bloated, he backed off, his head inclining towards the kill. It was her turn now. Saul turned towards a patch of grass still damp from the morning, bowing down to rub his muzzle and paws on the wetness. He would go for a swim later to clean off the gore, but for now a quick grass bath would have to do.


He looked back towards X'yrin, unwilling to simply sit here and watch her eat, but also too polite to interupt her eating. His questions were going to have to wait until the female was done. He wanted to know who she was, where she came from, how she was liking Ichika. Having always occupied a prestige rank in Ichika, the young male was feeling just a little resentful of the fact that Nayru had made him earn his place once more. He completely understood why and he would serve his time without complaint. It just irritated him a little to have to work back up again. Perhaps X'yrin would be able to distract these thoughts from turning into something more.

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Amidst the sound of snapping tendon and flesh, the woman occupied her thoughts with the list of daily chores always completely. Where most would have filled the void with idle chatter to ease out of the quiet, X’yrin was content to sit within it, disturbed only by the sounds of feeding.

While her pallet craved the fresh taste of blood, she was not truly hungry. As often as she hunted and had a small section of meat or an organ for herself now and again, it was a wonder she hadn’t bloated. It was the amount of energy she exerted in a day that kept her relatively fit and well muscled. But the subtle pouch of her abdomen left by her faux pregnancy was not so easy to be rid of. No doubt a focused workout would be needed to return the belly to its taut glory, but the time… or the need for it wasn’t precedent enough to warrant her immediate attention. She had given up hiding it, for what was the point anymore? Warriors that felt the pain of a scar wore it upon their hides… so why not she, even though it was a scar from a different lost battle…

Softly she sighed and lowered her front to the ground near the carcass, drawing the bird down with her as well. Occasionally she would spare glances at the boy, watching his hurried bites with a kind of amusement found only when pups attempted to eat more than they could when they were at last granted the taste of meat. The woman found herself wanting to assure the boy there was no need to rush, that he could take his time and savor the meat but she remained quiet and let the silence watch over her until it lengthened with the pause of hasty bites.

Her ears then perked as she head turned while atop her paws to watch her companion clean his face in the grass, signaling the end to his feeding. Slowly she rose with the owl balanced on her shoulder and waltzed to the open neck of their quarry. Her jaws clasped around its open maw with a snap then wrenched its lower jaw free after several determined tugs to free it. Of the meat, it was all she needed for it was not for herself but for her trusted companion. She let the jaw fall solidly to the ground then shrugged her shoulder for the bird to release her and eat. He needed little motivation to have the meat for himself and swept down possessively over it to fill his gullet. Much like a mother guarding its pup, X’yrin remained near her feathered charge, encompassing his speckled form with her enveloping shadow as he fed. “Don’t say I don’t feed you…” her towering form peered down at the feasting bird as he ripped and wriggled the stubborn meat free.

With no hunger to appease, she let herself lie next to her nameless friend rolling partially onto her side with limbs comfortably outstretched as she reclined. She became one with the silence almost immediately.



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The young male watched from his vantage point on the ground as X'yrin ghosted forward, golden eyes fixed on the doe's head. He wasn't entirely sure what she was doing as she grasped the lower jaw of their deceased quarry, tugging and pulling until it levered free. He watched in silence as she gave it to her bird, before laying down close by. He didn't want to intrude on her silence, but it appeared she wouldn't be eating today. It would mean more for Nayru and anyone else who wished to feast on their catch, but it also meant that X'yrin wouldn't be eating, Green eyes were critical as he looked her over, trying to see if she was genuinely just not hungry or whether there was something wrong with her. He couldn't see anything on the outside, but that meant nothing. So instead, he shuffled forward a few paces so that he could stretch his neck out, touching the pad of her left back paw with the tip of his nose.


"X'yrin? Are you alright?" He asked, green eyes concerned. He may not know her very well, or at all as a matter of fact but there was certainly a potential for the young Stormbringer to care for the female that appeared to have'd wiggled her way into Saluce's heart. Saul knew how difficult that feat was, and his relationship with the grey warrior was strictly father and son basis. She must be someone special to have broken down his barriers, to get him to see that mateship really wasnt that bad. He thought of Layla, they're failed marriage, how Saul had asked the older male once about it. It had been just before he'd left and Saul had missed the warrior when he'd gone. But he also understood now the reasons for it- he'd give anything to forget the time with Siku, to just forget anything had ever happened. Saluce hadn't been running away, he'd needed to clear his head to come back again.


"I'm glad you're in Saluce's life. He hasn't had the best luck with women and it pleases me to see my adopted father happy again." He told her truthfully, though he gave a soft chuckle. "Even if he is sick and feeling sorry for himself at the moment." He chuckled softly, knowing that Saluce wouldn't permit himself to be treated, even if Saul could offer him some natural remedies to help him out. Shaking his head softly, he fixed his eyes on the eating bird, wondering how much X'yrin would open up to him. Afterall, he was the wayward son, returned home after hunting for people who didn't want to be around him anymore.

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She went on oblivious to the concern on her behalf until the gentle prod of her paw jerked her awake to the present again. Her ears drew forward and brows creased with mild interest as she looked from her feasting companion to the boy nudging her paw. Her muzzle wore further surprise when he inquired about her, wondering if she was alright.

Her tail flipped mildly on the snow as the initial surprise of his concern wore off and she reclaimed her sense. With a quiet as she had been, it was a wonder he had not asked sooner. Any other would have known that this was simply how the female was the majority of the time, silent and content unless invoked to speak. But he did not know her well… or at all for that moment. A stranger to him as he was to her, though the philosophy of Ichika bid that such distances be closed. Embrace one as family with security and love; was that not the way of Ichika?

“I’m alright,” the woman offered softly, raising her paw to gently brush the boy’s crown to assure him of her word’s validity. “I do not speak very often. As a Nomad, words were hardly necessary unless they were to instruct us by the lessons of our particular families. We are a more gestural people that dwell in silence.” An aspect of her culture that she was learning went against the more enthusiastic and engaging of Ichika’s inhabitants. Despite the time she had spent within her new family, talking was simply an art she could not delve into without purpose. But…it was not necessarily unpleasant.

At the mention of her mate, her ears perked more attentively and eyes became wider with interest. She hadn’t put much thought into the boy before and had thus neglected that he was a part of the life Saluce had before they had met. She had always assumed he was happy with her but hadn’t thought of what he was like before then… what trials he had to endure… what love he had before her. “…not the best luck with women?” she asked quietly with her tail patting the ground with less subtlety. Just how many women had he had before her? And what was more alarming, had he had any children with them he had neglected to mention? X’yrin wouldn’t believe herself to be the jealous type, but skeptical, she was.


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She looked as if she might be sleeping, stretched out beside the carcass of a doe and the feasting form of her owl. Her breath rose at a steady pace, although it was not deep enough to imitate actual sleep. But she appeared completely relaxed and content. He wished he hadn't broken the silence now, but as his nose touched her paw, she twisted up to look at him. He smiled sheepishly, an apologetic set to his ears and posture. With his hind legs stretched out behind him, he looked a lot like he might be crawling along the ground rather than stretching out to touch the females paw with his own nose. She assured him, with a gentle paw to his head that he had not expected, that she was fine. Green eyes were just a little sceptical for the moment, before she began to explain a little bit about her quietness.


"Nomads? I don't think I've ever heard of them. They are your people, where you came from?"


He asked, thinking back to see if he could recall hearing anything about these Nomad race. It was true that he found X'yrin a particular brand of strange sometimes, and he'd always put that down to her culture before arriving in Ichika. It was true that Ichika certainly had its own distinct religion, while it accepted everyone elses ideals about faith. He himself didn't particularly have a religion. He liked the think that he was a bit of a spiritualist- optimistic that there was something more beyond this world, that there was a purpose and a pathway that he was to follow in order to achieve something greater than himself. He didn't know if he believed in a God or a divine being, but there was a certain degree of belief that he wasn't here just because. There was something else he had to do.


He almost didn't catch her sudden interest in the topic, but he watched as she straightened up, ears perking and eyes sparking with interest. He internally groaned- he shouldn't have said anything. It was clear to a blind man that Saluce loved the female that had waltzed into his life. Saul didn't think that they would ever be able to separate from one another. It didn't matter about whom else he'd been with, because X'y was his life now. But she spoke up, echoing his words and intoning with a question. Green eyes grew slightly anxious, before he stammered. "W-well, there was Layla in Dahlia de Mai, which didn't last long. She was far too... weak? For Saluce anyway. Or perhaps I should say dependent- she wasn't exactly one to do a lot for herself." He said, loathing to diss the female, but knowing the reasons Saluce had broken things off with her.


"She was his only other mate, but there have been a few females after Layla that have all ended in ruin. A female from Crimson Dreams, another pack down south, used to come over to Dahlia a lot and I think something happened with them. I'm not sure though, because nothing official was ever announced. Not long after that, Saluce left Dahlia for a little while. I think he'd had enough of females in general." He said softly, before he brightened up. "And now he has you, and I've never seen him so happy. As his adopted son, who has seen him in much worse states than this, I can tell you that you are his whole life X'y." His voice grew compassionate as he spoke of his adopted father, hoping beyond anything that X'yrin would believe in the love they shared and not let his past ruin everything. And if Saul ruined their relationship through his disgustingly open mouth, he would never forgive himself.

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Saul’s curiosity for the Nomads was dismissed with a flippant whisk of her tail. Of course he wouldn’t know of them, there was only a handful that did and even then the name of the travelling congregation was forgotten over time. She did not want to talk of them now and rekindle their lively and unique spirit. She was keen to understand what the young male had meant about her mate… the life he led before she came to know him.

It was not by selfish need or jealously that pricked her ears and caused the woman to lean forward with interest, but genuine curiosity. Unlikely Saluce would confess to this interesting fact all his own, nor would his Nomad mate see to inquire about the proclivities he’d once dabbled in. But when it was offered willingly (or accidently in this case) it was not in her nature to let an opportunity as rich as this slip by without first placing a claiming paw on it. This vein surfaced by the young male was more a treasure than he could possibly understand. Where knowledge was a commodity held in high regard to the Nomads, information of interest was more a personal reward reserved for the individual alone. And for this woman, it was a reward worth having.

“Please understand,” She lowered her head at the tail end of his explanation and paused for a moment to process in bouts what all she had heard. “Nomads do not function culturally as many other packs do. I have heard of pairs growing bitter with each other and parting because they were not what the other wanted, or they seek vengeance because of breeched fidelity or the like. I am interested to hear even of the love life he has had before me… because it is something I have never experienced. We do not seek our mates, but our Shepard- the lead of our family- select the most able mates for us and we breed with them to bring about the next generation. We would not dismiss our intended because they are weak or not able, because we are to trust in the judgment of our Shepard to make the right decision for us. And even then, it is unlikely we would have the same mate for another year unless our Shepard wills it.

“And there was no concept of love to invoke defiance to our Shepard’s wishes. Or rather… there was no cause for possession to have us keep whomever we were mated to.” As she words left her maw, her tone was just as calm as it was known to be, careful and measured, unmarred by sudden bursts of impassioned octaves meant to stir the listener’s heart. She spoke no differently than if she were offering a lesson, for it was how her Shepard, her father, often spoke to her of such things. “And while you cherish your title as his adopted son,” she continued mildly with a faint smile on her lips, “each family took in their charges as both sons and daughters, brothers and sisters. There were no parents to divide our affections between, because we were encouraged to care for each other regardless of our blood. But if there was one we would see as a parent, it would be our Shepard. Our father and mother, our caregiver, our disciplinary, our comrade, our leader. We knew only of them and what experiences could be offered by their words.

“It was not until I came here that I stood aside and saw how closed of a world I lived in, void of endearment to a single being, discouraged from touching as beautiful and as complicated of an emotion as love. If it were not for Saluce there would have been no reason for me to try and understand it or feel the emotions that came with it. And so I am interested to learn of his life, of your life and your relationship with him, the relationships he’s had with others than me. Because I know that these are experiences I had yet to have. My life before here has been terribly closed off… and I intend to grasp every bit of light that I can even if it is not my own.”




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The worry that he'd unintentionally hurt Saluce and X'yrin's relationship was a worry that refused to budge. Saul had always been sensitive to the thoughts and feelings of those around him and today proved no different. Many liked to tell him that he over-thought everything and Saul was inclined to agree with them. He was a natural worrier and he had the feeling that he was never going to change this core trait of his personality. He worried constantly about his pack, his family, his own life and everything in it. Like a chronic disease, the worrying had increased with age, although Saul told himself that it was a reasonable response. As he grew older, he had more life experiences, gained more responsibility and acquired more than he ever thought he'd have. He'd acquired an impromptu daughter in Wretch and Saul knew that while she was gone and might never return permanently, he would always worry about her and where she was, whether she was happy. It was a likewise story with Eclipse- he would forever worry that she had been messed up so bad by her parents that she would never be happy, never have a normal life. Despite the blatant fact that his cousin was perfectly fine and had been for most of her existence, the worry still stung in the back of his mind whenever he thought of his chocolate cousin. And now he'd gone and created something else to worry himself over.



Her soft voice, one that he hadn't heard her use before because in his mind, X'yrin was a brash and blunt kind of female, caused him to look into her eyes as she asked him to understand. He had no idea if he would understand what she told him, whether he would take away anything from their conversation today or anything of the sort. But he could at least listen and try to understand as much as he could from the information she gave him. So as she asked him to understand, he allowed his head to dip up and down in a swift nod, green eyes alight with a curiosity about her next words. She began to speak and Saul found it easy enough to keep up. She'd come from such a strange culture that the male had no idea how to put the X'yrin he knew now (albeit loosely) to the descriptions she was giving. She she explained about their Shepherd assigning them mates, Saul found it difficult to understand or accept. Mateship was based on love and trust, not the beneficial gain of the group. While the majority of him rebelled against the idea, there was a smaller part of his brain that told him the theory made sense. If the pack were so different that anything he'd ever heard before, why should they conform to what others regarded as mateship? And an even smaller part of his brain told him that he probably would have done the same if he'd been born into her culture. Benefit for the pack was more important than benefit for ones own self and if that meant producing the healthiest, strongest puppies from pairings of the strongest wolves to eradicate weakness, the young male understood the concept would be necessary.


X'yrin continued and Saul shuffled his legs softly beneath him. They'd begun to grow stiff from being stretched out behind him and so he drew them up till he was in more of a traditional laying position. Of course, he couldn't get his head around the lack of love concept. The way she looked at Saluce, the possession in her eyes when those looks passed between them made it very difficult for Saul to believe that she'd been raised with no concept of love or possession of any kind. He couldn't imagine a world where jealously did not exist, where female and males came together without passion to produce offspring and then moved on. He tried to put himself in that situation and failed miserably. He knew, without a doubt, that had he to see a female whom he'd shared such an intimate moment with the year before with another male, he would have been driven made with jealousy. He knew it without a doubt, but he still tried to imagine a world where these emotions did no exist. He supposed, in a round about manner, that if he'd been raised without the concepts he had been raised with, if he'd been raised as X'yrin had, he would think the same way she did, act that same way she did. It was all a matter of perspective. She continued then, starting first with the relationship he and Saluce shared. Saul allowed a smile over his lips as she continued to explain about how their extended families worked.


This concept was not as difficult to grasp. He and Gideon had done much the same with their respective charges- Melee and Range, Wretch and Tawny, although both of Saul's 'adopted children' had managed to leave him somehow. Melee and Range on the other hand had remained here while their father had left because he'd found it too painful to stay. Saul understood as well as any why Gideon had left, but that didn't mean he didn't blame him for leaving his children. He should have taken them with him, or at least explained to them why he was leaving. Of course, she continued to speak and he found this concept a little different. Their parents relinquished their claimed on their children and handed them over to a 'Shepherd', who adopted the role of mother, father and leader. Despite the fact that Abigail was dead and Dreyrugr felt the need to leave his children with his half sister when they were just a month or two old, they were still irrefutably his parents. He might not like what they'd done, but they were the ones who'd created them. He reminded himself that it was all a matter of perspective and upbringing, and while X'yrin had come from a culture that sounded so different and strange, she'd turned out just fine. She continued then and Saul smiled softly towards her. Her way of thinking perhaps wasn't so difficult to understand and he knew it.


"Your culture sounds so different and strange from my own. I grew up in Dahlia de Mai, without either of my parents. My brothers, Gideon and Ascher and my sister Shiloh- we never managed to be in the same place at the same time. For some reason, they felt the need to leave whenever and I'm surprised they made it this face. Mostly it was Gideon and I, with our Aunt Bris. Conor was our leader and there was always something more going on between Bris and Conor that we didn't realise until Eclipse came along. And then Conor disappeared and my Aunt couldn't cope with anything anymore. I can't help but place blame on her shoulders- she had a young pup to take care of, but that didn't seem to matter. I guess in some ways, I strove to surround myself with the family that had left me- Saluce became a surrogate father and sometimes brother than I could go to for anything. It saddened me when we went out separate ways- I'm always looking for ways to bond with him again and get one of my best friends back..."



He trailed off, green eyes glassy. As he'd spoken, the ghosts of the past had risen up to meet him. The surprising thing was, not all of the ghosts that he saw before him were dead. He saw Conor, teaching him to hunt rabbits in Berwick. He saw Saluce, hammering away at a piece of metal while Saul had scurried round him, an apprentice to something he was never really sure of. He saw Eclipse in his mind, the tiny puppy who'd grown into a beautiful woman. And he saw Bris, broken and defeated in the corner of the room, unable to function properly without the light of her life. So many images flashed through his head that he found it so difficult to keep up, but he often saw himself and his siblings at one point or another- him and Ascher in the graveyard, he and Gideon being chased by a bear, the three of the shifting for the first time and swimming out to the island to have a picnic. And that sweet, blissful day where they'd become adults and Saul had given them the charms they all still wore around their necks. He couldn't help but feel the hopeless sense of loneliness in his chest as he glanced back up as X'yrin, unable to put into words the crushing sense of loss he felt whenever he thought of his wayward family.

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For a time, she had fallen silence, and let the winds speak for her to an extent. She said nothing else as she let her explanation sink in whilst she calming wisps of winter’s wind addressed that she had nothing more to say on the matter. She had given her insight into the ways of her home, and to some extent offered information that was unprovoked. But speaking of the Nomads was never an effortless task. Always when thinking of her family she was left with a gaping void in her heart that longed for the recognition of her like spirited familiars again. How the ancestors knew she missed them…

Saul’s words stirred her from the loneliness and compelled her to listen to his tale… the life he had within de Mai, his family, and of course Saluce. His struggle with abandonment did not go unheeded and helped her better understand how this bond between father and son was forged. Relatable to a fault but only just so. While she was placed within a family to grow and prosper within, this boy strove to find his niche within one to fulfill his need for a family. What better place to hope for a family than here within Ichika.

His words began to fall silent and a glimmer akin to sadness touched his eyes drawing the woman’s attention away from herself to him. Careful not to disturb her companion still feasting on his rewarded jaw, she pushed herself up from the snow to stand firmly on all four once more. The snow clung in generous clumps to her belly but she cared little as she peered down at the boy vulnerable to delve down into sadness. Sadness, loss was not becoming of his handsome face and she conveyed such an opinion with a determined rasp to his muzzle in an effort to coax his expression to change. While this was not the family he had known it to be, the one he longed for, it was still one worth his endearments as to those that were graciously offered to him. While her own reservations for taking a fully grown male as a surrogate were duly (if not subtly) noted, it was apparent that Saluce had none and it was none by the boy. At least that could be his start towards this new family, if not to replace his old but to build upon it. All she wanted for him now was to not give in to the longing of memory.


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He could feel himself slipping deeper into the memories that he hadn't thought of in so long. It was difficult for him, knowing that they'd chosen to leave. Unlike others who had lost their family to death, Saul knew that his family, barring Conor, were still alive. The fact that they chose to leave him was more difficult for him to grasp than the concept of their life unwillingly being taken. It often made him turn inwards, to look at himself to see what it was in him that had caused his brothers and sister, and his aunt and father for that matter, to leave him. A small part of his mind registered, and screamed at him constantly to stop, that he was wallowing in self pity and he should really just get over the fact that he was on his own. He still had Eclipse and Melee and Range, he still had Saluce, and now he had X'yrin and most importantly, he had Temeraire.


He almost didn't notice the autumn hued female standing until a scatter of snow pushed into his nose and he snorted softly. He looked up in time to see her hovering over him, a small kiss applied to his muzzle. Despite himself, he couldn't help the smile that raced over his lips as he leant back and looked up at her. He might not know her well, but Saul certainly felt he had learned a little more about what made X'yrin tick. She was a good woman and Saul was pleased that she and Saluce had found one another. "Thank you X'yrin... for listening and helping." He said softly, aiming a soft kiss to her nose before he took a deep breath and stood. Shaking the snow from the lower half of his body, he looked towards the deer carcass.


"Perhaps we should take this back to Wentworth and offer some to Nayru and Saluce? The rest of the pack are welcome to it after they've been fed."


He asked, before concentrating on his bones and muscles reknitting themselves once more. He felt his ascent and opened his eyes to stand on two feet once more. Careful not to disturb X'yrin's owl, he moved to scoop the dead deer from the snowy grounds. If they left it out here, the meat would freeze and it wouldn't be much use to anyone. With a soft look towards X'yrin, Saul set off towards home, hoping the female would follow him back.



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