you're just the best i ever had
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I can almost most certainly promise you that none of my posts after this one will be as magnificent. xD;

now I'm here to stay / love can be so boring / what was it you wanted / could it be I'm haunted?


Fire erupted into the air as dawn broke across the expanse of coyote-infested land. It danced and flickered, its master as fickle as it; the hand that fed it needed it, and both were wont to swap their loyalties for cold, hard cash. It gave rise to the spindly trees with their bushes that were canopies, stretching their spidery shadows out and breathing life into them. Anything was nothing without its shadow to confirm its existence. The air was thick with the tantalising scents of blood and tension; things that often lingered about the territory of Inferni, things that had never been of much importance to those born and bred upon its sands. From the trees to the sky's fire, and outward spiralled the hungry light, devouring the dark and leaving only bits and pieces. Bits, it happened, that made the world real.

She had not returned for any reason but to be there. She had already been uprooted once in her life, and leaving Inferni yet again (with the immature Ezekiel no less, whom she was beginning to believe would never grow into his fur) bode ill for the girl who did not like travel. Her father hadn't come with them, and she was intelligent enough to realise that something... Something was terribly wrong. She was being removed from her home because something was wrong. He had not come because something was wrong. And even with all the threat of things that are wrong, one can never keep a woman from her stubborn and rather devoted nature. And so Talitha had run in the middle of the night, had run and had followed the map she had made in her mind of the route, and she had arrived.

And as she arrived she strode on two feet, childish in stature and yet more bold than the fire of the sun. She had shifted earlier than expected, but she had always assumed it was not the trauma of being shifted all over the place. She believed it was because God was with her; she would never feel the need to be weak or beg mercy for He would never abandon her, as He never abandoned Gabriel. His designs were His own, and she was merely a vessel for him, one of many messengers. Her father was the Hand of God, and she was His mere finger. An afterthought, even, a bit of flavouring to spice up the final result. She wouldn't forsake Him even if it came down to her death. Death was nothing; Faith was everything, and she would follow it more fully than she would follow anything that was not Gabriel de le Poer.

She was stealthy by nature, the sand beneath her feet moving only to her tempo; she could walk on top of it with the wide bottoms of those feet if she chose and not sink into it. The eastern sprawl of the forest opened up onto the tilted land that Inferni owned, but working her way uphill was only as taxing as working her way through the forest. They would see her long before she would see them, but she knew they would know her. Nobody in Inferni could possiby mistake Gabriel's own daughter, one who carried his blood and his honour in her veins, one who stuck to his values, made them her own.

She had returned, had left her mother and her brother, for him.

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!@#$%Anselm followed the activity within Inferni as religiously as Gabriel and his daughter followed their god, and he had realised that Faol and her children had departed some time ago. The reason why was not hard to guess. He also realised that Oxford hadn't been around for awhile, and he hadn't caught a strong scent of that newcomer he'd yet to meet, either. Maybe he'd never meet Kirin. It wasn't like he had a lot of sympathy or concern for deserters, anyway.

!@#$%Regardless, he wasn't expecting to see her here. Certainly, there was no mistaking the doggish girl up ahead--how old was she now, maybe half a year? Her markings (and even her manner of carrying herself) all reeked of Gabriel. On all fours, half-shifted, the wolfish relative approached Talitha militantly and directly. He was doing his routine morning inspection when he'd caught a glimpse of her figure up ahead in the distance, and he'd immediately decided to investigate.
!@#$%As he neared her, he could smell no blood or injury--and that was a relief. Anybody who saw her was as likely to recognise her as he was, and given who she was, she was automatically in a great amount of danger. What one of those heartless, pesky wolves wouldn't take a stab at their enemy's treasured daughter? It would be a crippling blow to Inferni's moral, he guessed... then again, it might just infuriate Gabriel more.
!@#$%"Welcome back," he addressed her quickly, once he was within speaking distance. By her age, he'd already had a head on his shoulders, and he expected no less from her. "What happened to Ezekiel and Faolin? Are they alright?" Physically she was alright, but what about the rest of her family? Surely there was a reason for her return alone. Perhaps the other two were just a little behind, or had gotten back already without him noticing?
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Hai. :3

now I'm here to stay / love can be so boring / what was it you wanted / could it be I'm haunted?


A step more and she saw him; he had already long since noticed her. There was little that could be done about that. The Lykoi youth could not make herself disappear into thin air, and she knew for a fact she couldn't shift fast enough or run quick enough in her Optime form to get away from him. She had never had a face-to-face conversation with Anselm but he was a family member of some sort, and that painted him as almost harmless. Almost; everything with teeth that could rip through flesh was a threat. Everything that could attack in any way was a threat. He, too, was a threat to her but as he strolled towards her, she could hardly do much than to saunter forth as well.

She didn't respond to the greeting other than to smile warmly at him; it was all but irrelevant. What was important was the question she was tossed, and the guilt that wrapped harmlessly about her ankles and bound her to the spot. She was unable to leave now, was forced into a position where she had to answer the question and likely be scorned for the response. Her eyes -- deep, blazing, and much hardened -- bore into his similarly coloured. He was much, much larger than her in Optime form but she stood above him now, still but a child but one that bore more resemblance to a small bodied woman.

Back where we were. Somewhere, basically; geographically, it had no name. I ran away from them when they slept. I left a feather behind so they might think I'll be back. She had done that before too; leaving a feather, from Talitha, meant she would be back and she was safe. I had to come back here. I didn't want to be there.

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!@#$%Dwelling on the past had never suited him very much--instead, he chose to learn from it in move on. In this case, there were no deep life lessons to take away from it, but merely the knowledge that Gabriel's family was alive and well. Nothing about Talitha suggested that she was lying--she was completely composed, and he couldn't imagine her having any reason to lie, anyway. As such, he nodded, although his features remained in a thoughtful frown.

!@#$%"But why not?" he wondered aloud. An unusual expression then danced across his face--a grimace. Typically, Anselm refused to let his emotions show this clearly or openly. Maybe her being family was enough of a reason for him to feel a pang of empathy. "I often wonder what my own childhood would have been like if I hadn't lived in such a violent place. But then again, we wouldn't be ourselves without our past... so I guess as long as you're sure it's what you want," he said with a shrug, as though to dismiss his own existentialist "moment."
!@#$%(Incorrectly,) he was assuming that she already knew of the ever-present threat of the wolves. He would be mighty surprised to hear that Gabriel hadn't warned her of wolves in general. It also seemed logical to him that the hybrid would have given his daughter that extra bit of insight into the situation so that she knew she--in particular--was in a greater deal of risk than the average coyote.
!@#$%Unfortunately, although Anselm understood many things, he didn't have an especially strong grasp on the concept of parenting. They needed food and water and warmth, right? And that was it? There was little consideration so far as not emotionally damaging the children was concerned... perhaps knowing that your whole family might be massacred on the whim of some jackasses with plenty of food and water of their own would upset a kid. But she was old enough to know better, right?
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Talitha, of course, was more taken aback by the talk of violence and danger. The confusion showed plainly on her partly slack mouth and eyes, which stared at Anselm almost blankly. The gentle motion of her tail stirring the air behind her, idle and a habit she had yet to break, paused as she thumped a hand against her young, undeveloped hip. It made sense, she supposed, that she and her mother be sent away after Fatin and Ezekiel because of an unseen danger within Inferni, but it also made sense that she, as an Inferni coyote, be able to assist the clan.

What danger, Anselm? A hushed urgency had entered her voice, and her eyes sparkled with more emotion — how had she been sent away at a time like that? — than she even noticed. Her ears flickered backward in concern; it wasn't right! She was the daughter of the leader, her obligation and life was here.

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!@#$%She didn't know. Wait, what? She didn't know? A confusion maybe half as strong as her own showed upon his countenance, but he blinked once and it was gone. Although his stoic expression was back to normal, his thoughts were racing. In her position, he reckoned that he would have been mighty pissed off to not hear of something so major. Anselm didn't like to be sheltered or coddled. It seemed unlikely to him that she would, either.

!@#$%How to put this delicately? "Inferni is at war." Okay, maybe not so much. But there was no turning back now. "A pup and its mother were slaughtered near the borders several weeks ago. Whoever did it wasn't right in the head; they hung the bodies up in plain sight, innards skewed about." That certainly wasn't appropriate. But then again, the last younger girl he'd told about this threat hadn't seemed to take it "seriously enough." Talitha needed to know the full story.
!@#$%"It was some jackass from Dahlia de Mai, which isn't that far to the west from here. Don't go there." She probably didn't need to know about what he and Gabriel had done to retaliate--and beyond that, he wasn't sure what else had happened. It was hard to tell if one fight was related to the next sometimes, but all he knew was that the whole damn coast was aware of the situation and that trouble was ever present on the horizon.
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A normal little girl would have blanched in fear at the thought of war, might have stumbled back into the sand and shook her head. Talitha was the blood of Gabriel, and while the news did turn her stomach into a right mess of things and made her head spin, nothing short of concern showed. Her fists clenched a little as the gruesome act was described, and she almost didn't believe Anselm, but her father's relative had absolutely no reason to lie to her. Right?

Okay, she said with a small, sincere smile, even though there was nothing innocent about her meaningless agreement. We haven't... Lost anyone else, right?

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!@#$%He shook his head from side to side: no, they hadn't lost anybody else, thankfully. "Not to them, at least. I'm not sure if the outflow of recent recruits has had anything to do with it, if that counts," he offered. The pack he had grown up in was a little different than those around 'Souls--back home, you were born there, and you tended to die there. Not many people left, even though the conditions left much to be desired. Certainly they didn't attract any newcomers. In 'Souls, things seemed to operate differently. Drifters came in all the time (maybe because they were closer to the coast?), and then they seemed to leave just as quickly. Those born in the area came and went like the tide. He wasn't 100% used to it yet.

!@#$%"Anyway, I think originally we had more members than they did. But since, they've grown in number and we've remained about constant." This information he could glean from the number of unique scents that frequented the borders of the pack, and his general knowledge about Inferni's statistics. All of this was stuff that he had told Gabriel earlier when he'd found out--but the scout was more than willing to share this information with anybody who asked or needed to know.
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Inferni's always been like that, Talitha said. So she had been told; the Lykois and de le Poers ruled here, with Hybrid and Faolin really being the only big differing coyotes. Faolin was technically a de le Poer now, and Hybrid was just there by himself. Asphyxia was her grandma, so she was family. We're a family clan more than anything else. It was unnecessary information, and of course Anselm already knew it, but it seemed like the only logical thing to say at the time. She pursed her lip in thought, though, filtering through his information for any hint of hopelessness, but it seemed like, despite Dahlia's numbers to Inferni's, they were still willing to win the war and not back down. Had Inferni ever backed down from a war? It was excruciatingly hard to tell.

Uncle Anselm, (he was her uncle or something like that, wasn't he?) she said softly, smiling warmly at him, Can we go find somewhere to kind of chill out of the sun? It's only gonna get more hot as the day goes on.

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There would always be a struggle between obedience and free-thinking, he imagined. A pack was something that demanded some level of conformity to function, or else there would only be anarchy. At the same time, blind faith could lead everyone right off of a cliff. Maybe in some ways it was better that the members of Inferni felt welcome to come and go as they pleased; it conveyed that they wanted to be here (or else they wouldn't have returned), and it also demonstrated that they were all individuals coming together. They could think for themselves, yet they served a common purpose.
At her request he smiled and his tail swung slightly behind him; being a part of this massive family was still new and exciting. "Sure, we can find some shade or even some water to go swimming, if you'd like," he offered, content to let her decide. She had just gotten back home, after all--maybe there were some places she was more eager to check out than others. Maybe they'd even run into Gabriel along the way. Regardless, he'd get back to his border duties later.
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