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Halifax. Will be mature later on.



     She couldn't believe she'd actually mustered the courage to make it here on her own. The city had always seemed like a terrifying Goliath in her mind that swallowed people up if they weren't careful. Still, she knew this was the best place to look for what she needed. Enzo needed more seeds and what she had found in the mansion had run out. Not only that, but she wanted to collect some medical supplies and look for a book on medicinal herbs. An empty bag was held in one hand, knowing that carrying everything back without something to put it all in would be a huge hassle. Cambria took a deep breath and plunged into the unknown, hoping that all her fears about this place would be unfounded.



     A couple hours later her bag was filled with a bag of bird seed, bandages, rubbing alcohol, a needle and some thread. The last thing on her list was the book (or books) on helpful plants and herbs. She knew about some, but clearly there were many she was not aware of and having a book to consult would be immensely helpful in her pursuit of being a healer. The girl stood in front of a large building that had the word "library" engraved on the top. Libraries had lots of books, she knew, and this would probably be the best place to search for her book. She climbed the steps and opened the door, heading inside. The place had a musty smell about it that made her nose crinkle, but it wasn't too unpleasant. Carefully she began to walk down the aisles of books, eyes peeled for anything that talked about medicinal plants and herbs.

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Libraries were generally useless things to Andante. It was always rows up on rows of books, filled with endless information. Maybe if he had taken the time to learn the skill of reading like countless other Luperci had done, he would find some sort of good in the books. As it was, he only held disdain and disinterest in the tomes. His meager skills only allowed him to spell his own name, and he was content with that. He got by so far without any literacy skills and he saw no reason to pick it up now. Instead, he found other ways to make the libraries a little more useful. Often he scavenged through them, and on days when he found himself particularly too far from home for his tastes, he used the buildings as impromptu shelters.



Today was one of those days. Dante had spent the better part of the afternoon lounging upon one of the tables tucked into one of the corners of the building. He stirred from a particularly peaceful nap and found himself simply staring up at the ceiling, thoughts empty. Unexpectedly, he sat up, peering around cautiously. He could have sworn that he’d heard the sound of footsteps within the building. Dante slipped off the table, baseball bat in hand, and ventured toward a cluster of bookshelves. He could smell a fresh scent nearby, and his curiosity began to grow. He slowly stalked his way to the source of the scent, determined to remain unnoticed for as long as possible. He glanced down a few of the aisles as he went, and when he spotted the stranger, a grin broke out onto his features. It was a young woman searching quietly through one of the shelves. He stepped down the aisle she stood in, grin still on his face. “Hey there, girly,” he called loudly. “Whatcha up ta?”


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     It took a good deal of searching, but finally she seemed to have hit a bit of a jackpot. There were quite a few books on the subject of herbal medicine. Some of them looked really, really old and so she made an effort to find books that seemed to be the most recent. She had no idea if the information inside would have changed all that drastically, but it seemed that the most recent information would be more reliable than the older information. Cambria pulled out a book with a (somewhat) shiny cover and carefully flipped it open. The pages were large, and detailed, and better yet they had pictures. At that stage in her study of the healing property of plants the illustrations of the plants would be the most helpful. Then she could learn what they looked like and sift out the plants that she had collected that had no use to her studies.



     The Marino girl was under the assumption that no one else was inside the large building. She hadn’t smelled anyone else, and hadn’t heard anyone else either. Her guard was completely down and her senses weren’t on alert to keep track of anything unusual. All her focus was on the books that she had come here to obtain. Tucking the first book she had found into her bag she pulled a heavier tome from the shelf and began to flip through it. Unlike the first one, this one held no pictures, but she didn’t discount its usefulness. When a voice shot through the stagnant air though she gasped and the book fell to the ground with a loud snap. Oceanic orbs looked up to find the dominating figure of a man coming down the aisle at her with some kind of thick stick in his hand. Ears plastered against her head and her heart waivered. “I…I was j-just looking for some b-books…” The way he was grinning at her was completely unsettling and Cambria was becoming quite scared.

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A gasp and a thud were the first sounds to greet his sudden appearance and speech. The girl’s sudden reaction caused the doggish male to utter an amused, bark of a laugh. With how terribly feisty and temperamental the women he’d bumped into so far were, he was expecting a little more fire and a lot less fright in return from this one. After running into so many prickly woman during his stay here in Nova Scotia, he was almost convinced that this region simply bred fiery ladies. They were always entertaining, but that wasn’t to say that Andante didn’t find amusement in the situation at hand. The encounter was a bit unexpected, and certainly different, but that didn’t mean the hybrid boy found it to be boring. Didn’t they say variety was the spice of life?



“Oh, r-really? Well ain’t that just lovely," he taunted, mocking her frightened stutter. He took another step towards her, dropping the grin from his features. He stood and watched her with a cold intensity in his amethyst gaze. He was beyond amused at this young woman’s display of fear, and he found himself wanting to turn this into some sort of game. As much as he wanted to grin and laugh at the chocolate hued girl’s cowardly behavior, he felt he could provoke some interesting results by switching up his own actions so suddenly. Cold and frighteningly calm on the outside, laughing hysterically on the inside. Oh, this would be a fun little encounter, alright. “An’ just what would ya wanna do with these books?” Reaching down, he snatched up the book she had dropped with his free hand. Dante examined it for a moment and after finding it just as useless as any other book he’d stumbled upon, he returned his attention to the frightened little girl.


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Okay, Dante's role is over so Lolita can jump in now Big Grin Little PP, lemme know if you want it changed Meghann <3 SoSuWriMo 534



     His laughter startled her even further and her body began to tremble. No good would come of this encounter, that was glaringly obvious. Cambria cursed herself for coming out to the city by herself. Why hadn’t she asked someone to come with her? Why hadn’t she asked momma or daddy or even Gotham to come with her? She was sure that they would have, her brother would have been really excited at the prospect. More than anything she wished that one or all of them were here with her now. If they were, this man would not be bothering her because her family would protect her and keep him away from her. There was nothing to stop him from doing whatever he wanted now though. It was just the two of them in the large, secluded library. She was alone, and she was vulnerable.



     The man’s response was mocking and she cowered even lower. Then he stepped closer to her and the smile he had previously worn went away and all that remained was a hard and cold expression that was even more terrifying. The girl’s eyes grew large with fear and horrible pictures of what he could do to her flashed through her head. Would he kill her? Would this library be the last thing she ever saw? Tears welled up in her eyes, certain that he was going to do the worst thing possible. It took all her strength not to fall to the floor in a lump and sob. Cambria had never done anything mean to anyone and yet it seemed the world was out to get her. Pure, unadulterated fear gripped her and she had no voice for the next question he asked. When the man leaned down to grab the book she had dropped though instinct kicked in and she realized that now, while his eyes were off of her, was her chance to run.



     Moving faster than she thought possible she grabbed her bag and bolted, her heart pounding in her ears. Adrenaline surged through her system as she navigated her way back to the door and burst out into the open. Hot tears streamed down her face, he was coming after her, she knew it. Clutching her bag she ran down the steps and into the labyrinth of the city. She couldn’t outrun him for long, so she couldn’t make it back home. She had to find a place to hide. Her vision was blurred by the tears that flowed from her eyes and her brain was in a state of hysteria. The young wolf ran, stumbling, looking for a building that could conceal her from the man that was chasing her.



     A door popped into her sight and she dashed into it without a second thought. Cambria shut the door behind her and ran into the bowels of the building, but before she got far she slammed into someone else. The contents of her bag scattered as she fell to the ground and she cowered, covering her head and sobbing. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry! Please don’t hurt me!” The girl trembled, certain that whoever she had just run into would be as bad as the man.

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<3<3 580 words.


#####It had not even been a full week since her attack on her uncle, and Lolita had yet to return to Dahlia de Mai for more than a few minutes. She had returned to her tree only to get her satchel of supplies, not wanting to allow her body to rot. As much as she wished herself to physically die in the way that everyone else did, especially after her failed attempt at killing her uncle, the cream-colored woman did not want to risk having to walk through her afterlife for eternity with rotting flesh. Smoking would keep her physical body in good enough shape to not bring horrified looks from everyone she passed in her wandering. The risks of the effects of not smoking were absolutely not worth it, so she had returned to her pack long enough to gather her belongings and then return to the city. Lolita had not returned to the house in which she had attacked Vigilante, out of concern that he might still be there, lying in wait to finish her off. He may not have fought back when she had attacked him, but it would all be on even ground if he attacked her first the next time that they were to meet. . . And there would be one.


#####“What the hell!?” she shouted in response to the impact of someone running straight into her in her safe house, her body stumbling forward from the sheer surprise of the hit. Sharply turning around, the flamboyant woman took in the sight of the frazzled girl, oversize shepherd ears taking in her pleas. Her expression softened and the anger in her emerald eyes gone as fast as it had flashed in to begin with. The girl looked so hassled, so terrified, that Lolita could not be angry with her. No matter what her rage had been like just moments before, it was nearly forgotten now as she took in the sight of the girl’s tear-streaked face. She lowered herself to crouch beside the girl, lithe hand reaching out to stroke the girl’s hair. It was a motherly gesture, but the Dahlian’s thoughts were nothing of the sort. First and foremost, she wanted to comfort the girl, and on a selfish level, she wanted to make herself feel better after the past five days. She felt she deserved some way of making herself feel better.


#####Lolita leaned forward, using her other hand to pick up the book that had fallen out of the girl’s bag. It had not been her fault that everything had fallen, and she would have been absolutely livid if the contents of her own bag had been strewn all over the floor. Thankfully, her bag was safely tucked in the corner of the small room. Still, though it was not her fault, Lolita wanted to help the girl feel better, and helping her gather her things might be a good start. “Shhh, shh,” she soothed, her voice quiet as she stroked at the girl’s dark hair. “I’m not going to hurt you, sweetie. . . Tell Lolita what happened,” she said softly, both introducing herself to the much younger girl and also inquiring about the girl’s current state. Something must have happened, and her immediate thoughts fell to her uncle, no matter how illogical it was. Her uncle had only been notorious for harming criminals, and Lolita highly doubted that this young girl could even possibly be one of those types.




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SoSuWriMo 442



     Cambria cowered, waiting for what she thought was inevitable. Whoever she had just run into would be angry and attack her and that would be it. She didn't know how to defend herself, she wasn't strong. She was just a weak, scared little girl and it wouldn't take much effort from anyone to bring her short life to an end. A soft whine was pushed from her throat as she heard the other canine move close to her, but the touch that came was not what she had expected. A gentle hand stroked her hair and for a moment her trembling ceased. Cautiously she removed her hands from her head and looked up to see the figure of the person who was comforting her instead of assaulting her. Her fur was light, like her father's, but the most striking thing about her was her fiery red hair. Cambria had never seen anyone with such hair. Was she an angel? She had to be something close for being nice to her after she had ran into her like that.



     Nose sniffled as she watched the older female pick up her books, apparently helping to gather her things that had been scattered all around. That was nice of her, but right now the Marino wasn't really concerned about the things she had collected. Her heart still beat rapidly against her chest, like a frightened bird's. Her body continued to tremble, but not so much out of fear now as out of shock. She had never been so scared in her entire life, not even when her accident with the white powder had happened. Searching comfort she leaned into the other girl, desperately searching for that sense of security she needed. It took a few moments for her thoughts to stop racing and for her to find her voice and even then it was shaky. "I w-was in the library, l-looking for b-books. This man s-startled me. He was b-big, and had this s-stick thing. He was g-going to hurt m-me."



     The retelling of what had just happened made her eyes sting with new tears and without even thinking she threw her arms around Lolita and held her tight, afraid that the scary man would show up and snatch her away. "I didn't do anything! I just wanted some books!" she cried out. Cambria couldn't understand why he had wanted to hurt her. She never wanted to upset anyone and yet without doing anything he was going to hurt her and maybe even kill her. She wanted to be home. She wanted her mommy and daddy, but she couldn't leave right now. She just couldn't.

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#####Only once before had she seen someone who was so fearful of what was happening right then, and it brought back painful memories for the cream-colored woman to see the fear gripping Cambria. The last time that she had seen anyone so scared had been her lovely Pippa’s face, the face of the sweetest and most tender angel, and it had been on the day of her death. Her thoughts turned back to that day as Cambria retold what had just spooked her so much, the rage that had encrypted her brother’s snarl as he attacked her so very vivid in her mind. Instead of imaging some faceless man moving towards Cambria menacingly, Lolita only saw her awful brother advancing on the chocolate-colored girl, and her arms tightened around her instinctively when Cambria held her out of fear. Though she did not know the girl’s name, and knew nothing about her, she already cared for this girl so much. In her mind’s eye, she was holding a terrified Pippa, wanting to protect her from the evils of the world.


#####“Your heart’s beating very fast,” she said softly, feeling it against her own chest before lowering her slender hand to touch the girl’s chest, almost savoring the feeling of the girl’s heart beating. Physically, her own heart did beat, just as anyone else’s did, but she was never able to realize it. It had been so long since she had been with anyone to feel the steady thumping of their heart. A small bit of pressure applied to the younger girl’s chest as Lolita closed her eyes, resting her head on top of Cambria’s. She did not know how to make the girl feel better, but she so desperately wanted to. There was a connection there now, after she had associated the scared girl with her beloved sister. Her unoccupied arm dropped to the small of the girl’s back, sitting just above the curve of her butt as Lolita held her closer, hand still resting on the girl’s heart and breast. The way that she had always comforted Pippa came to mind, but she did not know if this was the time and place. Lolita needed reassurance before she could continue.


#####She would never hurt the girl, simply based on her timid nature. No one had ever pulled at her heart strings as much as her sister had, so passionate and fearful, but this girl was a painful and close reminder of those feelings. “You do not need to worry about me hurting you,” she said knowingly, hoping against hope that Cambria would not be afraid of her. “I would never hurt you.” She could not say the same for everyone else, but even if something happened and she and this girl did not end up getting along—or worse—Lolita knew she could never speak ill of this young girl, could never harm her. Cambria had reminded her too much of Pippa, and now that would never leave her mind.




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SoSuWriMo 439



     Usually she would not have been so open to a stranger, would not have been so close, but at the moment she needed comfort more than anything and Lolita was giving it to her. Right now the older female was her life jacket and she was clinging to her with all her might. If she let go something horrible would happen, she knew. The man would burst through that door and drag her away crying and screaming. He would beat her and he would leave her to die alone in the cold city away from everyone and everything that she loved. She couldn't imagine a worse fate, but Lolita was a shining angel who had come to protect her. Her kind manner and bright coat and hair would keep the monsters away. They wouldn't take her away as long as she were here with the older girl.



     As Lolita stated that her heart was beating fast Cambria whined and nodded her head in recognition. It was beating so very fast and part of her was afraid it might explode. The only other time it had ever beat like that was when she had accidentally inhaled that powder and her body had been thrown into overdrive. This wasn't quite as horrible as that had been, since it was her own body that had facilitated the increased heart rate, but it was still frightening. When the hand pressed against her chest she felt a soothing warmth fill her and her heart began to slow its frenzied beating. Cambria wasn't thinking about the possible sexual nature of that touch, having never come close to experiencing any kind of physical intimacy before. It just felt good to have Lolita so close to her, holding her. Feeling Lolita's head lean on top of her own and her arm on her back only made her lean further into the contact, loving the comforting warmth it gave her.



     The older canine would not have needed to say those words, for already in her heart Cambria knew them to be true. If Lolita had wanted to hurt her she would have already. She would have pounced on her the moment she had run into her. But she hadn't, she hadn't even been angry, she had immediately moved to comfort her and so Cambria knew that she was a good person. "I know," she said softly in response. It then occurred to her that she had not said her name. She didn't move an inch from their embrace, but spoke with a little more volume. "I'm Cambria." Now they both knew each other's names, and that was good.

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#####Lolita could not possibly know the effect she was having on the young Dreamer, but if she had, she would have held her more tightly without a second thought. She was doing something important by comforting the young girl, and it occurred to her that this might have been what Kaena had been referring to by telling her she had something great to do yet. Perhaps the silver-furred canine had known that she would be needed to comfort this young girl somehow, and Lolita would not have put it past the Centurion’s obvious wisdom to possibly be able to see vaguely into the future. In some way, she was finding comfort in the young girl as well, the touch that they were sharing sending small shockwaves through her body. It had been such a long time since she had held someone so intimately or been held. Too much time had passed since the last time she had touched or been touched, and now she was finding it in Cambria.


#####The girl leaned in closer, as if she were silently urging Lolita to touch her more. The Dahlian did not know how innocent this girl was, but she had her suspicions about it, considering how young and timid she was. “That’s a pretty name,” she said softly, smiling, feeling Cambria’s heartbeat slow down some. Her presence was having a very good effect on the girl, but Lolita immediately associated the lack of a pounding heartbeat with the way that her hand was touching the girl’s chest. Pulling their embrace closer, Lolita moved her hand gently, the thin fur of her fingers and palm running gently over the soft fur of the girl’s young breast. Cambria seemed to be comfortable and enjoying this, which had been enough of a sign for her that she could continue. She did not want to stop anymore, and she wanted to continue their touch. Breaking the connection that had formed so quickly would not be acceptable to her now; she needed this too much to even consider stopping now, unless Cambria tried to break away from her. Lolita hoped she wouldn’t.


#####This would probably be the first time that anyone had ever touched Cambria in this way, and this would be the youngest that she had ever gone in a partner. She had been with her sister when they were very young, but that had been different. She had been the same age as Pippa then, but now there would certainly be a difference in age, even if it was not really there. Lolita still believed she had not aged since her death, but now she considered her age to be her time on the earth, very different from mental and physical age. While Lolita and Cambria might be close in age (she really did not know), she had much more time and experience on the earth than the young Dreamer did. Jade eyes closed as she inhaled the scent of the young girl, wanting to be closer to Cambria. She was not only giving the young girl the comfort she could, but seeking and taking it from her, as well.




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     The only people who had ever been able to calm her like this were her family members and Mati, and now Lolita. It was a special gift that very few possessed, as far as Cambria was aware. Even though it was due to severe distress, she was amazed at how quickly she had warmed up to the older fey. Such a thing was incredibly unusual for her and so it meant that Lolita was special. Silly a thought as it may have been, Cambi truly found herself thinking that she was some kind of angel. Surely only an angel would be able to comfort her in this way, to make her feel so at ease when she had been so upset mere moments before. Even if she weren't an angel, she had some kind of special power or aura that allowed the younger girl to open up. For the clammed up Marino, it was a truly spectacular thing.



     Amazingly a smile came to her face as Lolita said that her name was pretty. "Your name is pretty too," she said quietly, feeling her cheeks grow warm. Not only was her name pretty, but Lolita was very pretty as well. Her looks were as unique as her ability to calm the younger wolf down. She was something special and the fact that she was taking an interest and liking to Cambria made her feel special in return. The girl liked feeling special, for she did not feel that way often. As Lolita's hand ran gently over her breast her heart skipped a beat and a strange new feeling began to rise up in her. It was completely foreign to her and she didn't know what to make of it, but it didn't seem bad. She was intrigued and was enjoying their contact too much to break away or question what had just happened. Here in Lolita's arms she was safe and she felt good. She wasn't going to give that up.



     Unknowingly, Cambria was about to be indoctrinated into a very large part of adult life. No one had had the "sex talk" with her, for she was still quite young and especially innocent for one her age. Such thoughts had never crossed her mind before and so she was oblivious as to where this encounter was going or what the other female's touches would do to her body. She had a sense from the strange new feelings that were starting to tingle through her, but she had no idea what they were or what they meant. At the moment the Marino was just glad to feel safe and wanted and happy. That was all she ever really wanted and so she was lapping up the attention coming from the older femme. Instinctively she nuzzled against Lolita's chest, reciprocating the affection and incidentally pushing things forward.

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#####Too much time had passed since she had been able to share intimate touches with anyone, and none had meant to so to her as it had when she was with Pippa. The direction that this was taking was leading down that road, and the similarities between her long lost sister and this young girl were so great that stopping would probably kill her again, emotionally this time. Lolita had always preferred the touch of other women—they simply knew how to please a woman better than a man ever could. Though the experienced ladies were the ones that knew how to pleasure her best, she had a tender spot for the innocent ones who did not know what they were doing. She had experience, so it made up for their lack of experience. She could teach them what to do and how to make someone feel good. Lolita wanted to feel good, and it seemed that Cambria did, too, even if she did not know exactly where this was going. The creamy Dahlian knew, though, and hoped Cambria would not stop her.


#####The compliment was a surprise, but not completely unexpected. Cambria was seemingly a sweet and timid young girl who would probably return any compliment she received. Her parents had raised her well, though it probably would do her a bit of good to not be so fearful of the world. That came with age and experience, though, just as the fear did. “Thank you,” she said, a small grin creeping over her petite muzzle at Cambria’s leaning into her touch. Lolita was completely comfortable with her sexuality and she knew that she had a lot of it floating around, not even able to remember the names of most of those that she had been intimate with. Truthfully, the only one she really remembered was the woman she loved, and she expected she would remember Cambria, as well, simply because of the similarities between Pippa and the young chocolate-furred Dreamer. Both were very pretty, sweet, timid. . . And Lolita liked that in her women, she supposed. Maybe that was why she would remember Cambria so much later.


#####Her hand moved again, rubbing with a bit more pressure. She did not want to rush the young girl, but she wanted to keep doing this, and then do much, much more. “Does that feel good?” she asked softly, though she knew the answer would be a positive one. It was unlikely that Cambria would have leaned in to the touch so willingly if it had not felt good to her. “Do you want to feel good? I can make you feel good,” she added comfortingly, the hand on the small of Cambria’s back falling slightly lower to rest right next to Cambria’s tail, a slight but firm pressure on the girl’s butt. She wanted to make Cambria feel good, but needed complete reassurance before she would keep going, and she needed Cambria to see where this might lead. Lolita wanted this, and wanted Cambria to want it, as well.




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     It was strange, the only thing they really knew about one another was their names and yet she felt she knew Lolita so well. It was a kind of intangible knowledge that could not be described in words and even she wasn't entirely sure what it was. There was a connection there though, even she felt it, though not as strongly or urgently as the older canine was. They were such opposites. Lolita was well versed in the ways of the world and how two people could and did fit together, whereas Cambria was sheltered and wholly innocent on that front. A sexual thought had never crossed her mind and even if it had she wouldn't have known what it was really. She knew that such things occurred between people, though she had no idea what actually happened or why. The girl was truly blind and stumbling around in the dark. However the pale angel woman was there to lead her through this experience, even if she didn't know what this experience was or where it was going to.



     The Marino did like to repay compliments, though she knew you only said something like that when you meant it, and she did mean it. Lolita was a very pretty name and one she had never heard before. Everything about the older fey was unique and Cambria could not help but be drawn to her. It was almost like a moth to a flame. An attraction that she could not explain yet felt innately. Hormones that she didn't even know about seemed to be kicking in, having laid dormant up until this moment. Lolita and her experienced touches were sparking them into life while the younger girl was left in a state of dazed yet happy confusion. She had never felt this way before and she didn't really understand it. Usually she was wary of things that she did not understand, but she did not feel that way about this. She couldn't say why, there were no answers, only raw feelings.



     As Lolita's hand moved again her intake of breath was deep and sharp and was released slowly. It felt so different, being touched there. Better than being touched in other places. No one had ever touched her there before, but she couldn't deny that it felt nice. Cream tipped ears twitched at the other's soft questions and while she was still confused as to what was going on, her mind was shutting down and her body was taking over. "Yes," she replied somewhat breathlessly. It did feel good. A shiver ran up her spine as Lolita's other hand came to rest near her tail, the pressure adding to all these strange new sensations. Cambria's muzzle rose to nuzzle against the older femme's neck. "Yes, I want to feel good. I do." It was almost as if the words were not her own, her voice sounding airy and different somehow. All the worried and nervous parts of her brain had gone blank and all she could pay attention to was what her body was wanting and it wanted more of what Lolita was doing to her.

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#####The confirmation was all that she needed, and a coy smile spread over her muzzle, emerald eyes gaining back some of the luster that they had once held when she was alive. When she saw them reflected back at her now that she was dead, Lolita never saw the vibrance that came with life. Smoking and drinking never brought the light back into her eyes, but intimacy always seemed to, especially when she felt such a sharp tug towards the individual. Here, in this strange room with this strange, timid girl, Lolita felt comfortable and excited. Knowing that Cambria wanted this too only encouraged her more, even if she suspected that the girl was far too young and inexperienced to understand what they were going to do. Sexuality was an important part of her life, even if there were periods of time that she suppressed it out of frustrations at having no one to be with. That had been the case basically since she had arrived in this area, and she was glad her first intimate encounter in the area was with someone so sweet.


#####The hand on Cambria’s butt lowered still to cup it at the curve, lifting it slightly as the hand on the young girl’s breast lowered slowly, her nimble fingers running over the sensitive flesh before trailing down her side gently. Lolita was becoming a bit adventurous in her touching, or would be soon, but she did not want to scare Cambria away. The hand rested at the very top of the girl’s thigh for a moment, gently stroking the fur there while the Monroe woman leaned closer, tongue reaching out to caress the outer creamy edge of the girl’s ear that was closest to her. She did not want to rush things, but she did not want to hold off much longer; even she was the only one really doing the touching, she was still going to find pleasure in the contact. Lolita was one of the lucky ones who was able to get off on others’ pleasure, which was particularly good when it came to growing intimate with those that had no experience in such matters.


#####Lolita lifted her hand from the girl’s inner thigh, tracing the bone of the girl’s pelvis until her hand was level with the curve of her hips, but towards the center of her body. She was incredibly sensitive to the touch right below there, even if it was not actually a part of her sex; perhaps Cambria would be sensitive there, as well. Her fingers trailed down gently, the lightest touch she could possibly manage as she moved in the general direction of Cambria’s warmth. More time would probably be necessary, but the girl seemed so receptive and Lolita did not want to stop. Once more, she hesitated, her fingers stopped just short of Cambria’s most sensitive flesh as she waited for some sign to continue. She did not want to force this, no matter how excited she was, the feeling of butterflies fluttering in her own warmth.




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     It felt as though some primal part of her being was waking up and guiding her wants and desires. It was amazing that she had gone from fearing for her life and now here she was feeling so good and in ways she had never experienced before. Even if she didn't know what was going on, she could tell that Lolita knew what was and knew exactly what she was doing. At times it would have scared her, going into such unknown territory, but all the worry and concern was gone from her, vanished into the air. Lolita had said that she wouldn't hurt her and that she knew how to make her feel good and Cambria was trusting her without question. Why wouldn't she, when already she had done so much to make her feel better? She clearly knew what do to to get her to calm down after being so incredibly upset. If the older girl knew how to make her feel even better then she could think of no reason not to follow her lead.



     Her body moved with the hybrid female's leading touches, her rear lifting as the hand cupped her buttocks. A whimper of protest nearly escaped her throat as the experienced fingers left her chest and moved down her body, but she contained it. Lolita knew what she was doing. This was evidenced by the soft trembling that ran through her muscles at the light caresses down her form. Her body trembled no longer out of fear, but out of anticipation and wonder. A heat was beginning to grow inside the girl unlike anything she had ever felt; like a fire had been lit inside her belly and it was slowly growing. The feel of Lolita's tongue on her ears made her tail twitch in surprise and in response she felt her own tongue reach out to lap gently at the older female's neck. The motion was automatic, and yet she only knew to do it because the other had done it to her. All she could do was mimic whenever her body felt it appropriate.



     As those pale fingers traced and teased her lower region Cambi felt the heat inside of her sink down to right between her legs. A tingling sensation started in that area and intensified with the closer Lolita's touch came to that place. It was yet another place she had never been touched and she had no idea what was in store. All this time her arms had remained wrapped around Lolita's back, but now she found herself wondering if it would feel good to the other fey to be touched in similar ways. Hesitantly, one of her hands moved around to the pale woman's front and she placed it lightly on top of one of her breasts. Now that it was there though she didn't know what to do, her body overcome by everything that was going on.

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#####She could sense that the young girl was still unsure, but it was no matter. Lolita was not concerned about getting anything in return, her primary focus being the young Dreamer. The way her young body was shaking had changed in a way that the cream-colored woman could only believe was a positive way, no longer filled with fear and worry. Cambria’s body was compliant with Lolita’s gentle nudges and lifting, and she responded to the Dahlian’s gentle lick with one of her own, drawing a soft, quiet moan from Lolita as she arched her neck, nearly asking for more from the young girl. She always found those that had no experience to be the ones that were sweet and sensitive, and in a way, her own body reacted and emulated such things. With someone who was inexperienced, her own flesh was often more sensitive and receptive to touch, sending tingles down every nerve in her body.


#####Cambria’s unsteady hand moved to the front of Lolita’s slender body, settling in an unsure manner over the Dahlian’s breast. Lolita leaned in to the touch, urging Cambria to continue touching her in the way that she had been touching Cambria just moments before. It came as a surprise to know that Cambria wanted to touch her, too; she seemed to want to learn, and Lolita was absolutely more than willing to teach her. She could not deny that it was partially for selfish reasons. Even if she was not one to grow very attached to anyone she was intimate with, she knew that by being the girl’s first—and she would have been very surprised if she found out she was not—there would always be a bond between them. Even if they never saw one another again, a thought that was not actually crossing her mind at that point, so wrapped up in the pleasure that she was, she knew the bond would be there.


#####She let her experienced hand linger for another moment before drifting downwards, delving slowly, carefully between the young girl’s legs with little hesitation. Though she was nearly shivering with anticipation at what was to come, Lolita did not want to rush this for Cambria. She did not want to scare the girl, and she wanted this to be an enjoyable experience for her. The girl had already been frightened enough today and she did not need any more negative emotions hanging about her. Caressing the inside of Cambria’s thigh, the creamy Dahlian moved closer to the warmth between Cambria’s legs, the heat making her feel even more wet herself. She had lifted Cambria slightly just for this, and the waiting was more than she could handle as she gave in and moved her hand closer, just barely grazing the edge of Cambria’s untouched slit. She would need more preparation, of course, before Lolita could do what she wanted to do most, so the creamy hybrid massaged between Cambria’s legs gently, her own breathing shallow with anticipation.




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     The moan that it seemed her lick had elicited from the other femme was as new as everything else that was happening, but the way her neck arched it seemed that it was something that had been enjoyable. So Cambi mixed her nuzzles with licks, lavishing attention on Lolita's slender neck. She had a feeling that all of this was kind of like a gift that Lolita was giving her, but still she couldn't damper her compulsive need to thank the people who did nice things for her. So she would read the other's body language and learn from the way that she was being touched. If it felt good to her then she figured it must feel good to her new friend as well. From the moment the fiery haired woman's soothing words had reached her ears she had instantly been dubbed a friend in the young girl's mind. Little did she know that the things they were doing were not things that "friends" really did with one another but the distinction was impossible to make for her at the moment. It all felt good, and friends made each other feel good, so it made sense.



     When her hand nervously placed itself upon the other's breast once again Lolita leaned into the contact which clearly meant that she liked it. Still, Cambria didn't know exactly what to do to make her feel good, her hands and fingers so inexperienced especially compared to Lolita's. Plus, she hadn't actually seen the way she had been touched, only felt it. Still, she wanted to try, and so her hand lightly rubbed over the older girl's breast. There had been pressure too, she remembered that and so her hand pressed against Lolita, hoping that her touches were accomplishing what she was wanting them too. She didn't want to be a disappointment or to be doing things wrong.



     Lolita's pale hand finally moved lower again and the soft caresses on the inside of her thigh made a soft sigh escape her. The heat was radiating up from her core and she could feel her cheeks grow warm under her fur, though for once it was not out of embarrassment. Nothing could have prepared her for the sensations that shot through her when that hand moved to touch that place that rested between her legs and the gasp that came from the girl was uncontainable. Her hands clutched at Lolita's back and breast her heart rate picking back up. It was all so overwhelming that her legs began to shake, her body's nerves being overloaded by the onslaught that the massaging fingers were causing. Cambria held onto Lolita tightly, afraid she might topple over if she did not.

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#####Cambria was a young, frangible soul, someone who seemed so terribly easy to break. This only increased the creamy Dahlian’s fondness for her, Lolita’s desire to make her feel good increasing by the minute. She wanted this to be a memorable meeting for the young girl, even if she was not remembered in face and name. It would not be very different from the way she handled most of her intimate meetings for her to be easily forgotten, although a piece of her deep within was hoping that the young Dreamer was not going to forget her any time soon, or ever. There was something special about knowing that she was this young girl’s first, even if Cambria had not actually specified this. The creamy hybrid simply knew it was true, even without confirmation. There were too many signs to ignore, and she was actually a little proud to be the one to introduce the girl to such pleasurable activities as sex.


#####Uncertain movements around her breast drew Lolita’s attention, and she smiled softly, nodding encouragingly at what she was doing. “That’s good,” she coaxed, her own breathing sharpening at the littlest bit of pressure from the young and inexperienced hands. Lolita wanted to encourage the girl to give as well as receive, but that was not as important as it was for her to make Cambria feel good. She could easily take care of herself later if needed, but she wanted the Dreamer to experience all that could be offered through intimacy and sex. It was not just pleasure that could come from it, but a sense of closeness and contact with another living individual—she need not tell Cambria that she was not actually alive, for she was certain that it might frighten the girl too much for her to be able to continue her administrations. She never found much personal closeness from sex anymore, not since Pippa, but she did not mind. She did not love anyone, and she did not kiss—that was fine with her, and actually preferred.


#####The shaking of the young girl’s legs went noticed immediately, and for a moment, she ceased the movements of her fingers, contemplating what should be done about Cambria’s trembling. It did not seem to be the type that came from fear, but rather, the complete opposite, so she shifted her weight, moving one hand under the girl’s shoulders and the other beneath her rear, laying her out on the floor. It would be better for her to be lying down, since this was so much new stimulation. Taking a moment to study the girl’s body thoughtfully, Lolita leaned next to her left side, her left hand returning to the warmth between her legs and her right hand resting on the young girl’s breast again. Lolita did not need much in return, especially since she was trying to help Cambria feel better and to take her mind off of that scary, scary man in the library. It seemed more than likely that she was succeeding at that task.




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     Even now it was clear that this event would be burned into Cambria's memory for the rest of her life. Not many were able to forget their first sexual encounter, especially not one such as the Marino girl. There wasn't a single person she had met that she did not remember and most of them were not having the profound effect upon her life that the Dahlian female was having. Of course right now all that existed was the moment. For once she wasn't worrying about what the consequences would be or what the future would hold after this. She was completely stuck in the here and now and the true, lasting effects of this encounter would not be felt until later. Still, Lolita would not be someone she would ever forget. How could she, when the woman was helping her bloom into maturity? How could she ever forget the way her body reacted under that expert touch? No, this was helping to form the girl, whether she realized it or not.



     The verbal encouragement made her feel more confident in her movements and so she continued to caress the pale angel, though with more surety now. Her fingers rubbed the other's breast, massaging and squeezing, hoping it was all making Lolita feel good. The youth's ignorance on the matter made her wonder why she had never seen anyone touch someone else this way before. If this felt so good why had she never seen anyone doing it before? It escaped her that what they were engaging in was a highly personal and private act for the most part, only occurring behind closed doors. The social mores of these acts were beyond her knowledge. Really all she knew was it felt good and she was enjoying the way that Lolita was handling her. It made her feel good, important, wanted. She loved feeling those things.



     Cambria almost didn't notice the cessation of stimulation with the blast of firings that had just lit up her brain like a Christmas tree. Even her vision had seemed to go bright for a moment, hazy around the edges. Being touched down there was like nothing else, even entirely different from the caresses Lolita's hand made on her breast. The girl was only vaguely aware that she was being repositioned, lowered so that she was laying on the ground instead of kneeling. The shaking in her legs stopped, her body recollecting after that initial blast of sensation. Her eyes met with Lolita's, a small smile growing on her lips as her angel looked over her. Then the stimulation returned, both between her legs and on her chest. She drew in a sharp intake of breath, her back arching slightly at the combined touches, and then it was released in a soft moan. Instinctively her legs parted further, giving Lolita better access. The girl was completely intoxicated and would do anything the older fey wished her to.

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#####Despite the fact that she knew that this was probably Cambria’s first sexual encounter and that she was gifting this girl with the experience, it did not occur to her that she was giving this girl the pass into maturity. It was not something she often thought about, growing up or maturing in any way. She did not have the ability to grow up anymore, and she had seemingly matured—if she had at all—at a relatively young age, probably younger even than Cambria was now. The way that she saw what she was doing with the young girl was not the same as it seemed to Cambria. She did not view this as a gift, but a kindness, a way to make her feel better. Perhaps it would help her to be less timid in the future, as well, though she did not know how this would do that. It would certainly be good if it did, though, as it would be good for Cambria to not be so fearful of the world around her. Even after her death, Lolita had not lived in constant fear, and she doubted it was a very good way to live. She would certainly not enjoy it.

#####Moving the girl to the floor seemed to have been a good idea, since the trembling ceased and she seemed to enjoy the creamy Dahlian’s administrations even more. It did not seem likely that Cambria would regret this later, but Lolita knew that there was always that very slim chance that could happen and she wanted to make this as enjoyable for the young girl as possible. Even if she regretted Lolita, the flamboyant woman did not want Cambria to ever regret what they had done. Living with regrets was not a good thing, and it only led to depression and loneliness; Lolita knew this from experience. Working her fingers on the young girl’s breast with more pressure, she became a bit more adventurous with her other hand, no longer simply massaging her outer lips. She slipped one of her slender fingers into Cambria’s warmth briefly, not very deep at all, searching for some type of reaction from the girl.




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