just me and my thoughts, slipping far away (Andy)
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WC: 359


Geneva sat on the hearth, enjoying the dying warmth of the fire. It wasn’t wet today, at least. Still, she wanted to stave off the chill of the night. The sun had set pretty recently, but the chill of winter still stayed settled over her skin. She shivered a bit as she warmed herself in front of the dying embers. She considered prodding the glowing orange log back to life, but refrained from doing so. She had completed her duties for the day, but she did not feel like stoking the fire back to life right now. Shrugging her thin shoulders, the Savant rose, resting her hand against the wall as she got to her feet.


She crept down the hallway to her room and produced a bottle. Dusting it off slowly, she turned to see the label. She wrinkled her brow as she read the words. Shrugging her thin shoulder, she tucked it under her arm and then walked back out to the common area. She might as well fill her time with this, if nothing else. It was not that she was in need of distraction, but she did want to unwind.


She reclaimed her spot on the braided rug, stretching out so that she was lying on her stomach. She laid her head on her arm and rolled the bottle away a few inches before catching it with her fingers, her mind wandering as she did so. She loved to just allow her mind to wander, and just to think. Also, she had decided that she wanted to share her leisure time with someone else.


It had been a while since she had just taken time to unwind. She was usually so responsible that the most she did for herself was just to lay down, read a few pages of a book and then pass out. Her duties as Savant kept her busy, but she enjoyed them anyway. Now though, she wanted a change of pace. But she needed help to get to that point, it seemed. Stretching her shoulders, she let her olive colored eyes go half lidded as she became lost in her thoughts.




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WC: 407


The sky was a deep, grayish blue as the sun set, casting an orange tint into the darker hues. Stars were already decorating the sky, twinkling brightly in contrast to the dark blues of the sky. Andy ambled slowly, her feet digging twin divots in the snow as she walked. Her breath swirled visibly, making her more aware of how cold it was.




She picked up her pace, unsure of where she was headed. She didn’t particularly feel like being alone tonight, but she didn’t know what to do about it, either. She still didn’t have a home, though she had been looking; she had taken to staying in abandoned caves most of the time.




It was getting darker and colder; the sable female thought about running to warm up, but she had already done her run for today. Snow started to swirl around her, and despite the cold, she smiled. She had always loved the snow. Sticking her tongue out, she caught one of the cold flakes, loving the cool feeling of it on her tongue before it melted a second later.




Andy was just about to turn around and go back to the cave she had frequented when a cabin ahead caught her eye. Who lived there? She didn’t know. She lifted her muzzle to try and get a scent, but the fresh snow was an excellent mask. Shivering slightly, the female trotted over to the cabin, her curiosity getting the better of her.




Nearing the cabin, she caught the unmistakable scent of Geneva; Andy assumed she lived here; her scent was so strong not even the snow could diminish it. Curiosity satisfied, Andy turned to leave.




Before she could get very far, however, she paused. What could it hurt to see what Geneva was up to? Making up her mind, Andy turned around and walked slowly back to the dwelling, knocking softly on the door.




Waiting on the front step, the russet female shivered again. Bringing her hands up to her muzzle, she blew into them, relishing in the warmth her breath brought to her hands. A snowflake landed in the inside of her ear, and she gasped at the cold intensity of it. Flicking her ear to rid herself of the cold wetness, she lowered them so as to avoid getting another snowflake in. As much as she liked snow, having it go into your ear was something she could definitely live without.





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WC: 527

Geneva did not linger over any thought in particular. Today, like most recent days, Jefferson and Naniko dominated her thoughts. She also spared a thought for Anu, and wondered how she must be doing. She had not heard anything from Crimson Dreams in a long time. Things had been quiet, and that was something that she was quite grateful for. Even so, she tried to imagine what Anu must be like today, what she must feel. She wondered if the blue-eyed woman had forgiven her, for the tangled web and all that they had been through. She had not seen the woman since spring, and it had been nearly a year at this point.

Their last encounter had not ended on a positive note. Anu had been on the brink of violence, anger seething from her core and brimming close to the surface. She hoped that Anu was well, and did not wish her any will. She wanted to talk to her, but could not think of the first thing she would say. She would probably apologize again, but she was now at peace with herself. She did not feel like she would go to pieces if things did not end on a positive note.

There was a knock at the door, and Geneva rose to her knees before getting on to her feet. She left her bottle on its side on the floor; she would come back to it later. Her lime green eyes were alight with curiosity. Most pack members did not knock on the door of the ranch. The ranch was slightly larger than any normal cabin, and it housed both herself and Jefferson. Despite the fact that the leaders of the Valley pack were mated pair, they both maintained separate living spaces in general. It was not something that bothered Geneva; it just made their time together that much more special. They were both so busy anyway, and saw each other every day to begin with, for the most part.

"Andy, hi!," Geneva said with a smile, enthusiastic about her visitor. She had been wondering about the wolfess recently. She had not scene much of her since she had joined a few weeks ago. Hers was a welcome face around here. "Come in out of the cold," Geneva said, gesturing the woman in returning to her spot on the floor in front of the dying fire.

"Tell me how you have been!" Geneva said, steepling her fingers and resting her elbows on the floor as she laid on her stomach. Geneva was completely at ease. She was not one to stand on formalities, for the most part. She was certainly a leader, but she was a relaxed one and she wanted her pack mate to feel at home as well. She gestured to the bottle lying nearby on the floor. "I was about to have a drink," she said, wondering if Andrea was familiar with human alcohol. "Have you ever had...Jameson before?" she asked, checking the name on the label. "This is interesting stuff," she said, shrugging as she recalled the first time she had partaken in drinking this sort of libation.



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WC: 355


The door opened, and warm air hit her, contrasting with the cold night. She smiled as Geneva greeted her, glad that she wasn’t busy. ”Geneva.” Her smile grew as she stepped inside, grateful to get out of the cold. She rubbed her hands together, warming them up with the friction. ”Thank you.”




Andy sank to the floor, pulling her knees to her chest. ”I’ve been well. Still meeting new faces everyday, and trying to secure a permanent home.” She laughed. She paused, taking in the room. It was very cozy and put together, and most of all, it was warm. Andy hugged her knees, resting her chin on them as she spoke. ”I have never had human alcohol.” Her voice held nothing but interested curiosity. Her family had lived in the forest, away from any humans or their way of life. Despite their chosen lifestyle, Andy was well educated on the ways that some of the Luperci lived; like the Valley pack. Her parents had been sure to teach them many things.




”So how have you been?" she asked, stretching out her legs slowly. Outside, she could hear the wind picking up, and wondered if this was the making of a blizzard. She did not fancy having to go outside at the end of the evening. Shrugging mentally, she relaxed completely, laying on her belly on the floor. ”Where is Jefferson this fine evening?” she asked. It was well known to her that she and the gruff alpha were mates. Andy was surprised he wasn’t here with her.




She rolled onto her back, folding her arms across her belly and lacing her fingers together. She was very warm and comfortable right now. She could easily fall asleep in this warm place. But the thought of trying the alcohol was too exciting. She had wanted to for quite a while, finding it intriguing, how the humans could come up with these things.




The dying fire, though small, was still giving off a comfortable heat. Andy was grateful for the warm heat source, and she scooted closer, loving the feel of it as it warmed her fur.





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WC: 423

Geneva was glad to hear that things were coming along well for Andrea Newton. She had struck the Savant as a kind, friendly creature and Geneva had had no doubt that she would fit in well with the rest of the pack. For the most part, the Valley pack kept to itself. Things were peaceful, which was something that the woman treasured immensely. The quiet did not hold any forboding, at least in Geneva's mind. She wasn't waiting for the other foot to fall. The lime eyed Savant expected this peacefulness to last for a while; at least, she hoped that it would last.

"It is interesting stuff," the woman agreed. Since Andrea identified the liquid within the bottle, Geneva assumed that the Genus also knew the properties of the liquid. Thus, she did not feel the need to caution her about the headache that could come the morning after a night of drinking. Geneva thought that she would be responsible and moderate herself, but once the whiskey was flowing, she would probably lose a little bit of control.

Normally, Geneva fought so hard to keep all of the things around her under her control. Being out of control was something that she seriously feared. However, there were times when she needed to let go a little, if only for her own sake. She was usually so tightly reined in that when she let herself go, she often surprised herself with how comfortable she was in a free flowing environment. Stepping outside of her comfort zone had never really been easy for the soft spoken woman, but she was able to with a little bit of help. A little bit of liquid courage usually served her to that end quite nicely.

She opened the bottle with a little bit of difficulty, struggling with it. Then she offered it to the blue eyed woman. "The taste might be surprising," Geneva warned her. She remembered that she had nearly spat out the first swig she had taken of alcohol. But she had grimaced through each new taste and tested her limits. "Jefferson is probably out patrolling; that is usually what he's doing at this hour," Geneva said. The leaders often patrolled the borders at different times of the day. Geneva had done so early this morning, and then had returned to tend livestock. She usually crossed paths with Jefferson around midday, but she had not seen him today. But that was not out of the ordinary at all. "Tell me who you've met so far."





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Andy nodded, thoughtful. She closed her eyes leisurely in thought. “Let’s see.. I’ve met Naniko, Zynex, Ty, Anya, the little pup Rio.. Oh, and I met a new comer the other day.” She scratched her belly lazily. An odd sensation in her nose made her wrinkle her muzzle, trying to rid the feeling of the soft tickle. She sneezed.




Sitting up, Andy eyed the bottle. Surprising taste… Her interest piqued, she was excited to try the beverage. She wondered if it had the same effects on wolf kind as it did to humans. She knew alcohol made you feel relaxed, brave, and silly. She also knew that, if enough of the liquid was consumed, that a headache in the morning was to be expected. But she was far too curious to pass it up.




She turned her gaze to the dwindling flames. The wood, black and crumbling, had a reddish tinge to it from the heat of the fire. The low flames danced and flickered, parts of it growing bigger as it caught air. Her eyes were burning from staring into the inferno, but she didn’t look away. It was times like these, when she was relaxed and thinking, that she thought about her family. She missed them dearly. It had been almost a year and a half since she had last seen them. Since her brother had been murdered…




She shook her head, casting those thoughts away. Those were dangerous memories; they threatened to consume her with grief and anger, and she only allowed herself to think about them when she was alone. She wasn’t ready for others to know about her past.




She blinked to rid her eyes of the heat that the fire seemed to burn into her mind. The young woman sat up, her eyes on the dark window. She could see nothing now, it was so dark outside. But she could hear the wind, and she knew that it was snowing harder. She would be hard pressed to find her way through the gale outside.




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Andrea mentioned several creatures that Geneva was familiar with. The ends of her mouth lifted in a smile as she mentioned some of those that she held close to her heart. In particular, she was glad to hear that Naniko, Ty, and Rio had met Andrea. Naniko had recently gone through a very difficult time, and it seemed that her white pelted friend was finally coming out of on the other side, hopefully to a place where she could be happier this time. Ty was always so friendly and congenial, and he seemed to be everywhere at once. It did not surprise the Savant at all that Andrea had already made his acquaintance; Ty always seemed to show up at the right time. He was a reliable part of the pack, someone whom Geneva had come to thoroughly depend upon.


Geneva herself had been a bit of a recluse when she had first arrived in Nova Scotia. That had almost been a lifetime ago, it seemed. She felt like she was different person entirely at this point. When she had arrived in these lands, she had been beyond the point of despair. She had lost everything, and yet she had rebuilt her life from the ground up. The Savant had gone from not having a hope to having so much to fight for, to live for. She did not know who she should thank for this transformation; she had done so much growing herself. Still, there were so many creatures she had met her first few months here who had had an undeniable impact on her growth and healing processes.


Andrea seemed to be lost in her own thoughts, and so Geneva left her alone to walk within her mind for a few moments. She understood the importance and the privacy necessary for doing such things. And the Savant was just as content to sit in the quiet between them; it was not uncomfortable. To fill the time, Geneva took the first sip of the Jameson. Her face screwed up a little as the flavor of the liquid overwhelmed her taste buds. It was not necessarily unpleasant, but unexpected. She was trying to formulate an opinion of the flavor while she tipped back another drink, this time filling her mouth with the strange burning liquid.


As the amber liquid burned its way down her throat, she decided that she did enjoy it. Setting the bottle aside, she pushed it closer where Andrea was sitting. She was welcome to try it if she wanted to. Taking a closer look at the girl sitting next to her, Geneva blinked once and refocused her eyes. "You know," she said softly. "You remind me of someone I used to know." The Savant smiled a bit sadly as the memory resurfaced, and she compared their images. It was almost strange, how she had not seen it before. But Andrea looked very much like someone who she had known, and loved, before. So strange in fact - it had been with that woman of her memories that she had first experienced human alcohol. The world worked it such strange, mysterious ways.





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Andy’s ears perked as Geneva took a swig of the amber liquid. The contents of the bottle swirled as she set it down and pushed it towards her, hr face screwed up at the flavour. The younger woman reached for the bottle, pleasantly surprised to find it cool to the touch. Lifting it to her muzzle, she took an experimental draw on the liquid. Her first reaction was that the flavour was not what she had been expecting but it wasn’t unpleasant. Her second reaction was the burning sensation it had on the inside of her mouth. She swallowed quickly, surprised. The dull burn didn’t go away until it had gone down her throat, and even after it had gone, there was still a faint shadow on her throat.




”It is surprising.” she commented. She sniffed the amber liquid through the neck of the bottle; her nostrils burned lightly. Andy lifted the bottle to her lips again, taking another swig of the alcohol. It was much easier this time; the burn was less intense, and she could focus on the flavour. It was rather good. She licked her lips and set the bottle down on the floor between them. The young woman regarded her companion, her expression thoughtful. She wondered curiously who it was she reminded her of.




The light female reached for the bottle again, finding its flavour to be oddly addictive. She took another pull from the bottle. She no longer felt cold; in fact, she was beginning to feel quite warm. She scooted away from the embers, the cooler spot on the floor comforting. She didn’t know if the alcohol could be effecting her already, but she felt very.. relaxed and a little giddy. Her eyelids lowered lazily, and she smiled.




”So… have you always been in the Valley?” she had been curious about how the members of Phoenix Valley had come together. Some of them had to have come from far away, like she had, she thought to herself. She really wanted to get to know her pack mates better. They were her family now.. her new family. She had known everything about her parents, and her brother had been her best friend..




With a pang, she realized this was the second time she had let her thoughts stray to her family tonight. Briefly, she wondered if it was the alcohol, making her sentimental. But she pushed that thought away quickly. She was determined to have a good time tonight.






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Andrea took to the whiskey just fine. Geneva had finally decided that the taste suited her well, but she was more than happy to share her bounty. It had been a while since she had ventured out to the human city for the purpose of procuring such things. Perhaps if tonight turned out well enough, she would make another expedition with the purpose of bringing more alcohol into Phoenix Valley. She had made her piece with the strange brews and had decided a while back that she liked to be drunk, under certain circumstances. She took a moment to wonder what Jefferson would be like under the influence. Would he enjoy the experience? Jefferson was usually so tightly reigned in; perhaps that was a topic to broach at a later date.

"I've been part of Phoenix Valley since March," Geneva said, thinking back. She passed a hand over her eyes, raking her fingers through her short hair as she remembered the day that she had seen Jefferson again. The situation had been tense - both because of the reason she wanted to join, and the first time the two had interacted. It was strange and wonderful to see how such situations and events could help her to change and evolve. She was a different woman entirely now.

"I was born and spent the better part of my childhood in New York; that is south of here," Geneva went on to explain. She smiled now, thinking of her father and sisters, and the band of brothers who had watched them grow. "When I was scarcely grown, my mate and I move north slightly. I do not know the name of the place we went to, but we stayed by the sea for sometime. We returned to New York after long." Geneva took a breath. "After my father and Jordan died, I traveled north without much sense of direction. And I joined a pack called Crimson Dreams, which is west of here. But that was more than a year ago now."

It was not unpleasant to share her story. She had glossed over many of the gorey details, but she was not afraid to share the words. They were part of her life, and despite several hours of pain, there were those pearls, those moments of true joy in the middle of all the madness. Because of that, she could not bring herself to regret. "What of your origins?" the Savant asked curiously.




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Andy hesitated. She should have realized that with asking a question like that, her companion was bound to be curious about her as well. She took a deep breath, willing herself to stay calm. It wouldn’t do for her to squash down her past and never talk or think about it. It was healthy to talk about things, and she felt that she could trust Geneva.




”I was born in Washington. It’s quite far from hear. My family consisted of myself, my brother Luke, and my parents.” She swallowed, her throat feeling thick. ”We were all we had. Our home was a small cabin in the woods. We stayed clear of the humans. We were happy.” She shifted her position, once again bringing her knees to her chest.




”When Luke and I were a year old, our uncle, my father’s brother, Keno, came to live with us. At first, it was very nice to be able to get to know a part of our family. He would take us fishing. He taught me how to swim. I was better at it than Luke.” she paused, a little smile on her face. These were the memories she loved; happy childhood memories of her and her brother.




”Before long, though, my uncle began to act very strange. He would lash out at us, snapping or scratching. My father wanted to tell him to leave; he felt he was a danger to Luke and I.” Her voice shook. She cleared her throat, willing herself not to break down. She shut her eyes.




“He didn’t take that very well. He attacked my father, wounding him severely. My mother took Luke and I to a cave we inhabited sometimes, wanting to get us away. She secured us in the cave, and went back for my father, telling us to stay here and wait for them. We waited. After what seemed like hours, we heard a noise at the front of the cave. Thinking it was our parents, we went to greet them. But it wasn’t mom and dad.” She stopped. She wondered if she was over doing it, getting into so much of her troubled past. But it was too late now. To not continue would be silly.



“Instead of my parents, it was our uncle Keno. His eyes were wild, and foam was dripping from his lips. First he lunged at me, but…” the Tenens cleared her throat again. “Luke jumped in between us. He shouted for me to run, that he would find me. I did. I ran as fast as I could. I hid in an abandoned fox den for hours. When Luke didn’t come for me, I went to look for him. I went back to the cave. He lay there, on the cave floor. He had many wounds, but the killing blow was his torn throat. His eyes were open, dull and lifeless. I sat with him for two days, unable to leave him there. When the scavengers came, I had to bury him. He is still there, under an old oak near my old home.” She opened her eyes; they were bright with unshed tears. “I never saw my parents, or Keno, again. I don’t know if they are alive.” she finished softly.




“I’m sorry. I-“ She broke off, cleared her throat, and tried again. “I didn’t mean to get so into it.” She smiled a watery smile. “From there, I traveled all over. I stayed in Colorado for a few months, and then in New York, but not long. I ended up here about two months ago, roaming around listlessly. I must have tried to join a dozen packs. Most were angry I dared to ask to join. Some were kind, but not a good fit. Then I found the Valley.” She smiled again.




“I like it here a lot. It.. really feels like home.”




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