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SSWM - 730

        

The long hallway was dark, silent other then her paw steps. She used no candle to guild the familiar path, and the wolfess knew which floor borders to avoid to keep her approach quiet and still. The candle she had held hours before had long been burned to nothing more then a puddle of wax. Dawn turned the darkness of night into the haze and dim light of day. The snow and wind calmed with the turning of time, leaving no more then the drifting dust of a new snow. Beyond their walls lay a picture perfect winter wonderland, the colors of the bleeding sky reflecting in each crystal of the landscape. Trees’ boughs held cushions of white, branches clinging to small droplets and collected flakes. But the wolfess merely stood in the hallway, her paws slowing and stopping at the door that was all too familiar. There was a tire in her shoulders, and desire to sleep lingering above her eyes lids, making them heavy. And yet, the scent that lingered between the cracks of the door and the frame that surrounded it brought new life to the elder wolfess.

        
Words that had passed between she and her best of friends had lifted fact and truth from her chest. They had calmed her fears and at the same moment reignited them all the same. Still she was not alone in the worry, and she was the only one to understand the follies of beasts beyond their door. Haku would be monstrous, no matter where the Crimson Dreams wolves stood. They could only do so much, save attempting to destroy him. The lives of those she loved were not worth such a thing, and she breathed easy knowing her Commander believed the same. It was best to protect, and stand guard, to be still and silent in the dark and ready for what may be peering beyond the shadow. Anu stood before the door, her hand reaching out slowly to the handle.

        
Opening it the woman let the door moved with its own weight and felt the warmth of the coming day filter through the window and onto her face. The teapot sat on the dresser that furnished their room. Blue eyes looked at for a single moment, before resting upon the sleeping creature that lay upon the bed Anu had known only to be hers. Never had she had another under the blankets that lined it. They were new, gathered from the city, specify for the female that rested beneath them. The timber colored wolfess took the small steps that it took to close the distance. She was secretly surprised in a way that Colibri still chose to sleep here, since Anu ad been so cold and weary of her presence, but beyond relieved that she had not decided to leave. There was a silence between them. Anu did not know who had let it take over the pair, but since they had arrived home from the Dahlian lands neither had spoken more then necessary. The attack had traumatized them both and Anu was so grateful that the chocolate woman had survived that she moved gingerly around her as if she was a fragile doll of porcelain, just waiting for a simple vibration to crack its surface.

        
No more. Truth had been spoken, and Anu would no longer allow herself to not show how grateful she truly was. The guilt needed to be lifted, the ease back in her step and it was the moment to truly heal, let the healing beyond the physical form to begin. The female had been so worried that Colibri would suffer from infection, that she bleed to death or she would never function as she had that what lay beyond the water like eyes she held was forgotten. Anu leaned forward towards the bed, slowly and softly resting her light form onto the side of the bed. Eyes danced over the creature and she breathed a single sigh, words inter laced with the breath,
“I’ve missed you.” This night, these days the weeks. All of it was lost to her, time left that could not be recovered. Again she had forgotten to fulfill her promise; again she had let the young woman down. It was her duty to protect her, every bit and once again Anu had been unable to shelter her entirely.

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SSWM - 707

        

The moment Anu had visited Savina; she had thought it was a chair she would be retreating to. But instead she longed to feel the form of Colibri against her chest, know the soft fur and the warmth she radiated. Longing for the moment where it would all return to normal, the second that the two would not longer be running from the Dahlia monster and be at peace, together. And even since they had returned safely Anu simply believed they were still running and hiding from the Dahlian leader, running from the truth and the fears. But the fact had been laid before her friend, truth known and secrets no longer hidden. But because she left so often and had roamed so much Anu could not say she knew what Coli thought, their words so brief and nothing beyond necessity. Had she even told her how glad she was? How her life was no longer incomplete now that her rank was below the Crimson Dreams title, that they no longer needed to travel great lengths to see each other’s face and they needed not fear the ramification of her departure of Dahlia de Mai. All of that had passed, all of that experienced and experienced well. Were they not allowed to simply enjoy each other’s company? Anu felt it was time no long hide behind a fear of breaking the woman that she loved any further.

        
The wolfess pulled the covering, up and away so her lean form could slip beneath. The bed with warm against her night chilled fur, but the body that shared the blanket was searing with heat as she slowly and gently moved towards it. The female awoke, her eyes blinking with sleep and her nose reaching out to touch her shoulder. It was then that Coli coiled before he chest. The cold of her body began to melt, a hand slowly touching the woman’s neck and simply exploring the line that led to her ear. She almost needed to feel to make sure it was true, to make it known that Colibri was not some fragile creature, so delicate to even the silver toned wolf’s touch. Finger trailed down her face, freely tracing the soft lines of her cheek and jaw. Tentative and gentle, but no longer fearful her touch allowed the sleeping heat of her body to flow into the chilled figure of Anu. Thawing quickly, she breathed in the scent of her and noticed all to well as the other moved away at the sound of her words.

        
Of course. Anu had been distant and as the new Dreamer spoke there was an apology on her tongue. Wrongfully. This was not her fault, not did it fall to Anu completely but she was whiling to take it and happy to do so. Happy if the cream and brown wolfess would be with her, entirely and completely. Happy to share her home and give Colibri the protection that she deserved and needed. She had missed her, but it was the distance the Lt. General had created that was the cause of her loneliness. Her breath was held, but instead of allowing the silence to continue, Anu allowed her hand to touch Coli’s face. Her nose drew close, eyes closing in a prolonged blink as she spoke softly.
“No,” the single word was a plea, though she had wished to sound strong, wishing to always be strong for her.
“I love you.” Anu stated, her voice slightly stronger and yet no louder then before. She opened to eyes to meet two that held her sky, the air she breathed and the water she drank. Every bit of her survival.

        
The woman took a breath, remembering that breathing in the scent of Colibri was the same as taking the first breath of life. It was drowning in emotions that went nameless and at the very same moment breaking the surface and taking in that denied oxygen.
“It is not your fault.” She ended, wishing that she would believe her though in the past it had been hard to make her understand that Anu loved her fully and the troubles of her past were hers as well, but had been taken up willingly.

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SSWM - 702

        

There were memories that would forever be a part of Anu, but they were to be banished now. When she breathed her in, looked upon her face with the soft gaze that her own blue eyes gave, it was not to be the panic, the fear and horrid feelings that they had shared the day. They shared so much more. She felt it as their hearts beat so closely now in the dark confines of their bed. They shared a single love that would not be broken so easily by the teeth and claws of a crazed wolf. They shared the need for one another and for the love of the earth, the need for a simple existence. The same bright eyes, the same soil stained palms. Deeper they claimed the similar need to be held, showered with an honest love, the hope to show the other that they were their world. Those were simply memories, dried leaves in the wind of the changing of seasons. It was a change, moving from the dark of winter to the bright life of spring. Rains that could cleanse them, seeds to be plants and blossoms tended to. When Colibi spoke Anu listened with earnest, allow her to pull away but wishing that the other female did not want to.

How could they spread the blame between them? The only creature that deserved such a thing was Haku, for they were both innocent. Anu could see that now, the eyes opened to the shared pain and guilt that the two females felt.
“He is the only one to blame.” Anu spoke, though it was obvious. But there it was. They could have both died that day, and who would have been to blame? Haku, and him alone. They had not wished to face that till now, and as it filtered into the open Anu felt the weight lift from her shoulders. Exposing the truth made seeing Coli, and the future that they could have, more clearly. None of it should have happened, they should have come together without the blood and pain that Coli suffered, but Anu would not be ungrateful that they finally had each other, only wishing the road that led them here had held less bloodshed.

Anu felt the pressure of the younger wolfess’ face burry into the fur of her chest, and wrapped an arm around her. Tears could not be gated, and they burned at the corners of her eyes. But there was a strength there that Anu held too, even if she merely hung on the edge of falling at the hand of her emotions. The small mumbled words made Anu sigh deeply. There had been no other option for her, and would have given her life to save the young females. It was a torturous truth, but Anu did not shy away from it, holding onto that devotion and finding that it radiated a warmth in her chest. This was who she would sacrifice it all for, the young scared woman who trembled under her touch. But Anu found her beautiful, in everyway and could not resist the smallest and seemingly insignificant aspects of her.

“I will do anything for you.” her voice bled the emotions that milled and poured from her wounded heart, the breaks and scars that littered it had only now started to slowly close and heal. The tears that were shed had stopped, but left her cheeks damp. “We are safe here. You don’t need to be afraid. He will not find us, if he even looks.” The Soul male had other things to distract him. Anu assured her that they would be safe, and their lived could finally come together and be one. Anu breathed, looking for the blue eyes that she wished to hold in her own. Water pouring into the sky. Softly she spoke her voice edging on the whispers that Coli had given her,
“I would have left too, if he had taken you.” She admitted, speaking not of Crimson Dreams, not of ‘Souls. She would have left this Earth, she would not have been able to go on fighting any more. Haku would have had to kill her too.

She would never thank Haku.

The things that she saw in the female were all beautiful, they all held a certain fragility such as a petal on a flower. Half of what she had been born of had come from her father, but none of who she had become held any essence of the male. She was not him, and Anu would never see that monster in the soft coated woman, she saw too much light in her eyes, she saw the dawn of morning as the god rose to break away the cold and shatter the hold that night had placed. Colibri’s words rang in her ears, and Anu was surprised by them. She did not jump in shock, but they made her think quietly with a withdrawn gaze. Thinking about how it was the sadness Haku had instilled in Coli that had brought her to the lake that day, it could not make Anu grateful for what he had done. It could have turned out so very different, it could have been another way. They could have run into one another in a patch of wild flowers, picking those that they wanted in their gardens. On one of her trips to visit Dahlia they may have bumped into the other. But… that had not happened, and fate had played out the very way it had. There was not way to go back and there was no way that it would have turned out differently. If she was grateful, it would be like she was forgiving him. And maybe if she forgave him Anu would be granting him the right to hurt her again. But Colibri was right, and even if she had forgiven her father Anu saw the quality that she possessed to simply state those words as rare as gold, but far more beautiful. And something Anu did not possess, she spoke in a whisper, “It was fate.”

Anu had not been proud, just minutes before enter the room, about how she had acted. Speaking with Savina had opened her secrets, they had spoken of the things Anu had found forbidden and the truth had been told. She had said the same thing to the Commander, if Coli had died, Anu would have been killed as well. There would have been no running from her death. Anu looked down at the face that spoke those surprised words. She hadn’t wished to upset her, there was just no letting her go, and there was no walking away. Anu was too deeply set to give in at the onset of disaster. “My children are grown, and what is a home, what is a life without a place to rest my heart?” She asked, lightly and not upset. It was not a thing to argue, for Anu could see the happenings of that day, and she held the out come. The hand that came to her neck brought her own to the pouting face and the milky hued cheek. At her words and expression Anu smiled, her chest becoming light with a soft bit of laughter. She didn’t want a ghost, she didn’t want to be haunted, but if she needed it, there was no other ghost that Anu could ever wish for.

Her palm rested on her cheek, fingers curling in the soft tuffs of fur behind her ear. Anu smiled, feeling the warmth of Coli once more. The past melted away, the cold of those memories nothing but the watery remnants of a thawed Spring. Between them the snowy silence was gone, “I could not do this to a ghost.” Anu commented, her smile growing. She kissed her, holding her face and feeling the static jolt that resonated through her heart.

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She had been restless when Colibri was living in Dahlia. Her mind was rarely centered, her thought always drifting. Anu would find it hard to begin a thought without thinking of Coli first, but now that she knew she was here, under the roof that Anu helped hold above them all, she could know that she was safe. But it was not just the unknowing and the distance. The words her love spoke were true to the elder Dreamer. Her heart had been else where those days, away from its owner and in a land that could not be trusted. But now, they were all home. In the security of a place that Anu could trust, a place she could defend and protect. With her heart here, finally, seen in the liquid eyes of the brown wolfess Anu could feel its beat refreshed. Reformed and absorbed in this woman, fragile in body and gentle in voice her power could easily break the knitted organ Anu willing gave her. But Anu trusted that she would not allow it to crack as she did her very best to keep what Coli gave her whole and well.

Anu felt the kiss ignite as she pressed her lips against Colibri’s, her breath lost and eyes slowly closed as the beat in her ribcage stopped. The air caught in her chest, the touch of Coli’s palms radiating warmth as they touch her sides and traveled to her back. They erased her thoughts, and there was no past of serrated memories that would cut her always, and there was no indeterminable future. And there was no hesitation in the female, no falter in her movements as she erased any space that lingered between them. How Anu had longed for this simple embrace, and as she wished to feel the pressure of her hands against the small of her back Anu leaned inward instead, her hand moving fluidly from the cream hued cheek to her silk chocolate mane. Fingers lost in the long fur, Anu became acutely aware of every inch of the younger female’s body. The soft muscle of their thighs touched and Anu broke their kiss, softly retreating from her lover’s lips and taking in the warm air the existed between them in a needed breath.

Lips parted. Eyes looked into the blue skies of her world. There was nothing that she wanted more, nothing that she had ever wanted more. Wordlessly she wished to tell the female what love meant. Since the moment they had met Anu had wanted to share her desire. Pale arm moved under Colibri, cradling her back as the other moved away from the silk of her mane to explore the gentle curve of her waist, her soft fur velvet against the sensitive tips of her fingers. Looking away from her face Anu kissed her jaw lightly, fingers trailing downward as her lips fell to her slender neck. They felt her hip as Anu grew eager to know more of her, letting them wander to the base of her tail, careful not to touch the sensitive wound. Her own heart sounded in her ears, a hammer against cloth. Anu felt the rush of Coli’s quickened beat in the pulse that lived just beyond her lips.

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There was a longing inside that was slowly being eaten away, satisfied to the point of disappearing. A desire that was met in small pieces with each breath that they shared. Their slow gentle movements made the urge grow, pushed her further and ignited a heat in the older female that had been extinguished for far too long. In the past it had flickered to life, caressing her heart with its small flame. But the blaze had begun, a wild fire that Colibri had started ran through her veins and she felt the nerves of her skin fire with each strand of fur touched by the other female. With the slight twinge in the muscles of Colibi’s leg, Anu moved her hand down from the base of her tail to hold the back of her thigh. She was less tentative, finding the warmth of her fur and the burn of the skin below it. The hand that ran along her waist and hip brought her own spine to jump in a slight excited jolt, and Anu moved the leg she held to lay curved atop her own.

She heard the breathless cry, felt the racing pulse beneath her lips. They broke their dance along the soft furred neck, lifting to intake the breath that the woman desperately needed. Anu released her gentle hold of Coli’s slender leg, allowing it to find its way north as the other remained nestled against her back in attempt in joining them even closer. It moved to hold her face, softly to look into the vast sky that shown above her world.

In the past her heart bled, cracked and broken by those stronger then she. And then the two lovers met, and Anu felt the repair begin. In the past they had been so distant, wishing and pleading to be as they were this moment. Anu had hoped for her safety, poured her soul and all her purpose into making such a life possible. Colibri had scarified her home, her family, risked her life to give Anu everything that she ever desired. Blue eyes watched, listened as she worked to bring forth the reaction that came from her love. Her own heart raced, her breathing heated and quickened. Eyes met those of the woman that had scarified everything to be with her, broken down every defense and allowed herself to be exposed and her heart handled. Anu kissed her lips, sharing the air that each fought for and placed her hand between them, her palm resting against Coli’s stomach. Slowly, yet without hesitation, the female grazed her fingers downward towards the heat that radiated from her lover’s core.

The darker female rose, her hips pressed against the hand that traveled between them and Anu cradled Coli’s back, holding in her place. The desire, the indict of emotion and simple, primal and yet wanton need all collided and there could be no more waiting, no more worry and no more guilt. A light moan escaped her lips, her lover’s hand grazing lightly over her sides, touching her chest softly and unknowingly teasing and fueling the spark that once just flickered and now blazed below. Her own escape beckoned, and yet the need to show Colibri what true love, what true satisfaction could be, drove her to think of her own release last. The breathtaking and electric reaction that was drawn from the beautiful woman brought an almost equally fulfilling feeling.

Anu wished to touch every inch, to know the very core of Colibri and for them to have no secrets. Her blood rushed and propelled beneath her skin, burning at her center and pulsing her heart. Her stomach fluttered as she reached below, and touched Coli’s pearl, moist and eager for her attention. If her desire for Anu had not been evident, or if there had been any wonder in the experienced woman’s mind, all were abolished. The last floodgate between them broke, the thin barrier that had yet to fall even in the midst of their confessions, declarations and now consummation. Anu kissed the side of her muzzle, a single finger tracing the out edges and then gently entering. Her fur had been warm to the touch, her lips static energy that Anu drew from at each kiss. Here she was warmer then any purr that rose from her chest, a fire hotter then any other in existence, and she was softer then any newly born flower’s petal.

As soft spoken and gentle hearted as Anu was every waking moment, it did not change now even when feeling such an unbridled urge. She did not believe them to be fragile, their relationship forming more concrete with each passing impassioned moment, but she was not ready to remind her heart’s captor of any of the harsh experiences of her past. Softly and slowly Anu began to draw her finger out, adding another digit before slowly yet eagerly sinking back into her depths.

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It couldn’t be anyone else, and it felt like there have never been another. The females were connected, drowning the ocean of their passion, and searching further and diving deeper for those places that the other did not show the world. There was a fragile essence to both, neither immune to any level of heartache, neither unscathed inside and out. The Dreamer could not go a day an hour, a moment without thinking back to the woman she held in such a heated embrace. It was impossible for her to be without the fragile soul of Colibri, she would be forever imprinting in her tattered heart and washed away the seared brands other’s names had placed upon it. Their lust brought her further through the long healing process, their love completing the months of rebuilding that one single whine dashed kiss had commenced. One needed the other, to finally be whole.

With her breathless deep call Anu encouraged her young lover further, her finger dancing over the sensitive tip of her breast. The woman leaned into the touch, pressing herself even closer to the lithe fey. Her mouth found air, much needed and her voice rang out to speak again, but was came was a caught breath and a wordless gasp. With every passing second Anu wanted her more, the possibility of it seemingly unachievable, but her desires found no bounds and yet the woman conveyed them with only the softest of introductory touches.

Coli spoke her name, body curving in order to accept her. It was not spoken in protest, an immediate surprise perhaps but any hint of hesitation was smothered by her further reaction. There was nothing that said that Colibri did not wish for what Anu had to offer, and the blue eyed Dreamer held her for the briefest of moments until she felt Coli move against her with a willingness that spoke of the pleasure that Anu brought. The older female moved slowly, Coli’s stream of kisses adding oil to the burning fire, and built a gentle rhythm, increasing speed but never faster then the return her slim hips gave.

The room was soon filled with the sounds of their combined moans and high pitched pleasure filled whines. The sweet cream and blush colored face nestled in her neck, then moving slowly downwards. Anu moved her thumb, rubbing lightly against the most sensitive of places on the other wolfess’ body. Their breathing spoke of the intensity, their pulses blazingly fast, the pounding of their hearts threatening to burst from their cages as if a magnetic force pulled them together. Anu moved forward, pushing oh so slightly deeper with her next rhythmic conquest of the chocolate hued fey. She wanted Coli’s release, wanted to feel it against her, wanted to induce the aftershock, wanted to hear her scream her name.

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Her cry, the pulse that could be felt from her core and quickened breathing that only increased with each passing second told Anu that she was close. The younger woman begged, and she was glad to oblige and eager to bring about the climax she called for. Anu moved forward ever so slightly, feeling the constricting beat of Colibri against her hand. Anu paused, taking in the trembling form, felt the quake against her, and heard the high-pitched voice in her ears. Never had she heard such a noise come from her soft-spoken love, and it immediately brought a smile to her face. This was all for her, every motion, ever ounce of energy expelled. It was all for Colibri. Blue eyes watched her face, felt the thin fingers hold her own head steady, or as an anchor that kept Coli on this plane of existence. Her spoke as Anu slow withdrew her connection to the other wolfess, and the older fey simply nodded. Her breath was ragged, trembling as if falling from her own aftershock. “Yes” she responded, her voice soft, her mind still reeling from the excitement and the heightened sensory occurrence.

The silver toned female held herself against the darker woman, her eyes moving downward to watch the rising and falling chest and slowly taking in each detail of her slimly build body, as if she had not just spent past moment taking in each with her lips and hands. She suddenly felt as if she would miss something; forget or loose it suddenly, though she never would. At the question Anu looked up, nodding with a bit more haste, “Yes.” She spoke with a widening smile. There was nothing better then being the one to bring another to such a climax. Her own would not be as fulfilling and heartwarming as giving such a feeling to someone she loved so profoundly, even as pleasurable as Anu knew it would be. It was not about her, Anu thought as she kissed the crook of her neck and shoulder. Anu moved to her side, though not allowing any spade to come between them.

The female had fallen to the bed this night with one unbridled desire. And she felt it fulfilled, and found satisfaction in knowing that she had shown Coli something that she had never known before, that she had spoke her love without true words and taught that their love could be felt through every nerve, in every cell of their bodies. The Dreamer’s desire for the once Dahlian would never be extinguished, the heat that rose always blazing, and this was enough to bring her pleasure. As she leaned on her side Anu guided Coli’s form to face her, moving slowly and gently. Her smile did not fade away but softened, and a hand moved to push away the strands of fur that threatened to cover Coli’s face. Anu did not believe she had ever known this happiness before.