Sex:
Male
Species:
Wolf-coyote hybrid
Date of Birth:
29th September 2019
Luperci:
Luperci Ortus
Appearance:
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~ Lupus ٭~ Secui٭~ Optime~
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For a man who wishes to distance himself from his blood family, Mithra is a chip off the old block, and his coloring and size could not advertise his heritage more than if he held a sign with it written above his head. In starters his eyes, so close a color to the other infamous ancestors, are a heady Pear Yellow (#E0E430) that watch and stir nervously.

Giving him a sinister expression, those bright eyes are set into a Cod Grey (#111110) mask that is extraordinarily reminiscent of his father. With the majority of his cheeks and muzzle, except his mask a pale Cloud (#BDBCBA) the disquieting effect is amplified. Another throwback is the darkened legs, also cod Grey, but with the excessively distinctive circular Silver (#C3C3C3) ankle and wrist patches.

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Some poisons you can’t vomit up
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With his face holding such a solemn degree of severity, a dearth of smiles and laughter, one could be forgiven for thinking Mithra a hard-souled man. In reality, the uncertain male carries himself anxiously, forever stooping, ducking his head, and tucking his tail and ears, refusing to meet others eyes unless absolutely necessary.

His voice, when he speaks, is quiet, and he often trips over his words, stutters excessively and trails off into silence. He is easily spoken over, and rarely offers his own thoughts upon a subject.
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ღ Phobic - Apprehensive - Quiet - Helpful - Clumsy - Contemplative ღ
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The first thing of note about Mithra is his reluctance to be noticed at all. He tries desperately to fade into the background of the life he lives, all but an NPC within the cast of his own existence. Mithra exists, in his own mind, to serve, and only very recently has he begun to accept that maybe he can be extant beyond the parameters of useful servant.

This inhibited association swells to touch every facet of his day-today life, rarely does the male perform any action not previously vetted as preferable. He is unwilling to attempt new experiences without the assistance of a trusted guide and constant reassurance that he is allowed.
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ღ Reticent - Devoted - Conscientious - Self-conscious - Paranoid - Neurotic ღ
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Despite the myriad confidence, trust and neurotic issues that plague his thought processes, his deepest desire is to find love for himself, of any kind, and even though he also constantly accepts that he is ultimately unworthy of such a thing, he seeks it out regardless, drawn to the urge to belong to a community.

Left to his own devices for any length of time longer than a day or so allows the rapid devolution of any progress made towards a healthier mindset. Crippled by the voices of his detractors that haunt both his waking life and his dreaming world, Mithra cannot readily escape the effects his past have inflicted upon his psyche.
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Born with a single brother to an arranged union of status, Mithra comes to the world with ill-luck already weighing upon his shoulders. A hesitant and fidgety anxious child, Mithra is the follower to his brother, Nazar's, leader. Chubby and physically weaker, he is easily dominated and pushed around by his larger sibling, though, this ultimately has less effect on him due to his youth. Mithra loves his brother whole-heartedly, as only a child can.
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Though his mother pays less attention to him in favor of Nazar, Mithra still listens eagerly to what lessons she can fill their young minds with, lessons of the Thistle Kingdom, and the world of prestige and hierarchy they had been birthed to as the sons of two greatly skilled warriors.
At almost two months old, Mithra is bodily assaulted by his father, who attempts to drown him in a malevolent fit of madness, only the intervention of his older half sibling Zetsubou prevents Mithra's death, and to this day Mithra has a large fear of water though he cannot remember the event that led to it.
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Almost simultaneously his brother is kidnapped by an unknown person, and his father disappears, leaving him his mother's only son by her warrior husband. With her relentless and harshly critical judgement entirely focused on himself, Mithra's many deficiencies, overlooked for Nazar's inherent strength, are now brought to a very open and proscriptive light. He can do no right, his every motion and action criticized, condemned and outright mocked. His mother's vendetta to strengthen her reluctant child reduces Mithra to a quivering, fearful shell of his former self, any developing passions and interests are ruthlessly crushed, leaving him with little comfort in his hellish existence except his vague memories of a brother he once had.
Mithra's journeys since leaving Salsola have been fraught with peril and uncertainty, finding the brother he had loved and lost as well as his Grandfather and aunt only to be reconciled with the inescapable fact that the vast majority of his blood family reviles him.
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