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[M] 'tis time the heart should be unmoved - Skye Collins - 2 September 2013


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with a thousand lies and a good disguise

She wasn't sure why she felt the need to tell Jazper of her current goings-on. Little Azazel was tucked in her arms, barely a few weeks old. He was completely gray with bright yellow eyes - the eyes were reminiscent of his father's, as well as the two fangs that poked out from his upper lip. Without knowing who the father was already, however, the pup was indistinguishable. The only thing that tied him to her was the unmistakably familiar scent of Skye.

She stood at the borders, her brows furrowed and her eyes staring straight ahead. She had howled several moments ago, and now she waited - the look on her face was that of someone who was extremely pissed off. It was true. She had never wanted Azazel Collins to exist, but he did now, and she would care for him just as she had for her other pups. And although she was perfectly fine with concealing the Trader's Guild and other "immoral" activities from Jazper, she felt as though this were something he should know.

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Re: 'tis time the heart should be unmoved - Jazper Rhiannon-Knight - 10 September 2013

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On this occasion the Sole was out relaxing in the Hidden Ravine. With the summer drawing to a close he had gone to seek the comforts of a mossy rock and soak in the sun while the few precious moments allowed. Soon enough the leaves would begin to fall and the snow would return, bringing with it cold nights and many dangers. They were fortunate this year to have no pups to watch, pups who would and could find trouble around every corner as his children and grandchildren had in the past.

With the sun beating down on his dark fur from high in the sky Jazper let out a sigh of content. He had begun to sort out his personal affairs bit by bit, and was even socializing readily once again. Heck he had taken his horse out for a few rides since the end of the summer had started drawing near. The Sole was beginning to focus on a new chapter in his life, one where he apologized to those he had done wrong by and made relationships with those he had skimmed over in the past, and it had all started with a simply sorry to Esmeralda.

But all that was about to change once again as a very familiar howl bid him to his feat and jogging towards the boarder that marked the closest distance between Casa land and d’Arte claim. He had only seem Skye earlier in the season when she had graciously offered to ship some Casa representatives to Vinatta for the party, an event that seemed only yesterday to the middle aged Alpha. Two feet slowed to a halt before the ginger haired wolfess he shared an alliance and children with, a smile large on his naive face. “Skye it’s great to –“ His words were cut short as golden eyes spotted the light grey bundle tucked into it’s mother’s arms.

No words formed in Jazper’s throat as he stared at the little pup, that had to be less than a month old. It was such a tiny creature yet it’s very being had the giant stunned into silence and his mind in shock and his heart pumping faster than before.



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Re: 'tis time the heart should be unmoved - Skye Collins - 14 September 2013

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with a thousand lies and a good disguise

Her wounds from her fight with an idiot yesterday were fresh still, but not as severe as they could be - she had attempted to tend to them herself, had licked them clean and stopped the bleeding, and now they were fresh and sore, but not the object of attention right now. No, that was Azazel, and Jazper knew that - she saw the look of dawning confusion, combined with shock, twisting in his face.

She wanted to smirk wryly, but she didn't. That dumb look of confusion was so at home on Jazper, it was so him. In many ways, they were the same. Both leaders of strong packs. Both having lost mates and co-leaders, left to raise children and a pack on their own. Except Skye was strong. She knew that. She had led Cercatori d'Arte without fail, without complaint, even while her life fell around her. She always would - she knew that. Jazper? She didn't know.

"You have questions," she said, deadpan. She knew he did. Jazper would always have questions - to her, to his children, to his pack, to his false sun god. He never would accept that things happen because they happen. There is no honor in the wild. She waited expectantly for the questions that would come - and she would answer.

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Re: 'tis time the heart should be unmoved - Jazper Rhiannon-Knight - 14 September 2013

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Golden eyes shifted through various emotions, his original shocks subsided as he watched the tiny figure breath, his own body beginning to breath in unison as though if the pup were to stop breathing he would be left in a world of panic and subsequently die. It was not out of care that he breathed along with the little one but out of necessity. He could already feel his shock turning to heat that moved up from the tips of his toes and slowly crawled like a sludgy monster up unto his chest. It was only the constant focus and breathing that kept him silent and moderately calm.

He was not angry at the pup, it was but a helpless ball of fluff that was unable to do anything but sleep and eat, and this was Jazper after all. Although he was a warrior the Knight Father adored romping around with the little ones and telling fairy tales and battle stories. The sound of Skye’s voice broke his focus, his sun kissed face lifting up to meet her pumpkin eyes. Of course he had questions, all of which started with ‘how could you’ but he bit his tongue. His brown frowned as he started to notice Skye for the first time as she was in the present moment. There were new scars forming that had to be recent, still plump and red as they began to heal. “Who’s the father and was it on purpose?” He asked simply, his voice uneven as he continued to focus on his breath.



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Re: 'tis time the heart should be unmoved - Skye Collins - 14 September 2013

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with a thousand lies and a good disguise

She could see his panic, his betrayal, in his eyes. As if she had betrayed him. He had had a mate - he took her after he had mated with Skye, and left her with pups to raise on her own again. She knew how, and she did - Esmeralda and Ares turned out fine, as far as she could tell. They had the entire pack to support them, and their leader and mother as well. How did he feel betrayed? Because his one night stand didn't stay loyal to him after his mate disappeared?

She rolled Honrin's name around in her mind, but didn't say it. "A d'Artisan," she said simply. She wouldn't reveal his identity, not yet - she didn't think she would to anyone. "No," she said honestly to the second question, looking straight into Jazper's eyes. Skye never intended for this to happen, and she would never have done the act in the first place if she had been with a sober mind. At least with Jazper, it had been real - she had even known who she was with. With Honrin? She felt disgusted at herself, as if someone who wasn't her had snuck into her body and controlled it beyond her will, leaving her with the husks of her consequences.

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Re: 'tis time the heart should be unmoved - Jazper Rhiannon-Knight - 14 September 2013

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He could sense Skye’s agitation at him and he knew very well how selfish he was being but could not care less as the sludge of anger continued to boil upwards. Skye had always been the only female he would ever think about in a romantic sense since Alyssum abandoned him. The one night they had shared together had been magical and so easy but they both knew they could not really be together. As leader’s they were expected to lead by example and to Jazper that had meant taking on a mate within the pack and having pups for the future of the pack. He loved Ares and Esmeralda deeply, as much as he did Anna or Alex and Valerie, but he fully believed that Skye would understand that they could not be mates.

Despite this fact the Sun King still cared deeply for the cream lady, though he did not understand to what extent, and the sight of her with another’s child made him angry. She did not provide him with a name but for a moment he was calmed, a member of her pack, perhaps she had taken a mate? Unfortunately this was not the case. At the blunt and honest no the Sole grew visibly more agitated. “A name. I asked for a name.” He growled quietly. If this male had taken from Skye without permission Fenris forbid he was going to hunt him down and tear out his throat. A mate he would forgive but a consent-less encounter left Jazper seething.




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Re: 'tis time the heart should be unmoved - Skye Collins - 14 September 2013

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with a thousand lies and a good disguise

His agitation grew, and Skye wondered briefly why - and why it upset her so much. His appearance was intimidating, but Skye did not allow her gaze to stray from his, and did not let herself falter in the least. If anything, she stood straighter, almost challenging him in her gaze - her answer, though non-verbal, was clear. She would not give Honrin's name.

"We were drunk," she said. The truth was not pretty or romantic - it was ugly, plain, common, and hers. She would own up to her mistakes. She would not hide them, not now, when the truth of themselves was laid bare. Azazel slept still, unaware of the thick tension between the two leaders - and even if he was, he would not understand it. Perhaps none other would understand the electricity between the two other than themselves. The clash of light and darkness, naivety in one's opinion and honor in another - the clash between the fierce brutality of nature and the difficult code of justice, wrangling within each other's eyes.

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Re: 'tis time the heart should be unmoved - Jazper Rhiannon-Knight - 14 September 2013

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Her silence spoke louder than any words could and all Jazper could do was stare her down, his own golden eyes thinning into a rage filled glare and his canine teeth were flashed to her between twitched of his upper lip. “Drunk!” he exclaimed in a hushed but pointed growl. “Why the fuck were you drinking alone with another man?” He hissed at her, taking a step forward in an aggressive manner. He would never raise a claw or actually harm the lady before him, but his emotional distress had him believing he had to win the silent body language war. It was true that Jazper held no claim to Skye but in his mind they were partners, if not of the romantic kind or the friend kind. They were suppose to come to each other about their problems and share their concerns with each other. “Why would you not come to me?”

To the Knight this was a betrayal of the heart. He proudly told others of their alliance with the artists and traders, who had grown so much in the past year and yet he felt as though Skye did not care for him the way he did for her and her pack. He would be at their borders in a second should she need a friend in a fight or an extra pair of hands to build. Now he wondered if Skye could not share her emotional worries with him and drink with him as a friend, if she was capable of aiding him the same way.




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Re: 'tis time the heart should be unmoved - Skye Collins - 14 September 2013

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with a thousand lies and a good disguise

His anger only grew at the truth - but his conception was wrong. "We weren't alone," she said, her brows furrowing and her eyes glaring with irritation. His aggressive step did noting to sway her - she flared her nostrils, ears erect and tail high. Of course she couldn't establish dominance over Jazper, but it was simply an instinctual reaction - to see if she could.

"It was a pack celebration. Of course there was drinking." Just as Casa di Cavalieri had their own rites of passage and parties that were theirs alone, so did Cercatori d'Arte. And Jazper should, by now, know how her pack was - her members were strange and eccentric, and considerably looser than others. Their parties were almost ruthless. The Festival of Colors was a time for completely letting go, succumbing to the true animal within, releasing aggression and lust and sorrow and joy. The ferocity of it had its downfalls, but it was a good thing, a catharsis. This mistake was Skye's and Skye's alone.

And yet the look of hurt in his eyes was enough... it made her angry, it did. It made her furious. He was not entitled to her love or devotion - not after mating with Alyssum. And yet she regretted the poor child in her arms more than he could know.

"I'm sorry," she said, softly, genuinely. Not only to Jazper, but to the pup, and to Honrin, as well. She had never wanted this to happen.

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Re: [M] 'tis time the heart should be unmoved - Jazper Rhiannon-Knight - 14 September 2013

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Skye’s own dominate stance did nothing but agitate the giant more. There was no way that the more feral leader would dare display more dominance than her current state on Casa borders with the Knight already on the edge of a fit, she was not a stupid women. His tail twitched back and forth in annoyance and frustration at the women in front of him. What then hell was he suppose to say? That he forgave her in an instant? No. He did not. Though he understood how wild a pack party could get, he himself had nearly beaten up a few in the past for words spoken in slurred tongue thanks to drinks and he had.

Another instance in his life almost reflected Skye’s situation directly, he had gotten Ghita pregnant while they had been drunk. However in that instance he had taken responsibility for her and the unborn children, proposing to her a mateship on the spot. If it hadn’t been for him making Casa and her going back to Italy they would probably still be together. Although his track sheet of ladies to the public eye looked rough the fact was that Jazper had been loyal to every mate until the end, only sleeping with others while he had been single and without an oath of loyalty to one canine.

“Are you going to take him as a mate a raise the child. It should be his honor and duty to do so.” He pointed out in an agitated tone. “If he’s one of your pack he should have proposed mateship to you before the pup was born.” To the Knight he had never had the option to be in an official mateship with the d’Arte leader and had they been of the same pack he would have became her mate, should she have taken him, as soon as the pups became a lump in her belly. It was pure unfortunate circumstance that had led the two leaders out of duty to care for their pack above pursuing a family relationship with each other.




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Re: 'tis time the heart should be unmoved - Skye Collins - 14 September 2013

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with a thousand lies and a good disguise

Of course his first reaction would be about honor. Skye flicked her ear in irritation, her facial expression darkening by the minute. Honor isn't real, she thought, the malice in her mind far exceeding that which was necessary for the conversation. She was tired of Jazper's ideas of what should and shouldn't be done, based on the humans who were long dead and gone. She knew that that kind of honor wasn't what he meant - but he still based his actions on duty and honor, on a false code.

"I don't want to be his mate," she said stubbornly. It was true - it was her decision, in the end, if she wanted to be someone's mate or not. She knew that Honrin wouldn't deny her if she did wish to be his mate. But she didn't. She did not care or love him in that way.

Why was he being so high and mighty, anyway? Like he had always cared for the children he sired? "Don't act like you're better than he is," she snapped, a whip of irritation lacing her voice - an instinctual reaction to his disdainful tone towards a d'Artisan of hers. She would elaborate, but she didn't have to; they both knew that she was referring to Jazper and her children, who had grown with their father visiting them extremely sparsely and eventually not at all.

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Re: [M] 'tis time the heart should be unmoved - Jazper Rhiannon-Knight - 14 September 2013

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Anger shifted to irritation in Skye’s eyes and body language, confusing the Sole briefly. Then she spoke those words and relief spread through his body. She didn’t want this other man to be hers, she wasn’t going to be someone else’s. Even as he thought that though Skye’s temperament became more outward, her words sticking him like a whip as he processed the words. His relaxed gaze immediately snapped into a glare and a warning snarl echoed loudly out of his muzzle.

“I am better than him.” He roared at the smaller leader who was now only a few feet away from him. “When Ghita got pregnant in the same manner we became mates and I cared for her and our children until she left me. You know damn well that if we were in the same pack and didn’t have two packs to care for I would have asked you to be mine the second you found out your were pregnant.” Trying to calm himself he began to breathe again, focusing on each movement of his diaphragm and lungs. “Our duties are to our packs Skye and if you think for one moment that I am as irresponsible as this other man then you can go back to him and your artists.” With that final line he turned, his anger getting the better of him and bidding him to walk away from the situation.



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Re: 'tis time the heart should be unmoved - Skye Collins - 14 September 2013

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with a thousand lies and a good disguise

To Skye's credit, she didn't flinch when the dark male roared at her, his deep voice booming loudly in her ear. The same couldn't be said for Azazel, however, and the young pup awoke with a start. Large, ochre eyes stared in horror at Jazper - he must have seemed like a monster, ready to consume the pup at any chance he could get. Immediately Azazel began to whine in fear, his high pitched yelps signifying his dismay.

Skye glowered darkly at Jazper, her eyes telling everything she thought of that moment. Honrin did not yet know of his child, but he would - and she knew he would be there more than Jazper would. Her d'Artisans were better than him, and her posture and eyes showed it. Her body language conveyed it without her even saying a word.

She hugged Azazel close to her, stroking his head, allowing him to calm down. He turned away from Jazper, from what was in his eyes a monster, and buried his face into her soft fur, his cries subsiding. Skye didn't move, but merely comforted her son, eyes trained on the dark giant as he turned away. She was reminded of Tony, and how he had upset her child whilst yelling at her for bearing it while knowing nothing of the story behind it. She hadn't wanted Azazel, but he was hers now, and she would protect him no matter what.

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