Re: [M] Open Letters

POSTED: Tue Nov 14, 2017 3:31 am

^^^ Agreed with El. I don't know what the circumstances are that would lead the family to not look for a microchip (could be they got her from a shelter that didn't check), but it's total garbage that they won't let you see her. I hope they'll turn around and let you have some closure. It's ok to feel sad cause this situation is so bittersweet, but you aren't a bad owner. I hate to see you so hard on yourself for things that are out of your control. I hope you can find some kindness for yourself Rat, because you deserve it.



DEAR TODAY

I had such a great first day of my new job! It's amazing! I got my new apartment! I need to buy furniture because I have nothing!

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I really wanna talk about how almost exactly 3 years ago my life was a hot mess and I wanted to die, but I feel weird talking about super personal stuff. So just know that I am so appreciative, I feel extremely lucky, I love and adore all my friends and family, and I am really just grateful that things are different now.
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POSTED: Tue Nov 14, 2017 5:28 pm

thank you both <3

I'm glad things are going better for you now, San!
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POSTED: Wed Nov 15, 2017 4:29 am

so so so much relief and joy and happiness
I promised him that I wouldn't get married until he could, too, and now it's finally happening (fucking so overdue)
just so much relief I'm dizzy! from such a morning of dread and cold anticipation
not out of the woods yet, still a lot of work to do, but for the first time in so long I feel proud to be an Australian <3

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POSTED: Wed Nov 15, 2017 6:08 am

Lokr Revlis wrote:so so so much relief and joy and happiness
I promised him that I wouldn't get married until he could, too, and now it's finally happening (fucking so overdue)
just so much relief I'm dizzy! from such a morning of dread and cold anticipation
not out of the woods yet, still a lot of work to do, but for the first time in so long I feel proud to be an Australian <3

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POSTED: Wed Nov 15, 2017 6:59 pm

Huzzah!

Not used to posting here, so here goes I guess; Had a lovely day out with relatives/more responsible adults, dinner, getting a residential-home-thing signed for, and shopping, or just gazing blankly and not finding stuff I want.

And then upon arriving home, informed by one older sibling, that our elder cat, Rosie; a scrawny, talkative and lovely black and white cat with multiple cancers and what we feel was the cat-flu, had passed away during our absence, and had been wrapped up in a towel inside a little box, which I later also wrapped in her floor-towel she had taken to sleeping on and laid a stone with a message etched into it from a store some time ago.

Tomorrow, the cat that greeted us nearly 16 years or so ago, who decided to make herself home by trying to have kittens at the top of the stairs with one current, slightly chubby tiger-tabby still with us among all the other cats she lured towards our home, will be cremated.

Admittedly that also ties in a little bit with things like moving grandparents into their apartment/home-thing, elder-siblings selling a house and as such, needed gardening and stuff done for both-above, need stuff moving, along with a lack of motivation, interest along with the usual low-moods and such that might explain why Dragon has been so lax and using humour more to try and be cheerful, thus I do apologise sincerely for the lack of literary contribution, hopefully I'll start just forcing myself to write and something good comes from it.

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POSTED: Fri Nov 17, 2017 8:50 am

Gee, stressful work dreams are a surefire way to put me in a shitty mood the rest of the day.
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POSTED: Fri Nov 17, 2017 7:16 pm

Surgery went well, 10/10 would do again.
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POSTED: Sat Nov 18, 2017 6:37 am

Just finished my second week at my new job, closed five nights in a row with a total of 34 hours this week. Thankfully, next week isn’t so bad but whew today was ROUGH. Hopefully the cash flows well after a while. :>
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POSTED: Sat Nov 18, 2017 2:08 pm

sometimes i wonder if people post things in group chats just to rub it in my face that nobody messages me outside of group chats lmao
when there's only 3 of you in a group chat and the other 2 are talking about something you're clearly not privy to it's.. annoying ._.
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POSTED: Sat Nov 18, 2017 5:43 pm

You said we are supposed to be a fucking team but guess what? We aren't a fucking team. It always falls onto me to get shit done. I'm fucking tired of it all. And why am I crying? Because I'm stressed the fuck out! I stress cry, deal with it. It is better than me tearing shit up which is what I really want to fucking do. That plus walking the fuck out and leaving you to find someone else to get all of the damn work done. You seen that shit was fucked up yesterday and you ought to know by now that I don't stack like that yet it always falls to me to fucking restack the damn rolltainers rather than the person that fucked them up in the first damn place. I'm fucking tired of it. I'm tired of doing everybody's damn work in the store. I'm tired of cleaning up behind your ass and then you wanna know why my shit isn't done? Because I had to clean up all the shit you left laying around before I could even think of doing any damn thing else. We aren't supposed to leave stuff on the floor yet you do it all the damn time and I'm always stuck picking it up. I'm tired of all the bullshit. I'm tired of feeling stressed from the time I enter the door til the time I fucking leave. It is to the point I dread having to go into work. I just want to fucking quit already. I can't stand being there. And then you always want to joke around about what would you do without me. You can't fucking do without me. If I wasn't there then not a damn fucking thing would get done cause you can't get another damn person to work out that fucking freight. I'm so over all the fucking bullshit in the place. Don't say we are a team because we aren't. I'm an individual who gets dumped on to get every damn thing done. Hate to think what would happen if I was management with what all is thrust on me as just a regular employee. No fucking wonder you can't keep a damn person working in the fucking store. And then saying bullshit like you are hiring people to help me and not a damn one has helped me. It is still all on me to get every damn thing done. And you want to ask me why people do stupid shit like sitting boxes on the cooler or all over the warehouse. Like I fucking know, I don't do that shit. Go talk to the person doing that shit and leave me the hell alone.
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