Re: [M] Open Letters

I am stressed despite knowing that I have enough money for rent for the next month. It's like it just hit me that I have no job? Still I feel...almost free without that job. No more stress, and no more dealing with a owner who doesn't know what he is doing. He was there today when I got my paycheck and turned in the key and claims he wouldn't get angry at me if I told him why I left. Like I can really tell him that he is the reason I quit :/ maybe I am stressed just from that? I don't know.

Applying like crazy for a new job, hope to get one this month, or I might be SOL. I already paid for the next two months of my phone, just to be sure it won't be shut off when I need it the most. Maybe I will try to sell some art again until I find something, right now I'm just going to do what I can to survive

soft and deflated noises

angry noises

rage, rage, fucking rage

aledritch bleyaaaaast

I'm so tired lmao

;O; I just realized that I'm over 500 posts on Teagan! That's the most I've ever had on a character on here! Even my little Kamari recently passed her 300 post mark (which took me over 3+ years to make last time on Skana! I've done it in less than 2 on her!)! Love my two girls!

Played a Youtube video of newborn puppies crying for writing purposes, and both my dogs come hauling ass into the office, cocking their heads and looking concerned at where my speaker is. Made me laugh at how sweet and funny it all was.

got the fuckin ticket

I am utterly exhausted from the past few weeks

Ohhhh boy, too tired to fight the bad thoughts tonight.

nothing like bawling your fucking eyes out at 12:30 at night whilst watching your cat play with a bit of string.

please, i just want the fucking spinning to stop, i feel like im losing my fucking mind