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- Ember Phoenix - 11-05-2010 [html]
[html] http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a329/ ... _horse.gif); background-position: top center; background-repeat: no-repeat;"> Moonfyre<333 It's dusk in this thread, please She knew that he had been looking at other wolves...he'd winked at her. He was a fool if he thought that she wouldn't remember something like that. On days that Moonfyre was gone, she often thought about him and about who he was and the things that he did. He had explained some of his past to her, and yet she still felt as if she didn't know him some days. There were days when he seemed just as lost in thought as her...and she wondered what was on his mind. Today she was alone, though, completely alone. She couldn't remember where he had said he was going..but now her mind was starting to get the better of her. He was off seeing someone else. He had winked at her, winked at her! He was betraying her. He was with someone else! Her thoughts wouldn't stop spinning in her head. Ember kneeled next to the river, her sword laying on the ground next to her, unsheathed. She had so many thoughts going through her head. Why would he want to be spending time with that other wolf instead of her? Was there something wrong with her? She was really effed up, she knew..but maybe he knew it too. Maybe he somehow knew what she had done to her pups, and had chosen to go off with that Ralla wolf instead. Ember couldn't get the thoughts and images out of her head. She picked up her sword, holding it between her knees in her kneeling position, and clasped her hands together. She put them at the top of the sharp blade, bringing them down slowly. The cuts ached, hurt, then burned and pounded as she slid her wrists down the edges. Her mind fell blank. - Moonfyre NecroFang - 11-07-2010 [html] Aww, poor Ember. The day was empty and boring. His paws fell heavy upon the dried leaves of the small gathering of the trees he was running through. A nice run would make him clear his mind. He had some odd feeling today that something was going to happen. Something bad. He hadn’t seen Ember all day and hoped it didn’t involve her. - Ember Phoenix - 11-08-2010 [html] http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a329/ ... _horse.gif); background-position: top center; background-repeat: no-repeat;"> The world would be a better place without her in it. She'd tried to do this before but had failed. Ember had been saved so many times by so many different wolves...friends who valued her. In this moment, though, she felt as if her life had little or no value. No one would miss her. Moon wasn't around to stop her from doing it this time. She had thought about it so many times when he had been around..but she hadn't wanted him to know about it or try and prevent it. Ember did care about him, perhaps too much sometimes. She obsessed at times. And when he was gone she usually went from thinking to doing. She would take her sword out and look at it, hold it to her arm...but not do anything. Or he would come back, and she would be interrupted. This time she had been alone for long enough to do some damage. His voice ripped her out of her thoughts for a moment, and she was brought back to reality. Blood dripped down from her fingertips, flowing down from the cuts. They burned horribly, but she accepted that pain. It took her a little while to look up, and when she did her eyes were wild. "I don't know what happened" An easy lie. But there was evidence; the sword was right there. "It..was an accident." No it wasn't. - Moonfyre NecroFang - 11-08-2010 [html] Moonfyre has some issues.... Moonfyre eyed the blood dripping from her wrists and the sword. The smell was intoxicating and his eyes went blank for a moment. He began to drool, and looked at her savagely. His lips curled back, but before he would do anything reckless he shook his head snapping out of it. He took a deep breathe a closed his eyes to clear his mind. She cut herself. She fucking cut herself. He sat on his haunches keeping his eyes closed. What the fuck should I do now? Kill her myself? Is that really what she wants? To die? I’ll fucking do it! - Ember Phoenix - 11-09-2010 [html] http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a329/ ... _horse.gif); background-position: top center; background-repeat: no-repeat;"> She had permission from me for the powerplay She was sitting up..and then, quite suddenly, she was on the ground. Ember didn't know what to make of this at first. He was yelling..but she felt detached from it, like it didn't affect her. Her expression never changed, dead eyes staring straight ahead. There was something wrong, obviously, but she couldn't fix it and didn't know how to change how she felt on the inside. Sometimes the feelings just...crept up on her and took her down. She would be doing fine..and then, all of a sudden, would turn a complete 180 and be the exact opposite. He licked at her wrists, but they continued to bleed. They would need to be wrapped up and would need pressure applied to them. She had the materials back at the house. Ember wondered about her sword, what it would look like with her blood on it, her mind continuing to wander. Moonfyre's question seemed to bring her back a little bit, and she shrugged. "I don't...know why. I'm tired of living. I'm just a burden on you and everyone else." - Moonfyre NecroFang - 11-14-2010 [html] How far are they from the house? A loud growl escaped his throat unrepentantly. A burden? The blood tasted so good on his tongue, but he needed to focus on life right now. He couldn’t let himself slip into the insanity that was grabbing at him. He shook his head trying to hold back a roar that was pushing to escape from his lungs. He was very close to losing his cool. He breathed deeply, but it seemed to do no good. He continued, and turned to pace again. A throbbing headache formed in his temples from the anger he held inside himself. He kept pacing and breathing deeply hoping to calm himself. - Ember Phoenix - 11-16-2010 [html] http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a329/ ... _horse.gif); background-position: top center; background-repeat: no-repeat;"> He spoke words of a bright future, of love, but she was shielded against such things. She could swear she had seen him and that wolf winking back and forth at each other...could swear that something was going on there between them. Why else would he have been interacting with her in that way? "Then what's goin' on with you and that Ralla wolf?!" She demanded. Her sword was flung away from her and into the river before she could do anything about it. Her sword...Lightning. Her pride and joy, one of a kind find from the old castle. She trained with that sword every day, spent hours polishing it and cleaning it when she was finished. It was more than a family member to her, more than a hunk of metal. It was a piece of her, an extension of her. Her breath caught in her throat when it hit the water, and as it sank the female began to crawl toward the river. Her head whipped back and forth in disbelief, loud sobs coming from her throat. "No! No!!! No! Lightning! Lightning!!!" She tried to enter the water, sobbing, the rocks of the shore making small cuts on her knees as she crawled over them. She didn't see it. Grief-stricken, she turned her head back to Moonfyre. "I hate you! I don't ever want to see you again! I want to die! Why won't you just let me die?! My sword! My sword.." - Moonfyre NecroFang - 11-16-2010 [html] I didn’t know her sword had a name ? Lol Ralla. A confused expression crossed over his face. Who? He had to wrack his brain for this one. Then it finally clicked. She must’ve seen him look at her? But why would she be so upset from me just looking at her?But before he could say anything she was crawling toward the river, and sobbing for no apparent reason. He looked at her with utter confusion on his face as he did not understand the connection between the two. It seemed to be almost a human connection. - Ember Phoenix - 11-16-2010 [html] http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a329/ ... _horse.gif); background-position: top center; background-repeat: no-repeat;"> This thread is nuts XD And yes I think that what Ember is becoming is bi-polar :x He should like..cheat on her, too, and have her find out. And we should make them just...have a bunch of problems XDD She had definitely thought that Lightning was gone forever. She loved that sword like nothing else in her life and couldn't believe that he would throw it into the river. Ember hadn't thought that she could feel any worse than she already did...but she was wrong. Through the depressions and the pain from her cuts she felt an even deeper pain ripping through her. Her sword was everything to her. But just as soon as she had finished speaking, Moonfyre was in the water, bringing Lightning back with him. She didn't know what she would have done had her sword actually been gone; she probably would have went into some sort of a rage. He had cut himself on it, and she quieted as he put the sword back down and put his arm around her. Alright. She felt a lot better now. "Are we going home now?" She asked. It hurt to move her wrists, but she picked up the blade and put it back in its sheath. She would clean it at a later time. They would both need to be bandaged up...and hopefully their cuts would be better in a week or two. Now that the adrenaline was going back down inside of her, she felt much more tired. Blood-loss was starting to catch up. - Moonfyre NecroFang - 11-17-2010 [html]
- Ember Phoenix - 11-17-2010 [html] http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a329/ ... _horse.gif); background-position: top center; background-repeat: no-repeat;"> XD She felt completely drained of energy now that her mind wasn't running as quickly any more. She had been in such a high-energy state that she now felt more tired than she ever had in her life. He moved to support her as they stood and she looked at him gratefully. She nodded in response to his question as they began walking to the house. It wouldn't take too long for them to get there, hopefully...she was so, so tired. Ember watched the ground ahead of them as she walked. It spun a few times, and she felt a bit dizzy...but she managed to keep walking without stumbling too much. They'd be there soon. - Moonfyre NecroFang - 11-22-2010 [html]
- Ember Phoenix - 11-25-2010 [html] http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a329/ ... _horse.gif); background-position: top center; background-repeat: no-repeat;"> PPing them getting to the house, yesh? She was willing to do whatever he thought was best at the moment. Relieved to have her sword back and beginning to spring asleep as she walked, the female nodded in response to his request. She was too tired to resist much. The dark female came up behind him, putting her arms over his shoulders. Hopefully she wouldn't be too heavy. The drowsy female was barely able to hang onto him as they went. Her eyes fell closed and she slipped into a tired sleep. When her eyes opened again the house was coming into view. She felt a little better from the bit of sleep she'd gotten, but not by much. "we're here.." She mumbled. - Moonfyre NecroFang - 11-26-2010 [html]
- Ember Phoenix - 11-28-2010 [html] http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a329/ ... _horse.gif); background-position: top center; background-repeat: no-repeat;"> Yep, powerplaying. No problemo :] She felt the pain before she was fully conscious and it brought her out of her state quickly, eyes snapping open. "AHHH!" What was that?! Where was the pain coming from? Blood had congealed around the cuts, helping to stop the blood flow, but the tequila was cleaning them out very well. Some blood started to flow anew from the slices, dripping down her arm along with the alcohol. "What is that?!" She demanded, trying to pull her arm back and away from him. What was he doing to her that made her hurt THAT badly? She stared at the bottle, unsure of exactly what it was. Some medicine? Ember couldn't quite see the label from her position. - Moonfyre NecroFang - 11-28-2010 [html]
- Ember Phoenix - 12-07-2010 [html] http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a329/ ... _horse.gif); background-position: top center; background-repeat: no-repeat;"> :]]] kk Ember was more prepared for this pain and gritted her teeth together, taking it quietly. Damn, did it hurt! She hadn't known that lightning was this sharp; the cuts were extremely deep. She had blood matted on her fur and she picked at it with her other hand. "I want a drink of it. Need one." She said, reaching out for the bottle. It'd make her feel better..."But what about your cut?" Ember was concerned for his cut as well, not wanting it to get infected. - Moonfyre NecroFang - 12-09-2010 [html]
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