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- Gideon Stormbringer - 11-11-2010 [html] Private for Layla!
.gideon-thuper .ooc {font-style:italic; } .gideon-thuper p {padding:0px 20px 5px 20px; margin:0px; text-indent:35px;} .gideon-thuper b {color:#EFEFEF; letter-spacing:-.2px;} .gideon-thuper {background-color:#A1A1A1; background-image:url(http://sleepyglow.net/souls/gifts/2010oct/gideon.png); background-position:top center; background-repeat:no-repeat; padding:225px 0px 10px 0px; border:1px solid #EFEFEF; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#151515; letter-spacing:.4px; word-spacing:.3px; line-height:16px; width:400px; text-align:justify; border-radius:5px; -moz-border-radius:5px; -webkit-border-radius:5px; } .gideon-thuper-border {width:402px; border:1px solid #000000; margin:0 auto; border-radius:5px; -moz-border-radius:5px; -webkit-border-radius:5x; box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -moz-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -webkit-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A;} </style>[/html] - Layla Nishant - 11-28-2010 [html] Let's do this Jamesy and I'll get Melee going :3. WC: 402 {3 points} Layla was still not herself even after meeting the loner in the cemetery where she had buried her dead pups. She wanted to go back, but something was holding her back. What if her mate caught her continuing to go back and got annoyed so much that he would call her pathetic. A few tears dropped out of her eyes at the thought as she wandered around her home. There was nothing much to do anymore and with winter soon coming she wouldn’t want to leave her home. All she could think around was keeping the fires warm and snuggling close to Saluce. The mistress was laying on the couch, just staring into space hoping something would happen. She wanted to leave the house but if she did, the only place she was seen going to were the graves of her pups. Layla looked outside to the noon sun and gave a sift sigh. Here she was wasting her life away when she could be doing something more productive. The mistress forced herself off the couch and into her herb room. Her nose was instantly filled with the scent of her plants she kept here. She figured she would take some just in case she needed it. The black and white she wolf grabbed her satchel and proceeded to leave her home. She left a note to inform Saluce that he was heading out and wouldn’t be back until later. With that, she snuck out of the house and began to head to the only other place she felt a peace at, the beach. Layla could feel the cold weather kicking in seeing as the sand was cold and surely the water was even colder. Thankfully there was no wind and the sun was at least providing a little heat to her, though her thick fur was covering that aspect quite well. The mistress padded along, expecting to find herself here all alone, but she noticed someone on the shoreline. He was tall for his size and all black. When the black and white she wolf got closer, she noticed it was good ol Gideon and it looked like he was working on something. Her arms hung sadly at her side as she approached the male. ”Hey Gideon… What are you working on…?” There was still the hint of sadness in her voice and eyes and waited patiently for him to reply. .layla-z91 .ooc {font-style:italic; } .layla-z91 p {padding:0px 20px 5px 20px; margin:0px; text-indent:35px;} .layla-z91 b {color:#FDDEF0; letter-spacing:-.2px;} .layla-z91 {background-color:#E1B6BB; background-image:url(http://sleepyglow.net/souls/gifts/2010j ... lagift.png); background-position:bottom center; background-repeat:no-repeat; padding:10px 0px 180px 0px; border:1px solid #FCC3E3; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#7D3F46; letter-spacing:.4px; word-spacing:.3px; line-height:16px; width:400px; text-align:justify; border-radius:10px; -moz-border-radius:10px; -webkit-border-radius:10px; } .layla-z91-border {width:402px; border:1px solid #000000; margin:0 auto; border-radius:10px; -moz-border-radius:10px; -webkit-border-radius:10px; box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -moz-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -webkit-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A;} </style>[/html] - Gideon Stormbringer - 11-28-2010 [html]
.gideon-thuper .ooc {font-style:italic; } .gideon-thuper p {padding:0px 20px 5px 20px; margin:0px; text-indent:35px;} .gideon-thuper b {color:#EFEFEF; letter-spacing:-.2px;} .gideon-thuper {background-color:#A1A1A1; background-image:url(http://sleepyglow.net/Hogwarts/gifts/2010oct/gideon.png); background-position:top center; background-repeat:no-repeat; padding:225px 0px 10px 0px; border:1px solid #EFEFEF; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#151515; letter-spacing:.4px; word-spacing:.3px; line-height:16px; width:400px; text-align:justify; border-radius:5px; -moz-border-radius:5px; -webkit-border-radius:5px; } .gideon-thuper-border {width:402px; border:1px solid #000000; margin:0 auto; border-radius:5px; -moz-border-radius:5px; -webkit-border-radius:5x; box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -moz-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -webkit-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A;} </style>[/html] - Layla Nishant - 12-02-2010 [html] WC: 329 {3 points} Layla was so glad to see that Gideon was as happy as ever, but her depression was holding back her passionate smile. There was only a hint of happiness in her eyes, even though she really was happy to see the mood he was in. The mistress didn’t even flinch when the young male licked her muzzle. She knew it was in a friendly way and didn’t hold him against it. This was the kind of comfort she wanted and seeked from her pack mates. The black and white she wolf had taken note to the answer of her question. It looks like her fishing lesson helped him to figure out what he was going to do with this life. She was sure he would become a nice fisherman. Although Layla was quiet for most of the time she was with Gideon, she was feeling rushed with a wave of emotions. There was that wave of sadness mixed with the warmth that the young male had provided for her. She was unsure how to feel and it wasn’t entirely her fault. The mistress crossed her arms and held them as she felt a cool gentle breeze pass by. Winter would soon be here and the she wolf wanted to prepare for it. Perhaps when they were done here, Gideon wouldn’t mind helping out an old friend and helping her find some logs to use in their fireplace. Layla’s blue orbs moved up when she saw him racing towards his pole. She carefully set her bag down so that she didn’t damage her things and then followed him. Considering the force behind this, there was no way this was an ordinary fish. She gently held the young male’s sides so that whatever was on the other end of the line didn’t drag him into the water. Even in her depression, she was not about to let one of her pack mates go, seeing as she saw them as her family. .layla-z91 .ooc {font-style:italic; } .layla-z91 p {padding:0px 20px 5px 20px; margin:0px; text-indent:35px;} .layla-z91 b {color:#FDDEF0; letter-spacing:-.2px;} .layla-z91 {background-color:#E1B6BB; background-image:url(http://sleepyglow.net/souls/gifts/2010j ... lagift.png); background-position:bottom center; background-repeat:no-repeat; padding:10px 0px 180px 0px; border:1px solid #FCC3E3; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#7D3F46; letter-spacing:.4px; word-spacing:.3px; line-height:16px; width:400px; text-align:justify; border-radius:10px; -moz-border-radius:10px; -webkit-border-radius:10px; } .layla-z91-border {width:402px; border:1px solid #000000; margin:0 auto; border-radius:10px; -moz-border-radius:10px; -webkit-border-radius:10px; box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -moz-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -webkit-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A;} </style>[/html] - Gideon Stormbringer - 12-08-2010 [html]
.gideon-thuper .ooc {font-style:italic; } .gideon-thuper p {padding:0px 20px 5px 20px; margin:0px; text-indent:35px;} .gideon-thuper b {color:#EFEFEF; letter-spacing:-.2px;} .gideon-thuper {background-color:#A1A1A1; background-image:url(http://sleepyglow.net/Hogwarts/gifts/2010oct/gideon.png); background-position:top center; background-repeat:no-repeat; padding:225px 0px 10px 0px; border:1px solid #EFEFEF; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#151515; letter-spacing:.4px; word-spacing:.3px; line-height:16px; width:400px; text-align:justify; border-radius:5px; -moz-border-radius:5px; -webkit-border-radius:5px; } .gideon-thuper-border {width:402px; border:1px solid #000000; margin:0 auto; border-radius:5px; -moz-border-radius:5px; -webkit-border-radius:5x; box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -moz-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -webkit-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A;} </style>[/html] - Layla Nishant - 12-19-2010 [html] WC: 359 {3 points} Layla felt like she was growing closer to the young male in friendly way. He was the one she seemed to be with the most when she was not with Saluce and felt that he was actually her best friend in the whole pack. Just him being around was enough to try and make her spirits come back from the darkness, though it was still hard. The mistress shook her head as she tried to shake the depression from her mind. The black and white she wolf tried to focus on the good time she was having with Gideon. Layla continued to help Gideon pull the creature onto the shore. She could tell that they had something heavy and big on the other side of the line. Since she was older, she would begin the steps backwards to try and pull the beast in that way. The mistress was worried that if they didn’t get it on shore soon, the line would break or she would lose her grip and let go of the male. She really didn’t want that to happen. She used all the strength she had to keep her grip on the black male. To her, this was like one of her own and she would never let anything take him without her getting in the way first. Finally the two some was able to bring the flopping beast to the shore. It was nothing like Layla imagined it would be. This looked like a fish but then she noticed the teeth that this beast had. She was cautious about the creature but noticed that Gideon was more curious about it. She stayed at a distance away and warned him about getting too close. She was worried that it might try and bite her friend when it was trying to get free. She heard his comment about it looking like a whale. She doubted it was a whale and it looked more like something else. Because the she wolf was not an expert on fish, she had no idea what this thing was. She just hoped that the male would be careful as he approached it. .layla-z91 .ooc {font-style:italic; } .layla-z91 p {padding:0px 20px 5px 20px; margin:0px; text-indent:35px;} .layla-z91 b {color:#FDDEF0; letter-spacing:-.2px;} .layla-z91 {background-color:#E1B6BB; background-image:url(http://sleepyglow.net/souls/gifts/2010j ... lagift.png); background-position:bottom center; background-repeat:no-repeat; padding:10px 0px 180px 0px; border:1px solid #FCC3E3; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#7D3F46; letter-spacing:.4px; word-spacing:.3px; line-height:16px; width:400px; text-align:justify; border-radius:10px; -moz-border-radius:10px; -webkit-border-radius:10px; } .layla-z91-border {width:402px; border:1px solid #000000; margin:0 auto; border-radius:10px; -moz-border-radius:10px; -webkit-border-radius:10px; box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -moz-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -webkit-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A;} </style>[/html] - Gideon Stormbringer - 01-03-2011 [html] wc: 340
.jamesfreetablezz b {font-weight:bold; color:#9a9fac; letter-spacing:1px; text-shadow: 0.1em 0.1em 0.2em #fefdfa; } .jamesfreetablezz-ooc {font-style:italic; padding:0px; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#5e6062; text-shadow: 0.1em 0.1em 0.2em #fefdfa; text-align:right;} .jamesfreetablezz p {text-indent:0px; padding:5px 15px; margin:0px;} .jamesfreetablezz {margin:0 auto; width:382px; background-color:#f2f5fb; background-image:url(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v121/ ... etable.png); background-position:top center; background-repeat:no-repeat; border:1px solid #000000; padding: 160px 0px 10px 0px; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#5e6062; text-shadow: 0.1em 0.1em 0.2em #fefdfa; letter-spacing:.3px; word-spacing:.8px; line-height:12px; text-align:justify;} .jamesfreetablezz-border1 {width:384px; border:1px solid #ffffff; margin:0 auto;} .jamesfreetablezz-line1 {width:360px; border-bottom:1px solid #dbdae0; margin:0 auto 3px auto;} </style> Table by Alli! [/html] - Layla Nishant - 01-04-2011 [html] SSWM: 540 Layla was still rather worried about Gideon getting so close to the creature. Even though it was out of the water, there was still a chance that it would be able to move and strike. She stayed close by just in case something were to happen. So far everything was going along nicely. The shark hadn’t moved and he was beginning to get the hook out of its mouth. While the young male was doing his work, the mistress began to look over the beast. She couldn’t believe how many sharp teeth this thing had. She could see the front row and then a smaller row of teeth right behind them. The sight sent shivers down her spine. She crossed her fingers hoping that nothing would go wrong. Just then the black and white she wolf saw the beast bite down on Gideon’s hand. She screamed before rushing over to him, trying to get the animal off before her friend was badly injured. She helped him bang on the shark’s head but it seemed like nothing was working. She then remembered something she thought she had read and bashed at the shark in the nose. She was sure this was the trick to get the beast off of the male. Her ears folded down as she continued to hit it in the nose until it let go of Gideon. Layla whined once the beast was off and she would rush Gideon over in the direction of her satchel. She was so glad that she decided to bring it today just in case something like this were to happen. She quickly opened the bag and instructed the male to go wash off the blood in the water. She was sure the salt from the water would make his wounds sting a bit but it would help to heal them as well. Once he had returned, She would use one of the sleeves to dry the wound and then begin to rub some aloe over it. This was going to help close the wound, but in time. The mistress then began to wrap up this hand in the bandages she had brought. She was running a bit low and would have to revisit the health hut in the city later on her way back home. Once she was done patching up the black male’s hand, she would head over to the water to clean the blood off her sleeve. The black and white she wolf then returned to her friend and folded her ears back as she held his hand gently. ”Does it hurt Gideon?” She was sure it did and she wanted to help him make it feel better. Perhaps it was best if he left the hook in the shark until they were sure that it was dead. The creature was bound to eventually run out of air and die, so now it was just a big waiting game. The female took a seat in the sand and stared out into the waves as they crashed along the shore. She remembered the fun she had when the weather was nice and she was able to run around as if she were a pup again. She wished those days would return. .layla-z91 .ooc {font-style:italic; } .layla-z91 p {padding:0px 20px 5px 20px; margin:0px; text-indent:35px;} .layla-z91 b {color:#FDDEF0; letter-spacing:-.2px;} .layla-z91 {background-color:#E1B6BB; background-image:url(http://sleepyglow.net/souls/gifts/2010j ... lagift.png); background-position:bottom center; background-repeat:no-repeat; padding:10px 0px 180px 0px; border:1px solid #FCC3E3; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#7D3F46; letter-spacing:.4px; word-spacing:.3px; line-height:16px; width:400px; text-align:justify; border-radius:10px; -moz-border-radius:10px; -webkit-border-radius:10px; } .layla-z91-border {width:402px; border:1px solid #000000; margin:0 auto; border-radius:10px; -moz-border-radius:10px; -webkit-border-radius:10px; box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -moz-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -webkit-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A;} </style>[/html] - Gideon Stormbringer - 01-10-2011 [html] wc: 280
.jamesfreetablezz b {font-weight:bold; color:#9a9fac; letter-spacing:1px; text-shadow: 0.1em 0.1em 0.2em #fefdfa; } .jamesfreetablezz-ooc {font-style:italic; padding:0px; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#5e6062; text-shadow: 0.1em 0.1em 0.2em #fefdfa; text-align:right;} .jamesfreetablezz p {text-indent:0px; padding:5px 15px; margin:0px;} .jamesfreetablezz {margin:0 auto; width:382px; background-color:#f2f5fb; background-image:url(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v121/ ... etable.png); background-position:top center; background-repeat:no-repeat; border:1px solid #000000; padding: 160px 0px 10px 0px; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#5e6062; text-shadow: 0.1em 0.1em 0.2em #fefdfa; letter-spacing:.3px; word-spacing:.8px; line-height:12px; text-align:justify;} .jamesfreetablezz-border1 {width:384px; border:1px solid #ffffff; margin:0 auto;} .jamesfreetablezz-line1 {width:360px; border-bottom:1px solid #dbdae0; margin:0 auto 3px auto;} </style> Table by Alli! [/html] - Layla Nishant - 01-19-2011 [html] Sorry for the wait. SSWM: 531 Layla was so glad to see that the beast had let go of her dear friend and that there wasn’t too much damage done to his hand and arm. She folded her ears down as she looked over to the shark. She had a feeling something like this was going to happen, but she was unsure of how she would have been able to tell him. The mistress knew she should have spoken up and now she began to blame herself for the whole situation. She couldn’t believe how much her depression had taken hold of her. She could feel the sorrow returning to her mind as she patched up the male’s wounds. Her blue eyes looked up to him as she frowned. ”I’m so sorry Gideon… I should have warned you about the shark…” As the black and white she wolf continued, her gaze moved over to the beast to make sure that nothing else was going to happen. She could see the blood on its teeth. It was a sickening sight and was just glad that Gideon was still alright even after the attack. Her attention turned back to him when he mentioned that his finger might have been broken. She thought for a moment and then told him to wait. The she wolf moved back towards the woods and looked around for a few small twigs. Once she found them, she would return to the male’s side and point his finger out so it stayed straight. She took the two twigs and put them on either side of his finger before wrapping them in bandages. It was a quick and easy splint to help with his finger if it really was broken. Her ears moved back up slightly as she looked to the work that was done. She would tell him later how he would be able to manage the splint. Layla was not surprised that Gideon had picked up on her lack of excitement. She preferred to be the happy go lucky she wolf that she was, but her depression still had a hold of her and she couldn’t get free from it. She emitted a small sorrow filled sigh before looking into the male’s turquoise eyes. ”I’m sorry I haven’t been so lively Gideon…” She paused for a moment to think. Would he really understand the pain of losing a litter of pups, let alone would she be able to trust that he would not release the information she told him to anyone else; although, she was sure it was clear to everyone that something was bothering her. She gently shook her head. How could she keep something like this inside to someone so close to her? She found her courage and began again. ”I’m still feeling depressed… I haven’t gotten over what’s happened…” her tail curled around her waist as she sat down and stared out into the waves. Her mind was racing. The black and white she wolf wanted to know what Gideon had thought about her and her depression. Her eyes would turn back to him once he spoke, but until then they stared out into the nothingness of the wind and sea. .layla-z91 .ooc {font-style:italic; } .layla-z91 p {padding:0px 20px 5px 20px; margin:0px; text-indent:35px;} .layla-z91 b {color:#FDDEF0; letter-spacing:-.2px;} .layla-z91 {background-color:#E1B6BB; background-image:url(http://sleepyglow.net/souls/gifts/2010j ... lagift.png); background-position:bottom center; background-repeat:no-repeat; padding:10px 0px 180px 0px; border:1px solid #FCC3E3; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#7D3F46; letter-spacing:.4px; word-spacing:.3px; line-height:16px; width:400px; text-align:justify; border-radius:10px; -moz-border-radius:10px; -webkit-border-radius:10px; } .layla-z91-border {width:402px; border:1px solid #000000; margin:0 auto; border-radius:10px; -moz-border-radius:10px; -webkit-border-radius:10px; box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -moz-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -webkit-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A;} </style>[/html] - Gideon Stormbringer - 01-20-2011 [html] wc: 309
.jamesfreetablezz b {font-weight:bold; color:#9a9fac; letter-spacing:1px; text-shadow: 0.1em 0.1em 0.2em #fefdfa; } .jamesfreetablezz-ooc {font-style:italic; padding:0px; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#5e6062; text-shadow: 0.1em 0.1em 0.2em #fefdfa; text-align:right;} .jamesfreetablezz p {text-indent:0px; padding:5px 15px; margin:0px;} .jamesfreetablezz {margin:0 auto; width:382px; background-color:#f2f5fb; background-image:url(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v121/ ... etable.png); background-position:top center; background-repeat:no-repeat; border:1px solid #000000; padding: 160px 0px 10px 0px; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#5e6062; text-shadow: 0.1em 0.1em 0.2em #fefdfa; letter-spacing:.3px; word-spacing:.8px; line-height:12px; text-align:justify;} .jamesfreetablezz-border1 {width:384px; border:1px solid #ffffff; margin:0 auto;} .jamesfreetablezz-line1 {width:360px; border-bottom:1px solid #dbdae0; margin:0 auto 3px auto;} </style> Table by Alli! [/html] - Layla Nishant - 01-31-2011 [html] sorry for the wait. SSWM: 434 Layla was sad to see that Gideon thought it was his fault that she was so upset. This was kind of the thing she was trying to avoid. She did not want to rub her depression off on anyone else. She closed her eyes from a moment and then opened them, going back to patching him up. ”No Gideon… none of this is your fault… I’m the adult… I should have been more cautious with the shark and you going near it…” She continued at her work, staying silent until the black male mentioned he was going to take the meat back and eat it. He was even kind enough to invite her along. She tried to smile but simply nodded to her friend. ”That would be very nice Gideon… Thank you…” She continued, though took a moment to look over at the shark. She was glad that it was dead now, though still sad that her dear friend got hurt in the process. She could not help but continue to blame herself for this mess. Layla folded her ears down when Gideon yelped from the pain in his finger. She did not mean to cause him any more pain, but it was needed to help him heal from this injury. She held his hand gently just to check the splint when she was done applying it. She wanted to make sure it was going to help the finger heal. Once she was done, she sat down and laid her head down on her lap, keeping her gaze to the sand in front of her. She only returned her orbs to the black male when he asked her why she was feeling so bad. She understood that he was taking care of the pups, so there was no way he could have found out about her litter of pups. She began to speak but felt tears come out of her eyes. The black and white she wolf tried to wipe her tears away as she shook her head. ”No… Saluce did not do anything… It’s something I did…” She paused to try and calm herself down before she told him why she was feeling so depressed. She could not stop crying. She tried to speak clearly through her tears. ”I gave birth to a litter of dead pups.” She buried her face into her knees as she continued to cry. She could see the old memories of the moment coming back. She did not want to be reminded of that awful moment. She tried to make it go away, but it would not leave. .layla-z91 .ooc {font-style:italic; } .layla-z91 p {padding:0px 20px 5px 20px; margin:0px; text-indent:35px;} .layla-z91 b {color:#FDDEF0; letter-spacing:-.2px;} .layla-z91 {background-color:#E1B6BB; background-image:url(http://sleepyglow.net/souls/gifts/2010j ... lagift.png); background-position:bottom center; background-repeat:no-repeat; padding:10px 0px 180px 0px; border:1px solid #FCC3E3; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#7D3F46; letter-spacing:.4px; word-spacing:.3px; line-height:16px; width:400px; text-align:justify; border-radius:10px; -moz-border-radius:10px; -webkit-border-radius:10px; } .layla-z91-border {width:402px; border:1px solid #000000; margin:0 auto; border-radius:10px; -moz-border-radius:10px; -webkit-border-radius:10px; box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -moz-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -webkit-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A;} </style>[/html] - Gideon Stormbringer - 02-07-2011 [html] Closing <33
.jamesfreetablezz b {font-weight:bold; color:#9a9fac; letter-spacing:1px; text-shadow: 0.1em 0.1em 0.2em #fefdfa; } .jamesfreetablezz-ooc {font-style:italic; padding:0px; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#5e6062; text-shadow: 0.1em 0.1em 0.2em #fefdfa; text-align:right;} .jamesfreetablezz p {text-indent:0px; padding:5px 15px; margin:0px;} .jamesfreetablezz {margin:0 auto; width:382px; background-color:#f2f5fb; background-image:url(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v121/ ... etable.png); background-position:top center; background-repeat:no-repeat; border:1px solid #000000; padding: 160px 0px 10px 0px; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#5e6062; text-shadow: 0.1em 0.1em 0.2em #fefdfa; letter-spacing:.3px; word-spacing:.8px; line-height:12px; text-align:justify;} .jamesfreetablezz-border1 {width:384px; border:1px solid #ffffff; margin:0 auto;} .jamesfreetablezz-line1 {width:360px; border-bottom:1px solid #dbdae0; margin:0 auto 3px auto;} </style> Table by Alli! [/html] - Layla Nishant - 02-21-2011 [html] We can end this one now. WC: 332 It did not matter what Gideon said to her, she still blamed herself for what happened. How could she not blame herself for what was going on in her life? Her depression had taken hold of her and controlled her, not to mention the very thing that caused her depression had happened. How could her very first litter been a miscarriage? The mistress had been so excited for the months that she was carrying the pups inside her womb only to find that they were all dead from the start. Tears began to flow out of her eyes as she thought back to the very moment when she had lost her old self. The black and white she wolf saw it flash before he eyes. She could see herself laying on the mattress trying to push her dead pups towards her, begging them to drink and move. The tears would not stop so long as that image remained in her sight. She wished it would just go away and leave her alone so she could maybe try and return to her normal self. Layla looked over to her dear friend as he tried to comfort her. She knew there was not much he could do to help her, but just him being there and understand her was all that she needed to try and bring herself back. She could feel Gideon’s soft touch as he leaned on her gently. The mistress turned to the young male and wrapped her arms around him, crying on her shoulder. She could not help her impulsive attitude right now, but she just wanted some comfort. She could feel her tears soaking into the male’s shoulder fur as she cried. She would only hold on for as long as he wanted her to. The black and white she wolf knew she would have to head back home soon. Perhaps she would be able to visit Gideon again soon and when she was in a much better mood. .layla-z91 .ooc {font-style:italic; } .layla-z91 p {padding:0px 20px 5px 20px; margin:0px; text-indent:35px;} .layla-z91 b {color:#FDDEF0; letter-spacing:-.2px;} .layla-z91 {background-color:#E1B6BB; background-image:url(http://sleepyglow.net/souls/gifts/2010j ... lagift.png); background-position:bottom center; background-repeat:no-repeat; padding:10px 0px 180px 0px; border:1px solid #FCC3E3; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size:12px; color:#7D3F46; letter-spacing:.4px; word-spacing:.3px; line-height:16px; width:400px; text-align:justify; border-radius:10px; -moz-border-radius:10px; -webkit-border-radius:10px; } .layla-z91-border {width:402px; border:1px solid #000000; margin:0 auto; border-radius:10px; -moz-border-radius:10px; -webkit-border-radius:10px; box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -moz-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A; -webkit-box-shadow:3px 3px 4px #2A2A2A;} </style>[/html] |