Was it all a lie? - Printable Version +- 'Souls IPB Archive (November 2007–October 2012) (https://soulsrpg.com/ipb) +-- Forum: Dead IC (https://soulsrpg.com/ipb/forumdisplay.php?fid=110) +--- Forum: Dead Topics (https://soulsrpg.com/ipb/forumdisplay.php?fid=21) +--- Thread: Was it all a lie? (/showthread.php?tid=2124) |
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- Lucifer - 06-03-2008 It was a start of a new life, Lucifer was living his life with no female to hold him down. No female to tell him that his lust his weakness was holding them back. Lucifer was free, well to a point. He had childern and had a rank that needed him to be some what of a good boy. The male had to find some one, he had to know if what happened really happened or was it just something he had wanted for so long that he dreamt it up, and thought it to be ture for so long that it was in his mind. Lucifer had picked up his sent around the lands, he gulped as he stepped over the borders into the hills. Lucifer sighed as the shifted male looked around, and sniffed around. God....Lucifer had to put his mind at rest. If this wasn't real, he would have to find some one to make it real, if it was real the male wanted to know more about the male that he had slept with, he wanted to know if he enjoyed it, if he would want Lucifer to keep coming back around. So many questions. - Jasper de le Poer - 06-03-2008 [html]
- Lucifer - 06-03-2008 There was the hushed sounds of crying, the tone hadn't hit the male right off, he knew it, he knew that it was someone's that he knew. Lucifer slowly moved towards it, hoping by the time he got the crying sound the pitch would click in his head. The closer he got, he was finding him-self no closer to figuring out who's it was. Though the sent...the sent sent his heart further up in his chest. It was him...would he push him away, would he even know who he was. Lucifer couldn't help but to worry. As the male moved down towards the male, he reached out, as he wanted to hold him. He didn't want to see him cry, or be up-set. Lucifer quickly pulled away as he rocked back sitting on his heels. Looking to the pale colored boy. "Hi.." It was all that Lucifer could muster out to say. He wanted to come off with something cool and all touchy freely let me melt your heart away saying, but nothing more then a simple hi. His blue eyes looked up and down as his hand went to the string around his neck. He felt like he was going to get sick, he was scared, here he was probably learning that it was all just a lie, and that he didn't want him around. - Jasper de le Poer - 06-03-2008 [html]
- Lucifer - 06-04-2008 It was clear with the smile upon the sand colored male that he knew who he was, and he was happy to see him...or he was just smiled when he was mad. Though there was a feeling that there was no anger. Lucifer smiled with a soft giggle with a nod, as he opened his arms to great the male with a hug. It bugged him to see him cry, Lucifer knew that the male wore his heart on his sleave, and it was easy for him to get upset or discouraged. It pained him, never the less about the whole matter. "Yeah!" He laughed with a nod, just happy to see him. His arms still out stretched and would remain as such till the male made the choice to come into him or stay where he was sitting. He took in a deep breath, he had to know what was wrong. If he was going to make the male happy again, and if Lucifer was going to find out if every thing that happened was a lie or real he had to make Jasper cheer up a bit. "What happened?" Lucifer would take blood if the male had but hurt to hard. Messing with the one's that he loved was not something he took to lightly. - Jasper de le Poer - 06-04-2008 [html]
- Lucifer - 06-04-2008 Hear how Deuce had pushed him into having sex with him, wasn't that rape? Wasn't that grounds for having her kicked out of the pack. Lucifer was going to have some few choice words with her. What happened with him and Jasper was between the two of them, he felt sorry that the male that was now in his arms had allowed her-self to twist the male around. Lucifer sneered as he nuzzled into the male happy to have him in his arms once again, and happy to hear that what had happened between them was something that did in fact happen and not just a dream that Lucifer had made up. "I will have a strong talking to her. I'm sorry that she did that to you. I should have been there to stop her. Jasper, don't let her get to you again. She out to make my life full of misery." Feeling the male push his head into the male. Lucifer pulled back looking at him with a tender smile. Deuce was clearly in the wrong. What Lucifer felt with Jasper near him....was so different then what he felt when him and Deuce had first said they where in "love" with one another. "She's a bitch. If she even comes near you again. I have something she wants and this will only keep it away from her longer. So yeah..." Lucifer sighed softly as he moved back towards the male, cuddling into him, running his maw though the top of Jasper's head, breathing in his sent, also covering his own body with the male's sent."I...I..missed you sweetness....I MEAN....I'm glad to see you again." Lucifer gave a stiff cough as he gulped his heart raced in his chest as the words just sorta feel out of his mouth. - Jasper de le Poer - 06-04-2008 [html]
- Lucifer - 06-04-2008 Lucifer sighed softly finding it to late to take back his own words, though thankfully the light colored male's action wasn't to push him away, nor was his words ones that would make him want to cry him-self. Lucifer smiled as he gave a smile pulling him-self into the male, he had opened him-self up and on such a tender subject. It was nice to know that he wasn't alone in his feelings. It sounded like every thing that happened that night was in a foggy mess. That was fine, just as so long as they both knew it happened. Lucifer took a deep breath as he took the pale male's hands with in his own as he shifted his weight to be on sitting on his knees. "I'm glad I made you feel that way. Jasper I not going to lie...Deuce was my mate the time we...did you know...but now she's just the mother of my children and a member of a pack. There is another female that wants to be with me...I want to be with her...she is very pretty...but I want...I want you..I want to be yours....I want to take it slow..get to know each other, and I want to show you how wonderful it felt that night that you..you did me. I can't think of any other male that I could allow my-self to lay down with. I guess what I'm asking is....will you go out with me...be like my boy-friend?' - Jasper de le Poer - 06-04-2008 [html]
- Lucifer - 06-04-2008 The male gave a nod, with a gulp. Yes there was Colibri, she was a female and he did like her love...that was something he was going to have to figure out. Lucifer looked to the male, taking on of his hands away from the other male's hand as he placed it softly on the male cheek, rubbing his thumb on him. "Yes. She's a older female. I'm not officially with any one. I've never had dreamed in a million years that I would find my-self wanting to be in your arms.I would be hurt if you stayed away. I want every one to know that I have feelings for you. Jasper...you made me feel...so alive that night. I was scared to see you again, I though that I had wanted you so much that I made it all up, and if it did happen that..that you would be so disgusted in the fact you had sex with another male you would push me away." Lucifer didn't care if Colibri found out about him, didn't care if Deuce knew, he was happy...he had found out that this dream was real. "If she ever bothers you again. I see to it that she pays...After hearing what she did to you I going to have it out with her." Lucifer looked to Jasper. he hoped that he would agree, after all there was no harm in having two lover now was there? There should only be one mate, but lovers? No and if they knew of each other....was it that bad?"No never ever stay away...You make me happy...I like you alot..." - Jasper de le Poer - 06-04-2008 [html]
- Lucifer - 06-04-2008 The male had gotten him off, and Deuce wasn't able to. That was to funny. After she said that she had sex with some one that was more then half the man he would ever be. Lucifer didn't care, he had all he wanted right now, Jasper and Colibri. Jasper knew about Colibri and he was going to have to tell Colibri about Jasper. He wouldn't leave Jasper, not after all that he had went though just to find out that all the feelings he had been having about him wasn't a lie, they where all real. Lucifer played with the male's hair twisting it and brushing his talon's though it. "That's fine. I'm glad you where not able to with her. I guess it means that you like what I have to offer just a bit more." Lucifer smiled down to the male as he jumped into a risky spot after not having an answer. Leaning down the male kissed the male upon his cheek as he looked at him. "She just out for a reason to hurt me. She knows that I have feels for another male, she was never sure it was you until that night. I can't believe she thought she could make you...finish...I have a hard enough time my-self. I tend to be rather drunk, way way past the point that any one should." - Jasper de le Poer - 06-04-2008 [html]
- Lucifer - 06-04-2008 Lucifer knew as soon as he looked to the male in front of him that he had said something wrong, with a soft whine the black male lowered his head in shame. He messed up He rolled his ears back against his head as he dropped his hands to his lap, his pitch lowered, shame in his own words."I didn't mean that what happened with you wasn't good. I'm just sad that I also can't remember every thing. I know I had never ever felt like that. I know I loved how you felt under and over me. Deuce...I think I ended up with her...because she was some one I knew...some one that I felt like I had something to prove...." He paused as he sniffed, fighting back the tears. Lucifer hadn't cry in well over a year, but he felt like it could happen. He pulled his bottom lip into his mouth as he chewed upon it. Lowering his head back down. He didn't want to hurt the male. Hurt Deuce...yes but not him. - Jasper de le Poer - 06-05-2008 [html]
- Lucifer - 06-05-2008 Lucifer's tail hit against the ground. As the male moved into to cuddle with him. Lucifer smiled with a sniff. He was glad that the male was here, he was glad that he knew just how to touch him, to warm him inside to the out. Lucifer snuggled his head into the male, wrapping his arms around his waist. With a soft sigh Lucifer held him close, enjoying his warmth. Lucifer licked his own maw, this was bliss. The male was there in his arms holding him was soo....heaven like. It was a feeling of wholeness. "Me...to." Really was there much more that needs to be said here? They where in each other's arms, after finding out each had wanted to find the other. Now where was only one unsaid topic that needed to be put out there. Lucifer wanted the male to be with him till he was old and winkled when he was no longer able to walk far with out being beat. Yes, he wanted that love that lasted a life time. |