losing my balance on the tight rope - Printable Version +- 'Souls IPB Archive (November 2007–October 2012) (https://soulsrpg.com/ipb) +-- Forum: Dead IC (https://soulsrpg.com/ipb/forumdisplay.php?fid=110) +--- Forum: Dead Topics (https://soulsrpg.com/ipb/forumdisplay.php?fid=21) +--- Thread: losing my balance on the tight rope (/showthread.php?tid=8440) |
||||||
- Emma Agapito - 11-06-2009 Set at the borders, so anyone is welcome! [html] Emma was starting to feel a little numb the more she went on her daily life in AniWaya. She did not feel connected to the pack but she could start to feel a disconnection from her family. She wasn't sure if this was a good thing or a bad thing. It didn't make her feel better and it didn't make her to feel any worse, either. She felt rather useless and without any sort of motivation. Why could she not find her family? And why could they not find her? It had been a month now, more than, and she felt at a loss day in and day out when she was no closer to solving the mystery. And being too young to leave the pack, afraid not to have any sort of safety, she was not ready to put herself in danger until she was ready. Again, as she was almost every day, she lingered on the borders. Sometimes she would walk the invisible line that it was just for her scent to be there, just in case any of her family members were there and found it and knew to ask. Maybe it would help. Today, however, was not the same. Today she approached the border and just sat there, staring out hopelessly. Her eyes were stinging with tears that were long overdue, missing from when she first lost her family. Now they were really lost and she was trying not to accept the fact she would never find them on her own and that no one around her would help her either. She was just dropped off in the pack to be another member. They didn't want her her, they didn't want to help her, they wanted nothing to do with her or her sister. "Mancarla," she whispered in a broken voice, lowering her body to the ground and feeling the last bit of hope inside her drift away. - Alacrity - 11-06-2009 [html]
- Emma Agapito - 11-06-2009 Thanks for joining! [html] The appearance of another startled her at first but she came up slow enough to give her a chance to accommodate her being there. Emma shuffled her front legs slowly to a sitting position. The way the other look did not bother her. She was only three months old and was not exposed to one particular thing. She'd been cared for by a coyote for a while and she thought she looked strange. While the other may have looked weird, Emma felt no different. "Uhm... yes," she said and watched the other. It was the first wolf-thing she'd seen in a four legged form in a long time and it made her feel a little better not to have her neck in pain trying to look eight feet above her. "It is... uhm, AniWaya," she said and hoped she got the name right. She couldn't be sure but she shrugged it off. There was no one to object her if she managed to get it wrong somehow. It wasn't worth dwelling over, anyway. Slowly, she followed on to a standing position. She was growing like a weed but she wasn't all that tall and didn't compare to the odd dog in front of her but it made her feel better, at least. - Alacrity - 11-06-2009 [html]
- Emma Agapito - 11-08-2009 [html] Emma hadn't expected being asked about the meaning of the pack name and when she had, she felt nervous and her muscles tightened up as if she were on the spot. Her golden speckled eyes stared ahead of her at the painted canine, shaking her head in a simple no. "I denno," she whispered and glanced at the ground because she did not have the answer. No one had given her much of a rundown on the pack, what it meant, what they were working for, she had no idea. She wondered if it would help her father find her. If she gave the information to the strangers she met on the border and perhaps they would run into her father or any other family. It seemed far fetched and it was a little late now to get the information for the African. "I have sibling. Sister," she said but her tone didn't hint much playing was actually going on. "I try find my papa but... I not find him," she said in a whimper, shuffling her feet and she lowered her rump back to the ground in defeat. "I denno if he out there," she said with a frown and stared at the woman, expecting no help from her either. - Alacrity - 11-13-2009 [html]
|